mariekins

[mariekins]

coffee and a cigarette for breakfast

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[mariekins]

to be thinner than the people that called you fat

[mariekins]

10 pounds in two weeks

my goal is to drop 10 lbs by may 1st, around 2 weeks from now. i have an event and i know i’ll feel more confident and comfortable if i do

so - any tips/ideas you have to help me reach my goal, please comment! the support is appreciated

my current plan:

only water, no other drinks (even 0 cal ones)

no processed foods, sugars, carbs etc

as much activity as possible. i already work as a waiter so i’m always on my feet, but i need to work out more

if i get to where i’m feeling too sick to function and do all the shit i have to get done everyday i can have a more filling snack/mini-meal (probably around 200 calories), otherwise i’m gonna rotate my fasts around my work schedule.

(24 hour fasts when i’m off, 100-200cal limit when i have shifts)

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[mariekins]

this was sweet

nobody cares how pretty your face is if you’re fat.

or at least that’s what i’ve learned

[mariekins]

you can’t sleep because your bones dig into the mattress too much now

you can’t eat as much because your stomach is used to the lack of food

you’re always chosen to be the one who sits in the middle because “you’ll fit”

my small motivations

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[mariekins]

In two weeks you’ll feel it, In four weeks you’ll see it, In eight weeks you’ll hear it

discipline

[mariekins]

Can we just talk about how Fiona from Shamless is literally like the ultimate thinspo?? Like every single time she comes on screen I’m always just like “damn..I would commit several crimes for that body”

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Hey, new creepy @n@ coach to block just dropped, mind sharing? (I'll dm the link, I have like three followers on my @n@ blog so I'm sharing to bigger creators) if you want to make your own post or arnt comfortable making a post that's fine! I didn't interact with him but scrolling his profile was enough to give me the ick https://www.tumblr.com/annna917419?source=share

I checked it out, and thankfully that account is gone. But yeah we all gotta be careful on here, lots of pervs out there

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[mariekins]

ngl fam this made me laugh LMAO

that euphoric feeling i got when we’re laying in bed and he ran his hand down my stomach and said, “did you get skinnier? ..you got skinnier”

#not to be rude tho #like just got a genuine chuckle is all #ur bird got game tho #put some respect on his name

[mariekins]

summer th1nsp0🎀☀️☀️

#this is exactly the level of skinny i want to be

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journal entry 4/10

breakfast: skipped

lunch: skipped

dinner: skipped

i’m trying to fast as long as possible, so far it’s been easy today. my brother might make me eat something when he gets home but even then i can just eat a little bit and he’s satisfied.

#@n@ diary #pro for me not for thee #⭐️rving #⭐️ve #@na motivation

[mariekins]

nobody cares how pretty your face is if you’re fat.

or at least that’s what i’ve learned

#@n@ diary #pro for me not for thee #⭐️rving #⭐️ve #@na motivation #⭐️ ing motivation #@na vent #anor3c1a #@n@ buddy #@na rules #@nor3×14 #@nor3xia #@na buddy #@n@ tips #tw ed but not sheeran #tw restriction #anørexia #anørex1a #anor3cla #light as a feather #thinspø #thinspp #meanspø #meanspir0 #meanspii

[mariekins]

wandering the halls at lunch instead of eating to burn calories >>

#@n@ diary #⭐️rving #pro for me not for thee #⭐️ve #@na motivation #⭐️ ing motivation #@na vent #anor3c1a #anor3cla #anørex1a #anørexia #@nor3×14 #@nor3xia #@na buddy #@na rules #@n@ buddy #@n@ tips

[mariekins]

that euphoric feeling i got when we’re laying in bed and he ran his hand down my stomach and said, “did you get skinnier? ..you got skinnier”

#tw restriction #tw ed but not sheeran #pro for me not for thee #th1nsp1ration #starv1ng #light as a feather #⭐️ve #⭐️rving #thinspø #th!n$piration #th!nsp0 #th!n$p0 #th!n$po #th!nspø #starv3 #⭐️ ing motivation #⭐️vation goals #@n@ diary #@na motivation #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@nor3xia #@na buddy #@na rules #@n@ buddy #@n@ tips

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being a st🍃ner with an ed is such an easy hack

once those hunger pangs get to be too much at the end of the day, a few hits gets you too high to care

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journal entry 4/8

food log (small disclaimer, i try not to count cals)

- matcha with milk

- pink donut

- pizza slice

- jello

my little niece had today off of elementary and was so excited for the eclipse, so me and my brother surprised her with donuts in the morning and she surprised me with a little pizza-picnic in her tent later, it was cute.

but honestly it sucks sometimes, no matter how much it makes me uncomfortable, i always try to eat normally when she’s watching because i don’t want her to learn bad food habits from me. she’s a sweet girl and i don’t want this for her

#@n@ diary #pro for me not for thee #⭐️rving

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the freedom of living on my own is gonna make this so easy, it’s so much simpler to make your own diet decisions without everyone looking over your shoulder when dinner time comes around

coffee and a cigarette on the porch at 4:30 and nobody says a word

#@tw edd #ed journal #@n@ diary #pro for me not for thee