I love how everyone who saw the Lisa Frankenstein trailer and loved it immediately thought "this movie was made for ME" and you know what? We were right, guys
guys, this Adam (Robin of Essex, Elisabeth 1, 2005) with this Nigel (Rochefort, the three Musketeers 2011). slightly enemies to lover, they trie to no like each other because one is a musketeer for france and one a jung knight from england, but they just like each other too much
(The pictures arn't mine, i got them from pinterest)
sometimes i hate being autistic even if it has given me awnsers to a lot of my questions about me selfe
the internet alwasy shows the fun quriky sides of autism but no one fucking tells you how lonly it can make you. when you yearn for human connections but you simply can't find any. Going to meetings of groups/communities that your interested in, in hopes of finding someone that fits and will take you under their wing but knowing that you mostlikely will just go home and think "thank god its over" and feel lonelier than ever. and every time you think about going out you waiger if the feeling of being uncomfortable and feeling alone even if you are surruounded by people is worth the hope that youl meet just one potential friend. but the thing is they need to take you under their wing beause if you do stuff like community meetings and that alone you always feel so terribly aquard and you cant just say hi to a group of people because you are so afraid of being unpolite or seeming rude and pushy. and everytime it gets harder and more painfull. and you just think to yourself "please can someone nice just talk to me and take me under their wing and take me to do things, i don't want to be so alone in the things i like, i want to share things" but you kinda just always end up sitting with the metaly ill people that use edgy humor to cope, but that humor, that way of coping makes you so uncomfortabel. and people tell you you just need to go to those comunity things more often and you will get to know people but you can only think "is constantly being uncomfortable worth it? or should i just stay at home were i am alone but at least comfortable?"
ofmd brought me so much joy and the strongest brain rot of my live. i still anguish trying to figure out how wee johns stola was made and gigle at funny fanart, memes and post of fellow fans.
I'm not going anywhere, hbo max wants to forget about the gay pirates so fuck that, I'm never going to stop talking about them and appreciating what we got, this show was revolutionary for so many of us.