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why i love kate bush, slay queen

kate bush really wrote wuthering heights in one night aged eighteen recorded it at four in the morning on one take reached the top of the charts within a week became a millionaire off it and lived the rest of her life making batshit music because she was set from the one song she wrote and filmed singing spinning in a random field without any planned dance choreography or not having even read the book. that is legend behaviour.

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i’m not pretty enough but a girl can dream right?

Not mine˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖

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like just shut up

#female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #female experience #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #spilled thoughts #female manipulator #i hate men #falling in love #jesus #lol men suck #gonna get a pedicure #spa day #cute

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his eyes remind me of the ocean, the warm summer breeze. the way he laughed and the jokes he played on me. the sun the in sky,

the air heavy and thick. every day, i replay the things you once said to me. i miss you more than anything.

#god help me #he wants me fr #he’s in love your honor #i love him #we’re married #he’s my boyfriend he just doesn’t know it yet #female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #female experience #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #spilled thoughts #female manipulator #falling in love

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“now over and over

i keep going over the

world we knew.

days when you used to

love me”

The World We Knew // Frank Sinatra

#frank sinatra #60s #female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #female experience #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #spilled thoughts #female manipulator #i hate men #falling in love #LOL #he loves me okay

[lun1st]

i’m so fucking in love with him

#female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #female experience #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #spilled thoughts #female manipulator #i hate men #falling in love #im so in love #I LOVE HIM #he should marry me #i want to have his babies

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too real

Delusional girl summer

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too real

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#female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girlblogging #female experience #hell is a teenage girl #spilled thoughts #female manipulator #i hate men #falling in love #jesus #yolo #i hate how i look #why do i always do this #gonna kms

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who do i believe anymore. who do i trust. after growing up with people telling you different things and your appearance being judged you don’t know anymore.

#female hysteria #female experience #i hate being a woman #i hate emotions #i wish i was someone else #why am i like this #i want to disappear #kill me please #happy pills

[lun1st]

“maybe one day,

you’ll feel what i’ve felt now.”

#female experience #hell is a teenage girl #girlblogging #female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #spilled thoughts #female manipulator #i hate men #falling in love #better days #i need fucking help

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god i actually need help. someone please fucking help me

#help me

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when someone says something about my appearance and all of a sudden i’m rethinking all of my life choices.

#i hate how i look #i hate how i feel #why am i like this #female experience #hell is a teenage girl #i hate being a woman #i wish i were normal #i want to be dead #yeah i know #i want help #kill me please

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#music is the answer #i love music #music is healing #female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #spilled thoughts #girlblogging #music music music #i love music so much

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me coming home from school (people made fun of my personality all day)

#female hysteria #girlblogging #i hate men #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #female manipulator #hell is a teenage girl #falling in love #female experience #spilled thoughts #jesus #i hate school #im so tired #i want to be slim #i want to be pretty #how to be pretty #i hate them

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how i look at him after he tells me the most soul crushing sentence to exist yet i still love him to bits.

#female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #hell is a teenage girl #falling in love #female experience #jesus #i need help #i love him #i hate him #i adore him #i love him so much #look at him