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#me #selfie #self #effyourbeautystandards #curvy #curvy girls #curvy women #cute #thick #thick girls #thicc girls #thick babe #babe #chubby #tumblr girls #girls #girl #girlblogging #chubby girls #spoonie #makeup #beauty blogger #thick women #adorable #sexy #pretty #thickness #beauty #nerdy girls #women

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#eclipse #moon #sun #sky

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#my baby boy #dogs #dog #doggo #dogs of tumblr #dogblr #golden retriever #baby #baby dog #doggy #pets #pets of tumblr #cute pets #my pets #spring

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heart-themed 'rosa' bench. this gives me cinderella vibes!

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“parkour"  I say as I roll to the other side of the bed 

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Oops up too late reading

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Hellelil and Hildebrand (The Meeting on the Turret Stairs), Frederic William Burton, 1864

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I really think living in Buffalo is getting to me… it’s too gloomy all the time. 3rd gloomiest city in the US.

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I had a bladder procedure done on Friday which I’ve had two times before but this time I woke up in a lot of pain. During the procedure they stretch my bladder, check for polyps as I’ve had them previously, and apply novocain. I woke up feeling like the devil was trying to crawl out my bladder. They gave me Tylenol and a small dose of pain med then sent me home. On my way home I was really dizzy and nauseous. When I got home my kidneys felt like they were being crushed and I was in agonizing pain. My mom was so nervous she said to call an ambulance so an ambulance brought me back to the hospital. I nearly fainted in the ambulance. They did an xray, bloodwork, and urine test but they said they think it was just from the procedure…. Since it went away eventually they sent me home and said to follow up.

It was honestly really scary and they said it’s just interstitial cystitis pain. I hate feeling like they didn’t check more just because they didn’t have to.

I woke up feeling like I had a terrible Charlie horse in my left calf as well and that’s still hard to even walk on, and my glands in my neck are swollen. Thankfully the kidneys feel better than before. I miss my old urologist he was my favorite doctor and he retired.

This new dr is nice but I’m not loving what happened.

I honestly don’t want to go to work tomorrow at all but if I don’t go I lose that money I need. I’m ready for changes that’s for sure. 🥺

#spoonie #multiple sclerosis #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic fatigue #interstitial cystitis #bladder control #ouchies #personal

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good evening to everyone except those who killed me when playing fuck marry kill

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you’re so sexy it’s not even fair. How’d you get so sexy?

The universe threw me a bone 🥹

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