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r0ttingsystem · 5 hours

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Good morning chat

We feel a lot better :D

#evan.txt

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r0ttingsystem · 14 hours

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Half asleep rant because THE VOICES/ref

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This is so fucking unfair

We devote all our time to one person and what do we get? Fucking nothing that's what we get

We just reached a tipping point today and aaahshshdjf everything's horrible

We constantly feel abandoned, it feels HORRIBLE

We often don't talk to anyone because we wait for one person to text us but they can't even be bothered

They can't be fuckin bothered to do anything at this point

We always try to give our all, we're almost always cautious to not do anything wrong, we're ALWAYS trying and yet we get shit all back

I'm so fucking tired I fucking can't anymore

I'm so tired of feeling like the last choice

I am ALWAYS the last choice. It fucking HURTS.

I want to FEEL like I'm the first choice for once, I wanna FEEL like I'm the first person someone thinks of

But that's never going to happen Is it?

I should just go ahead and end it already, fucks sake

Nothing gets better, nothing ever will

Let's fuckin hope people start acting right before I do something horrible :)

#?.txt #if youre close to us font read #were splitting on our fp teehee (kill me)#tw sui implied #tw sui ideation #bpd thoughts #bpd splitting #vent post #vent

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r0ttingsystem · 15 hours

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Omg a lazy vent in an attempt to feel better? Yum, my favorite

#evan.txt #this is so stupid lol #but wete having an episode so oh well #vent post #vent animatic #vent #vent art

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r0ttingsystem · 16 hours

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Being the only sane one in front while having an episode/breakdown is so bizarre

"I hate this I hate this aaa we shouldn't be aliv-" ".... right"

"i need to go see if we have [redacted] in the house" "WAOH. GIRLY SLOW DOWN"

"*sobbing*" "......ppfft"

#evan.txt #tw sui implied

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r0ttingsystem · 17 hours

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Evan I have a quick thing to tell you:

you draw

SO WELL. /gen, pos

teach me your ways /silly

THANK YOI

#evan.txt

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r0ttingsystem · 17 hours

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Go EVAN GO!!! Art is slay!!!

Ty!!! My favorite coping mechanism

#evan.txt #its me in the art btw

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r0ttingsystem · 17 hours

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What am I doing with my life

#evan.txt #sysblr

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r0ttingsystem · 21 hours

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Hey guys nice to meet you all

Our brain decided a normal part of being a human is actually an emergency yesterday so now I exist

#evan.txt #sysblr #system community #traumagenic did #actually did #did system #did alter

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r0ttingsystem · 2 days

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House is such a weird name and we're all being too casual about it. If I were Wilson I would be so mad imagine moaning the name House no wonder he kept ignoring the man's advances to sleep with him dude literally has the most unmoanable name.

The unrealistic thing about House MD is there isn't enough people looking at him introducing himself and immediately being "Your name is HOUSE?"

Imagine you're dying and no doctors can figure out what's wrong with you so they recommend you go to this one famous dude and they're like "Oh you should meet Dr. Building he will help you"

And if that's not bad enough, his first name is Greg.

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r0ttingsystem · 2 days

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New art 🎉🎉🎉 YIPPEE look at it! Bites it bites it bites it bites it bit-

heheh

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r0ttingsystem · 2 days

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patient dying in the name of toxic yaoi as it should be

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r0ttingsystem · 2 days

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Note: I am by no means a professional in health or otherwise. This is personal experience. I made this as a metaphor to help my parents understand me better.

#am creachur #dani.txt #north.txt

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r0ttingsystem · 2 days

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Dani, I DO NOT NEED TO WITNESS HOE GAY YOU ARE WITH THIS POOR GIRL

Here's a little treat