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I’m going to put all my thoughts about you in one big text posts so I don’t clutter other peoples feeds because I’m considerate

#andrew

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I probably should keep drinking but I think I will have a big shot of vodka

#self destruction #no hope #no one will help or hear my cries for help

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I wonder what your Mom would say if I told her all the mental abuse you put me through on a daily basis maybe, “the grass isn’t always greener on the other side” like last time when I mentioned ending our relationship. She’s just as sick as You and Your Father.

Help me get out of this Situation. Someone please hear my Cries for Help.

Last time I asked for Help; when I wasn’t doing well Mentally and very Suicidal, what I got from my Mother was, “I don’t know what to do for you.”

Maybe take me to a Hospital???

She didn’t.

I Overdosed and ended up in a Coma for a Month and a Half with Severe Brain Damaged.

I am Begging Someone,

Anyone just to Guide me in the direction that is not where I’ve been stuck in for the past 8years please, ANYONE.

#mental abuse #gaslighting #emotional abuse #suicidal #medicate #alcohol #fighting #self love #abusive relationship #relationships #I never thought it’d happen to me #stokholm #stokholm syndrome #overdose #coma #death #sad #help

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Even the people who say they “care” about me and “/love/“ me are fed up with me.

Sorry for coming to you

Sorry for thinking I had a safe space to talk to you

Sorry for ruining things with my poor choices

#sorry #hurt #/-: #thots

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