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kpop-goestheweasel · 3 years

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Hi hi~! I was hoping for a mini scenario reaction to you being selectively mute b/c of being bullied your whole life. You're got7s gf and have been dating for a year and they've never heard your voice, but finally for their birthday you worked really hard to get the courage to say their name for the first time ever. This was a birthday surprise for them. Hope this made sense! Thank you❣️❣️

JB: Honestly, he’d be lying if he said that your relationship had been smooth, but it’s all the challenges you’ve both faced together that made it all the more special to him. The both of you had met through text after a wrong number mishap. He knew he should have just apologized and moved on, but there was just something about how quiet and lonely that night was that made him desperate to hold a conversation even if you were a stranger somewhere out there. Things just kind of developed from there. Lonely nights turned into hour long text conversations where both of you confided in one another until slowly feelings developed. He’d never seen your face, heard your voice, but he felt like he’d known you for years… and you the same. Finally, confessions were made and the time for you to meet came. It was then you had to make another confession of your own, one you were afraid would shatter everything. But instead of running, he accepted you with open arms. He made you feel so special and wanted and so badly you wanted to open up all the more for him, but habits die hard. You hadn’t spoken a word in so long, you were afraid your voice has been lost. And though you knew he so badly wanted to hear your voice, wanted to be able to hold conversations with you like a normal couple, he never pushed for you to change and there was nothing in the world that could have possibly meant more to you than his understanding.

It was his birthday and you were out with him and the other members of his group to celebrate. After everyone had finished their meal and the cake was served, and happy birthday had been sung, you tried to control your breathing as you prepared to give him the gift you’ve been working so hard on. Letting out a deep breath slowly, you took his hand to get his attention while everyone else chattered amongst themselves. As soon as he turned his attention to you, he gave you the sweetest, love-filled smile. Your heart instantly leapt at the sight and you found the last bit of courage you needed. “H-happy birthday, Jaebum,” you stuttered slightly, accompanying the words with a small, shy smile.

All your hard work definitely paid off as JB lit up before you. Never had you seen him smile so bright. Immediately, he pulled you into a tight hug before laying a gentle kiss on your forehead. “Best birthday present ever, thank you,” he whispered to you.

Mark: It was outside a fanmeet you met, an accidental chance happening. Neither of you happened to be watching where you were going and in that moment of inattention, you bumped into one another and your blouse ended up covered with a fresh coffee stain. Instantly, Mark apologized profusely while you did you best to shake your head and wave it off assuringly. But this chance encounter blossomed into something much more. He refused to let you leave without getting your number so he could pay to replace your shirt, and once you started texting, you both found a profound comfort in one another. A year later and your relationship has become one of envy. He accepted you as you were, easily understanding in your silence while you found solace in the way he always knew exactly what was on your mind and what you would say if you were to use your voice. You both just fit together without effort, finding a natural rhythm in the way you interacted that others surely could never comprehend. And it was perfect. But for his birthday, you wanted to give him something special. Though he never once had made any notion that you should change your silent ways, you knew deep down he ached to hear your voice. So in the days leading up to his birthday, you worked tirelessly on working up the courage to break your everlasting silence and show him just how much he meant to you.

After a long day out with the group hanging out and celebrating together, the two of you turned in for the night at your place for some quality time together to end the day. As the both of your changed into comfortable clothes and settled in for the evening, you anxiously looked for the perfect moment to surprise him with your gift. Finally, as you both had moved to the couch for a movie to wind down before bed, you watched as he scrolled through Netflix to find the perfect movie to end the day. Nibbling on your lip, you decided there was no better time than the present. Taking a deep breath, you let out the words: “Mark… I love you.”

His head turned so quickly at the sound of your voice, you were nearly concerned he had given himself whiplash. Gazing at you, his eyes had never been warmer or more affectionate than they were just then. A smile slowly spread over his face before he leaned to you and captured your lips in a breath-stealing kiss. “Can I hear it again?” he asked in a whisper, looking deep into your eyes, hoping he wasn’t asking too much. And of course, you couldn’t deny him his birthday request. With a smile of your own, happy to see your gift clearly did mean as much to him as you hoped, you repeated your words from before and earned another passionate kiss… the movie selection long forgotten.

Jackson: Fate was a silly little thing. But it’s fate that you attribute your relationship with Jackson to. A normal day of battling the crowds and just trying to get by turned into one of the best days of your life. Standing at the counter waiting for your coffee that you had ordered online, you were quite devastated when you watched some strange man grab the drink placed on the counter accompanied with your name being called and walked out of the store. Biting your lip, you weren’t sure what to do as you watched your drink walk away. You didn’t usually bother trying to get a caffeine fix from a shop, but today you were exceptionally sluggish and needed that pick-me-up.A gentle hand suddenly appeared on your shoulder before a handsome face stepped into your field of vision. “He didn’t look like a Y/N, but you do,” he commented, giving you a little smile. You could only smile back, wishing you had it in yourself to respond verbally, but that’s just not how things work for you.Without missing a beat, he instantly picked up on the situation. His welcoming smile never left his face as he recalled your drink and quickly purchased you another before you could deny. From there, everything just fell so perfectly into place. Jackson was the absolute perfect boyfriend that knew exactly what was on your mind, perhaps even when you didn’t. He was always so sweet and caring, putting you first… you wanted to do something special for his birthday, which also just so happened to be only a couple days after the anniversary of your first meeting. Since your relationship just kind of ended up evolving into what it was and there was never an exact date of when you had officially become a couple, you had decided that celebrating your first encounter was as close to an anniversary as you had, per se.

Since you both have never really had the chance to have a simple, cliche date amongst both of your busy schedules and hectic lifestyles, that’s exactly what you had planned for the evening. It was his first day off in a very long time and you had no obligations of your own to tend to, so it was perfect. Not to mention, you thought a little coffee date would be a cute little homage to how you had met.After you had both gotten your coffee and sat down, Jackson easily filled the silence by talking about his day, what was going on with the group, and his eagerness for upcoming plans. You couldn’t help but smile; he was always so good at filling the conversation without making things awkward with your silence. He was always so understanding and patient; he happily accepted you as you were and that meant everything to you. Finally, a comfortable silence fell over the both of you. This was the moment you were waiting for. Taking a deep breath, you released your voice into the world for the first time in so long. “Jackson, thank you… for everything. Happy birthday,” you spoke, smiling instantly as you watched the shock cover his face as he let the moment sink in.

His widened eyes quickly moistened with emotion before he stood and rounded the table, closing the distance between the both of you. Not caring about the others in the coffeeshop taking notice of his movement, he pulled you from your seat so you were standing before him and enveloped you in a tight hug. “Thank you, Bebe. You have no idea how happy you make me. This was the best birthday gift. Thank you,” he breathed.

Jinyoung: You both had met through friends on a little outing together. It had been a little group ‘date’ of sorts. Your friends were gathered with his friends; many were mutual friends, at a little bar to enjoy drinks and some food together. Instantly, he had taken notice of you sitting a few seats over across from one of his good friends. Though you didn’t speak, he could see the simple enjoyment softly etched in your features, and he found that so alluring.After the night ended and everyone parted ways, so couldn’t get you out of his head. For days, he asked around his group of friends to find out who you are and how he could contact you. Finally, he had found your best friend and convinced her, after endless promises to treat you well and assurances that his intentions were pure, to give him your number. Still, it took him a couple more days to work up the courage to finally send you a text he had spent hours mulling over to make sure it was just the right amount of flirtation and wit to not scare you away but would also perfectly convey his interest in getting to know you. And even after how much he had reworded that text to make sure it was just right, he still sat in cold sweats as he waited for your reply.From there, the rest was history. For days, you had both texted one another nonstop. And just like he had been so nervous to text you for the very first time, it took you a significant amount of buildup to tell him about your silence. All the anxiety you had over losing him before you even had him because of that part of yourself was quickly revealed to be unfounded as your friend had already informed him before giving him your number. He quickly and easily assured you that it wasn’t something that bothered him in the slightest and he was more than willing to pursue the connection you had to one another regardless of any flaws you thought you had.

A year later and you both were going strong. He truly proved to be an incredibly caring and attentive boyfriend. You couldn’t have asked for anything better; you were so grateful. With his birthday coming up, you were scrambling to think of the perfect way to wish him a happy birthday that would properly portray how much he meant to you. It was then that you decided that for part of his gift, you would finally reveal your voice to him. Unfortunately, he was out of the country on a tour for his birthday and you would not be able to be together for the special day, but you weren’t going to let that ruin your surprise. Once you had decided on the perfect gift, there was nothing else that would come close to being good enough. As you thought about how you would then deliver that present while he was away, you had decided a phone call would immediately come off as odd to him since you never called each other, but the idea of snapchat came to mind and you instantly knew exactly what you were going to do.After changing into the light blue summer dress that Jinyoung favored on you and perfecting your hair and makeup, you found the perfect spot with the lighting just right to record his birthday snap. It only took a couple dozen tries, but finally you felt like you got the perfect little video to send him. Sitting next to the window with the warm afternoon sun illuminating the soft highlights in your hair, you gave a little smile and recorded a little ‘Happy birthday Jinyoungie. I miss you!’. After saving it to your phone for safekeeping and in case he wanted to have it to rewatch in the future -knowing him, he definitely would- you braced yourself and sent it on its way across the world to him.Nervously, you watched as the icon changed to indicate that he opened it. It took every ounce of willpower to not chew on your nails, a nervous habit that Jinyoung had really worked with you on breaking. And only a few moments later, your phone rang with an incoming video call from none other than your boyfriend. Biting your lip, you nervously answered the call and instantly your screen lit up with a very joyous image of your lover. “Jagiyaaaa,” he instantly cooed. “You have no idea how happy you make me. You look so beautiful and your voice… You have such a beautiful voice. This is by far the best birthday present ever.” His gaze was soft and loving as he looked at you through the phone.

Smiling at his obvious happiness with the little present, you gave him a little extra to his present. “I love you.” You watched him melt all the other more on the other end of the call. Unable to help yourself, you giggled at how wonderful your boyfriend was and how happy you both made each other.

Youngjae: Funny how something as casual as an online video game could lead to a love like you and Youngjae found. What started out as friendly chatter over the server transitioned to chatting through personal messages which evolved to texting when you both found quite a bit of common interests and enjoyment in chatting. After some time, you both decided to finally meet. With all the chatting, he knew all about the bullying you had gone through and how it had led to a permanent silence; it wasn’t something that bothered him in the slightest. He had made it plenty clear that he was perfectly fine with you as you were and trivial things, like you not talking, was something he was happy to live with as long as he had you in his life. Even without words, he found no problem communicating with you anyway.

A year later and you’re both happily settled in a comfortable relationship. Youngjae has proved to be the sweetest and most supportive boyfriend and you couldn’t be happier. As his birthday approached, you had fretted over what you could possibly get him for his birthday to be special enough to let him know how grateful you are to have him. You had finally settled on an idea and tonight was the night to implement it as you would be celebrating his birthday with him after he was done with practice. To keep your intentions a surprise, you let him plan out the evening: A simple ice cream shop date. It was all perfect and Youngjae was as sweet as ever, walking you home after you both had gotten your fill of the cold, sweet treat. As you stood outside your apartment door, ending the night, you knew this was the perfect moment for your surprise present to him. “Happy birthday, Youngjae. I love you.”

As soon as the words left your mouth, Youngjae’s hands covered his wide smile as he loudly called out in absolute glee. You had definitely caught him by surprise in the very best way. “Jagi!” He swooned. “Have you been planning that this whole time?” The energetic happiness was infectious and you couldn’t help but to giggle as you nodded. “I’m so happy. You’re so perfect. This is the best birthday!”

BamBam: As much as you loved your job, there isn’t anything you’re more grateful for than the fact that it was your job that led you to BamBam. What had started out as just another gig assisting a photographer with his shoot, turned out to be one of the best days of your life and you didn’t even know it until several days later. As you scurried about the photoshoot, assisting with the props and the lighting, BamBam had instantly taken notice of the cute, quiet girl on the set. While you were busy and focused on your work while he was getting his makeup refreshed in between outfit changes, he couldn’t help but to ask about you. The makeup artist -another girl that had worked alongside you quite often- was more than happy to dish out every bit of information she knew about you. Though you would usually be quite annoyed being the topic of gossip, this time you were nothing short of grateful for the result that came from the gossip.

Once the shoot had concluded and everyone was busy packing up, yourself included. The idol approached you and was not shy about voicing how cute he found you and his eagerness to get to know you. Taken aback a bit with his sudden and quite surprising introduction, you were a bit hesitant about taking his number, and even more so about texting him even though he was quite charming and had made it quite clear he understood that you didn’t speak and he didn’t find that to be a problem in the slightest; he had gone as far as to chuckle and admit that he probably talked enough for the both of you already. And while you couldn’t deny an attraction on your end either, it took you nearly a week to finally work up the courage and send him a little text.At the time you had been so worried that it’d be terribly awkward because you had waited so long to reach out that you had nearly not bothered to do so at all, but looking back at it a year later, you couldn’t be any more grateful that you had.

You couldn’t believe over a year had passed since that day and it was Bambam’s birthday was approaching. After spending weeks with his mum planning a surprise birthday visit for his birthday, the day had finally come. And along with the surprise of his mum spending the special day with him, you also had another surprise planned for him when it was just the two of you alone.

The day had been absolutely perfect. You felt like your cheeks were going to forever be pained from smiling the whole day. The surprise on Bambam’s face when he saw his mum was more than worth it alone. From there, the rest of the day was just as perfect. You and his mum got on very well, making him all the happier to see two of the most important women in his life enjoyed one another. He felt on top of the world as he said goodnight to his mum before she left for the hotel she had booked for herself to stay for the whole week.Once she was gone, he turned his attention to you with a bright smile, thanking you for the surprise. He still couldn’t full express how grateful he was for everything, amazed by how thoughtful you were to have planned the day like this with his mum without him knowing. What he didn’t know, if you have one more surprise for him.

With a little grin, you couldn’t help but interrupt his little rant of happiness. “BamBam,” you spoke for the first time in your relationship, using the name his mum had bestowed on him. You giggled as it took him a moment to comprehend that you had just spoken. Cutting himself off, he momentarily stared at you in surprise, his mouth opened and closed a couple times as he fought to find the words to express a reaction in the moment. Giggling, you took it upon yourself to fill the silence. “I love you. Happy birthday,” you spoke, smiling brightly as he suddenly scooped you up and spun you around, too in his glee for words and opted for action instead.

Yugyeom: You were part of a special dance crew that often fills in as backup dancers for idols/idol groups from time to time; however, when you met him, you were practicing with your crew for a competition and he had come to help give feedback and choreography ideas since he was close to a few of the members of your crew. As you practiced with the crew, he couldn’t help but notice you and how impactful your moves and expressions were while you were so quiet. The whole practice, he couldn’t help himself from giving you a little extra attention, sweetly encouraging you and giving little pointers he’d hope you’d find helpful.After practice was over, he also couldn’t keep himself from shyly approaching and asking to exchange numbers with the offer of private practices together sometime. At the moment, you were flattered with the offer but you also couldn’t help but to feel a little hesitant about exchanging numbers since your silence could sometimes be a little off-putting to others. Luckily, one of your crew members had noticed the exchange and contacted him after he left to give him a little heads up on your background and silence to help the both of you avoid an awkward position in the future. Armed with that knowledge, he found himself all the more interested and honestly a bit eager to be beside you and be a voice for you. And in no time at all, that’s exactly where he found himself.

A little over a year later, you had been practically inseparable every moment you could be together. With his birthday approaching, you wanted to do something special for him to show him how happy and grateful you were to have him. After planning with his group and your own crew, you had worked out a plan with them to make sure the day would be as perfect as possible.As the day came, you informed him that you had an important practice that would extend most of the day and you wouldn’t be able to spend his birthday with him, but you had asked him to come at a certain time to at least get to spend a little lunch break with you. It took every bit of self control to not smile to yourself at the clear disappointment he had over not being able to spend his day with you, but he agreed to meet up with you and see you as much as he could.On the day, it seemed like your plan was playing out perfectly. When Yugyeom arrived, he was confused by how quiet the practice room was, and even more surprised and confused to see you’re the only one in the room when he walked in. That was when you set the first part of your surprise in motion. Giving him a loving smile, you stood up and closed the distance between him before releasing your voice for the first time “Happy Birthday, Yugyeom.”

Once the words left you, your crew and the others from Got7 entered the dance studio with cheers as Yugyeom hugged you, hiding his face in the crook of your neck, absorbing all the emotions from his surprise to his overwhelming love for you in that moment. “You planned all this?” he whispered, amazed by how everyone had been in on the surprise and he didn’t have a single clue to what was planned.

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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Waiting Room - Jungkook

It’s amazing how quickly life can change. Jungkook has surely had his share of dramatic changes throughout his short life, but none could have prepared him for the most recent roller coaster of a year. Above all, nothing could have prepared him for this.

The moment seemingly couldn’t have been any more wholesome. It was like the scene out of a movie as you worked together on the task of painting the nursery of your new shared home. Each of you sported little dabs on the cheek or nose from playful teasings. Then everything took a dramatic turn when you suddenly fainted. Jungkook felt like he suffered whiplash from the surreal change of emotions as he swooped her up in his arms and rushed you to the emergency room.

Everything seemed like a slow-moving blur as he sat in the waiting room replaying it all. How terrifyingly lifeless you looked in his arms as he held you all the way to the hospital. All the questions the doctor and nurses shot at him. He couldn’t help but to beat himself for not seeing the signs sooner. You had talked about the headaches, complained about the nausea, pointed out the swelling of your hands and feet… Hell, you had mentioned sudden vision problems as well. But you both had just shrugged off the signs as typical pregnancy problems. He should have brought you in to make sure, called someone, did even the littlest bit of research online… something! Now, he’s facing the very real possibility of losing everything.

Slouching in the hard plastic chair, Jungkook nibbled on his thumb nail as his mind reeled back even further back in time: the big change that put this all in motion. You were so nervous that night when he came over, you couldn’t even look at him as you so quietly announced the little life growing inside of you. It had been quite an unexpected change and he’d be lying if he said it hadn’t initially sent him into an internal panic. But dammit, even then, seeing how distraught you were, he couldn’t care less about anything besides you. After everything you had been through together and all the times you were there for him, it was his turn to hold you and support you and assure you everything would be okay.

Thinking about it now, he wished he could have been better, done better, even then. Though you had relaxed and accepted his reassuring words, he knew you still worried. He knew you knew he was truly panicking and unsure about how you were going to manage a little one coming into your lives. And for over four months, he caught your worried glances. By then, Jongkook was starting to settle into the idea as you started talking about names and looking for nursery furniture. Watching your body slowly change to accommodate that life, he felt himself growing all the deeper in love with you. He was amazed at how graceful you had been with the transition, how you seemed to naturally blossom into an expectant mother. He recalled watching you sit with your cup of tea in the morning, which you had replaced your usual coffee with for the sake of your baby, and the way you so lovingly rubbed the growing bump as you nonchalantly scrolled through your social media feed. He couldn’t help but to imagine how amazing of a mother you were going to be, so tender and caring. He was so happy for his future child and any others that may come later, and so proud that he got to call you his as he again fell deeper in love with you.

With all the love he had for you and all the excitement he shared with you over your growing family, it wasn’t until he first felt the baby’s kick and truly realized how very real it was, that he truly fell in love with that little life as well. He had seen the ultrasounds and heard the heartbeat, but there was something about feeling them more under his hand placed over your belly that just lit that fire in him. With the amazement and wonder etched in the features of his face, he looked up at your expectant gaze which instantly lit up with the most loving, beautiful smile he had ever seen just before you giggled at his goofy face and pulled him to you for a kiss. In that momentum he couldn’t possibly imagine being happier.

A sudden shiver ran down his spine as his thoughts returned to the present situation. He wasn’t sure if the chill came from the air or if the cold, empty feeling came from inside himself. What was he possibly going to do if he lost you? He could literally feel himself flying inside at the thought. He truly couldn’t imagine living in a world without you, and he certainly would never want to. You were his other half, truly the better part of himself. Which brought him to another devastating thought: What is your baby didn’t make it? It was much too early, your little one was supposed to stay safe inside you for several more weeks yet. Was it strong enough to survive this world already? How would he possibly find enough strength in himself to hold you together if you had to leave the hospital and return home with empty arms and empty hearts? How would he even hold himself together? He was so scared.

This wasn’t how it was supposed to be. You were supposed to live happily ever after. Everything was falling so perfectly into place… but now it was all falling apart. And Jungkook didn’t know how to fix it. How could he turn back time and properly take care of you? Why was he being punished so cruelly like this? He felt so damn helpless. He wasn’t able to protect you, to keep you safe and healthy. And now he was going to lose everything. As much as it petrified him to do so, he tried imagining how he would go on without you, without your baby, but everything seemed so dark and empty. What would he have to live for? He didn’t want to start all over. The thought of finding someone else exhausted and disgusted him. There was no other woman in the world that he could possibly love like he loved you, and no woman could love him like you did. How could he turn back time? How can he fix this?

“Mr. Jeon Jungkook,” the nurse called softly, pulling him from his despair. Now it was time for the moment of truth.

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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Girl Addition - ATEEZ

Anon: You're writing for Ateez now!? I've been following you for a long time and really love your content!! VOuld you do an Ateez reaction to a girl joining their group? I really have enjoyed all of those ractions you've done. Thanks!!!

Other versions: B.A.P // BTS // EXO // GOT7 // MONSTA X

Hongjoong: Our leader would be a little apprehensive at first, but also excited. He’s a little worried about how Atiny will react to the change as well as how the group’s dynamic may change with the addition as well. On the other hand, he is also excited to experiment with a female vocalist/rapper as her voice will give a new feel to the music which opens new doors for him to explore. As for personally he will keep his demeanor toward her as strictly professional when she first joins. He’ll be cautious for a while until he gets to know her better. He will also encourage the others to do the same, but won’t be too strict about it. He doesn’t want her to feel unwelcome, he just wants to get to know her and feel her out before he lets his guard down.

Seonghwa: Mama Hwa will come out as soon as our girl introduces herself. He will be much less cautious with her and put utmost effort into making sure she feels welcome. He will also be one to keep a watchful eye on the others and make sure they treat her well as well. It’s a big change for everyone, and he will do his best to make it a harmonious transition for members and fans alike.

Yunho: Much like Hwa, Yunho will be quite the welcoming party. He’ll immediately offer his friendship and keep a watchful eye out for her comfort. While Seonghwa may give a little more attention to the other members of the group, Yunho will make it a team effort and put his attention at easing any turmoil that may come on her end. He will be one of the first to offer a comforting shoulder or listening ear if/when needed.

Yeosang: This one will be much more on the leary side. 8 members was already a lot; the addition of a female member on top of that isn’t something he’s too sure about. When she comes, his shyness will come out above all else. He probably won’t speak too much around her and kind of low-key avoid her a bit until he gets to know her better and can be more comfortable around her. That being said, it sure won’t stop him from blunt comments toward other members if he witnesses any of them treating her any sort of way that displeases him. I think he’ll be one to get really close to her once he does get to know her and kind of confide in her when he’s feeling down or unsure about himself.

San: Another one that will offer a warm welcome. Always a sweetheart, he’ll easily warm up to her quickly and make her feel at ease. Between him and Yunho, they will make sure she never feels left out or inferior to the rest of the group, regardless of being the only female and joining after debut. San will take the time to get to know her and be the first to compliment her when she shines. He will be her biggest hype-man and help to get Atiny to welcome her and see why she is a good fit for the Ateez fam.

Mingi: I think Mingi will be curious above all else. At first, he’ll be a bit reserved, but still warm and friendly. I think she will bring out his shyness, though. He’ll find himself kind of stumbling over himself and getting his words jumbled on the tip of his tongue whenever she’s around. This isn’t so much because of any sort of feelings for her or anything like that - it’s just that he feels a little intimidated (per se) with her female presence. This phase will pass and I could really see him happily warming up to her once he gets to know her.

Wooyoung: To him, it’s not really that big of a deal. He’ll actually be more excited than anything. Having a girl around means having a female’s opinion about things that may be beneficial to his role in the group. That being said, he’ll easily make her comfortable with his humor, charm, and laid-back approach to getting to know her. However, this is also the member that will have the hardest time not shamelessly flirting with her. He wouldn’t mean anything with these little flirtations here and there, but the reaction of both her and the other members never fails to amuse him.

Jongho: Probably one of the most sensible when it comes to the addition. Instead of running with his own emotions or views on the change, he will set his attention to working with her on making it a position move for the team. He will be the first to offer practicing with her to help her learn the choreography and nail to vocal parts she may have. He’ll also remind her to take care of herself and not let certain other members get to her. Our sweet maknae will have the utmost professionalism with her and really work at getting her up to speed on the performance aspect of things (quite often with the help of San, I’m sure), but he will be a really sweet dongsang toward her and also help make sure she feels welcome amongst the group.

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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Thigh Riding

Anon: Monsta X reaction to their girlfriend asking if she can ride their thigh(s)?

Shownu: Initially, he’d get rather flustered and blushy, a bit taken aback by the unexpected request. Once he gets over his shock though, he’d give a little sideways grin and ask when and where. Whatever his princess wants, his princess gets.

Wonho: For a moment, he would blink and replay the question in his head to make sure he had heard correctly. With a little chuckle at himself as well as some amusement in how his girl wanted him, he’d oblige with a well-nourished ego.

Minhyuk: He will take a bit longer to get over his shock. He really was not expecting such a thing from his girl; and honesty, he might need her to explain just exactly what thigh riding entailed and why she wanted to do such. But all in all, he would have no qualms with the request and is open to trying out something new.

Kihyun: ‘You wanna do what?’ He’d be a little skeptical, not sure if he should take her seriously at first. After a few more questions, he’d have no problem once assured that it was something his girl really wanted to try out.

Hyungwon: A quick eyebrow raise as he processes the question and his own surprise, but this sassy brat will quickly grin and agree. Of course, his girl can’t resist every bit of him, and what kind of man would he be if he denied his woman what she wanted?

Jooheon: Perhaps the only member that may actually be too shy until a bit of convincing breaks him down. It’s an unexpected request and he’s a bit nervous about the experience being disappointing for his girl.

I.M.: She’ll hardly have to get the full question out. He’s down. He’s more than open to trying new things and the thought of getting to watch her enjoy herself in such a way is quite exciting for him.

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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Compliment Blushes

Hii! Can I get a bap reaction to their girlfriend blushing so hard every time they compliment her? Thank you~~

Yongguk: He will find it so endearing every time. Her modesty is very charming to him. He’ll smile so big and almost coo at how precious he finds her. But he’d also end up getting sentimental and sincerely assure her that each and every compliment she receives is well deserved.

Himchan: Sweet coos and teases every time, but he’d also lowkey scold her for not being able to take a well-deserved compliment. Mama Himchan wants his girl to be happy and know how wonderful she truly is!

Daehyun: All sorts of loud praise over how cute she is, surely to make her blush all the more. He’d follow up with practically smothering her to death with cuddles. If words of affection and encouragement left any doubts of how amazing she truly is, he’ll be sure to show her through actions what he thinks of her.

Youngjae: Oh, but of course he’ll never let her live it down. He’d point it out and tease her until she’d red enough to make a tomato jealous. Once she’s properly begged for mercy, he’d give a little sigh and gently scold her for being so modest.

Jonugp: Out of the group, he’d give the least reaction. With a tight-lipped smile, he’d find amusement in how cute his girl becomes when she blushes, but he also wouldn’t want to draw any further attention to it. It’s kind of lowkey his own little secret favorite things and he can’t help but to purposely say something to bring it out from time to time.

Zelo: Not sure who would be worse, Youngjae or our maknae. This one would get all sorts of giddy at how cute he finds her and aim to make her blush all the more with the way he excitedly coos at her over it. Proud baby boyfriend loves seeing his girlfriend slightly flustered when he compliments her.

#B.A.P #B.A.P reactions #B.A.P gif reactions #kpop reactions #kpop gif reactions #requested #i do not own the gifs

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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REQUESTS OPEN!!

It’s finally come, ya’ll! I’ve gotten myself on track and have things queued and ready to go! Reactions will be posted Tuesdays at 6PM Central Time :] Originals, scenarios, series updates and etc. will be posted intermediately as they are completed. I may be taking a lil’ poll in the near future for an interest check on some things.

I am now accepting REACTION requests for: Ateez, B.A.P, BTS and TXT!!!

**I’m still working on scenario/drabble/etc. requests; until I am caught up with those, requests for those will remain closed.

Also, the Masterlist has been updated and pinned on my page for ease of access. I plan to also be updating my theme in the near future as well.

#update

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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Ex’s Hoodie

Hey, I saa reactions are open, so I was wondering if you could do one for exo and bap where their gf is wearing her ex's sweatshirt please? Thank you and take your time ❤ I know I’ve taken a hella long time with this, but I’m really going to try to get weekly updates coming out. My sister has started classes, so while she’s studying and whatnot, I’m going to try to focus on writing. I can’t make any promises, but that’s the intent. Anywho... Here’s the B.A.P portion of the request. EXO shall be coming later [:

Yongguk: If others are around when he notices, he won’t say anything right away… but the first chance he gets, he’ll calmly and maturely approach her about it. He’d be cautious about how he brings it up and what he says, not wanting to make her feel bad about it, but wanting to let her know that it makes him uncomfortable and quite insecure. All in all, he’d want to be open and honest with her as he really puts priority on communication in their relationship.

Himchan: So much NOPE! He’d instantly confront her about it. (Granted, not in front of others.) He’d get a little more heated and confrontational about it. He certainly would try to be sparing with her feelings, but his own emotions would kind of get the best of him. After he chills a bit, he’d approach it with a much more level head and offer a bargain of either buying her a new hoodie of her choice, or the opportunity to raid his closet for something to replace the hoodie… but he’d be pretty damn animant that she will be getting rid of that old hoodie.

Daehyun: He’s a little more comfortable in the relationship. It doesn’t bother him so much that it’s her ex’s hoodie that gets him, but there is a part of him that’s a little lowkey bothered by her wearing another guy’s hoodie… it being an ex doesn’t help, though. His jealousy is in seeing her in a hoodie that’s not his. That being said, he’d be rather lighthearted in the way he approaches the topic, asking if there was a reason she kept and wore that particular hoodie. He’d be lowkey about feeling out if he should be worried about lingering feelings. At the end of it, he’d remind her that he had half a closet full of hoodies that she’s more than welcome to take advantage of, with the added bonus of them smelling of him.

Youngjae: If Himchan is ‘NOPE’, his fella is ‘HeeeeeEEEEEEeeeeeeeell No!” His girl vacn expect an onslaught of ‘tude as soon as he sees her in such attire. 0-100 in offense in .02 seconds. He’s going to be quite an unhappy panda for a while as his ego takes a pretty hard hit. Honestly, he probably isn’t going to be very reasonable or vocal until the hoodie is gone. Then, after a bit of time to cool and collect himself, they can finally have a discussion about how and why he feels such a way. For him, it’s not soooo much a jealousy thing, but rather a pride thing. Seeing his girl wearing another guy’s clothes feel like a low blow and he’d not be able to think rationally through this emasculating feeling.

Jongup: This lovely fella would be so chill and comfortable/confident with the relationship, that he probably wouldn’t notice until one day they’re together. He’ll just kind of casually comment on it or ask about the hoodie he didn’t realize she had before. When informed that it belonged to your ex, he’d be a little surprised and maybe experiences a brief moment of worry, but he’s otherwise unphased. He would just figure she must find it comfortable or something if she still had it.

Zelo: At first it’s not something that will bother him too much. He’ll notice and tell himself that it’s nothing and she probably has some reason she kept it and wore it, but as time passes, it’ll start to eat him up inside as he begins to get caught up in his own thoughts. ‘Did she wear it to lowkey tell him something’ ‘Does she still have feelings for him that she’s why she still has it?’ ‘Is she unhappy with him and doesn’t want to wear his stuff because she doesn’t want to be ‘his’?’ These thoughts would slowly start to consume him until he finally can’t take it and has to confront her to maintain his sanity. He’ll do his best to be mature in his way of approaching her about it, but his frazzled nerves might make it a rather tense conversation to begin with until he’s assured he really has nothing to worry about.

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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monsta x short scenario reaction to seeing their s/o being too short to reach/get something

Whoop! I’m finally back at it! Hope ya’ll staying safe and doing alright. Requests are open for Ateez and B.A.P. Unfortunately, I have retired other groups I have done in the past, but I will be posting requests received before yet.

Shownu: A little teasing every now and then, but doesn’t even need to be asked to help. Will kindly get you a small ladder so you can keep your independence and help yourself when he’s not around

“Who would do such a thing?” You grumble to yourself as you stand on the very tip of your toes and lean against the fridge as you try to reach the stupid box of sugary cereal that someone had been kind enough to PUT AT THE VERY BACK OF THE TOP OF THE FRIDGE. You managed to be able to touch the box with your fingertips, but it only teasingly wobbled from side to side as if taunting you of your struggles. “You little-”Before you managed to fully curse the jerk of a certain crunchy captain, a wild little step ladder appeared at your feet. With wide eyes, you followed the arms that had placed the helpful little contraption there and found your very handsome boyfriend smiling back at you with more amusement in that smile than you liked, but you certainly couldn’t scold him for it as he had offered something so incredibly helpful to you.“When did you get this?” you questioned, giving him an appreciative little smile.Returning to his full height from his crouched position, he continued to grin at you. “I just got back from the store now. I kind of figured with the tour coming you could use a little help with a certain disadvantage of yours that I won’t be here to offer.”

Wonho: Giggles every time. Doesn’t help right away because it’s cute to watch you struggle

You were helping with decorating for a surprise party for another member. You weren’t sure whose bright idea it was to put you in charge of streamers, but as you stepped back from your handy work, you couldn’t help but pout at how pathetically low you had hung them on the wall regardless of how far you had stretched to get them higher. With a little sigh, you returned to trying to fix them, jumping against the wall to try and hang them higher. A deep pout immediately formed over your lips as you heard a very distinct giggle from behind you. Glancing behind yourself, you casted a heated glare at your boyfriend who then transitioned from giggling to full-on laughing at your misfortune. “Ya!” you scold him with a little huff before returning to your impossible task. Again, you jumped, trying to pin the streamers higher, but only accomplishing to hang it quite crookedly. You sighed and pouted at the poor job you’ve done before a pair of arms encircled you from behind.“You have no idea how cute you are. I can’t handle it,” Wonho lowly murmurs in your ear, earning a little smile from yourself, regardless of how mad you want to pretend to be with him. “Teamwork?” He offered, turning you slightly to look at him, a little grin still playing on his lips before he placed a quick kiss on your warm cheek and let go of you to bend down and offer his shoulders for you to hop and and gain his height with your own.

Minhyuk: Fanboys and teases in the cutest way because he finds it utterly adorbs

Moving into a new apartment is always an experience full of excitement and stress. Currently, you’re facing the stress as you task yourself with hanging the decor in your living room. Minhyuk had been kind enough to hang the shelf above your entertainment center for you, but unfortunately, he happens to be significantly taller than yourself and you find that even on tiptoe, you cannot quite reach to safely place your decor on the shelf. Giving up, you whine and stop your feet childishly at your own shortness.That sweet boyfriend of yours just so happened to have had walked into the room just in time to see your struggle and defeat. Immediately he scurries to you with a bright smile and throws his arms around you as he coos about how cute you are as he squeezes you a bit too tight. “I have the cutest girlfriend in the world,” he cooed before lifting you off your feet and swinging you from side to side like a life-size rag doll. Unfortunately, he’s so caught up in his little fanboy moment that the decorating has been momentarily forgotten.

Kihyun: Light-hearted teasing, but will help as soon as you ask - but only when you ask

Sticking your tongue out, you practically danced on your tiptoes trying to keep your balance as you reached for the toaster on the upper store shelf. Next to you, Kihyun watched with furrowed brows and a tilted head. “What’s wrong with the dozens of toasters right in front of you?” he questioned in confusion.With a little sigh, you dropped to your flat feet and gave him a little pout. “I want it in that color,” you whined, instantly earning yourself a hearty laugh from him. “Seriously?” He continued to laugh. “So much effort for a color,” he teased, only to receive a little glare.“Red goes with the other appliances I have. Blue or that weird grey would just stick out weirdly.” You gave a little sigh knowing very well you weren’t going to get what you wanted until you asked. “Can’t you please grab it for me?”Shaking his head at your cute logic, he reached up and easily plucked the boxed appliance off the shelf and handed it to you with a little tease. “Should have eaten your Wheaties.”

Hyungwon: Pretends to be annoyed every time he needs to help you, but lowkey loves being your knight in shining armor

Hyungwon was in the other room when he heard a distinct crash of several things falling along with a little yelp from his little lover. Immediately, he dropped what he was doing to make sure a certain someone hadn’t managed to hurt themselves. As soon as his eyes landed on the sight of you on the floor surrounded by an avalanche of items from the closet, he placed his hands on his hips and gave a little sigh. “What have you done?” he scolded lightly, a little hint of amusement in his tone as he approached you.Pouting at your misfortune, you silently pointed up to the top shelf where the dang blanket remained after everything else had come crashing down around you.Shaking, his head, he gave a little chuckle under his breath and offered a hand to help you up. Once you were on your feet, he grabbed the blanket and handed it to you. “Go get the movie ready. I’ll clean this up and be right there. The popcorn should be done,” he told you, giving a little raised brow warning look before you bothered to argue. “What would I do without you?” you grinned, unfolding the blanket and wrapping it around yourself before scurrying off to the kitchen to grab the popcorn for your movie night.

Jooheon: Teases galore! You almost regret every time you have to ask for help because he definitely makes a point to tell you you’d be hopeless without him

Pintrest very well may be the death of you. All the cute aesthetic things that you can’t help but to try to recreate yourself currently had you standing on your bed as you reached up trying to hang the dang fairy lights to create the beautiful glowy ambiance you’ve seen so many times. Of course you had gotten so excited over the purchase of the perfect little lantern looking lights, that you had forgotten a particular problem: even with the height of your bed beneath you, you were still a good foot short of reaching the perfect spot to hang the dang things. Why were you cursed with such a tiny little frame? Glancing to your bedroom door, you pouted at the thought of what was to come as soon as you asked your boyfriend for help. But what other choice did you have? You needed the ambiance! “Heonnie!” You whined out, still pouting as he peeked his head around the doorframe. It only deepened all the more as you watched that stupid grin spread across his face as he observed the situation.“Awww… my itty bitty girlfriend needs the help of her big, strong man?” he instantly started with the teases. If you weren’t busy holding up the lights against the wall, you would have facepalmed. Giving a little chuckle at your scowl, he closed the distance between you. Stepping onto your bed, he took over hanging the lights for you, asking questions to make sure they were hung just right. Once the task was finally complete, the both of you stood by the door and admired the soft glow the lights cast over your room. “Looks good. What would you have ever done without me?” he grinned cheekily, pulling you into a sideways hug.

I.M.: Basically refuses to help because watching you struggle is one of his greatest points of amusement. How does this jerk remain loveable?

A small whimper left your lips as you stretched as high as you could, wiggling your fingers in hopes you could just happen to touch one of the cutest plushies you’ve ever seen and send it falling down to your own, or at least into your reach.I.M. stood behind you, pursing his lips as he watched your struggle. He was torn between being amused with your failed efforts and being salty with the idea of another stupid plushie getting to be cuddled in your arms instead of him. “You literally have dozens of plushies. You hardly need another one,” he sighed, remaining firm in not lending a hand.Turning to him, you gave him your biggest puppy-dog pout. “But that one is sooooo cute and looks sooooo cuddly,” you whined in response, hoping he would find a weakness for your little attempt at aegyo. Unfortunately, you only received a head tilt and raised brows as he silently questioned if you really thought you needed it. “You literally have a boyfriend right here that’s more than happy to cuddle,” he reminded you. Giggling slightly, you nodded and quickly closed the distance between you and him, wrapping your arms around him. “Have I been neglecting you? I’m sorry,” you cooed. “I’m just thinking about the times you’re away and I’m left with no one to cuddle but the plushies,” you added, smirking to yourself, knowing he would be weak to that. Grinning proudly to yourself, you wanted from the store hand-in-hand with your man while you carried a bag with your new present in the form of a cute, cuddly plushie, proving that two can play his game… and you’ll always win.

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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Hello love your username, do you accept Monsta X request? ❤

Thank you! 😊

I have retired Monsta X from the groups that I write for, but I may be willing to make an exception if the request prompts some inspiration.

#that exception can honeslty be applied to all groups I have written for before

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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B.A.P!expectant fathers - Youngjae

Yongguk | Himchan | Daehyun | Youngjae

- During this time, his sensibility will really shine through

- Once he learns his wife is carrying their child, he’s going to be all sorts of excited, but he’s also going to want to be very logical about how they both move forward with everything

- He will like to be prepared for everything that is to come, and that for the most part means being informed as far as what to expect

- On that note, he’ll be all about reading pregnancy books and watching all kinds of shows or videos about pregnancy, labor, birth and early childhood development, but getting him to any kind of parenting class is a different story

- He will be quite the breagger, telling all his close friends and family about what a good job he’s done

- He’ll also brag about how great his wife is, how amazing she’s handling the pregnancy and all the changes

- But he’ll do this in front of her as a lowkey way of complimenting her without doing so outright

- Don’t expect him to drastically change his habits around the home, but he will put in a liiiiiittle more effort so his wife can relax a bit more

- That being said, every now and then he’ll give her a special day where he spoils her with cleaning the whole place, cooking dinner and giving her a wonderful full-body massage to really help her feel relaxed and special

- Honestly, those ‘special’ days will probably be a result of him seeing her struggling/having a hard time, or to make up for snapping back to one of her mood swings and making it worse

- He’ll check in daily if/when he’s away, making sure she’s eating and sleeping well and genuinely taking good care of herself. He’d do this even before the pregnancy, but there’s a notable change in his level of worry even though he tries to hide it

- Though he’ll understand the mood swings and raging cravings are a natural part of the process, he probably won’t take them as gracefully as Yongguk in the moment. Again, he’ll do his best to make up for this after

- His way of announcing the pregnancy will probably be in a live or public gender reveal of sorts. He’ll want others to share in his joy and excitement, while also appreciating his privacy

•Overall: Youngjae is going to keep things like and somewhat playful throughout the pregnancy. He’ll keep to his jokingly confident self and kind of tease his wife here and there about things while also keeping a lowkey eye out to make sure she’s comfortable and taken care of. His excitement will come out in spontaneous, deeper conversations of what his hopes and dreams for the little one are. Honestly, though he knows it’s coming and can see all the changes his wife has already made and gone through, the full reality of it all doesn’t quite hit him for a while. But as the pregnancy progresses and it all becomes a little more real to him, he will really start to settle more into the idea of a very happy future with the woman that managed to steal his heart.

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kpop-goestheweasel · 4 years

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Hii❤ I wanna request a drabble with Kihyun from Monsta X pls~ The quote: "Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don't" A kinda break up angsty one(?) Thank you!!

I can’t tell you how horrible I feel about taking soooooo dang long to finally complete this. I’ve honestly been working on it for the longest time, but I couldn’t never find quite the right feeling for it until now. I’m so sorry for the inexcusably long wait.

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Three hours. Another broken promise.

But this time, instead of feeling disappointed or angry, you just feel… oddly relieved in a way. For so long you felt like you had been holding your breath, waiting for this time to come and now that it’s finally made it to this point, you’ve already had your time to mourn the loss before it had even come. It was certainly much easier to do in his absence, and you’ve had plenty of that.

Putting the last of his things in a box, you give a soft sigh before standing and moving to your living room. Another sigh left you as your phone dinged again with another ‘happy birthday’ from a friend, but still not a word from the one that you were supposed to be most important to. That thought was just another brick in the wall you were slowly building around yourself. Surely you would need that barricade for when he finally did show up; which he would, with an abundance of apologies and excuses. But this was the last time you would hear them. This is the last time you were going to let him let you down. This was the last time you were going to let yourself fall for his empty promises.

As if on cue, there’s a knock on the door before you hear the jingle of keys and it’s quickly swung open. “Jagiya! I’m so sorry. We had a meeting that ran la-” His words quickly evaporated as he took in your expression. His eyes moved to the box that sat before you on the coffee table. He could feel the tension, but this was different than before. You weren’t crying, you weren’t yelling… you were just staring at him with an empty frown. “You know I didn’t mean to forget. I called the restaurant and they’re happy to accomodate for us in an hour, so you have time to get ready.” He swallowed hard. You were already in pajama pants and a tee-shirt, but not one of his like you always wore to bed. Your hair was still wet from a recent shower. Clearly you had already resigned for the day.

A breathy, humourless little laugh left you as you shook your head. “It’s over Kihyun.”

You watched his brows furrow before he checked his watch. “Not quite, there’s still a few hours left,” he replied, flashing you a little sheepish smile. You could only stare at him and shake your head slightly. You wondered if he was just playing daft or if he really couldn’t read the room. Honestly, it upset you even more. He really wasn’t going to let this be easy, was he?

Shaking your head, you did your best to keep your expression straight. “Not my birthday. We’re over. I’m done. Please just take your things and leave.” Picking up the box beside you, you crossed the room and held it out to him. Your gaze remained strong, your mouth held in a straight line, revealing no emotion as he glanced between you and the box. His expression, on the other hand, showed each and everything thought as he processed them. You were always able to read him like a book and even now was no different.

“Come on. Let’s not be so over dramatic. There’s still plenty of time-”

“No, Kihyun. Not anymore,” you interrupted him, shaking your head and thrusting the box at him, urging him to take it. Instead, he just stared at it. “I’m done with the excuses. I’m done with the broken promises. I’m done being on the back burner and forgotten. We’ve been through this a thousand times and I don’t have it in me to do this dance anymore. ‘Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don’t. I can’t sit here and wait around for you anymore. I’m tired of not being important enough to be remembered. Each broken promise broke off a piece of my heart and now there’s nothing left there for you anymore. I will never be able to love you like I did before, there’s nothing left to try and fix. It’s too late and all that’s left to do is go our different ways from here.”

It would be a lie to say you felt nothing as you watched him shatter before you, as you watched his lip tremble while he searched for words to say, as you watched the first tear race down his cheek. Bit what you felt wasn’t love anymore, it was just pity.

You knew he had tried. You knew balancing his job with this relationship had never been easy for him, but you also knew he had taken your forgiveness for granted time and time again. You knew nothing was going to change and there was truly no future for the two of you, this was the inevitable end of what once was. Truly, the last thing you wanted to do was hurt him, but you were so tired of being hurt by him. And you also knew he never meant to, he never meant to leave you lonely, he never meant to break all those promises. But it was easier to disappoint you and let you down then all the fans and his group. It was easier to ask for your forgiveness than it was to apologize to the PD for missing an important schedule. You tried to be okay with that. You tried to remind yourself that you knew what the relationship would be like before things even started, but a person carries with them only so much forgiveness before that well runs dry. How was a relationship going to work if one party could never depend on the other? Maybe all those missed dates were small things at the time, but over the years it’s all added up and it’s taken its toll. All your time left alone has burned out the fire you felt for him and it’s left your heart cold and empty.

He stood before you for a long, awkward moment, staring at the box before taking it. “Are you sure this is what you want?” Slowly, he raised his gaze to meet yours and you saw the hope turn to defeat in his eyes. He could see there was no point in fighting, there was nothing left to fight for. You didn’t even have to utter a word and he knew. His Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed the lump in his throat and fought back the bubble of emotion. He could fight with everything he had and even if he managed to convince you to take it all back and give him another chance, things would never be the same. Your eyes didn’t hold that light in them like they used to, and he knew that was his doing. All this time he had taken you for granted, put everyone and everything else before you only to come crawling back to you with apologies and promises that it wouldn’t happen again, that it would change, that he could love you better. He knew you understood his job and the responsibilities, but he also knew he had pushed you away with all the empty promises and there was no one to blame for that but himself. He had lost you, let you slip through his finger like sand while he barely even tried to hold on until it was too late.

Taking a deep breath he gave a nod, his eyes darting everywhere but the box, knowing that seeing all the things neatly packed inside that held so many memories would only lead him into begging for more chances he didn’t deserve. He knew it burst his heart that was already shattering. Licking his lips he brought himself to gaze at you one last time, to finally see what he had done to the woman he had claimed to love so much, but let down so far. He had been so caught up in himself, that he had failed to see what he was really doing to you until now, and he couldn’t hate himself more for it. “I’m sorry. For everything. For all the broken promises and all the times I’ve let you down. I understand there’s no fixing it now. I understand it’s gone. I just want you to know I didn’t mean for it to be like this and I’m truly sorry.” So badly he wanted to also tell you that he still loved you and truly believed he always would, but he knew you well enough to know that was the last thing you needed to hear from him at this point. The best thing he could do for you now is hold his tongue and cut the ties while your reserve was still strong. Dragging things out even further, throwing words that would only fray the cord would do nothing more than destroy the clean cut you were clearly deserving of.

“I truly wish you all the best and all the happiness I couldn’t give to you.” His gaze dropped as he uttered the words, tears stinging his eyes as he turned from you.

He had been thoughtful enough to leave the key you had given him on the small table beside the door before he left. The sound of the door closing behind him resonating through you as that chapter in your life came to an end.

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