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Thanks for sending me things!!! I’m gonna stop these for now, but maybe I’ll do it again in a bit :) Keep an eye out over the next few days for the stories you requested! 

Send me a Number!

Pick from these prompts and send me some requests for blurbs! (some might even turn into full stories, who knows) 

Make sure to tell me which category, or I’ll just guess and pick myself lol. 

I’ll write them for who ever you want, except no smut for minor actors/characters or Jeremy. 

(most of these are from @choke-me-pansy but i did add swap a few!) 

UPDATE: I AM NO LONGER WRITING BLURBS! (I have over 20 still in my inbox so I wanna get them done!) THANK YOU FOR SENDING ME THINGS!!!

FLUFF 

“you look better in my clothes than i do.”

“you look unbelievably breathtaking right now.”

“i believe you.”

“is that my shirt?”

“can i play with your hair?”

“you can tell me anything.”

“isn’t the view beautiful?”

“my mother adores you.”

“they’re not you.”

“if you cry, i’ll cry– and that won’t be fun for anyone.”

“did you just kiss me?”

“i’ve dreamt about this.”

“is that a drawing of me?

"i didn’t mean to say that but yeah, i love you.”

“of course i will.”

“i thought you’d never ask.”

“you cancelled plans for me?”

“i’ve never seen anyone look so cute and ridiculous at the same time.”

“that is not what the instructions say.”

“you remembered?”

“stop looking at me like that!”

“has anyone told you that your eyes sparkle in the moonlight?”

“how mad would you be if i kissed you?”

“you’re hugging me too tight!”

“my lipgloss is all over your lips.”

“that’s the first time i’ve ever seen you smile.”

“you’re lucky you’re hot.”

“i didn’t know you could sing.”

“you weren’t supposed to hear that!”

“shut up before i kiss you.”

“you give me butterflies.”

“i can’t think around you.”

“i just wanted to make you laugh.”

“and we lived happily ever after.”

“kiss me better.”

“why’d you stop?”

“you wrote me a song?”

“i’m not scared but if you are, you can hold my hand.”

“you ramble and it’s adorable.”

“are you blushing?”

“did i say that out loud?”

“hey, only i can call them that!”

“have you ever thought about how much worse our lives would be without each other?”

“i meant it when i said for better or for worse.”

“that’s the sixth time you’ve complimented me today.”

“nothing else matters except for you.”

“we could run away.”

“here’s a concept, me and you married.”

“the world could be on fire and i’d still be happy as long as i’m with you.”

“they’re such an idiot. my idiot but still.”

“this isn’t adrenaline, i want to spend my life with you.”

SMUT 

“stop before someone sees!”

“do that again.”

“ten? i only need five.”

“enjoying the view?”

“that was the prettiest sound i’ve ever heard.”

“i didn’t think you were into that.”

“i trust you. do it.”

“next time we get into an argument, i’m reminding you that i took your virginity.”

“against the window? are you insane?”

“i’m going to ruin that pretty makeup.”

“now everyone’s going to know you’re mine.

"i could do this all day.”

“louder, i want them to hear you.”

“do you want to come on my fingers or mouth?”

“you won’t be able to walk tomorrow when i’m through with you.”

“how funny do you think teasing is now?”

“after that little stunt? you’re not getting off that easy.”

“lay down and stay still.”

“are you doing that on purpose?”

“i didn’t like the way they were looking at you.”

“have they ever touched you like this?”

“i never noticed how beautiful filthy words could be.”

“were you touching yourself?”

“keep quiet or someone’ll hear.”

“not so cocky now, are you?”

“is that new?”

“who gave you that?”

“are you jealous?”

“strip and spread, baby.”

“show me you’re mine.”

“i’ve been waiting all day to do this.”

“does that hurt?”

“lipstick’s a good look on you.”

“we should skinny dip.”

“as beautiful as you look, all i want to do is rip that dress off right now.”

“were you checking me out?”

“this isn’t what i had in mind when i yelled fuck you.”

“call me that again.”

“did i do that?”

“i’ll try it for you.”

“what would people say if they knew you were such a slut for me?”

“shut up and pin me down.”

“i thought your laugh was the prettiest sound in the world. i was wrong, it’s your moans.”

ANGST

“do you love them?”

“you’re not sorry.”

“how did you find out?”

“don’t lie to me.”

“am i not important to you anymore?”

“i didn’t realise i was such an inconvenience.”

“do you think about them when you look at me?”

“how many times am i supposed to forgive you?”

“don’t raise your fucking voice at me.”

“i trusted you.”

“are you ashamed of me?”

“it was open and i read it.”

“i can’t deal with you right now.”

“did you ever really love me?”

“i see the way you look at them.”

“if you can’t live without me, then die.”

“i don’t believe you.”

“i knew you were too good to be true.”

“i don’t need help and i don’t need you either.”

“some things aren’t meant to be.”

“all my friends told me you’d break my heart.”

“you were my dream come true but turns out you’re a fucking nightmare too.”

“you deserve better.”

“it’s not safe.”

“i wish i’d never met you.”

“i can’t look at you.”

“get out.”

“was it worth it?”

“how could you let them say that about me?”

“there’s just no pleasing you, is there?”

“why don’t you give a shit?”

“how many times are you going to look me in the eye and lie to me?”

“i can’t do this if you don’t trust me.”

“find someone else then.”

“don’t touch me!”

“they were there. you weren’t.”

“i don’t want to spend another second with you!”

“is your image really more important than us?”

“you win.”

“you two deserve each other.”

“can’t you listen for one second?”

“you’ll be happier without me.”

“if you loved me, you wouldn’t have done it.”

“don’t you try to explain yourself!”

“you can’t take back what you said.”

“i don’t see the same person i loved when i look at you anymore.”

“why didn’t you fight for us?”

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We’re Sunset Curve. Tell your friends!

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falling asleep friends, so I’ll finish the blurbs tomorrow! check back soon!

(who am i kidding, these are not turning out to be blurbs they are pretty much full stories..lol)

#melismaticmadnessblurbs

[melismaticmadness]

15 smut with charlie pleaseeee :)

Here ya go!

Warning: Smut (18+) 

Charlie Gillespie x Reader 

15. "you won't be able to walk tomorrow when i'm through with you."

“Charlie!” you gasped. You were barely in the door of your apartment and his hands were already grabbing your ass.

“Someone could’ve seen that! So much for not going public..” you swatted him with your hand and he grabbed it to pull you close.

“I’m not worried about going public anymore. You won’t be able to walk tomorrow when I’m through with you, and I want everyone to know why,” he smirked.

Shopping bags were tossed onto the couch and we travelled to my room grinding against each other, tongues tracing the inside of each other’s mouth.

“Strip.” He ordered me, and both of us were losing clothes at an alarmingly fast rate.

Our hands began wondering over each other’s body and both of us were getting rougher and rougher.

Charlie took a nipple in the mouth while sliding his hand down my body and teasing between my legs. I returned the favor by rolling the head of his member around in my hands until tiny moans started to escape his mouth.

“Losing your cool already, Gillespie?”

“Nah, but you will be soon when you can’t stand up.” Suddenly, Charlie threw me onto the bed and pushed my legs open to expose all my folds to him clearly.

Kissing me on the mouth first, Charlie trailed kisses down my entire body being sure to hit all my sensitive spots as he went. My jaw, my collarbones, nipples, waist, hips, all the way down to the top of my slit. It almost had me forget what he had in store for me tonight, because he was being so gentle.

He slid one hand under my legs to bring me close to the end of the bed, while a finger slipped into my unassuming entrance.

“Wet already, y/n” he said, pumping pretty steadily.

He dipped his head between my legs and found a rhythm with his hand and his mouth. While his hand continued to slide in and out, his tongue was drawing circles over my most sensitive spot.

“Charlie!” I gasped again, running my hands through his hair and grinding into him more. Charlie took my cue and added another finger inside of me and sped up. I was on the edge and if he kept going like this, I would have come undone in no time.

Charlie stopped and my whimpers told him I was begging for more before he could even ask. Stepping between my legs he slid himself inside of me in one quick motion.

“Charlie, Char, I’m not going to last much longer after that.” I said breathlessly.

“This is only round one baby,” he said, matching the rhythm of his thrusts.

Reaching his hand back down between us he began to rub my clit faster than ever before. It was almost too much and I was bucking my hips to meet his thrusts in seconds.

My inner walls tightened in climax and I know Charlie was holding on for dear life inside me.

He pulled out and pulled me off the bed; I thought we were done.

“Your turn, you’re on top.”

“I need a sec,” I inhaled.

“Not tonight you don’t..”

“You’re insane, you know that?” He laid himself in the middle of the bed and was stroking himself slowly.

Sitting myself down quickly on his member, he hit something in me that he never had before.

“Ow,” I said through gritted teeth.

“You ok, y/n?”

“Yeah, Yeah, I’m fine. I, uh, think you just hit my cervix, ha.”

“No time for talking if I’m keeping my promise tonight..”

Bouncing up and down, I kept feeling that slight twinge of pain when he was completely inside me, it felt good oddly enough. I had never realized how big he was before, or maybe he was just always being so gentle. Not tonight though.

Soon, he was lifting his hips to meet mine which made it even harder to keep my balance on top.

“I’m gonna cum again and I don’t know how fast I can get up..” I said in between thrusts.

“Let’s get up together,” Charlie kept himself inside me as he picked me up and stood up.

My legs felt like Jell-O, there was no way I could keep this up. Charlie sensed that and spun me around so I could lean on the bed and he entered me from behind.

The sound of flesh pounding flesh echoed through my bedroom now and I was sure my neighbors could hear but I didn’t care.

“Are you close?” He leaned down to ask.

“Mmhmm, faster.” Charlie sped up and reached around to rub my clit at the same time which caused me to have my second and third orgasms of the night.

Charlie pulled out and pulled me up to see if I could stand on my own.

He was right. I don’t think I’ll be walking tomorrow, or the next day.

#charles gillespie #charlie gillespie #charlie gillespie imagine #charlie x reader #julie and the phantoms #luke patterson #luke julie and the phantoms

[melismaticmadness]

oo also maybe 11 with reggie?👉👈

which category do you want? 

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blurb update!

I have like 6 blurbs I am working on now, so if you don’t see your request posted yet, give me a couple hours! I’m going to keep writing until I fall asleep tonight and will probably have more to post tomorrow afternoon! 

keep the blurb requests coming! I really love writing them!

#melismaticmadnessblurbs #charles gillespie #charlie gillespie #charlie gillespie imagine #charlie x reader #owen joyner #owen patrick joyner #owen x reader #owen joyner imagine #owen joyner x y/n #julie and the phantoms #jatp fanfic #jatp

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could you do 47 and 51 fluff with reggie peters maybe👉👈

Here it is! Hope you like this one! 

Julie and the Phantoms just finished their show playing Madison Square Garden and Reggie had someone grab me from my VIP spot in the crowd to meet him backstage. We had been dating for over a year, but I never got tired of seeing him rock out on stage, and he was always so excited to hear how I liked it afterward. 

Walking down the underground hallways, I finally found the whole band chugging their water and ditching their shoes. “Reg, another amazing show. I’m so proud of you!” I went in for a hug and a kiss, but Reggie stopped me. “Y/n, I am so sweaty.” He laughed. “Do you think I care?” I grabbed him and held him tight. I felt his heart beating so fast against my chest and loved the feeling of his strong arms around me. He broke away for a last sip of water and then said, “Follow me,” with a look that told me he was up to no good. 

“Reginald, where are we going?” He grabbed y/n’s arm and pulled me past the band and down several long hallways until we were out a side door standing under the NYC lights. 

He grabbed me quickly and our lips met. It was a sweet, yet passionate kiss, that filled me up from my head to my toes. “What is going on?” I whispered when we broke apart. “Let’s get out of here.” “Get out of here? To go where? Aren’t we flying home tomorrow?” “Shhh, with the questions. We could run away.” “Reg, what? We’re already away! Home is thousands of miles away on the other side of the country!” “No, I mean we could run away, now, together, just for a little while. The band and I have a month off before the next leg of the tour starts. I don’t want to waste time. I don’t care what we do as long as I’m with you.” 

Kissing me again, this time I could tell how serious he was. He kissed my forehead before asking, “What do you think?” “I mean I can’t just leave town and not come back for a month! I have to work, and my family-” “Work with us. Take time off. Quit.” “Okay,” I said taking a deep breath. I have hated my job for over 6 months now. “Okay..?” 

I took my phone out of my pocket, dialed my boss, and quit my job. Right there. Reggie looked like he was memorizing my every word and facial expression while on the call. He looked like a giddy elementary school kid. 

“The adrenaline must be pumping! Y/n! So we’re doing this?” He looked hopefully into my eyes. “This isn’t adrenaline, I want to spend my life with you.” “Let’s start right now,” Reggie said sweeping me off my feet and carrying me back inside.

#julie and the phantoms #Reggie Peters #reggie jatp #reggie x reader #melismaticmadnessblurbs

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Fluff number 10 "if you cry, i'll cry-- and that won't be fun for anyone." For Willex. Willie saying it to Alex.

Here you go: 

10. "if you cry, I'll cry-- and that won't be fun for anyone."

It had been a few days since playing the Orpheum, and Alex and the band were laying low now that Julie could touch them and Caleb’s stamp was gone. They were all worried, but Alex especially, now that something else had changed for them since becoming ghosts.

“If playing the Orpheum wasn’t our unfinished business, aren’t you curious to find out what is???” Alex asked.

“The band is staying together, what more could you want? Who CARES about our unfinished business now!” Luke was just excited he didn’t have to leave Julie and the guys now.

“But what if we aren’t in the clear from Caleb? What if he comes after us again?”

“Well we got away the first time…” Reggie chimed in.

“Why don’t you go find Willie and tell him you didn’t disappear from existence??? Maybe you’ll stop worrying so much..” Reggie and Luke just wanted Alex to stop making them worry.

“I can’t see him..ever again. If Willie knows we’re still here then Caleb will know, if he doesn’t already. I can’t put us in danger, or Willie, again.”  

“If you say so,” Luke mumbled, “Reg, wanna work out the chorus to that song Julie and I started?” With the shake of Reggie's head, they both grabbed their instruments and started strumming away.

Alex knew he had to protect his bandmates and Willie from Caleb, but figured it wouldn’t hurt just to go see what he was up to. Was he skating Justin Bieber’s pool, or was he sad and missing Alex?

Poofing to the beach, Alex found Willie next to, of all things, a hot dog cart. Alex stayed hidden from view behind a child’s umbrella but watched as Willie sat on the ground spinning the wheels of his board aimlessly.

It seemed like hours went by and Alex just sat there watching Willie from afar. It was killing him not being able to tell Willie he was alright. The sun started to set and Alex knew he had to decide if he was going to walk over to Willie or leave before the family he was sitting with packed up for their drive home.

That’s when he heard it. Their performance of Stand Tall was playing from a phone, a phone that belonged to the hot dog cart guy! This was a sign, it had to be a sign. It was worth the risk just to let Willie know he was okay.

“Whew, here we go,” Alex said to himself, standing up and poofing right in front of Willie.

“Run any ghosts over today?” he said quietly down to Willie. Slowly the helmeted head rose to meet Alex’s eyes.

“Wha- What are you- How? I mean-,” Willie jumped up and wrapped Alex in the tightest hug.

“I- I don’t know! Caleb was basically holding us hostage to play for him and we did but then we broke free and got to Julie just in time,” he was still cautious to tell him everything because he didn’t know if Caleb could sense that they had not crossed over.

Releasing from the hug Willie asked, “Did you sell your soul to Caleb? I don’t understand how you’re here right now!”

“Me neither, but I’m glad I am..” Alex grabbed Willie and pulled him into another hug.

“I thought I would never see you again,” Willie said and his voice caught in his throat.

“Me too, I literally was prepared to die..again..” Alex said squeezing Willie tighter. A few tears spilling onto his shoulder.

Willie looked at Alex, “if you cry, I'll cry-- and that won't be fun for anyone." They both gave a little laugh and sat down.

“I am so happy to see you,” Alex said as he stifled more tears.

“Want to get out of here? I know a cool spot to explore.”

“Lead the way.”

“Just make sure to keep up!” Willie said jumping on his board and skating ahead of Alex.

“Ah, nothing has changed...Hey! Wait up!”

#alex and willie #melismaticmadnessblurbs #Alex Mercer #alex japt #willie jatp #owen joyner #owen patrick joyner #owen joyner imagine #booboo stewart

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let’s talk

please don’t apologize when asking for a story including a specific gender identity, body type, pronouns, etc. 

i want to write things that make you all happy and will always honor what specifics you want when you request things! don’t be sorry! 

and i try to make a lot of my stuff gender neutral when writing, but i am a cis-woman (so my experiences in life often are tied to my self expression and that’s what i pull from to inspire me), so if it’s still sounding too gendered please let me know! 

*still wont write smut for Jere, or the JATP minors tho*

#charlie x reader #charles gillespie #charlie gillespie #charlie gillespie imagine #owen joyner #owen x reader #owen joyner imagine #owen joyner x y/n #owen patrick joyner #julie and the phantoms #julie molina #luke patterson #luke julie and the phantoms #Alex Mercer #alex and willie #alex japt #Reggie Peters #Jeremy Shada #madison reyes #nick danforth evans #sacha carlson

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43 with charlie gillespie please!! :)

which category? any preference?

[melismaticmadness]

hi!! could you do "after that little stunt? you're not getting off that easy." with Charlie?

Yes! Here we go: 

Warnings: Smut (18+), Language

*shows a text message*

Charlie Gillespie x Reader

17. "after that little stunt? you're not getting off that easy."

The night could not have been more perfect. The Julie and the Phantoms cast had been invited to the Emmy Award ceremony and I had never seen so many famous actors in one room. Being Charlie’s date made it even more special, and I knew I had to repay the favor.

The Emmys were in full swing and we were just enjoying sitting and chatting with the other actors at our table when I lightly placed my hand on his knee under the table. Charlie thought it was sweet and gave my hand a squeeze, but my motives were far from sweet.

As the rest of the night went on, my hand kept creeping up his pant leg until it reached the edge of his fly. My hand was mostly resting on his upper thigh but my fingers were occasionally brushing over his fly and giving that general area some extra attention.

“Uh, y/n,” Charlie said through a gritted smile under his breath, “you should probably not do that here.” “Do what?” I asked playing dumb. A smirk slipped through on my face and Charlie then placed his hand over mine on his crotch and moved me back down towards his knee.

I let it go for a few minutes, before leaning over to Charlie and asking in a whisper, “Any idea how much longer this is?” He discreetly checked his watch and told me we had about half an hour and then the ride to the after-party, so the night was far from over.

“I don’t know if I can keep my hands to myself until then..” I said trailing off and began to trace circles over his fly. Charlie choked on his next sentence, “You’re such a fucking tease... Don’t stop.”

Still tracing and massaging his member more roughly now through his pants, I could feel him growing with nowhere to go. The suit pants he was wearing were tight and I could feel him squirming around beneath my hand to relieve some of the pressure.

Casually, I started pulling his zipper down to get to the next barrier between me and what I really wanted. All of a sudden, Charlie picked up his phone from the table and was texting a mile a minute. My phone lit up and he was texting me with my hand in his pants.

*“I’m not going to be able to handle this much longer..”*

Taking my hand out of his pants to text back, I heard him grunt a little at the loss of contact.

*“Well then I guess I’m done :)”*

Pissed, he quickly zipped his pants back up and shot me a dirty look. I knew he was dying for release now.

Everyone started clapping and the lights went down for the last time. We all started collecting our things and saying our goodbyes before heading off our after parties.

Charlie was pulling me through the crowd at the exit instead of waiting in the line for our limo.

“Why are we running?” I asked tripping over my feet a little to keep up with him.

We reached our car which was probably over a block from the exit and Charlie swung the door open and pushed me inside.

“Charlie, what the-”

“After that little stunt, y/n? You’re not getting off that easy..”

Before the limo was even moving, his lips were pressed into mine feverishly. Charlie was searching for the radio button with one hand to hopefully drown out the sound of us making out in the back. Thank god the divider was up between us and the driver.

Music started playing through the speakers, as I was fighting with Charlie’s shirt buttons and the belt around his waist.

This was definitely a perfect night with an ending I will never forget.

#charles gillespie #charlie gillespie #melismaticmadnessblurbs #charlie gillespie imagine #charlie x reader #jatp #jatp fanfic

[melismaticmadness]

omg thank you!! i love your content!! 

(honestly didn’t think anyone read my stuff lol)

Do you have some fav stories that you haven't written that you can share? I've read everything you've written (which was all great btw) and until you post more, I'd love to read your JATP favorites :)

Not sure if this is what you wanted tho 😅 but here it goes

I read a loooooot here, so It’s easier to mention my fav jatp accounts atm that have AMAZINGGGG STORIES ❤️❤️

I’m sure you’ll love every single one of them!

@dream-a-little-bigger-x

@mo-d3ans

@yagorlemmalyn

@issaxcharlie

@jatphatones

@theamazingtomholland

@sunsetholland

@melismaticmadness

#jatp fanfic #jatp #charles gillespie #charlie gillespie #charlie gillespie imagine #owen joyner #owen patrick joyner #owen x reader #owen joyner imagine #owen joyner x y/n #charlie x reader

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Send me a Number!

Pick from these prompts and send me some requests for blurbs! (some might even turn into full stories, who knows) 

Make sure to tell me which category, or I’ll just guess and pick myself lol. 

I’ll write them for who ever you want, except no smut for minor actors/characters or Jeremy. 

(most of these are from @choke-me-pansy but i did add swap a few!) 

UPDATE: I AM NO LONGER WRITING BLURBS! (I have over 20 still in my inbox so I wanna get them done!) THANK YOU FOR SENDING ME THINGS!!!

FLUFF 

"you look better in my clothes than i do."

“you look unbelievably breathtaking right now.”

"i believe you."

"is that my shirt?"

"can i play with your hair?"

"you can tell me anything."

"isn't the view beautiful?"

"my mother adores you."

"they're not you."

"if you cry, i'll cry-- and that won't be fun for anyone."

"did you just kiss me?"

"i've dreamt about this."

"is that a drawing of me?

"i didn't mean to say that but yeah, i love you."

"of course i will."

"i thought you'd never ask."

"you cancelled plans for me?"

"i've never seen anyone look so cute and ridiculous at the same time."

"that is not what the instructions say."

"you remembered?"

"stop looking at me like that!"

"has anyone told you that your eyes sparkle in the moonlight?"

"how mad would you be if i kissed you?"

"you're hugging me too tight!"

"my lipgloss is all over your lips."

"that's the first time i've ever seen you smile."

"you're lucky you're hot."

"i didn't know you could sing."

"you weren't supposed to hear that!"

"shut up before i kiss you."

"you give me butterflies."

"i can't think around you."

"i just wanted to make you laugh."

“and we lived happily ever after.”

"kiss me better."

"why'd you stop?"

"you wrote me a song?"

"i'm not scared but if you are, you can hold my hand."

"you ramble and it's adorable."

"are you blushing?"

"did i say that out loud?"

"hey, only i can call them that!"

"have you ever thought about how much worse our lives would be without each other?"

"i meant it when i said for better or for worse."

"that's the sixth time you've complimented me today."

"nothing else matters except for you."

"we could run away."

“here’s a concept, me and you married.”

"the world could be on fire and i'd still be happy as long as i'm with you."

"they're such an idiot. my idiot but still."

"this isn't adrenaline, i want to spend my life with you."

SMUT 

"stop before someone sees!"

"do that again."

"ten? i only need five."

"enjoying the view?"

"that was the prettiest sound i've ever heard."

"i didn't think you were into that."

"i trust you. do it."

"next time we get into an argument, i'm reminding you that i took your virginity."

"against the window? are you insane?"

"i'm going to ruin that pretty makeup."

"now everyone's going to know you're mine.

"i could do this all day."

"louder, i want them to hear you."

"do you want to come on my fingers or mouth?"

"you won't be able to walk tomorrow when i'm through with you."

"how funny do you think teasing is now?"

"after that little stunt? you're not getting off that easy."

"lay down and stay still."

"are you doing that on purpose?"

"i didn't like the way they were looking at you."

"have they ever touched you like this?"

"i never noticed how beautiful filthy words could be."

"were you touching yourself?"

"keep quiet or someone'll hear."

"not so cocky now, are you?"

"is that new?"

"who gave you that?"

"are you jealous?"

“strip and spread, baby.”

"show me you're mine."

"i've been waiting all day to do this."

"does that hurt?"

"lipstick's a good look on you."

"we should skinny dip."

"as beautiful as you look, all i want to do is rip that dress off right now."

"were you checking me out?"

"this isn't what i had in mind when i yelled fuck you."

"call me that again."

"did i do that?"

"i'll try it for you."

"what would people say if they knew you were such a slut for me?"

"shut up and pin me down."

"i thought your laugh was the prettiest sound in the world. i was wrong, it's your moans."

ANGST

"do you love them?"

"you're not sorry."

"how did you find out?"

"don't lie to me."

"am i not important to you anymore?"

"i didn't realise i was such an inconvenience."

"do you think about them when you look at me?"

"how many times am i supposed to forgive you?"

"don't raise your fucking voice at me."

"i trusted you."

"are you ashamed of me?"

"it was open and i read it."

"i can't deal with you right now."

"did you ever really love me?"

"i see the way you look at them."

"if you can't live without me, then die."

"i don't believe you."

"i knew you were too good to be true."

"i don't need help and i don't need you either."

"some things aren't meant to be."

"all my friends told me you'd break my heart."

"you were my dream come true but turns out you're a fucking nightmare too."

"you deserve better."

"it's not safe."

"i wish i'd never met you."

"i can't look at you."

"get out."

"was it worth it?"

"how could you let them say that about me?"

"there's just no pleasing you, is there?"

"why don't you give a shit?"

"how many times are you going to look me in the eye and lie to me?"

"i can't do this if you don't trust me."

"find someone else then."

"don't touch me!"

"they were there. you weren't."

"i don't want to spend another second with you!"

"is your image really more important than us?"

"you win."

"you two deserve each other."

"can't you listen for one second?"

"you'll be happier without me."

"if you loved me, you wouldn't have done it."

"don't you try to explain yourself!"

"you can't take back what you said."

"i don't see the same person i loved when i look at you anymore."

"why didn't you fight for us?"

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[melismaticmadness]

netflix we need a season 2 we've over-analysed the original content to the point of insanity

[melismaticmadness]

every morning i wake up, thinking jatp’s going to get renewed and for What

[melismaticmadness]

this is one of the best things i’ve ever read, ouch my heart - but in the best way.

Breathe | Alex Mercer

Requested: Yes/No

A/N: Just something random I came up with while listening to Breathe by Little Mix, so this is very loosely based off that song. It’s short, but I hope you like it! 

Pairing: Alex x little sister!reader

Song(s) used: Wonderwall by Oasis (like a small part)

Warnings: Anxiety, panic attacks, grief.  Not too explicitly described, but be careful! 

Words: 713

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[melismaticmadness]

hey, i have a request for a owen imagine based

on drivers license by olivia rodrigo :)

I can start working on this, but if you see this again...do you want Owen to be Olivia in the song..? or is he the boy? is he the blonde?