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10 posts!
Lmao, I am alive
I like small rewards, tbh...
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Shuichi needs a hug
Busy day, busy week. No second to breathe.
Drowning in piles of tasks, Shuichi loses their last drops of energy, kissing the table with a thud.
How many years have passed since... since they had any platonic interactions or whatsoever? White noise filled the empty head; suffocation led to dizziness.
It's so painfully true: Shuichi had not touched anyone for more than a while.
Odd, right? An edgy looking person with cold and collected demeanor surprisingly longs for touching.
Slap them for all they care. Just let's them escape this sick feeling in their chest.
Shuichi stands up, holding their bag on the tips of their fingers lazily. The body aimlessly wanders, it seems. It goes somewhere.
Mind is working meanwhile. Who do they have a fine relationship with to ask for a hug?
Fairly... no one. Being likable doesn't mean being social. Or popular. They are only superficially acquainted with others. No deep feelings.
Yet, what if. What if they hypothetically ask someone. Akamatsu-san? No, she dislikes physical affection. Momota-kun? He is homophobic and, hell, sort of conservative. No dice.
Who else? Gonta? Kiibo? Amami? Tojo? Harukawa? Chaba- No-no-no.
Most of their classmates might gladly kill for a mere thought of a touch. Shuichi clenches the fabric near their chest, and cold sweat appears on their forehead.
Hold on. Kiibo and Rantaro? These two boys seem to be the safest options.
Shuichi exhales freely but again freezes up. How do they start a conversation? There is a giant chance to get rejected regardless.
"Aaaah." Shuichi slides down on the floor. They wrap their arms around their legs and groan. Groan in distress.
"Saihara-kun?" Nice and tender voice reached Shuichi's ears, but not their filled with worries mind.
Cold side touched Shuichi's, and a heavy hand lands on their shoulder.
Kiibo understandingly keeps Shuichi company.
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I've never been active during Pride Month in any year, so I had to fix this huge mistake!
Made this little pin myself. Looks shitty, but I like it.
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My apologize. I am definitely awfully unskilled at making any kinds of edits. I made this one (or more) year ago as a spontaneously organized art therapy. The bottom left corner finally received its addition! 
Yes, this is stupid. One day, I’ll polish my skills and sense of style.  P.S Happy B-day to both edgy boys, Saihara and Kagehara.
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Pre-game Saihara Shuichi unpopular headcanons
Note: I saw a lot of pre-game headcanons and posts. I mean it. And most of them don’t fit my humble opinion. You can call me a weirdo cuz of it if you want. I sincerely purify this boy. So let the shitpost be.
Pre-game Saihara Shuichi: • He’s having a hard time communicating with others because of his odd interests. Social-related ones are strange and tough for him to understand. Shuichi enjoys solitude. • Looks gloomy and cold, but has never felt this way. A static serious face caused by urge to daydream. He doesn’t ignore people around, just sees no point in interaction with someone he has nothing in common with. Everybody has their way to pass time, so Saihara is sure that daydreaming instead of talking is normal. Even if folks around think otherwise. • Shuichi cannot stop laughing if someone is in pain. He didn’t mean to and wished to stop. Nature made him a harmless latent sadist. Love for violence and impulses would never take over him. That doesn’t mean he won’t feel pleasure over strangers' agony. Actually, Shuichi is not intended to share nor show true dark feelings. ‘It’s scaring and amoral, isn’t it?’ • Really hates being mocked. ‘I do not touch you so you must do the same. Fair enough.’ Don’t comment on the hat, clothes color, gory pictures, and fanfiction on his phone. Shuichi appreciates his personal space. Trust issue came out of it. All the things he needs are in stories he created in his mind, including a sensation of warmth Shuichi lacks. Wants to find a person like him to tell ‘em every single plot in detail, but fear stops him every time. Plots and scenes are his sweet and loved dreams and wishes. Execution of the Ultimate Detective was a sudden idea and Saihara was fond of it. • Honestly Shuichi didn’t mean his part as the culprit to be pointlessly bloody or cruel. The Ultimate Detective must be a smart and experienced character to become the one and only capable to solve a perfect crime. it’s something puzzle freaks would love as much as he does. Shuichi childishly tried to bond with the last and only trustworthy thing in this world - Team Danganronpa itself. Thoughts of death bring him joy, he can’t help it. So he came out with a plan that leads to his own death just to be loved and finally successful as a creator. He is obviously immature. • Despite his habits and behavior, if he ever finds a friend he will reveal the features of his true self such as a wide sweet smile, a young pale face, and soft pink cheeks. He will greet and treat them lovingly. It’s impossible to ignore sparkles and unmanageable thirst to bring more and more into life. Shuichi is an artist, actor, and writer who absented himself from the hurting outside world. • If he would have a sibling or a twin, he will give them all his stuff and his life. No one is more important than the closest mind, especially if they look the same. It’s almost like having a copy of you, but they need your protection and guidance. Need to play the role of the older brother could be the source of Shuichi’s confidence.
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The situation in a nutshell: your friend sent you a random pic and your Danganronpa obsessed mind made a stupid local joke.
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Angie’s lullaby
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“Atua is always watching us!“
“If you feel lonely, try to think about Him once more.“
Moon showed up a few hours ago moving slowly. Cold winter nights brought the sad mood of lone wolves calling for pack members to find them. So depressing. You are tired and unmotivated to do anything. The only rational thought was about going to bed. You wore your pajamas and turned off the lamp but a bright blue light appeared just then you went to sleep.
Were you asleep?... By opening your eyes, you found yourself at the beach. A girl is levitating while sitting in a lotus position right next to you and the other transparent figures of familiar yet exotic living creatures.
“Om'' She spoke softly. “What an exciting night. Angie sees.“
That’s true. It’s almost the 14th of February so you can’t sleep without thinking of spending that day alone.
“Lost souls shouldn’t worry.“ Creatures, including you, stare at Yonaga with disbelief. ‘How can I not worry? I never had someone to feel an actual love on Valentine's Day.‘ The most of the others shared that thought. Were you about to reject the possibility of a romantic relationship? Did you feel cursed? Even if you and your partner are not going to be a real couple, there still is a point of love-sharing acts. Does it sound wrong? Unreal? You had no clue...
“Have doubts?“ Angie put her hands above her head in a praying gesture. “Atua says we must forget all selfish wishes and focus on things beyond the stereotypes.“
She’s body started to glow with mixed purple and blue. Sand around her is shining, too. Smooth waves of warmth touched you from the forehead and speared across the whole of your one-color shell.
“Sweet loners. Living a life all by yourself when no one could prepare hot meals for you to eat, give you a hand to stand up, take care of your health if you are sick... “ Angie kept talking, you couldn’t recognize her words anymore.
It is a hard cold reality you got used to. Hugging yourself you think of such simple couple routines like sharing a place and money, going on dates, making small gifts, planning a marriage.
“Is that a love you dreamed about?“ Everyone was taken aback by a loud interruption. “Is your view of love based on material things?“
“Atua has spoken. He says we got the concept of feelings oh so wrong.“ 
But isn’t it basic? Isn’t it how couples and feelings would come out?
“Angie is not going to answer questions, but Angie wants to give you her knowledge.“ She sat on the sand and offered listeners to come closer.
“Once upon a time a powerful creature made this world.“ Sparkles, which looked like a Milky Way, slowly became a half blue and half green ball, imitating the Earth. You know for sure these sparkles follow every word Angie says.
“Years by years life was getting stronger and started to explore the surface. They got new senses as smells, tastes, pain and even loneliness. And for now we are at their place.“
“The ones on those, humans, used their intelligence to cooperate with each other. It started with barters and bounty gifts. So eventually humans forgot that they are not the owners of all these goods they have.“
Canines and felines approached Angie. She closes her eyes and lovingly pets now glittering shells.
“So at present... humanity has no idea of how Atua’s dearest children might interact to be happy. Nya-ha-ha!“
As a human here you were confused. What is she talking about? Did your kind forget how to truly love?
“That’s why Atua ask us to remind others about love.“ You took some time to process. Without the regular parts of real life which you named before, what left? Movie nights? It still needs some expensive material supplies. Brief hugs or cuddles? Yes, but you can do this with anyone. But you can’t share a place and be a family with a total stranger, right? No, still about material... But how are you supposed to be a couple without material things? Or... is love equal to being a couple? That means--- 
“By giving our time and attention, by comforting and helping without waiting for a reward we create a better society. We share true love.“ Yonaga hugged herself. “How divine, nya-ha-ha!“
That’s just insane. You can’t understand her properly. She said you can give and take ‘love‘ by things related to anyone. So it’s not about the same place? Not about papers and status? 
“Atua is nowhere and everywhere at the same time and cannot be touched, but He loves His material parts of himself. He doesn’t pay for you, doesn’t work instead of you and will never marry on the Earth. But He always forgives and loves us, living creatures. So does Angie. From the bottom of her heart.“
‘Huh?’ You were caught off guard then she stared in your direction. “And Angie means it.“ She cupped your cheeks. “Angie loves you.“
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Pixel art of Miu with short hair looks cute.
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Random icons of freckled (don’t ask) pg!Keeboy. Gosh, that was fun. Feel no regret. 
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I’m not completely satisfied with results. Love it anyway. Tsumugi is ace and polyromantic. Shuichi is ace lesbian. They both are agenderflux! (polyamorus as bonus) Honestly I made this to help myself feel confident and comfortable. I love these beans so much and I am one of agenderflux guys.
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Twichi Ouchara. Describing how Shuichi feels for Tenko You were unconscious so many times, poor bean.
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