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nthee · 3 months

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I DON'T KNOW IF I'MA SEE YOU AGAIN . . .

summary: a slight, or well, not-so-slight blunder led to the unfortunate events of him losing his memory — his memory of you and anything related to you.

characters: riddle roseherts, silver, lilia vanrouge

contains: angst with a bit of fluff, gender-neutral mc (uses second person view aka "you"), the reader blushes (described to be flushed)

notes: title is from see you again hehe :) i just thought it kind of had amnesia trope vibes idkkk dont ask me why atp, inspo comes from anywhere fr. also SURPRISE IM BACK let's ignore the fact that it's been 5 months tho i was so burnt out :(

⌗ RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS

“Let me help you with that. [...] What? You're staring.”

“Ah, it's... it's nothing, sorry.”

The close proximity is enough to make you go insane. Perhaps it's better if you just took the time to actually fix your tie this morning. That way, he wouldn't be so close! So close that...

Oh Seven, what if he hears my heartbeat?! Ack, calm down, calm down! I don't want to scare him of, what if he thinks it's — I'm creepy?!

“You seem flushed, [Name]. Are you alright?” his movement stills while holding onto your tie, and you mentally facepalm.

Riddle's hand makes its way to your forehead, the back of his hand pressing onto your skin, before realizing he's wearing gloves. He clears his throat at the mistake, opting to feel your temperature using the back of his wrist — the exposed skin between his sleeve and glove.

“Temperature is normal... a little bit warm, but nothing serious.”

“I'm alright! It's nothing, really.”

Too close, too close, too close!

Riddle retracts back, almost as if he could hear your pleas. He sighed, clearing his throat as his eyes wander around — look everywhere, anywhere but them, Riddle.

“I should — ah, we should get to class...” you reminded. You mirror his actions, averting your gaze.

“Right. Class.”

He offers an arm, one that you graciously take without a second thought. “Let me escort you there. I did hold you off for several minutes.”

Excuses! Riddle's mind yells. You're falling for them!

He doesn't care in the slightest — just as long as you're there to catch him. Though he knew you for a grand total of five days, he knows you'll be there.

⌗ SILVER

“Have I... met you before? I have, haven't I?”

A bittersweet laugh escapes your lips, startling Silver in front of you. You pull yourself together, smiling as you gaze into his eyes — the same eyes you'd lose yourself in, letting the time pass doing just that.

“Once upon a dream, right? That's what you were going to say?” you wipe a tear from the corner of your eye, thankful you laughed first before the waterworks arrived. Thank goodness, he can't see me sad.

Silver's eyes brightened, his eyelashes fluttering in disbelief. “It's... it's you. I meet you in my dreams! Everytime I close my eyes, I... I see you.”

His hands are softly holding yours as he speaks, his thumb tracing your skin delicately — like you were glass, or a treasure. It's enough to make you swoon, just as he's always done before.

“Don't leave my side.”

He thinks it's selfish to ask that from a stranger. But you are no stranger. You know the truth, but he suspects it's destiny — that you've actually met, talked, danced before, only well, it was in his very own dreamland.

You can feel the tears again. Maybe this isn't so bad? Or, at the very least, this isn't the end.

“I wouldn't even think of it.”

⌗ LILIA VANROUGE

“Are you a friend of Silver's? I don't think I've seen you around before.”

Those words were uttered before you could even process the initial news of Lilia's predicament — before your heart could even let it sink in.

You could only choke back the words threatening to slip off your tongue, lest it sound like utter crap to someone who just lost his memories.

You and I are more than friends. You play— well, played lighthearted tricks on me. I fell for them. I fell for you.

“You... could say that,” was all you could muster up. There was no point in explaining more, he wouldn't understand them.

There was understanding to his nod, a subconscious feeling of something nestled deep in his heart.

“Are you troubled? You seem to be.” his tone is soft, yet firm. Lilia had always been that way; a mentor, father (or, father-like to ones who don't know he was actually one), shoulder to cry on, wise fae to depend on...

A lover. Was a lover.

Now, all was left was Lilia before he even got to know you.

Lilia Vanrouge, a schoolmate of yours, once again.

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nthee · 8 months

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IS MY DEARIE STILL ALIVE AFTER THIS??? HOW ARE WE FEELING BUBBS 🎤🎤

HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I FEEL /ref (we literally didnt talk today only why do u suddenly not know me OFC I'M FREAKIN OUT)

in all seriousness mama in-law I AM ABOUT TO COLLAPSE. I AM CLAWING THE WALLS CRYING THRASHING ABOUT UP TO SHENANIGANS AND ETCETERA.

HIS BODY?????? SIR??????? OH SORRY, MY APOLOGIES I MEANT YOUR MAJESTY. MY LORD. HOW UNCOUTH OF ME LET ME BOW DOWN OH SO GRACIOUSLY TO OUR KING.

RJJFJSJFKVKSMMGKSJDJVJ I'VE JUST RECOVERED FROM THE YUUTA BRAINROT AND ABSOLUTE SIMPERY AND SUDDENLY — JUST HIT WITH THE MALLEUS MANGA BUILD.

HES SO FUCKING PRETTY HELP MEEEEEEEEEE GET ME AN AMBULANCE RUSH ME TO THE ER IM BEGGING I THINK I HAVE A HEART MURMUR OF SORTS

HI 👋 KING 👑 WOULD YOU 🥰🫵‼️ LIKE 👍 A COMPANION 💞😜 TO ✌️ WARM 🔥🔥💯 YOUR ROYAL BED 🙏🥹🙏✨💐💥⁉️‼️😭🫵💞

PICK ME CHOOSE ME LOVE ME ADJFJJEJFKCKSKFCKKSKFKCKJCJSSKEKCD RRJEJEJJREJEJEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRFHDJSJFKEKEJERRJRRRJRJRRJDWLWDHOROFODKSKKSJDN

#SHIT I AM ABOUT TO #[faints but in a sophisticated way so the fae prince can notice me]#RJFJEJRJRRR MAKING ME LOOK LIKE A PICK ME I SWEAR IM NOT #HIS BODY PLS I CANNOT GET OVER ITRRTRTTTTT #. . . briar's nonsense #. . . inbox #(i'll tag both the inbox and ramblings tag bc THIS IS SRSLY PEAK BRIAR NONSENSE FBSHFJKS)#. . . user.val !#(“hi val! long time no talk missed u sm!!” i say as if its been years LMAOOO)

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nthee · 9 months

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Hiya dear! I hope ur alright :( your posts seem inconsistent (not being mean, just worried /gen)

You're one of my favorite writers and I swear everytime you post I leap in joy :') you don't have to reply to this, if you can read it, I'll be content!

[rant. contains school talk and tumblr engagement/interactions talks.]

hello !! okay oh my god first of all,, i didn't mean to not have any writing stuff out. i'm just genuinely super duper busy and tired all the time. my school's like, so far away that i have to wake up at 4 am just for a 7 am assembly. then class ends at 4 sometimes 5 pm so literally i go home, do homework and sleep. no more scrolling on tumblr or having personal time fjsjjfkskdck,, alot goes on nowadays that writing (even socializing in the internet) becomes somewhat of a luxury :((

i feel fine though, it's just a reality i've yet to get used to !! my school's very nice and i like it there, distance is my only issue so it affects my time obvi aaaaa

but tbh, my inconsistency springs from (and i don't want to be mean either, i'm just being as truthful as i can so people know the realities of being a writer here) the lack of engagement in my posts.

i post writing stuff and they'd reach 100 or below notes. that, to me, isn't enough fuel for me to write with passion :(( sure i'm grateful, but i wonder sometimes what i have to do to get more people to see and acknowledge my works. i write for others, rarely or never myself so ofc i'd feel a lil down in the dumps with small interactions and notes :'>

so, now i'm kinda just... stuck. i don't really have writer's block, but i do feel like i need my works to be ABSOLUTELY perfect and polished so it gets seen. and liked. and most importantly, reblogged.

i didn't mean to rant, i apologize for that. please remember i'm trying my hardest to ensure everyone's happy !! :)) it's just a lil hard, but i can push through. thank you so much for checking in on me, i appreciate your message so so so much <333

[ps: i have something in my draft rn, but i've yet to finish it bc i want the whole cast in it fhsjjgkxwk i don't want to separate by dorms anymore, i don't need more ongoing works on my plate aaaaa]

#cw: rant #. . . inbox #. . . anon !

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nthee · 9 months

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i came back for a brief moment here JUST TO YELL ABOUT THE NEW YUU FOR THE OCTAVINELLE MANGA

LIKE I HAD A HEART RACE REACTION AAAAAAAA HES SO CUTE I WANT HIM SO BAD LET ME TAKE HIM ON A DATE OR SOMETHING PLEASE PLEASE PLLEEEAASSSEEEEEEEE

WHY ARE THE YUUS LITERALLY SO PRETTY SOLOS THE WHOLE CAST TBH (a half joke and exaggeration but pretty darn close to being true—)

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR LEMME HOLD HIS HAND HE LOOKS SO KIND AND NICE AND SUCH A SWEETHEART GIVE HIM TO ME 🤲🤲🤲 ILL TREAT YOU RIGHT PLS GIVE ME A CHANCE 🌷🌹💐

MY GOD MY HEAD IS SPINNING IM IN CLASS RN AND I HAVE TO STOP SQUEALING MY HEARTBEAT IS SO QUICK MY CHEEKS FEEL LIKE THEYRE GONNA EXPLODE 💥💥 DKVKAKFKCKKAJDJGJSKGKSBAHnhfhjajjjJFJSK

PLS LET ME IN UR WORLD YUU (yuuta i think? PLS I HAD A WHIPLASH MOMENT THAT I FORGOT TO DOUBLE CHECK HIS NAME) I WILL PLAY HARD BUT NOT WITH YOUR HEART ✨✨✨✨💞💞💞‼️‼️💐💥💐✨💞 GOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HAVE MEEEEE 🙏🙏🙏

#i wont stop yelling about him for sure help #my yelling about him will last maybe a week (or forever jejjfjshhehehehe)#SUDDENLY A RING HAS APPEARED ✨✨‼️MY RING FINGER 🙏 HAS BEEN RINGED 💍💍💍💍#. . . briar's nonsense #twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland spoilers #twst spoilers #(idk if this counts as spoilers but i'll tag in case!)

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nthee · 9 months

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briar!! i think u have ur acc visibility turned off bc ur blog doesn’t show up when i search for it :( WHICH IS A CRIME BC YOUR WORKS DESERVE SM MORE RECOGNITION?????

FJJDJSJFV THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME AAAAAAAAA 😭 i'm such a grandma when it comes to tech stuff so pardon me for that y'all !! it should pop up now hhhhh thanks again millieeee you're the best <33

#. . . inbox #. . . user.millie !

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nthee · 9 months

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GUESS WHO PASSED THEIR ENTRANCE EXAM YALL 😻😻

#I YELLED PLS #im in a college so after two years of SHS i dont have to go thru another exam for a college to go to <33 #no more probs for future me in that area DJCJXNDF (college hunting sucks sometimes so im super duper grateful)#idk if that made sense at all but to sum it up: ya gal's so so happy :3 #. . . briar's nonsense

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nthee · 9 months

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OMG NEW THEME?????? 😻

OMG ITS ELI HEY THEREEEEEE 😋

anyways yeah new theme because everyone has to know who my bbgirl is rn frfr

BUT LIKE, YOUR THEME THOUGH I LOVE IT SM also im a little late but i just saw deuce's groovy via your post???? help me hes so cute HES SO ADORABLE THE GLASSESSSSSSSS

#. . . inbox #. . . user.eli !

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nthee · 9 months

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scoots in

AAAAAAAAAA I LITERALLY LUV U SM??? LIKE YOUR THEME YOUR WRITINGS HHHHHH

so glad we're moots omg omg eeeeeee <333

#. . . inbox #. . . user.millie !

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nthee · 9 months

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pspspspsps friends i need friends (or moots)

#i am serious this time im so lonely i think i see the hat man everytime i close my eyes #PLS GUYS I DONT BITE (i whine and wail but never bite wowee)#UHHHHH I LIKE AZUL MALLEUS RIDDLE AND SEBEK ALOT #i like alot more characters but those are my top ones frfr #i was gonna reveal my kins for fun but while i was typing it it looked so cringe 💀#good god this looks a bit pathetic but ANYTHING TO HELP MYSELF OUT #like i can tolerate not having money (and bitches /j) but NOT HAVING FRIENDS???? UNSLAY OF ME TBH #maybe thats why i have no friends i type like im cater /j #ALSO PLS DON'T UNFOLLOW OR HATE ME FOR NOT POSTING WRITING CONTENT :(((#i'm trying to but i got SO brain dead after my entrance exam (and while preparing for it too dhjsjfkfks)#mkay thats all byyeeyyreereerryeereee #. . . briar's nonsense #(block this tag if you're absolutely sick of seeing my nonsense talk‚ ik i would tbh ☠️)

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nthee · 9 months

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❀ ❝ 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁 ❞

━ general! lilia vanrouge x human! gn! reader ━ living as a human in a fae-dominated country during the war probably isn't your best idea, but you love the land of briar so much as you were born and raised in that nation. who knew that your little activity of picking berries in the forest would make you meet the famed fae general? will he think you're a spy and deem you as a threat or will he realize you're just an innocent human living in the forest? (f/n means first name)

requested by: anonymous request type: oneshot requester's message: Can I request a General Lilia and Human Reader one-shot? Something fluffy (wasn't sure if you were up to date with the game so didn't want to get too specific) florist's note: omg a general lilia request. don't worry, i'm up to date w the jp version of the game. thank you for the request, little one.

this work contains spoilers for chapter 7, diasomnia's arc.

do not steal or translate without my permission.

“what are you doing out here, human?”

you flinched in surprise as a voice startled you from behind. you stood up and turned around with your basket on your arm, looking at the person who disturbed your little time. you were about to respond until you noticed the semi-familiar mask and the long dark hair with red highlights peeking out of this person’s hood.

it was the famed fae general.

“i was… just picking berries, sir.”

you responded as soon as you regained your thoughts. you continued to hold your basket as your eyes trailed all over his figure, taking in the details of his clothing and the mask covering his face. the eye holes glowed red, giving you the impression that it could be his eye colour.

he was silent for a while as you responded, making you stay silent before looking down at your half-filled basket, tilting it a little to show him the contents.

“here… if you don’t believe me…”

the general looked at the basket for a quick second then looked back at you, speaking in a stern tone as he was still a little suspicious of you, “why pick berries all the way to this forest? you might be one of those pesky silver owl spies for all i know.”

silver owl? ah, that must be the human knights wearing iron armour and stealing the resources of the land of briar.

what a disappointment… your own kind seemed to have never learned not to steal other’s resources.

“ah… no… i’m not a spy nor am i a part of the silver owls… i’m just a human living in the forest and this spot is the closest area for berry picking to my cottage,” you tried to explain yourself to the general as the red glow in the mask’s eyeholes stared back at you with extreme intensity.

when he did not respond for a while, you bowed a little to show respect and asked, “am i free to go, general?”

he let out a short hum and held onto his weapon as he replied, “go. avoid the forest as much as possible, human. it’s not safe here. evacuate while you can.” you gave him a small smile and bowed your head again, “thank you, general, but i’ll be fine in this forest. have a great evening, sir.”

you held onto your basket and smiled for a quick second before turning around and walking away from the general, heading back to your lovely little cottage settled just a few meters away from the berry-picking spot.

so that was the fae general. you finally had the chance to meet him face-to-face. his aura made him quite intimidating, especially when he holds that magical lithic. still, you didn’t want that to scare you. you knew you did nothing wrong, so there was no reason to fear him coming after you.

that aside, the berries you picked were to your expectations, and you grabbed enough to bake your pie for dinner. with that in mind, you got to work, prepping the ingredients and baking your pie. the scent of the pie flooded your kitchen and the surrounding area of your cottage.

lucky for you, your little neighbourhood was safe and rarely do you ever find any threatening creatures, just a bunch of adorable woodland creatures. by the time your pie was finished baking, you had dinner by yourself on a picnic bench right outside your cottage, enjoying the greenery despite the darkness of the forest.

it was going well until you felt another presence with you sitting right in front of you on the picnic bench. you glanced at the person and saw a soldier wearing armour with the palace guards’ coat of arms and a mask covering their face looking at you ━ or rather, the pie. it seems they’ve smelt it from wherever they were staying and came over.

the soldier started screeching and you knew it was speaking to you in their language. unfortunately, being human meant it was hard for you to pick up and understand what they were saying, so you had to rely on the soldier’s body language.

noticing how they were eyeing the single slice of pie in your hand, you thought the soldier wanted to have some, making you extend your hand a little as you spoke, “you want a pie? wait here.”

you then entered your cottage to grab the remaining slices of pie on your table and went out, placing it on the picnic table right in front of the soldier, “here, have this! you can share it with the rest of the soldiers, there’s plenty left!”

the soldier stared at the pie for a while before looking up at you as if they were checking for any signs of hesitation or whatnot. you merely smiled to show no ill will, but another screech was heard from behind the soldier and your eyes immediately noticed the general standing right there.

the soldier turned around and saluted at the general before screeching back, making it evident to you that they are conversing in their own language. moments later, the soldier disappeared into the dark forest, leaving you with the general as you looked at him, “did you tell him to leave?”

“no, i told him not to take food from others even if they try to offer it.”

you sighed as you sat on the picnic bench, “are you still wary of me?”

“yes.”

oh, how straightforward. very admirable.

“i see… well, i’m not sure what i should say to make you think i’m just a regular forest resident and not a spy, but at least have a pie. there’s plenty left to share. it’s not poisoned if that’s what you’re worried about.”

“i am not interested in eating human food.”

those were the last things he said before disappearing into the night somewhere in the forest, presumably heading back to where his soldiers were camping out. you blinked your eyes for a moment before shrugging your shoulders and mumbling under your breath, “alright, general…”

days have passed and you’ve occasionally seen the general around the forest as you did your usual activities. he had warned you not to dilly-dally around the forest, while other times, he just ignored you and let you do your thing as well as informing his troops not to harm you.

soon, it escalated to some of the soldiers even paying you a visit just to check on you. you appreciated their gestures, but at the back of your mind, you wondered if the general grew to accept you as a regular citizen of their country. you even got to meet one of the soldiers called baul zigvolt as he paid your cottage a visit once to see if you were well or not. in return, you gave him one of your pastries or meals that he can share with the rest of his comrades. it certainly has become sort of a routine to you at this point.

one day, none of the soldiers paid you a little visit, which made you wonder if they were alright or if they’d moved their camp somewhere else further away from your cottage. you sat on the picnic bench right outside your cottage as you sipped on some beverage you made yourself, watching the surrounding areas for any signs of life, watching the moon and the stars up in the sky shining down on you, listening to the crickets in the distance, and feeling the cold breeze in the air as it made the trees sway a little.

you were about to head back inside until you heard a familiar voice a few steps behind you.

“waiting for something?”

you turned around and smiled as you saw the same old mask as the familiar figure stood there, “well… someone, rather.”

a chuckle was heard from the general before walking towards you and sitting on the picnic bench before you. your smile was still present on your face as you spoke, “i’m doing alright if you’re here to check on me. i appreciate all your efforts, general.”

it was silent for a bit, but you remained smiling at him. a few seconds later, his hands hovered over his mask before grabbing it, revealing his features as his red eyes looked right at you.

your eyes widened slightly. he was really good-looking. you couldn’t find the right words to say, but you remained smiling as he spoke to you, “...that’s a relief, then. you need to know how dangerous this place is. it isn’t safe for you to stay here, human.”

“f/n.”

“what?”

“my name’s f/n…”

the general smiled a little and continued to speak, “i see…” you smiled and proceeded to reply to his words earlier, “i’ll be alright here, general. this is my home… i was raised in this cottage by my parents. now that i’m alone, i still wish to stay here.” he nodded a little as you added, “...thank you, general, for looking out and considering me as the land of briar’s citizen…”

he didn’t say anything for a moment as you handed him a little flower from your garden and a few cookies with a sheepish smile, “i didn’t get to cook or bake much today, so… please accept this..”

the general grabbed the cookies and the flower from you as he placed the flower safely by the belt of his armour while grabbing a cookie and taking a bite. a few moments later, you conversed with the general until he had to head back to his camp.

you stood before him and spoke as you went to see him off, “thank you for visiting, general. be safe out there.” he nodded his head and placed a rose on your hair, already wearing a mask as he did so, “... there… you look beautiful… and you’re the one who needs to be safe out here, f/n. i’ll see you again tomorrow.” he then disappeared into the night, but his words were still in your mind.

beautiful.

beautiful…

the general thinks you look beautiful.

“oh dear me, my heart can’t take this…” you whispered as you hovered a hand above your chest, right where your heart was. you smiled to yourself as you entered your cottage and went to your room, laying on your bed as you hugged your pillow.

“i hope i’ll see him again tomorrow…”

#GENERAL LILIAAAAAAA HELP MEEEEEEEEE #i love general lilia so freaking much he makes my head go 💫😵#. . . faves!#. . . rbs

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