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La Danse des Bacchantes by Charles Gleyre (1849)

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Illustrations from Edgar Allan Poe’s The Bells and Other Poems by Edmund Dulac (1912)

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Cathedral by Jenaro Pérez Villaamil

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Nereiden by Eduard Veith (19th Century)

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Illustrations for Acts III - V from Shakespeare’s Hamlet by John Austen (1922)

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Brainrot again

Guys I'm sorry I am trying to write for normal fics HSR but my brain turns off as long as its not about Welt , Sampo or Jing Yuan.

Like the brainrot I am having for these men is like insane. I need them to do unspeakable things to me especially Jing Yuan and Welt.

Jing Yuan oh god his calm demeanor, the confidence he carries himself with like he knows there is no one in the room stronger (cough larger cough) than him and he doesn't need to prove it . His relaxed cocky attitude but at the same time he is very calm and critical in his thinking oh god this man would break you without even loosing his composure I need him so bad. this man exudes that type of vibe that just makes you want to not even be a brat to him. He is a no nonsense guy but he will reward you if you behave.

Also the fact that his VA is literally Ono Daisuke like hello??? you expect me to resist him when he has the voice of Sebastian from BB????

Welt Yang with his like old wise man demeanor. Also the fact that he is the 2nd Herrscher of Reason, which basically means he is stronger than normal humans and probably has immense stamina oh god the contrast of his old man fatigued look and his godly powers is so hot. He just satisfies that part of my brain that is down bad for old looking men in glasses you who look like they have a overworked office job and then they come back home and the first thing they do is use you for stress relive ( cough Nanami cough).

Also bonus but welts jpn va is the same as Aren Kuboyasu from Saiki and I dont know if you guys know this he was literally my FAV anime crush like for 2 years I am so weak for this mans voice oh god. All these men have like my fav vas of all time it makes me even weaker for their characters.

#ania.rambles #jing yuan #honkai star rail #hsr #welt yang x reader #welt x reader #jing yuan x reader #sampo koski #jingyuan smut #welt smut #jing yuan smut #hsr smut #hsr brainrot #honkai starrail #welt yang #hsr jing yuan #hsr welt #welt yang smut

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Self-aware AU for Kaeya?

Note: Sorry this took time I had college stuff and I also wanted to complete Kaeya's hangout first? and I think that was the right move because it actually has a lot to do with fate and I think that inspired me a lot while writing this!!!!!

CW: nothing much?? a bit of yandere? minor spoilers for Kaeya's story. not proofread so might have spelling and grammar errors

As usual criticism and reblogs and highly appreciated ! please guys if you genuinely think some part can be a bit better i would love to know as i am trying to improve my writing!!

The day that kaeya realises that he was part of a video game, I think he would be very conflicted.

All his life he has tried to defy the ‘Fate’ of Teyvat and tried to overwrite his destiny and to suddenly discover that all his life is essentially planned from beginning to end for other people to ‘play’ and seek enjoyment?? Something about it infuriates him so much

But once he calms down and reorganizes his emotions, I think he would slowly start planning ways to break out of the prewritten story.

Subtly trying to get you to make certain choice in the story, trying to influence your actions.

If he cannot write his own destiny then he will make sure you will do so for him.

In his obsession to influence you I think he might slowly even start to get attached to you.

It feels wrong yes but slowly he realise you are essentially the only person in this ‘world’ who knows all about him, his conflicted family background, his relations with Khaenri'ah, the choice he would have to make, the sometimes questionable methods he uses to enact justice.

You and the only person who can see through his mask and maybe eventually when youre playing with just him he would slowly start letting his guard down.

However complicated the relation between you guys might be with him being trapped in a game and all, there is something so comforting about you knowing all parts of him and still loving his character or him being your favorite.

He doesn't want to admit it but kaeya actually do longs for genuine affection, especially after his father abandoned him, his adoptive father died and his falling out with diluc, the only person he was truly close to, you have one again ignited that warm feeling inside his chest.

Now depending on the scenario I can even see him becoming slightly obsessive, maybe if he sees you take his artifacts for some other character, or playing with someone else more.

Maybe he would try to force your game to choose him so that he gets to spend more time with you.

He might look for ways to reach you outside the game, after al he is slowly getting impatient having to wait everyday for you to log in. He thinks he he can become aware of you and of the game then there might be some way to escape the game reality??

He might also try to use your outsider knowledge of the games secrets to change the fate and basically use it to his advantage??

He might even add new voice lines in your game as if trying to talk to you, slowly changing his idles maybe even try to comfort you if you are sad. You would be confused at first, but Kaeya will not let you get away from him now.

You have given him a new purpose and advantage in his life and he will make sure you never leave him.

Self aware kaeya would both be angry at the predestined nature if the game and also grateful because now he can use it to his advantage to try to change the fate of Teyvat using knowledge from your archives. He is unsure about how to cope with the fact that he might be essentially just a fragment conjured by someone's imagination but at the same time meeting you was the best thing in his life and one day he will find a way to break out from the simulated reality of Teyvat and this game. After all Kaeya is nothing if not unrelenting and ambitious.

#ania.writes #genshin x reader #kaeya x reader #self aware genshin #self aware au #Kaeya au #kaeya alberich #genshin kaeya #fanfiction #genshin impact #kaeya x you #kaeya x y/n #kaeya hcs #teyvat

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Also to the person who requested a Caelus fic I feel so dumb but I literally speedran the entire hsr story cause I wanted meet his character and I still couldn't find him so I waited for so long and then I finally gave up and looked him up so that I could get a idea about his personality. And um. Caelus is the name of the male mc. I just........ never realized that, so I wasted weeks speedrunning the story wow I feel dumb

#ania.random #i am so dumb wow #hsr caelus #trailblazer #hsr

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PLS ANSWER ASKS 😭

Sorry besties I forgot about sem ends I promise I'll answer them after this week. Ew imagine having to write papers instead of 5000+ words smut for my fictional characters.

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Le Bain des Nymphes by Jules-Joseph-Augustin Laurens (1897)

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Writing Accessibility PSA

Please avoid using long strings of characters as line breaks in your writing - these are not screen reader/TTS friendly!

Every ‘°’ will be read as ‘degree’ - can you imagine how long it takes to read out a string of 25? Let alone more complicated combinations of characters (eg. imagine listening to TTS read out ~*~ |°| ~*~ multiple times per line break)?

A good rule of thumb is to stick with short, 2-3 character line breaks (eg. I don’t find — or *** too egregious to listen to). Your readers can tell there’s been a scene change whether you use two or twenty em-dashes, but if you use twenty, some of us might have to listen for 30 seconds to read the next scene. If you’re more concerned about aesthetics, you can insert an image of your aesthetically pleasing line break with alt text simply reading ‘line break’ for accessibility.

Don’t feel bad if this is something you’ve never thought about before - now you know better and can make your writing more accessible moving forward!

I would like to invite any other screenreader users to add their own thoughts or preferences to this post. We’re not a monolith and there’s a variety to how different softwares interact with repeating character strings and images with alt text, so there’s bound to be some conflicting opinions on what I’ve suggested above. Let’s try to make the stories we share accessible for everyone :]

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CW: nsfw thoughts ! Read at your own risk. Not proofread because I'm having a brainrot.

I have been having such disgusting brain rots about very specific scenarios with very specific fictional men.

Domestic brain rot with Nanami !

Just absolute hate fuck with Toji who would destroy you<3

Old man Welt yang who lets you take charge because he gets out of breathe and tired so quick, but you are so young and energetic so he lets you take the lead while he recovers his stamina so that he can go at it again<3

Neuvillette who knew that humans did have sex for reasons other than just reproductions, but never understood why, but after meeting you he cannot stop. You show him just how pleasurable it can be and now he cannot go even a single moment without dreaming about having fucking you! (he tells himself this is all so that he can better understand humans but he's lying to himself he is just addicted to you)

Absolute menace of edging Sampo who would keep mocking you and acting soooooo smug!!!

And secret Mean!Dom Jing Yuan who at first seems like a soft!Dom because he is not very loud or rough but he would just mock you and talk to you in such a gentle but condescending tone pretending to be clueless and act oblivious to your needs and then act surprised when you become too needy from all his teasing.

#ania.rambles #genshin x reader #smut #genshin smut #hsr smut #hsr sampo #sampo x reader #sampo koski #jing yuan x reader #hsr jing yuan #jjk smut #toji x reader #nanami smut #nanami x reader #toji smut #sampo smut #neuvillette x reader #neuvillette smut #wriothesley x reader #hsr welt yang x reader #welt yang #welt yang x reader #honkai star rail #genshin impact #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu nanami

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"I don't excuse the actions of this character--" well I do. I kiss them about it directly on the mouth. I think they should have done worse things. I think that would have been funny.

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Happy anniversary to Goncharov!! Released this day 50 years ago!!

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Nsfw Welt thoughts <3

I cant stop thinking about what a old man welt is. His gray hair, his speech style, the fact that he gets out of breathe so quick. The thought of him letting you take the lead because he is so exhausted but you are nowhere near satisfied so he just lays back down and lets you use him. He secretly loves this because he just loves to look at the expression o your face as you ride him. He still doesn't understand why you want a old man like him but he is not going to complain, especially when you look so hot using him like this.

I love old man Welt Yang so much 😥😥

#ania.rambles #hsr x reader #hsr welt #welt yang #honkai star rail #star rail #welt yang x reader #hsr welt yang x reader #blade x reader #jing yuan x reader #gn reader

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hello, can I make a Hurt/comfort request for Honkai Star Rail please? (Tw, Self Harm, Religious Trauma)

Jing Yuan finding reader walking around outside in the snow in the middle of the night, only wearing a white shirt, shorts and a large blanket scarf. (The shirt has specks of red, due to self harm).

Reader has had multiple breakdowns back-to-back in secret due to reliving religious trauma (ie. Being forced to pray and participate in services of the church that hurt them for the sake of work) and since they've had their major mental breakdown (self harm) are now out of it (kinda sad-yet-giggly mood in the self destructive way, thinking that they don't deserve good things and will never be 'clean' despite showering repetively (catholic guilt x100)) and now playing with the snow with their bare hands.

(If your not comfy, feel free to decline since it's pretty heavy, If you do the request thank you very much!)

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Note: Thank you for the request! I wrote this in a bullet point style instead of an actual fic because that felt better. Also I didn't focus too much on the religious trauma as I have had very little interactions with Christianity and was not brought up catholic so I don't have a lot of knowledge on the subject and I didn't want to misrepresent a heavy issue! I used more vague religious trauma, hope you like it!!! Also whoever requested this if you ever need to talk you can always talk to me!! take care of your mental health!

Not proof read!!

TW: This is a heavy piece. Warnings for self-harm, depression, mental breakdowns, religious trauma, blood. Please do not read if you think this might trigger you or make you relapse. Your health comes first, take care of yourself <

Jing Yuan found you wandering alone at night in the cold, your white shirt covered with specks of blood, eyes lifeless.

He said nothing as he gently carried you inside the house you guys shared, putting you down on the bed as he went out to get the first aid kit

He gently and expertly cleaned and dressed your scars and gave you some medication.

As a soldier he was no stranger to blood or wounds, so I think he would be very calm. At least, on the outside. On the inside he would be panicked and worried for you, but he understands that it would help you more right now if he was calm and gentle.

He has dealt with soldiers who have depressive episodes and trauma breakdowns so he would be very good at gently calming you down, making sure he doesn't trigger you more, continuously asking you if what he was doing was comfortable with you.

He would be very patient if you want to talk about it. And when you do open up to him about your religious trauma, he would be very patient as you tell him everything. He wishes he could go in the past and stop all these things from happening to you but for now he will assure it will never happen again. He will personally be your bodyguard and prevent anyone from your past who hurt you from reaching you again. You don't have to be religious any longer, he will respect your choice, encourage it even and if anyone dares to question your decision they will have to face the wrath of the general of the Cloud Knights.

He is mad at himself for not noticing the signs of your breakdowns sooner, and he tells you in the future you can come to him whenever you think it's getting bad again. He might even offer to help you use some kind of physical training as another outlet whenever you feel the urge to self harm creep up on you again, after all, he understands it's not as simple as just asking you to stop. 

If you share with him about you feeling self destructive and feeling as if you don't deserve good things, he will give you constant reassurances all the time about how much he adores you and how much you mean to him. Even if you sometimes become self sabotaging, Jing Yuan is prepared to fight for you until you give up and finally accept that you are good enough. And he is not a general who likes losing, mind you.

He would reassure you that you have not done anything bad and that you are not “dirty” or anything. Most of what religion brands as sinful is just normal human behavior, so he will slowly help you overcome your guilt and feel better !!

Overall, Jing Yuan would be extremely patient, calm and gentle with you. He understands healing is a long process, so good thing he has all the time in the universe, being long lived and all. He will help you every step in your journey and will always be there for you !

End note: Thank you so much for requesting! Also feel free to request heavy topics. I know a lot of writers feel uncomfortable by them but as a person who has had their fair share of mental health struggles I would always love to write comfort fics! It makes me incredibly happy if my fic helps someone through a episode, as even I have had fics like that for myself in the past!! 

#ania.writes #hsr x reader #jing yuan #jing yuan x reader #honkai star rail #hsr jing yuan #hsr #angst #jing yuan angst #self harm #blade x reader #dan heng x reader