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"Delayed triggers" happen. Sometimes, you might not notice your trigger and get triggered later when you do. Brains work in mysterious ways. It's okay. You're not faking or being attention-seeking for it.

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every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).

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Looking to try and make friends on here! I haven't been part of the system community on tumblr yet..

I don't know if this is the smartest way to make friends on here but I can try I guess!

(usually I'm on insta 😔🫰)

Me the host [Veda] -

• He/she. They/them is okay tho.

• Bodily 26.

• Ravenclaw. Intj. 5w4. Pisces.

• Diagnosed with: Did, T1d, hashimotos, Gad, major depressive disorder. Etc.

• Dealing with: severe agoraphobia.

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Things I really really like:

• Green, blue, mustard yellow and brown.

• Fallout game series.

• Fable game series.

• Phantasy star game series.

• Aurora rising book series.

• Collecting bits and bobs.

• Anime: HxH, Tokyo mew mew, Sailormoon.

• Align with Sailor Uranus, by like a lot.

• TV series: Antm, Avatar, Adventure time, Steven universe, Mandalorian, Moonknight.

• Diet soda and coffee.

• Magic the gathering and Dnd.

• Moonknight, nightcrawler, wolverine, Andrew Garfield Spiderman, Starfire.

• I literally love this man, Oscar isaac. 100% best actor and person on the planet.

• Learning about my system. (Have been since 2018.)

• Pokemon, sonic, Luigi.

[If I could pick any pokemon starter, I'd pick Azurill, Mareep or Venipede.]

#osdd 1a #osdd 1b #osdd #osdd did #actually did #did system #did osdd #did alter #dissociative system #dissociative identity disorder #dissociation #kidcore

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Sure. I'll hop on this trend.

DID isn't just friends in your head.

While yes, I love my system like family and we have good times together, that doesn't mean that these good times are the whole experience.

DID is having alters that don't know how to express that they care about you due to never being cared about themself.

DID is having some alters who hate themselves so deeply that its hidden from who they are on the surface.

DID was having to do horrible shit just to keep yourself alive and now living with severe survivor's guilt.

DID is being more prone to migraines.

DID is remembering a life no one else seems to remember.

DID is not remembering the current life you're living.

DID is having some alters who don't know how to cope with their trauma so they bury themselves in drugs.

DID is having some alters who don't know how to keep living. Genuinely thinking they'd be dead by now.

DID is being naturally selfish and mean because its what you had to be to survive.

DID is being a clueless child within your own mind, unsure why your friends break down and sob for no apparent reason.

DID is being excluded and punished for trying to simply exist with other people.

DID is not only not recognizing your own body, but not recognizing your own species.

DID is thinking you've got all the trauma figured out only for more to resurface.

No one should WANT DID. If you want DID... no you don't. You want a community. You don't want to live like this. I live like this because I have to. It was necessary for me to survive.

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𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟

🌍Oasis | Hiya we're the Mioasis system. We're a system of about 20ish.

🪣Bucketful of losers 🍃| We collectively use they/them pronouns.

🪲 Coping 🧦 surviving 📻| If you dont know who's fronting our singlesona name is, Oasis.

🐕Inner-child healing 🎧| We're bodily 26.

📺 Did-system • taken🪴• level XXIV 📪|

We've got a lot of issues bodily/mentally.

𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟

□---☆--- Frequent fronters ---☆---□

• Host - Veda - 🫐🌍❄️💤🍃

He/she • 26 •

• Coh/P - Fritz -🎤🦷🔪🛹⛓️

He/him • 21 •

^🖤❤️ together 🩶❤️v

• Sp - Dante -🫀🐺🥓🔥🥍

He/him • 24 • [  🪬  ]

• Coh/s/e - Skylee -🫧🎶🎮🍬🐧

She/her • 18 •

• S/e - Sam - 🎸💾🛹🥫📼

He/him • 26 •

■ ---•--- Office ---•--- ■

• Gk - Pierce - 🪿🌲🧊🪨♟️

She/her • ♾️ •

• Gk - 🐕  - 🦮💢👁🗣💥

It/its • ♾️ •

• Per - Gwen-🕸⌚️🌑📹✒️

She/her • ♾️ •

^💔🖤 Together ❤️‍🩹💜v

• Per/td - Mystic -🍗🛻🎣🥾🛋

He/him • ♾️ •

◇---●--- [  🪬   ] ---●---◇

• S/p - Patience -🫦🌸🍒💒🛍

She/her • 24 •

^💙🩵 sisters 🩷💜v

• R/sp - Nexia -💫🦴🪶🛤🧿

She/her • 25 •

☆---♡---Nursery ---♡---☆

• Ct - Nell -🐻🫘🧵👜🧺

She/her • 36+•

• Ict - Leon - 🦁🛺🧤📚🩹

He/him • 22 •

• X - Exodus - 🐎🍪🏉🧸👑

He/him • X •

• X - Rosemary -🐇🌷🍓🎀🩰

She/her • X •

• Th/k - Percy - 🛁🫧🪣🫙🦈

He/him • X •

[   ] -       -

♧---♡--- Spooky ---♡---♧

• Th/p - A!@ Alastor -👁🐦‍⬛🌃🌑🪦

It/its/they/them • ♾️

• Fi/per/td - Mama-👻🧟‍♀️🏚🦢🔪

She/her • ♾️ •

[   ] -      -

■---●--- Dormant/idk/lost ---●---■

• Blendy F+S - Chase -👾🛸🪐🕹💾

He/him • 23 •

• Fi/S/e - Emiko -🐾🌰🪵🔨📻

They/them • 18-21 •

𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟

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🪣.*•° Please don't Interact if..

□  you're sexist, ableist, lgbtqia-phobic, etc.

□  you crosstag.

□  you post triggering content.

□  you're a Mik (minor in kink.)

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𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟𓆞𓆝 𓆟

#osdd #did system #actually did #actually autistic #inner child healing #impure regression #dissociative identity disorder #dissociative system #osdd 1b #osdd 1a #neurodivergent #childhoodtraumarecovery #kidcore #actually cptsd #cpstd

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it's okay if some days you don't feel like a system. it's okay if some days everything's quiet and you're the only one in front and it feels like it was all a dream.

a huge part of how i'm getting over my system denial is saying 'who cares?' if a voice in my head is saying 'you're not actually a system, you're just confused'. who cares if i'm a system? who cares if i'm a singlet? my symptoms are my symptoms, and they're still there whether i label myself as a system or a singlet or whatever else. i don't have to justify my experience to anyone else. if it turns out i'm a system, great. i now know what my symptoms mean. if it turns out im a singlet, also great, i learned more about myself anyway.

i don't have to stress about being one or the other. i can just be me.

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Friendly reminder that you do NOT owe anyone information about your headmates/alters/parts and this can be even things as simple as names and pronouns, and you do not absolutely have to sign off of every post.

Us personally, we feel really uncomfortable giving out any information about us unless we’re comfortable with the person we’re giving it out to. Currently only one person in real life know we’re a system, and a few others online. We don’t even sign off regularly when interacting with those people, as we don’t see a need to. This is also generally for our own safety, as we don’t want people to completely know us as a system when we’re still figuring out ourselves.

And on another note, this NOT to bash systems who make intros, use sign offs, etc. That is perfectly fine if you’re comfortable doing so; this post is mostly for newly discovered systems who may think they owe people all of the information about their system.

If you sign off posts, cool! If you don’t, that’s fine too!

If you make an intro, awesome, it’s nice to meet you! If you don’t, that’s okay.

You don’t have to be overt, even in system-aligned spaces, however I do understand the freedom in being able express yourself outwardly.

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Do yall ever discover a "new" alter and you kinda squint at them and go "waaaaait a fucking second, I know you, you're the one from <insert time period here> who did the <insert thing here>"

It's like finding an old sibling/friend/rival/acquaintance/coworker/whatever that you didn't even know you had

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systems with tiny headcounts i love you, systems with huge headcounts i love you

systems that remember your trauma i love you, systems that don't remember your trauma i love you

systems with very similar alters i love you, systems with very different alters i love you

systems who want to pursue functional multiplicity i love you, systems who want to pursue full fusion i love you

your experiences are all valid.

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Comic book nerds didn't like Moon Knight because it was too "safe" and overly graphic and violent. Moon Knight wasn't "batshit crazy." Tumblrinas loved Moon Knight because it was an exploration of trauma and personal healing. Giving a middle finger to their abuser and saving the world.

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Person: “So, who’s fronting right now?”

You: *sudden panic* “Uuhhh I don’t know… Me?-”

When you just,, yes.

- j

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Some Signs of Overstimulation

Loss of facial expressions

Flat affect (monotone voice or loss of emotional intonation)

Loss of speech

Hyperawareness to usually well tolerated sensory input

Fatigue

Headache

Skin sensitivity

Sensory sensitivity

High irritability

Increased demand avoidance

Increased stimming

Extreme sensory avoidance

May feel nauseous or flu-like symptoms

Tips to Help a Loved One

Get away from the cause of the overstimulation

Ear muffs or noise cancelling headphones

Low or no lighting

Headache medication

Cancel plans for the day if possible

Warm shower or bath for skin sensitivity (may not help everyone)

Nap or early bed time

Offer sensory pleasing foods if desired

Reinforce routine to help soothe

Remove/postpone demands

Encourage whatever communication they feel comfortable with - don't force speech

Leave alone as long as safe to do so

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OVER THE GARDEN WALL Chapter 9: Into the Unknown

1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9

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John Watson stimboard for anon! ☆ﾟ

🥧 🥧 🥧 // ☕ 🕵️ ☕ // 🥧 🥧 🥧

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rainy day bernese mountain dog stimboard requested by @importantdogstuff ✨🍁

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