lolinlovewithmybsf

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

why can i not st@rve myself like i used to

it’s not that f*ck!ng hard

#ana trigger #crying inside #tw ana diary #im gonna cry #i cant #i wanna kms #fat ana #over it #i want to kms #anarex14 #starving #im so hungry

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

we all know that loosing weights gonna make us perfect. if you’re hungry, it’s working 😚

#little miss perfect #ana trigger #tw ana diary #i wanna kms

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

everybody is so much better at st@rvibg themselves. why can’t i be that good.

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #i cant #i wanna kms #over it #im gonna cry #fat ana #i want to kms #crying inside

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

i want to loose more weight. i think i need to loose more weight. i have too loose more weight. i have too.

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #fat ana #i cant #crying inside

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

im getting pretty over living im gonna to be honest

#crying inside #i cant #i wanna kms #im gonna cry #over it #i wanna be perfect #why am i like this #i cant breathe

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

all my teachers at school are worried im st@rv!ng myself... its kinda all paying off now ig..

#crying inside #ana trigger #tw ana diary #im gonna cry #i cant #i wanna kms #over it #i want to kms #fat ana #how to lose 10kg in 1 month without exercise #ana rant #im not enough

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

i feel like im just going in f*cking circles

I suck at this disorder

#@n0r3xia #@na tips #@na trigger #ed not ed sheeran #pro a4a #tw ed diet #tw ana diary #starv1ng #ana trigger #@nor3×14 #@tw edd #@na vent #@nor3xia #starv3 #st⭐️rve #tw ed but not sheeran #im gonna cry #im gonna jump

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

just thought i’d let everyone know that i’ve lost another 6kg (approx 12pounds) since writing this. i know it’s not a lot but it’s working

some personal motivation <3

dont you want to weigh less than your boyfriend? have him expect you not to eat, and be surprised when you do

dont you want people to use pictures of your body on tumblr as th!nspo? have people you dont even know want to be you? and to be scared of you?

dont you want to be weightless? and tiny and have to sit in the middle seat

dont you want people you dont even know to notice? dont you want people you dont even know to care?

dont you want to be envied? to be desirable? dont you want to be perfect?

#tw ed in the tags #fat ana #how to lose 10kg in 1 month without exercise #i want to kms #over it #ed not sheeren #ana rant #i will reach my ugw #ed bllog #tw weight #st@rving #tw ana shit #ana dairy #anorex14 #ana trigger

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

i’ve actually lost 20kg and now i’m only a kilo away from my third goal weight. this is wild, i’m feeling better than ever before

#crying inside #ana trigger #tw ana diary #im gonna cry #i cant #i wanna kms #over it #ana dairy #i want to kms #fat ana #ed not sheeren #tw ana shit #ana rant #i will reach my ugw #ugw #thinspø

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

i wish i looked as they do; the ultimate thinspø!

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #im gonna cry #i wanna kms #i cant #crying inside #ana dairy #i want to kms #over it #how to lose 10kg in 1 month without exercise #tw ana shit #fat ana #ana rant #ed bllog #ed not sheeren

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

im loosing it, everything i worked for, everything ive acheived, it all feels as though its been for nothing. i dont know what is wrong with me

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #i wanna kms #ana dairy #i cant #im gonna cry #crying inside #i want to kms #over it #tw ed in the tags #ed bllog #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw ana shit #fat ana

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

some personal motivation <3

dont you want to weigh less than your boyfriend? have him expect you not to eat, and be surprised when you do

dont you want people to use pictures of your body on tumblr as th!nspo? have people you dont even know want to be you? and to be scared of you?

dont you want to be weightless? and tiny and have to sit in the middle seat

dont you want people you dont even know to notice? dont you want people you dont even know to care?

dont you want to be envied? to be desirable? dont you want to be perfect?

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana dairy #meanspø #i wanna kms #im gonna cry #crying inside #i cant #mean$p0 #tw ana shit #ed not ed sheeran #anorex14

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

step mother dear told me i looked skinny this morning, i'd hope so i've only been starving myself for three months x

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana dairy #happy #i want to kms #im gonna cry #fat ana #starving #how to lose 10kg in 1 month without exercise #im so hungry

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

my bones are starting to show through, my pants are all to big, i need new uniform and people have started to notice. it's all worth it.

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #st@rving #im gonna cry #crying inside

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

im 5kg under my first gw, now i just need to loose 10kgs for my next gw or 15kg for my ugw. i finally feel like its wokring

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #st@rving #i will reach my ugw #im gonna cry #i wanna kms #i want to kms #ana dairy #tw ana shit #tw weight #i wanna be weightless #fat ana #i cant #crying inside

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

all i want is to have a thigh gap and wear stockings and a mini skirt

#i wanna kms #crying inside #ana dairy

[lolinlovewithmybsf]

i wish i was a kid so i could feel like i could eat when i was hungry, and so i could eat however much i wanted. i feel like i cant eat anymore. i feel like i shouldnt eat anymore.

#ana trigger #i wanna kms #im gonna cry #i cant #tw ana diary #over it #crying inside #how to lose 10kg in 1 month without exercise #fat ana