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I see a lot of *meet the alters* type stuff on here and other social media platforms.

It concerns me a lot and I wonder if people especially the younger people with DID/OSDD or BPD with dissociative parts. Realize how dangerous that can be to put out all that information about your alters.

I can make a post explaining why that is dangerous if anyone is interested.

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Very interesting, thank you for giving your experience with this.

I often wonder if any other systems out there struggle with lying.

Not about being a system but just with lying in general. I feel most would answer “no” for free if ending up on r/fakedisodercringe

We struggle with lying a lot, it’s a protective thing. Or it was when it started. Over time we just couldn’t stop. For the most part now we do better with it. But it took a lot of help from professionals and things like that.

Just thoughts I’m having while stuck here.

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“Living Doll” | The Twilight Zone

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aleksandra czudzak

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I often wonder if any other systems out there struggle with lying.

Not about being a system but just with lying in general. I feel most would answer “no” for fear of ending up on r/fakedisodercringe

We struggle with lying a lot, it’s a protective thing. Or it was when it started. Over time we just couldn’t stop. For the most part now we do better with it. But it took a lot of help from professionals and things like that.

Just thoughts I’m having while stuck here.

#actually dissociative #did osdd #dissociative identities #dissociative identity disorder #tw: dissociating #system #actual did #did alter #did system #osddid

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saigon - vietnam

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alma negrot by felipe nogueira, for halloween 2022

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I never want to be friends with or date another system in my life.

What an absolute shit show it is to date or be friends with another person who has parts or is a system. It’s such a mind fuck. It honestly makes me wonder how anyone ever manages to be friends with me. Then I realize I have like one friend and the complexity of this disorder +bpd is likely why.

I hate this.

#actually dissociative #did osdd #dissociative identities #dissociative identity disorder #tw: dissociating #actually did #did system #did alter #did #dissociative system

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BRANDON LEE as ERIC DRAVEN THE CROW (1994)

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I can’t even self harm right..

Or deep enough.

Or enough

I can’t use drugs bad enough

My eating disorder isn’t bad enough

Nothing is bad enough to warrant help

I’m not bad enough

I’m not good enough

I’m not anything

I’m fucking in my 30’s and my brain is 13

I thought I’d be better by now

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By dirtandglass

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#us at all times

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“You’ve been criticizing yourself for years and it hasn’t worked. Try accepting yourself and see what happens.”

— Louise Hay