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miladysproblems · 7 months

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MASTERPOST

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♡I currently write♡

m stands for mature

Sandman(Netflix series)

•Affliction - angst, sad ending

Part 1: Morpheus plans a date with you and doesn't turn up

Part 2: You run and find Morpheus with calliope

Part 3: Mathew comforts you but You leave morpheus

Avatar 2 (mainly Neteyam)

I'm not in my neteyam phase anymore so dont expect any fics for a long time.

•Missed you -hurt/comfort, lil angst, fluff

•Beautiful - tooth rotting fluff

•Suspicion(coming soon)

•Comfort(coming soon)

•What if Neteyam was alive (series)

Part 1: Neteyam is alive and reconciles with his family but what about you?

Part 2 (coming soon)

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☽I want to write☾

(hopefully I will soon enough)

One piece

reactions:

Monster trio and shanks reacting to you surprise gifting them (coming soon)

Monster trio and shanks reacting to you being jealous(coming soon)

Monster trio and shanks reacting to you hugging them randomly(coming soon)

Luffy

☆Cuddles after a long day(coming soon)

☆Dad!Luffy x reader on a normal day (coming soon)

☆Luffy's kids headcannons(coming soon)

Roronoa Zoro

◇zoro x reader nap time(coming soon)

◇zoro with a social butterfly reader(coming soon)

◇zoro reacting to you caressing his hair(coming soon)

◇zoro dreams of you(m) (coming soon)

Vismoke Sanji

➹Reader confused about sanji's Flirtiness(coming soon)

➹Sanji and you cook together(coming soon)

Shanks

❃Too much? (m) (coming soon)

❃Shanks x fem!reader x Benn(m) (coming soon)

❃Sit tight, pretty(m) (coming soon)

Dracule Mihawk

◑Mihawk finds out he has a child series (coming soon)

Part 1: You meet him

Part 2: You think he's feeling obliged

Part 3: You think he might leave

Dramione

•Draco x hermione Headcannons(coming soon)

•Draco and hermione married life headcannons(coming soon)

Loki Laufeyson

•TVA!Loki x reader jealous of sylvie(coming soon)

•Loki x wife!reader headcannons(coming soon)

•Loki finds you injured in the kitchen(coming soon)

Shadow and bones (mostly Darkling)

•Hurt(coming soon)

•Darkling x reader jealous of alina(coming soon)

•Darkling with a sick!reader(coming soon)

Yea.. I procrastinate a lot ╥﹏╥

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Request rules:

I appreciate all requests apart from the ones that make me uncomfortable like

Rape, too much dark romance(includes violence or abuse)

Apart from that ask awayy..

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miladysproblems · 1 year

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Omgg idk now if the website is right or not lol. But it was meant to be *heart*

Missed you

“Missed you”

A/n: so I just recently watched avatar 2 and it just fueled my obsession to 10x times hence, i have officially entered my avatar era so do make as many requests as you’d like. To the Morpheus fans, don’t worry I’ll soon post, so please do shove ideas in my brain thru the requests section.

Q/a: How’s my theme guys?

summary: Neteyam is bruised and you fuss over him while he just adores you

pairings : Neteyam x Omiticayan!fem!reader (aged up)

warnings: Tension, fluff, , adorable Neteyam bf, affectionate Neteyam, confessions, Neteyam is a simp,

Neteyam was the most responsible and calm among the sully siblings. You rarely had to worry about him getting in trouble since he was the one making sure his siblings doesn’t get in trouble. But this was the first time you had been so anxious and stressed and that too for Neteyam.

He had gone for his first hunt, well not first hunt but his first official hunt as the head, honestly you weren’t this worried for him initially. He was so excited for his first hunt, he wouldn’t stop ranting about it. It was honesty adorable to see him beam like a little child, wagging his tail and rant about it so excitedly. He had prepared for this hunt since he was literally 5, now that he had the chance to actually hunt for the first time, he was ecstatic so you really weren’t worried.

But now that you were waiting for him to come back from his hunt, it was an entirely different matter. Before, his adorable ness kept you distracted from worrying about him but now you couldn’t get a wink of sleep. You resisted yourself from chasing the forest down and finding his missing ass.

Now you were aggressively crushing medicinal herbs for the hunt group to return. You had been the most impatient one of all the sullys who were waiting for neteyam to come back.

Kiri headed next to you, stopping you from breaking the poor pot. Bless her heart, kiri had been beside you through it all and had tried her best to distract you from your intrusive thoughts.

“Y/n. Let’s not break the pot now, we need make the herbs in them not break them.” Kiri uttered softly though she was being sarcastic, she removed your hands from the pot consciously and started making the herbs instead.

“I know. I-its just that I’m worried.” You admitted to her quietly.

“I know and I’m worried too but we have to be patient besides they are coming today, so let’s hope for the best.” Kiri smiled reassuringly to calm you down but sadly it didn’t but you had to try for neteyam right?

“Ok, I’ll go for a walk. Clear my head.” You sighed softly, getting up from your place and walking out of the tent.

You really weren’t such an anxious person instead you were the one who made Neteyam anxious for you clumsy and reckless nature which was probably why you and Lo'ak got along so well. You both shared each other’s enthusiasm and curiosity for trouble. The only difference was you knew when to stop whereas Lo'ak didn’t but he would mange to trick you anyways because your curiosity had no bounds. Just like right now. You grew more and more impatient but you decided to head back.

“HELP! SOMEONE HELP!” A voice yelled out followed by a groan which oddly sounded like Neteyam. No. It possibly couldn’t be……

You ran towards the voice that yelled. Each step nearing towards them.

“Y/n?”A faint voice called out as he saw you. You gasped at the sight. There he was barely standing up, leaning against Spider and the way he looked over spider looked like he was putting his entire weight on him. You could hear his faint breathing, his body was splattered with blood. You didn’t want to know if it was his blood or not.

“Spider! What Happened?” You quickly went beside spider and helped neteyam lean against the tree. Now his wounds were much clearer, he a large gash against his chest, from his abdomen to his right shoulder.

“I d-don’t know. The humans showed up a-and I-” Spider couldn’t speak anymore, looking at Neteyam’s state. Spider was shivering of terror. Whatever he saw was definitely not good.

“Y/n.” Neteyam’s faint voice called out to you again. You looked at him to find him smiling faintly at you. He was on the verge of death and he was smiling at you. This boy was going to the end of you. You tore your eyes away from him and instructed spider to go home and inform everyone and call for help.

“ You skxaang” You muttered faintly to Neteyam as you slowly cleaned his with wound with the remaining water you had in your bag. Neteyam let out a low hiss at the contact of cold water with his wound. You looked at him worriedly before replying.

“Don’t be a baby.” He scoffed lightly and proceeded to stare at you as you searched frantically for any herbs in you bad. You were so thankful to eywa that you had decided to your bad. You took some herbs and slowly started applying it to his wounds. Neteyam was still staring at you.

“What.” You asked him being embarrassed. You felt heat travel from your ears to your cheek. Neteyam chuckled softly at you adorableness.

“ Nothing. You’re just pretty.” He said whilst caressing your blushing cheek, admiring your beauty.

“ Neteyam! Not the time. Focus on getting better.” You lightly slapped his hand away from you which caused Neteyam to hiss. You looked at him worriedly before applying more herbs on his hand. He held your hand, stopping you from covering him with herbs, which made you look at him with question. He put your hand on his chest, near his heart. You could hear his racing heart which made you look at him in worry. As if he read your mind he replied.

“Ma y/n, I’m fine. See? My heart is beating for you. Isn’t that enough for you to know I’m fine?” Neteyam reassuringly took your hand from his heart to his lips and kissed your palm softly.

“I was worried for you. Why were you not careful?” You glared at him as tears gathered in your eyes. He smiled at you which agitated you further. You looked away from him, snatching your hand from and busily tore your empty bag completely so you could wrap the cloth of bag around his wound. You sat closer to him so you could wrap the cloth around him. You bent his back towards you so you could wrap the clothe behind his as well which made his head lean against your shoulder.

You started wrapping the cloth around him as he sighed softly against your collar bone and kissed you neck softly, mumbling a faint ‘sorry ma yawne’. You sighed as you finished wrapping the cloth around his wound. You put your hand against his chest, feeling his racing heart.

“ You heart is racing again Neteyam.” He chuckled softly again.

“ Because that is what you do to me ma y/n, ma Kaltxì .” He held your free hand and cupped his face with your hand. He softly, leaning against your hand. You caressed his cheek softly. His tail curled against your thigh as he leaned his forehead against yours. His heart raced more as he got closer to you and so did yours. Your anger seemed to fade away as you both just felt each other. This was all you wanted. You. Neteyam. And your racing heart beats.

‘” I missed you.” You muttered softly to him as his strong arms wrapped you. You inhaled softly, which hit you with his strong scent which reminded of how much you had missed him. You snuggled closer to his forehead, caressing his face with one hand and his wound with the other.

“ I missed you too” He replied gently, cupping your cheek with one hand and caressing it. You leaned against his left shoulder and he leaned his back against the tree, his one hand around you and the other holding you hand. And the both of stayed there embracing each other, Just you and him.

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miladysproblems · 1 year

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Missed you

“Missed you”

Q/a: How’s my theme guys?

summary: Neteyam is bruised and you fuss over him while he just adores you

pairings : Neteyam x Omiticayan!fem!reader (aged up)

warnings: Tension, fluff, , adorable Neteyam bf, affectionate Neteyam, confessions, Neteyam is a simp,

Neteyam was the most responsible and calm among the sully siblings. You rarely had to worry about him getting in trouble since he was the one making sure his siblings doesn't get in trouble. But this was the first time you had been so anxious and stressed and that too for Neteyam.

He had gone for his first hunt, well not first hunt but his first official hunt as the head, honestly you weren't this worried for him initially. He was so excited for his first hunt, he wouldn't stop ranting about it. It was honesty adorable to see him beam like a little child, wagging his tail and rant about it so excitedly. He had prepared for this hunt since he was literally 5, now that he had the chance to actually hunt for the first time, he was ecstatic so you really weren't worried.

But now that you were waiting for him to come back from his hunt, it was an entirely different matter. Before, his adorable ness kept you distracted from worrying about him but now you couldn't get a wink of sleep. You resisted yourself from chasing the forest down and finding his missing ass.

Now you were aggressively crushing medicinal herbs for the hunt group to return. You had been the most impatient one of all the sullys who were waiting for neteyam to come back.

Kiri headed next to you, stopping you from breaking the poor pot. Bless her heart, kiri had been beside you through it all and had tried her best to distract you from your intrusive thoughts.

"Y/n. Let's not break the pot now, we need make the herbs in them not break them." Kiri uttered softly though she was being sarcastic, she removed your hands from the pot consciously and started making the herbs instead.

"I know. I-its just that I'm worried." You admitted to her quietly.

"I know and I'm worried too but we have to be patient besides they are coming today, so let's hope for the best." Kiri smiled reassuringly to calm you down but sadly it didn't but you had to try for neteyam right?

"Ok, I'll go for a walk. Clear my head." You sighed softly, getting up from your place and walking out of the tent.

You really weren't such an anxious person instead you were the one who made Neteyam anxious for you clumsy and reckless nature which was probably why you and Lo'ak got along so well. You both shared each other's enthusiasm and curiosity for trouble. The only difference was you knew when to stop whereas Lo'ak didn't but he would mange to trick you anyways because your curiosity had no bounds. Just like right now. You grew more and more impatient but you decided to head back.

“HELP! SOMEONE HELP!” A voice yelled out followed by a groan which oddly sounded like Neteyam. No. It possibly couldn’t be......

You ran towards the voice that yelled. Each step nearing towards them.

“I d-don’t know. The humans showed up a-and I-” Spider couldn’t speak anymore, looking at Neteyam’s state. Spider was shivering of terror. Whatever he saw was definitely not good.

“What.” You asked him being embarrassed. You felt heat travel from your ears to your cheek. Neteyam chuckled softly at you adorableness.

“ Nothing. You’re just pretty.” He said whilst caressing your blushing cheek, admiring your beauty.

“Ma y/n, I’m fine. See? My heart is beating for you. Isn’t that enough for you to know I’m fine?” Neteyam reassuringly took your hand from his heart to his lips and kissed your palm softly.

“ You heart is racing again Neteyam.” He chuckled softly again.

#neteyam sully #neteyam fluff #neteyam x reader #neteyam x y/n #neteyam

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miladysproblems · 1 year

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Ok hear me out, you know how characters travel through the multiverse? And we all have a different version of them in our heads. For example in a book/animated film some character may not get their happy ending but in our heads he/she might. So what if multiverses are made through the versions in our heads? What if when a character is travelling through the multiverse it's just visiting the imaginary scenarios of them in our heads?

#shower thoughts #multiverse #crazy thoughts #scififantasy #thoughts #shower thots

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miladysproblems · 1 year

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'Beautiful'

Summary: Neteyam takes you to see his Ikran for the first time and while you admire the ikran, he admires you instead.

Pair: Neteyam x Omiticayan reader

Warnings: fluff, pure fluff.

You laughed as Neteyam held your hand and ran through the forest pulling you alongside, his tail wagging cutely showed that he was quite excited to show you his Ikran for the first time.

Neteyam came to a stop and looked back as you still laughed but panted slightly at the long run. Neteyam stared at you mesmerizingly. It was a wonder how much of a effect you had on him. How in mere seconds your laugh could make his heart flutter.

Your eyes raised up as to ask why he suddenly was staring at you.

"You're just so pretty." Neteyam grabbed your by the waist pulling you closer to him and staring right into your doe-like eyes.

You blushed at his comment adoringly and it just made neteyam want to hug you tightly and never let go.

Suddenly a a loud animal-like roar broke your moment. You gasped at how beautiful the creature was.

"Mawey. Mawey." Neteyam muttered some more sweet nothings to his Ikran to calm him. He softly glided his hand over the creature's neck up and down.

Neteyam looked so attractive calming the ikran, this wasn't something to find someone attractive over but neteyam always had the ability to make you drool over him. You looked at the ikran instead to distract you from your languid thoughts.

"Youre Ikran is very beautiful." You looked at his Ikran mesmerizingly, avoiding her eyes as per Neteyam's warning you looked at her beautiful features.

"Yes, she is" Neteyam mumbled but it was loud enough to understand what he said.

You could feel his intense gaze on you and something told you he wasn't talking about his Ikran. You tried to stop yourself from grinning like a fool.

You looked up at him to see his doe-like eyes staring right at you. He didn't even try to pretend that he wasn't staring and instead brought your hand to his lips, holding his gaze at you and held it there for a little while and let you hand down but he didn't let go of it. Your knees got weak because of his antics. God dammit he was too good. But that didn't mean you couldn't get back at him.

"Are you calling me an Ikran?" You asked him teasingly, placing your hands at you hips, playfully glaring at him. Poor Neteyam thought he actually upsetted you. You continued to watch him comically widen his innocent eyes at you. You tried your best not let out a laugh.

"I- what- i was-"

You let out a full blown laugh. You couldn't hold it anymore, catching him stuttering and making a mess of himself was too amusing and adorable.

His eyes narrowed at you, taking in the fact that you tricked him and you were enjoying this more that you should.

Oh Eywa, was he right. You were enjoying this.

You turned to move ahead of him still laughing when you suddenly tripped on a foot. A large hand came to the rescue and pulled you back. You gasped at the sudden action and landed right onto his strong chest.

You looked at him staring at him adoringly with his eyes expressing victory as his hands wrapped around your waist.

He smirked at you and pulled you closer, your breath hitched when his strong scent hit you. You wanted to slap him for literally almost pushing you from a cliff and kiss him for being so adorable. You were convinced he made you bipolar.

His forehead touched yours,and the both of you let out a laugh at each other's childish antics.

"You skwxxg." You said with the uttermost gentleness in your voice that it barely sounded like an insult. You closed your eyes, just feeling this moment. You leaned near him, his lips touching yours when the creature let out another roar.

"Looks like someone is jealous." You replied heartily as Neteyam playfully laughed at his Ikran. He ran his hand up and down the Ikran's neck to soothe his jealousy.

"Do you want to go on a ride?" Neteyam asked still holding you close despite the Ikran's whines.

"Of course" You commented sweetly, kissing him on his cheek which made him beam like a little kid. You could even see his tail wag a little. You chuckles at his cuteness. Eywa, he was so adorable.

#neteyam x y/n #neteyam x reader #neteyam #neteyam fluff #neteyam sully #neteyam scenario #neteyam suli x reader #fluff

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miladysproblems · 1 year

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What if Neteyam was alive?

A/n: First Neteyam fic y'all. It's more of a sully family fic that neteyam x y/n. Just the Sully family gushing over neteyam. Idk if I want to make a part 2 with neteyam x y/n. What do you guys think?

Neteyam slowly woke up, groaning loudly at pain that was spreading from his forehead to his entire body.His unclear vision started to fade to a person staring right at his face.

"Grandma" he mumbled gruffly, realising how thirsty and tired he was. Last thing he could remember was blacking out on his father's arms.

"HE IS AWAKE! NEYTIRI, JAKE. NETEYAM IS AWAKE!" Mo'at suddenly yelled, screaming on his face. He groaned again at the scream, it wasn't exactly lovely to wake up and the first thing you find is to see your grandma yelling right at your face. He slowly sat up when Mo'at slapped his arm and told him to lay down.

"Grandma, I'm fine." Neteyam smiled at her concern though it came as more of a grimace, Mo'at was more tensed now. She was about give her grandson a good scolding but she was cut off by someone barging in the tent.

"Neteyam..." His mother, Neytiri mumbled softly look awestruck at him as if a miracle had occured. His father, Jake followed her and then the rest of his siblings.

"Ma" Neteyam called for his mother.His heart broke for his mother, she looked so upset. Neytiri slowly walked near his bed and sat down, still looking at him, she cupped her son's face with the uttermost care and then slapped him.

"Ma!" Kiri yelled in exasperation. Yes, his mother slapped him but not before hugging the literal guts out of him. His mother had never raised a hand on him but today he realised how much he had hurt his mother.

"Stupid. Stupid boy. How could you be this reckless? You Skwxaang." And then Neytiri continued to swear at her son in na'vi while hugging him fiercely. Neteyam leaned into his mother's embrace, hugging her back as if this was the first time he had held her. Suddenly, a large body embraced him and Neytiri.

Neteyam gave a sheepish smile to his father through the hug, making him sigh tiredly. Jake hugged his son and wife tightly as if he was afraid that we would disappear if he let go.

"You are grounded. " His mother uttered to him.

"Will you slap me again if I ask you how long? " Neteyam asked playfully to make the situation light but his father lightly slapped him in the head instead.

"Forever you skxaang" Neytiri hugged him tighter than ever. Not awhile later, his siblings joined. Lo'ak put Neteyam in a head lock and tuk cuddled him, Kiri hugged him more tightly that his mother was. Good eywa, he was being suffocated. he loved it.

"Who's the mighty warrior? Say it" Neteyam playfully asked his brother, Lo'ak.

"Shut up you skxaang." Neteyam was not put into a tighter head lock by Lo'ak.

"Missed you brother." Kiri hugged her brother tightly, neteyam always had her back and even the thought about losing neteyam made her teary. Besides who else would she complain to about lo'ak if he wasn't there?

"You too sister." He chuckled at her antics. Kiri wasn't much of a affectionate person but he knew that she was truly scared when he was unconscious so hugged her tighter to comfort her.

"I missed you too." His little sister, tuk spoke adoringly still cuddling him.

"I missed you too little warrior." Neteyam replied back, hugging her tightly. All of them stayed in their family's embrace, too afraid to let go. Mo'at broke the moment so she could let her poor grandson breathe.

"Ok, everyone out. Let the poor boy breathe. Come in one by one not in huddles. Now out" She shooed everyone out. But no one moved, they let go of each other but refused to go out. Who would blame them, they had just witnessed Neteyam almost leave them.

His parents went near the conner of the tent to get some herbs ready for Neteyam and give their children a moment.

Lo'ak looked at his brother brokenly.

"I'm sorry" Lo'ak looked at his brother guiltily, tears gathered at the corner of his eyes.

"Hey, hey it's not your fault. It's not your fault." Neteyam leaned his forehead against him and kept repeating the same words to make him believe that it was truly not his fault.

"It was my fault, I should've been more careful. I'm sorry brother." Neteyam softly told his brother not to startle him.

"Stop it with the sorrys both of you. What hapenned. Happened. What matters is Neteyam is alive." Kiri butted in between to end her brothers' reslove.

"But-"

"Kiri's right, besides its weird to see you both getting sappy." Tuk cut Lo'ak off. Wow little Tuk taking inspo from kiri.

"You said your sorrys now Neteyam. Lo'ak. Hug."She looked at neteyam and Lo'ak sternly, putting her hands on her hips.

She looked so much like Neytiri right now, the brother couldn't help but gulp in fear and look at each other to convey the same thing.

'Kiri has turned into mom. There is no saving us now.' But embraced each other anyways, letting out a little laugh at the end. They let each other go when they saw Ronal, Tonowari, Tsireya(cue lo'ak's staring problem) , Ao'nung, Roxto entering the tent.

But there was one more person who was hesitant to come in the tent. She kept looking through the little gap in the tent, trying to get a glimpse of neteyam. When Neteyam caught her staring and looked at her mesmerizingly. But it only lasted for a moment when she looked away, putting a hand on her heart to calm it down.

Looking at her now, Neteyam mind, soul and heart was only filled with one name. 'Y/n'. Neteyam had longed for you, he had seen you after weeks? months? He couldn't imagine the pain you had went through for him but now he was going to make that right. He remembered every detail of the fight he had before he pushed himself to protect his brother. His only hope now was that you could forgive him.

#neteyam #neteyam x reader #neteyam x y/n #sully family #neteyam angst #tuk sully #kiri sully #loak sully #neytiri sully

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miladysproblems · 1 year

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Affliction

Summary: Between finding Morpheus’ staff and dealing with a phsycopathic corinthian on the loose. Morpheus had neglected you, he promised you time with him after all of this is over but when it was indeed over, he had left you alone to deal with another unavoidable circumstance. Your curiousity had taken you to follow him. But what you saw was something you could never forgive him for.

Warnings: Minor Swearing, angst caution: a high chance of your heart being ripped out coz mine definetely did

Lil note: Ya’ll are so sweet. Honestly I read your comments and they were so motivating and encouraging. I thank all of you who read my work with my biggest heart. Despite you liking it or not, I still thank you giving my writing a chance. Just another waring that i have not edited either of the parts in Affliction series so do forgive me for the forthcoming grammar mistakes.

Finally, This is the end of the Affliction series.

Part 1 Part 2

Do you know that terrible gnawing feeling that just keeps pulling you into this terrible void? You can’t really explain this feeling and the most frustrating part of it is you can’t tell this to anyone. Even if you do choose to tell this awful feeling to someone, you really can’t explain it. It’s not regret nor guilt, not anger or sadness. It’s like feeling everything all at once. It’s something like love. Love is well... It makes you feel so much for someone in such little time. Wether your mad, sad, angry, happy. All these feelings fall under one emotion. Love. I mean really you can’t even call it a emotion. It’s just love. You went crazy for love. You went into depression for love. Everything was for love. Like many other victims of this love, You were one of them and you were quite convinced that even if you were done with love, Love was never done with you and right now was the a very perfect example of this.

You were running again. You were tired of running away from absolutely everything but it was more like running had more control over you that you had over running. You didn’t know what you were running from. You just knew to not turn back. To never turn back. Because every time you did turn back. Every time you chose to give someone a second chance. Every time you chose to put you trust in someone again. The worst of everything was always bound to happen to you. A single glance behind would ruin everything. You knew yet you couldn’t help but turn back. Betraying your own words you turned back.

You were pulled into a never ending cycle of terrifying memories. It was like a hundred of things that you feared happened right in front of you and you could do nothing. Absolutely nothing but watch. From Morpheus betraying you to your abusive ex-lover to you being captured by mortals to your first kill to your mother’s death to a hundred decisions you had regretted making. Every memory, every moment, every regret, every negative emotion you had ever faced was swirling right in front of your eyes and you could do nothing. Nothing. You screamed like you had never before. You just wanted to run all over again. All of this made you realize why you liked to flee any situation that overwhelmed you. It was better to run than break every fragment of your soul leaving you to fix yourself. It was better to pretend like nothing happened than keep breaking yourself and healing yourself just to be broken all over again. Just as you were about to be pulled into this dark void, you woke up.

You blinked your eyes to clear you vision. You saw a ceiling with a boring grey colour painted into the walls. Wait. A ceiling? Weren’t you at a night club? You abruptly sat only for your head to feel like a 100 bricks had just hit your head.

“Fuck” You mumbled as you tried squishing your head between your arms to ease that pain.

You shuddered as you felt something pass by. That’s when you realized you were at someone’s home. You saw pictures of a happy family stuck on the wall, it included of a pregnant woman, a young woman with curly hair, dark complexion and a boy who looked quite similar to the girl. The girl seemed quite familiar but you couldn’t place who she was. As your eyes moved around the room-

Oh shit. You had a nightmare. Nightmare meant Morpheus which meant he knew where you were. Which meant he was probably the one who brought here since you quite literally fell asleep in a place filled with hoards of strangers. You could’ve been captured by mortals all over again and you wouldn’t have been able to nothing again. You sighed, you had to get out of here before Morpheus confronted or confessed to you about anything. You’d rather not have this conversation with him right now when you felt like your head is stuck in between two very aggressive dogs. Besides there really wasn’t anything to talk about, what you saw explained everything you needed to know. You shouldn’t blame yourself for any of this. This was not your fault. Was it? You didn’t want to wallow yourself into self doubt, you knew this was not your fault. It. was. not. you. fault.

‘‘Hey! Hope you’re feeling better. Trust me waking up drunk is worse than waking up after being drunk. You’re one of the lucky ones. I brought you some water.” A cheery voice interrupted your thoughts and sat beside you on the bed, giving you the glass of water.

You mumbled a quiet thank you and took a sip. You realized how thirsty you were and frantically drank the entire glass. You observed the girl, she looked like the same girl in the family picture and still you couldn’t place who she was. She noticed your confusion and chuckled quietly.

“Sorry for my manners. I’m Rose.” That rang a bell. She was Rose as in Rose Walker, the dream vortex. What were you doing at her house? Was it not Morpheus that found you. You couldn’t help but be disappointed but thankful that you didn’t have face him yet.

“Your Rose Walker. The dream vortex.” You voiced out your thoughts to her.

“Yeah. Was the dream vortex.” Sadness clouded in her eyes. You realized you probably touched a sensitive matter as her grandmother gave up her life for her and bringing her up at your first conversation was probably not the best idea. You quickly changed the topic.

“Umm.. Forgive my rudeness but how exactly did I get here?” You wanted to know if Morpheus was the one who really brought you here because if he did then chances of you getting out of here without him noticing were pretty slim. If he did not bring you here then you would probably be relieved yet be upset about how easy it was for him to just discard you from his life.

“Oh, don’t be silly, you were not rude at all and as for who brought you here it was drea-” Before she could complete her sentence, the door to you room opened and your eyes met with most beautiful blue eyes you had always adored.

This was the first time you had seen him properly. Despite living together, you barely had a chance to look at since he was all over the place. You observed his disheveled appearance, his hair was unruly was ever and his ever same black coat and jeans. You would be lying if your didn’t miss him but your anger outweighed your care for him. You looked away from him, you emotions getting better of you. You couldn't get weak. Especially not now.

Rose noticing the tension in the room, quietly excused herself and left the room and closed the door. The echo of closing door was the only sound present in the room. The silence and tension worsened everything so much more. You felt a pair of eyes intensely gazing you but you didn’t look at him, no matter how tempting it was. Your nightmare already taught you how dangerous it was to look back.

“Y/n.” his deep voice echoed. You shuddered at the intensity his voice held. Oh, how you missed him, his playful gaze, his mocking remarks, his quiet affections. This was much harder that you anticipated it to be. You closed your eyes and took in a deep breath and that was probably the worst mistake you have ever made. His warming scent was flowing all over you. You turned back to face him and you realized how close he was to you. Both literally and figuratively. You looked at his dreamy, starry blue orbs which stared at you concernedly, his expressionless face slowly showed how distraught he truly was. Fuck, you missed him. He raised his hand to cup your face but you stepped back.

“Don’t.” You wanted to sound strong but you voice couldn’t help but betray you and faltered lightly. He was your Morpheus but he was also the same Morpheus who had left you to be with calliope, his ex-wife. You didn’t know what happened but something snapped inside you. You felt the enormous rage and anger swirl in you. You glared at with every ounce of you at him. You eyes teared as the image of him and calliope appeared in you mind and yet your glare didn’t falter. His eyes widened slightly to reflect his shock and that had pleased you. You ignored his presence and walked ahead of him to get your coat.

“Y/n I wish to speak with you.” You freeze midway walking. Your anger heightened even more. So now he had wished to you. He didn’t wish to speak to you when he was busy cozying up to calliope and leaving you all alone.

You laughed painfully ”Oh so now you wish to speak to me? Last I saw you, You were quite happy without me.” You replied back to him with every ounce of anger you had for him and added emphasis on wish to mock him. He looked at you painfully, his eyes conveying the hurt he could not speak. That mere look melted you, you wanted to forgive him. You really did but you couldn’t. You are not a doll. You are a woman. A person who had emotions. Emotions no one had the right to play with.

“Y/n I know why you have been upset and you mus-”

“Oh now you know why I have been upset now do you? You weren’t bothered about me when you were cozying up to calliope and quite happy might I add.” You cut him off fiercely. He had no right to reason with you right now. He had done enough.

“Calliope was captured. Just as you were and I helped her.” He replied with pain in his voice but that could’ve just been you imagination.

“So you just left? Not a word or even a note about your disappearance even Lucienne didn’t know you were gone. I was worried about you. Would it have hurt you to just let me know but that’s not even half the reason why I am upset. You were busy and distant when you returned and I understood that you needed time but just because I gave you that does not mean you can discard me like I was nothing. i trusted you to give your time to me when you promised me come to me. To our home.” You voice completely broke and your tears were freely coming down as you finally told him how felt. You didn’t know if they were tears of relief that everything bottled up everything finally came out or if they were tears of sadness that he could not understand you, that he had broken your trust and faith in him.

“Was I really that bad to you, dream? Was I not good enough?” You whispered so brokenly that even you couldn’t understand yourself but unfortunately he could.

“No. No. You are the best gift I have ever been offered. You are my future. My present. You are much more than just being enough for me. You are so much more. I had never lived until I met you Y/N. Please Forgive me for hurting you.” He whispered back to me painfully, the corner of his eyes teared up as he pulled me in his embrace. He buried his face in my neck and I could feel his tears. I cried onto his chest, embracing him one last time, breathing him one last time, feeling him one last time.

You don’t know how long we stayed in each other’s embrace. You had stayed in his embrace telling yourself just one more minute with him. You had lost count of many time you convinced yourself to be with him just one more moment. But now you knew it was time. Time to let him go. You would forgive him one day. Just not now. Now you needed to heal. You let him go and looked at his teary eyes. You cupped his face and whispered.

“I will forgive you one day dream. One day we will meet and everything will be alright.” You voice broke as you uttered those words. Words that meant you wouldn’t see him. You were doing this for both of you. He needed time from his past and you needed time from this.

You leaned near him as your lips lingered near his cheek, kissing him just one last time. You closed your eyes feeling him against you one last time.

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Affliction

Pairing: Morpheus x reader

Summary: Between finding Morpheus’ staff and dealing with a phsycopathic Corinthian on the loose. Morpheus had neglected you, he promised you time with him after all of this is over but when it was indeed over, he had left you alone to deal with another unavoidable circumstance. Your curiosity had taken you to follow him. But what you saw was something you could never forgive him for.

Warnings: Fluff, angst caution: a high chance of your heart being ripped out coz mine definitely did

Part 1 Part 3

ok lil note: so as I promised, i have tagged everyone of you who like part 1 of this post but if you observe a little closely, some accounts are not tagged and I have no idea why (maybe a tumblr glitch) but I tried my best to tag all of you. If at all I have failed to tag you, I apologize greatly.

Secondly, Holy shit i didn’t know i would get so many likes. When I wrote the message of tagging anyone who likes this post, I had around 50-60 likes so I thank all of you for your immeasurable kindness.

You ran. Just ran. Ran through the heavy downpour, huffing and puffing out of breath with your new dress completely drenched. With each step nearing Morpheus, you grew nervous and your rage grew with every running thought. You could have been at home, waiting for him. You could have forgotten your frustrations of him being distant and vanishing in thin air by being in the library with your books and you could have just argued to Lucienne about books and literally anything else than run. Your irrational brain of Course urged you to run the moment you were about the break down in front of Lucienne instead of telling her, one of your loyalist friends about you problems and of course out of all the days it had to rain terribly today in the waking world. Its like the entire universe was after you godamn existence. So here you were, drenched in rain since you cannot just conjure an umbrella out of thin air like Morpheus. Could it get any worse? Perhaps you shouldn’t have asked.

You felt your connection tighten warning you that you were getting closer to him. Your heart was beating fast, you were out of breath, your emotions getting haywire all over you and not in a good way. Not the way how your heart skipped two beats every time Morpheus was near you or the way you were out of breath every time his lips touched yours. No, the way you felt right now made you grow nauseous and so so much worse. With each step you realized you were nearing a series of houses. You were walking near the side walk, the rain had stopped, you shuddered as the cold wind passed by your cold, wet skin. A gnawing terrible feeling gnawing within you.

Suddenly a door opened. You smiled as soon as you saw Morpheus’ tall dark figure. You felt like running to him and holding him forever. You were cold and shivering but you couldn’t think anything else other than his tall figure holding you and warming you all up. That thought alone made you smile, a warmth spreading all over you until reality hit you.

Your smile faded as you saw a woman following after Morpheus. Was that...... Calliope? Morpheus was with calliope all this time? His ex- wife? You felt like breaking down all over again. Funny how were happy and now you were on the verge of falling apart. Your emotions were running all over you. You didn’t know if you wanted to scream at Morpheus or just strangle yourself. You wanted to run again but you forced yourself to watch. You were done with running. You wanted to see. Did he not love you anymore? Was he tired of you? Were being too childish when you went up to the other day and asked him for more time with you? Were you being too attention demanding? Were you not being good enough? Questions and doubts were arising in you. You felt like ripping your heart out, you didn’t want to feel anything anymore. All of this was just too much.

You were barely able to keep your emotions at bay until you felt like destroying everything. Morpheus was looking at her in a way you couldn’t place. Was it love? Affection? You didn’t know. All you wanted to do was throw something. Did you want to throw at them or you at yourself? You were drowning in a dark and empty void of nothingness. You didn’t know what to do anymore and as if things couldn't get worse. Calliope leaned in to Morpheus, now both of them they were leaning on each other’s foreheads. He didn’t even stop her. He let her do whatever she wants with him. You felt as if your heart broke into a million pieces. You couldn’t watch this anymore.

So you did what you always did. You ran. Ran so hard and fast, you didn’t care that you were still drenched with water, that your new dress was drenched in rain. The only thought on your mind was “Why. Why. Why .Why Why” A answer you wanted so desperately to your unanswered question but you were too afraid. Too tired Just too much. Everything was too much. What you were feeling, what you were facing. Everything was just too much. You wanted to visit dream’s realm but the last thing you wanted was to see or be somewhere that reminded you of dream.

At the corner of your eye you could see Mathew follow you, he flied faster trying to catch up with you. You could hear him trying to talk to you but your thought and doubts in you mind were louder that his voice. Mathew could get seen talking and might get in trouble. You tried shushing him but it was no use, he was risking his life for you. You and Mathew had never gotten along but apparently he only ‘tolerated’ you because dream was less grumpier with me around him but as much as you despised the bird, you cared for him and you couldn’t risk his life.

So you entered the first place you could see. You saw Mathew fly away, probably to call Morpheus but you weren’t worried. You had entered a nightclub. There were people crazily dancing, Drunk people everywhere, Some grinding on each other or making out with each other here and there. Morpheus couldn’t find you here. Could he?

Luckily you were mostly dried up except for few places. You went near the bar and drank the first drink you could see. You didn’t care about anything anymore. You just wanted to drown in your sorrows. You drank and kept drinking, You had 5 or 6 drinks by now. Or was it 4? You absolutely had no idea whatsoever. You were light drinker, you got drunk fast and hard so you could barely recollect anything.

You looked around you, observing everyone despite your unclear vision clouding with the dizziness you were facing. You had always like to observe. It gave you a peace of mind. People were dancing crazily, some were near you, playing a drinking game. You observed how everyone was quite literally enjoying the time of their lives, just dancing away their fears and problems knowing that they will have to face them one day, some genuinely happy celebrating a special occasion. Before you could order another drink, your vision blacked out and you fell asleep.

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miladysproblems · 1 year

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Affliction

Pairing: Morpheus x reader

Summary: Between finding Morpheus’ staff and dealing with a phsycipathic corinthian on the loose. Morpheus had neglected you, he promised you time with him after all of this is over but when it was indeed over, he had left you alone to deal with another unavoidable circumstance. Your curiousity had taken you to follow him. But what you saw was something you could never forgive him for.

Wanings: a heck load of Angst, Hurt- comfort, Lots of fluff i think i died, Jealousy

Part 2. Part 3

When you found out that Morpheus was finally back and was free from those vile morals’ torture. You had never been more happier. You were enraged and upset to the core when his disappearance took place but you waited for him, no matter how long it took. You searched among the mortal world. You even had talked- no pleaded to desire if he knew anything about his brother’s whereabouts. You gave up your pride and everything else just to find him. You researched the library with Lucienne and tried to call to Jessamy but all came back to disappointments. You had given up hope along the way but you never stopped waiting. You tried your best to keep dream’s realm as stable as possible. Checking in on Abel, Cain and their large pet, busying yourself in research, helping Lucienne to keep the library stable when she was busy trying to handle dream’s realm. But all of that was over now. He was back and no one can take you away from him.

When he came back, he had told you all about his imprisonment, the death of Jessamy and his feelings about his grief, about how much he had missed you. You and Morpheus had spent time together trying to get rid of his pain of imprisonment and grief over Jessamy and the worse part was how hurt he looked when he found his realm in crumbs and pieces and even wounded when Lucienne told how his own and creations and deserted their own home. Morpheus had vowed to you and this realm to never leave.

Slowly, he started distancing from you. You had understood that being a ruler of the world’s vast subconscious came with responsibilities. He had to gain control and be the ruler he was to gain some peace around the world but you had felt immensely neglected when he had started to ignore you. Well not exactly ignore but you felt as if he was. He would talk to when you went to him but it was not one of those light- hearted, teasing conversations you always had with him. It was awkward short talks, his short replies and stressed self that made you feel neglected, so you didn’t try much to connect with him understanding that it was just a phase he had to get over.

One day you couldn’t take it anymore and bursted all your emotions all over him.

You stomped your foot like a child and crossed your arms against your chest, glaring at him. You knew you were acting like a child but you couldn’t help it. You had enough of his attitude. Morpheus looked up from his book with his eyebrows raised as if to say ‘what do you want?’. His careless attitude had angered you more.

“Are you seriously going to act like you have no idea what you’re doing?” I hissed angrily at him.

“I do not have any clue as to what you’re speaking of Y/n ”. He looked at you being honestly confused.

“Oh really now? Then I believe you also have no clue of how you have ignored me the past month and probably also no clue over how you have been neglecting me. Do you have any idea how much you hurt me? I understand that you have responsibilities but all i want is- ” You were cut off by Morpheus’ concerned reply.

“Neglected you? My love, forgive me if i made you feel so. I had no intentions to hurt you. I did not realize i put my duties before you.” Did I mention he was extra sweet with you when he had returned from his imprisonment?

“I don’t you to put your duties before me. I just want to spend some time with you. That’s all. I love you Morpheus. Is it wrong to ask just a little bit of time with my love?” I looked at him hurtfully.

His eyes had softened. “No. If i have ever made you feel so do no hesitate to tell me. You are my love and you are above everything or anything I do. Remember that.”

He came closer to me softly kissed my lips. I kissed him back, smiling into the kiss, I wrapped my arms around his neck as his came around my waist. He suddenly parted out lips, leaning his forehead on mine. I frowned at the sudden reaction.

“How about this evening we spend time together at Fiddler’s Green to make up for our lost time” he proposed softly.

“Yes. yes. and yes” I smiled excitedly and pulled him in for a searing kiss. He chuckled at my antics and kissed me back fiercely.

He was late. Morpheus of the godamn endless was never late. The sun may as well rise from the west if he had to be late. You didn't know if you were angry or hurt or just had given up on everything. He was supposed to come an hour ago. You wanted to ask the others about his whereabouts but you stayed stubborn, thinking that Morpheus was going to come in any minute and surprise you with something huge and apologizes to you that he had to take some time for making his surprise grand for you. But he didn't. You waited for an hour with foolish hopes and foolish wishes. You wanted to scream. Break down. Wreck havoc at fiddler's green. Don't get me wrong, Fiddler's green was one of the places in dream's realm you adored to bits but not just when Morpheus had literally wounded you so much it felt like it was a unhealable physical wound. Last thing you needed was to be in a place that painfully reminded you of him and you were starting to ignore his name now. Fiddler's green had tried to talk to you but he understood that you needed time. From what? You didn't know.

But you had enough. You are going to find out what was so important that he had the audacity to leave you alone and hurt with no explanation whatsoever.

Your connection to dream could easily help you find out where he was but you didn't use it. Instead you went to Lucienne. Did you need a friend to talk or you just didn't want to know and ignore his existence for you entire life. You didn't know.

"Lucienne." She looked at in surprise as if she was not expecting you bit quickly masked her expression and neutralized herself.

"My ladyship. How can I help? " She asked doubtfully as if she expected you to be elsewhere.

"Lucienne how many times have I asked you to call me by my name and can i not visit a friend without a reason? " You scolded her. She looked at you Bewildered. A look that clearly spelled out 'Weren't you supposed to be with Lord Morpheus? '

"Well not as a librarian but as a friend is it alright if I ask something personal? " She asked you hesitantly.

"Yes. Of course you're my friend Lucienne." You knew what was coming but you didn't dare to voice it out, afraid you would break down all at once and somewhere you believed Lucienne knew too.

"Are you okay y/n? " Lucienne had asked concernedly.

You were so close to just breaking down and drown. In what. Again you didn't know. You were too hurt to understand anything. Hurt and pain had resurfaced within you. How funny. All Lucienne had asked you if you were okay. A simple question asked amongst every mortal and creature and even often among you too. Who knew a simple question would break you so much? You didn't what to answer. You didn't know what to feel. You didn't know what to do. You were definitely being a child here, crying over Morpheus just because he forgot to come meet you. Maybe you were hurt over the fact that Morpheus had lied to you. Or maybe because he just didn't want to spend time with you anymore. He didn't come to tell you where he was leaving or what he was going do that was so important. He simply left. Simply forgot. You didn't have any words to say. You couldn't think any.

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