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pathetic affirmations (button sets, part 2) by Claire Thompson

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oh! this resonates with me!

#:')) #Hihi

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if u pay attention there are themes and motifs on my blog

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#spring #nature #animals

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step by step on how to stop feeling depressed and feel somehow better

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maaaaaybe it’s not really counter culture or nonconformist at all to create a plethora of entirely new identities based on every minute aspect of your personality which can be easily marketed and pandered to, furthering this egotistical american obsession with hyperindividuality but hey man, that’s just me.

#text #identity

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think abt broadening your understanding of own and others identity without it being tied to market. theres nothing bad in finding new ways of self expression, the bad comes when they themselves are very narrow and serve capitalist market and further divisions of society

maaaaaybe it’s not really counter culture or nonconformist at all to create a plethora of entirely new identities based on every minute aspect of your personality which can be easily marketed and pandered to, furthering this egotistical american obsession with hyperindividuality but hey man, that’s just me.

#text #thoughts #identity

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abstract and modern art haters are sooo snobby like klein literally Created an entirely new pigment and then painted a canvas in a way where the brush strokes wouldn't be visible. the insinuation that people with no skill could reproduce that is so annoying because unless you are skilled at color mixing and painting you definitely couldn’t lmao

#art

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joodeul

#goals #spring #summer

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― Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea

[text ID: I am going to outlive myself. Eat, sleep, sleep, eat. Exist slowly, softly, like these trees, like a puddle of water, like the red bench in the streetcar.]

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Tawanda Mulalu, “All We Got Was Autumn. All We Got Was Winter.” in Please Make Me Pretty, I Don’t Want to Die

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“Do you wake up as I do, having forgotten what it is that hurts or where, until you move? There is a second of consciousness that is clean again. A second that is you, without memory or experience, waking into a brand new world. There is the sun dissolving the dark, and light as clear as music, filling the room where you sleep and the other rooms behind your eyes. The sun has kept his promise and risen again. Part of you or one of you responds to this; wakes because the sun wakes, just as the earth wakes, and what can grow will. Nothing has changed this, no matter how technic, nor how remote, I go on opening my eyes to the sun. This gives me hope. It connects me when I am most in need of connection.”

— Jeanette Winterson, from “Gut Symmetries,” published c. 1998 (via significances)

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Romanticising a lifestyle that is probably a lifestyle of being dependent on internet, overwork and short term trends is just keeping you in capitalist technological regime that's controlling every aspect of your life

romanticizing a lifestyle -> tiktok delusional gen z behavior

having dreams/goals that are personal and not informed by internet culture -> ONLY WAY OUT

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#wolf #dog #summer #goals #water #animal

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Learning to operate while having ocd is just me baking these brown sugar thumbprint cookies with homemade raspberry black pepper jam while also trying to accept intrusive thoughts that I am a doomed evil monster with irredeemable mistakes and absolutely no control over my mind which terrifies me every single day and then being like okay 10 minute timer <3

#ocd #moral ocd #Care