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i’m stuck in a vicious cycle of hating my job but loving money :,)

#money #work from home #so many positive aspects but so many negative aspects as well

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maybe i was meant to be stuck in this eternal cycle of hyperfixations followed by weeks of emptiness that can only be stopped with another hyperfixation, which will then lead to weeks of emptiness that can only be stopped with another hyperfixati

#neurodiversity #save me from this cycle #i am in agony

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#the mirror visitor #passe miroir #la passe mirroir #mirror visitor #lpm #tmv #ophelia #opheliathorn #thophelia #thorn

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crazy how you can just. say things. for example, i could say “i think Thorn is bi” and nothing would happen

#im just saying random things honestly #but he actually could be bi #what do you guys think #the mirror visitor #passe miroir #mirror visitor #la passe mirroir #lpm #tmv

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#what a good chaperone #she was so cute i actually loved her #im so glad she went back to the pole with berenilde they’re actual besties #i don’t even know what im doing tbh i need to calm down woth all those lpm posts ffs #the mirror visitor #passe miroir #mirror visitor #la passe mirroir #lpm #tmv #ophelia

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personal log ;

TW weight

date : October 18th 2023

age : 20

relationship status : taken

money saved : 13.3k

weight : 204lbs (this is vv objective- just a way to track my progress as i am consistently and healthily losing weight these past months <3)

currently watching : started Good Omens but haven’t seen much

currently reading : La Passe-Miroir (2nd time)

total books read this year so far : 14

obsession of the moment : La Passe-Miroir

tattoos : 5

piercings : 7

steps/day (monthly average) : 4,130

screen time (daily average) : 3h53

looking forward to : this weekend (going to a wedding), receiving my LPM books, reading week at uni, Christmas

thoughts of the moment : craving stability within myself, i hope these logs will help me see progress in my learning journey.

#personal log #myself #love

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yes i’m a virgin (haven’t read Manacle nor All the Young Dudes)

#fanfiction #however i have read awake by saengi which is my roman empire tbh #harry potter #bts #why are these two tags together

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shipping fictional characters all by yourself, handsome?

#pissing all by yourself handsome #go piss girl #psychologically deranged #shitposting #03 #5k

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unpopular opinion, i prefer the last tome of LPM (Storm of Echoes). i’m a bitch for ThOphelia (OpheThorn, whatever you wanna call it) and will inhale any and all content relating to them

(like in this pic but instead of berenilde and rosaline it’s just me and the voices inside my head)

#the mirror visitor #passe miroir #mirror visitor #la passe mirroir #lpm #tmv #ophelia #thophelia #ophethorn #opheliathorn

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#there’s an unwritten step called ‘void’ after re-reading said book #yes this is about la passe miroir #i will never get tired of reading this quartet again and again #the mirror visitor #la passe mirroir

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i wish words loved me as much as i love them.

#instead i write like a 7 year old who just realized she can create stories of her own #i crave talent #i wish i could write good fanfiction. that's it that's what this is about

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#thorn you’re so romantic #im gonna go feral #hes so cute like actually #i love them #the mirror visitor #passe miroir #mirror visitor #la passe mirroir #lpm #tmv #ophelia

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nobody understands the relationship between a girl and her obsession with The Mirror Visitor Quartet (she will never know peace again)

#the mirror visitor #passe miroir #la passe mirroir #mirror visitor #lpm #tmv #it’s me im girlies

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if he’s so scary and evil, why is he holding my hand and asking for praise rn?

#thorn #ophelia #ophélie et thorn #opheliathorn #thophelia #the mirror visitor #passe miroir #mirror visitor #la passe mirroir #lpm #tmv

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Thorn: Ophelia, are you sure you don’t have anything to tell me? *please tell me you love me please tell me you love me please tell me you love me plea-

Ophelia: nothing. *why won’t this bitch say he loves me smh

#just talk to each other #the mirror visitor #passe miroir #mirror visitor #la passe mirroir #lpm #tmv #ophelia #thorn #opheliathorn #thophelia #rereading

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The last part of tome 2 but it’s a meme redraw and the context is sorta gone.

#crazily accurate

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Outside a meeting room

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*loud kissing noises*

#crying real tears