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This poll is a celebration of fandom and fandom history; we're aware that there are certain issues with many of the listed pairings and sources, but they are a part of that history. Please do not take this as an endorsement, and refrain from harassment.

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I wanted to watch Lady Bird to stare at Timmy Chamomile not to get in my feels and now I have to go tell my mom I love her

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Don't get me wrong wolfstar is awesome. The best thing after sliced bread but just.

Imagine. James Potter spoiling Remus Lupin before and after full moons with expensive chocolate. I know what you may say: But tsu, he already does that platonically! BUT WHAT IF they lick the chocolate off from each other's fingers THEN WHAT?

And remus hates quiditch but he never misses a game. Yes, he does that already. But does he give james *cough* treats *cough* behind locker rooms after a good game?

James is loud and excitable but he will know when to be quiet and grounding for Remus. Remus is soft-spoken but he knows when to throw a tantrum for James' sake, when he doesn't do that for himself. They both teach each other to be a little selfish sometimes.

So, yeah. What I love about moonchaser is that they have such an awesome, easy friendship that can easily turn into something more- And eventully effie and monty potter adopt their traumatized son-in-law. Fun, ain't it?

#moonchaser #remus lupin #james potter #the marauders #dead gay wizards

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Oh so you kin James Potter?

What's it like being a perpetual people pleaser? What's it like remembering everything about everyone else but sometimes wishing they remembered anything at all about you? Or how you pour too much of your own money or time into other people. How you wish you didn't. How you hate change but won't admit it and even though you seem like a leader you're more likely to be a follower. How does it feel to tell yourself you haven't had it bad enough to consider it trauma? How does it feel, to wish you had someone who reciprocated even an ounce of the affection you give to other people. How does it feel to fall in love with people more quickly than you can register? How does it feel to be an ambivert? To have some days where you can't shut up and others where you hate yourself for it. And tell me how it feels to have no greater desire than some sort of group or conformity to reside in? How does it feel to not know who you are when you aren't around other people? How does it feel to be acutely self-aware and more than logical but to still let your emotions get the best of you? How does it feel, to feel unwanted? How does it feel to blame yourself for things entirely out of your control? How does it feel to lay awake at night thinking about your parents and the stray cat in the alley and the man you saw looking awfully down in some passing moment on some sidewalk today? How does it feel to have used every prayer you ever thought you had on the burdens others carried? How does it feel to have been the little kid adults confided their issues in from an early age? How does it feel to give the best advice anyone could ask for but have no sense of direction in your own life? How does it feel to strike a match on yourself to keep others warm? You only seem to set things on fire that way . How does it feel to have an earth-sized hole in your chest? How does it feel to think with your heart not your head?

How does it feel to feel too much?

How does it feel to own things until they are just near broken because you never learned how to let go? How does it feel to be watering dead flowers? Why can't you let things die? You can't love things that don't want to be loved. You can't care enough for the whole word.

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God there's something about the idea that Hector was wearing Achilles's old armor when he faced him to die. when Achilles saw Hector he saw a mirror of himself, and he knew exactly where to aim

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jegulily is like- Regulus believing wholeheartedly he is not capable of love and suddenly finding himself not one, but two people he'd move skies and earth for.

And it's so overwhelming he doesn't believe it's real sometimes.

#regulus black #james potter #lily evans #jegulily #dead gay wizards #the marauders

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What if I wrote mental asylum/psychiatric ward slytherin skittles fic? Based on the torture poets department?

Like walburga catch jegulus (who have only been dating for a fortnight) and sends regulus there in which he entered the ‘cruciatus room’ and undergoes like a lobotomy.

Barty is a psychiatrist there (we need to explore how smart he is, canonically) and falls in love with Evan (who is a psychopath) and we have some sort of Harley Quinn and the joker variant romance thing. (I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can))

Dorcas is there because she went non verbal and low response after Marlene died (would have occurred pre start of fic) and we have a grief journey there. (Loml)

Then pandora (twins with Evan) is schizophrenic but also someone really calming. (Cassandra)

But suddenly walburga died and disowned Sirius inherited Grimauld and while going through her office finds outlet what she did to Reg and we have a whole psychiatric break in by the Marauders.

The journey of like regulus’ recovery would like feature most of the other songs on the album?

WOULD PEOPLE READ THIS OR AN I JUST BEING ADHD HYPER-FIXATION

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"Peter" is literally just Peter singing his Villain Disney Princess song to James as he dances around with little Cinderella mice around him. Argue with the floor.

#dead gay wizards #marauders #the tortured poets department #peter pettigrew #james potter #ttpd #taylor swift

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Have you ever written a haiku on a napkin or are you normal?

#It was a good napkin #And a good haiku #Haiku #Poetry

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not to be a nerd but it’s so crazy how he (Bernini) really did that from cold hard stone……. truly a spectacle, truly breathtaking, an honor to behold

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born to art, forced to STEM

#stem #Nagging

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Polina Osipova

#lily evans #Marauders

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all eldest children are obligated to leave their hometowns as early as possible lest they succumb to the various generational curses

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your favorite book is prisoner of azkaban? you know the backstory of regulus black? dumbledore is the villain?

i see you. i know what you are

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Taken by Remus Lupin: James and Regulus running into each other unexpectedly

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marauders Fandom except some of our darlings didn't even get those 20 seconds.

his premature death and 20 seconds of screen time have bewitched me body and soul

#Like #Regulus black #pandora lovegood #Evan Rosier #mary mcdonald #marlene mckinnon #all of them tbh #Marauders #Dead gay wizards