iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

happy birthday to me

#kms #girlblogging

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

its my birthday tmr

#kill me now

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

im not gonna sit here dwelling on this guy i dated for 6 weeks 6 months ago, im gonna find someone fucking worth it

#girlblogging

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

IDK WHICH SIDE I AM PROBABLY CENTRAL RIGHT IDKAHEISGFRBEJEIEIEEJEBBEJWKW IT CHANGES DEPENDING ON HOW I FEEL UFJGFGJTOWOHSSNENRNHDFEH

Im probably more on the right side. Wbu? ☺️

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

basically.

i had double spanish p1+2 today

and im on my period

and i was looking in my bag for some pads

and my spanish teacher was staring at me

and i put the pad in my pocket where my phone is and i accidentally clicked play on my music on my phone

and let down by radiohead was blasting

so my teacher asked me for my phone and i said no

and then she said "oh but u were on ur phone earlier" like no i wasnt be quiet making excuses fr

and she still asked for it like why do u want my phone so bad

and then i asked her to go to the toilet and she said no

so i told her i was on my period and she said no

so i walked out

(this is the same crazy woman i was yapping about the other day in that post i wrote in spanish)

#mujer loca #crazy woman #fuck school #school is a bitch #high school #spanish #not a girls girl #period #radiohead #ok computer #let down #cunt #girlblogging #soft grunge #english literature #mentally fucked #writers on tumblr #poetsandwriters #heartbreak #sewer slide #depressing poem #young poets #mentalheathawareness

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

today is going to be shit👍

#kill me now

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

update 3: i think i fixed it for good this time

im so pissed off becauss yesterday i wore a necklace and a few bracelets to school because (1) they look nice amd add some flavour to the boring arse school uniform and (2) i have really awful anxiety and i tend to like fidget with my jewellery when im nervous

so i was on my way to reception to ask for some pads during second period english and i got stopped by this male PRE teacher who told me to take my necklace off, so i just mimicked the movement of taking it off as i walked off because i couldnt be arsed.

when i was on my way back to english, he was chatting away to my female PRE teacher about exams, he stopped mid sentence to shout at me, saying "i thought i told you to take it off," and i was like "yeah but like i still have it on because i have nowhere to put it and rhen when i get back to lessons i can put it in my bag," and then he confiscated the necklace and then said that he wouldnt put on a consequence point for incorrect uniform.

at the end of the day i went to reception to retrieve my necklace. all of the confiscated jewellery are put in envelopes but the teacher who confiscated it from me folded a small piece of paper in half and then stapled the edges together with the necklace inside.

i went to my afterschool rehearsals and the drama teacher was like 20 mins late, and i was trying to put my necklace back on but then i realised that it was broken. that teacher broke my necklace. so i went to go find that teacher to ask him what the fuck he has done with my necklace but he wasnt in his classrom.

so i was on my way back to rehearsals and me and my best friend were pissed off about it and we ran into our female form tutor. she was like "are you okay " so i was like "mr _____ broke my necklace " and she was just like "oh you shouldnt have worn it in the first place - you're still wearing jewellery" and "are you sure you didnt break it when you took it off" and i walked off and burst into tears

and apparently its legal for teachers to break something confiscated from students which is pretty fucked up imma have a chat with rishi sunak about that

anyways sorry for not posting in ages um i hope you enjoy my rant about these bitches at school

#girlblogging

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

update 2: it broke again

im so pissed off becauss yesterday i wore a necklace and a few bracelets to school because (1) they look nice amd add some flavour to the boring arse school uniform and (2) i have really awful anxiety and i tend to like fidget with my jewellery when im nervous

so i was on my way to reception to ask for some pads during second period english and i got stopped by this male PRE teacher who told me to take my necklace off, so i just mimicked the movement of taking it off as i walked off because i couldnt be arsed.

when i was on my way back to english, he was chatting away to my female PRE teacher about exams, he stopped mid sentence to shout at me, saying "i thought i told you to take it off," and i was like "yeah but like i still have it on because i have nowhere to put it and rhen when i get back to lessons i can put it in my bag," and then he confiscated the necklace and then said that he wouldnt put on a consequence point for incorrect uniform.

at the end of the day i went to reception to retrieve my necklace. all of the confiscated jewellery are put in envelopes but the teacher who confiscated it from me folded a small piece of paper in half and then stapled the edges together with the necklace inside.

i went to my afterschool rehearsals and the drama teacher was like 20 mins late, and i was trying to put my necklace back on but then i realised that it was broken. that teacher broke my necklace. so i went to go find that teacher to ask him what the fuck he has done with my necklace but he wasnt in his classrom.

so i was on my way back to rehearsals and me and my best friend were pissed off about it and we ran into our female form tutor. she was like "are you okay " so i was like "mr _____ broke my necklace " and she was just like "oh you shouldnt have worn it in the first place - you're still wearing jewellery" and "are you sure you didnt break it when you took it off" and i walked off and burst into tears

and apparently its legal for teachers to break something confiscated from students which is pretty fucked up imma have a chat with rishi sunak about that

anyways sorry for not posting in ages um i hope you enjoy my rant about these bitches at school

#i give up

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

update: i found that necklace today and with my jewler experience (making friendship bracelets for the eras tour movie) i actually managed to fix it which im happy about. im wearing it rn

fuck that teacher tho imma be wearing that necklace to school now every day. he cant mess with me, i fixed my necklace he broke.

im so pissed off becauss yesterday i wore a necklace and a few bracelets to school because (1) they look nice amd add some flavour to the boring arse school uniform and (2) i have really awful anxiety and i tend to like fidget with my jewellery when im nervous

so i was on my way to reception to ask for some pads during second period english and i got stopped by this male PRE teacher who told me to take my necklace off, so i just mimicked the movement of taking it off as i walked off because i couldnt be arsed.

when i was on my way back to english, he was chatting away to my female PRE teacher about exams, he stopped mid sentence to shout at me, saying "i thought i told you to take it off," and i was like "yeah but like i still have it on because i have nowhere to put it and rhen when i get back to lessons i can put it in my bag," and then he confiscated the necklace and then said that he wouldnt put on a consequence point for incorrect uniform.

at the end of the day i went to reception to retrieve my necklace. all of the confiscated jewellery are put in envelopes but the teacher who confiscated it from me folded a small piece of paper in half and then stapled the edges together with the necklace inside.

i went to my afterschool rehearsals and the drama teacher was like 20 mins late, and i was trying to put my necklace back on but then i realised that it was broken. that teacher broke my necklace. so i went to go find that teacher to ask him what the fuck he has done with my necklace but he wasnt in his classrom.

so i was on my way back to rehearsals and me and my best friend were pissed off about it and we ran into our female form tutor. she was like "are you okay " so i was like "mr _____ broke my necklace " and she was just like "oh you shouldnt have worn it in the first place - you're still wearing jewellery" and "are you sure you didnt break it when you took it off" and i walked off and burst into tears

and apparently its legal for teachers to break something confiscated from students which is pretty fucked up imma have a chat with rishi sunak about that

anyways sorry for not posting in ages um i hope you enjoy my rant about these bitches at school

#fuck school #mentally fucked #high school #jewellery #taylor swift #the eras tour #friendship bracelets #dress code

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

tori isnt even emo shes just depressed and doesnt have the energy to cover it up

I've never actually seen someone hate Tori, she's universally likeable and i know she wouldn't believe that at all

#mentally fucked #solitaire #mentalheathawareness

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

i also have a shit ton of stuff to do its not even funny

physics hw

maths hw

performing arts hw which is like a shit ton

revise for my chem test on friday

and write my prefect application

and also revise for the maths thing i have to do

#fuck my life #girlblogging #school is a bitch

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

token astrology girl😻😻 (im an aquarius btw haha its my bday soon)

every friend group should include

a bimbo

a mean bisexual

an even meaner lesbian

she/theys

he/theys

a token straight on thin ice

an astrology bitch who has everyone's birth chart memorised

and a short king

#reblog #girlblogging #astrology

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

i think i should just spill the tea on here what do u wanna hear about from me

#send asks #girlblogging

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

my toes still have scabs from thursday i just got back from dance and im tired but ive gotta get outta my dance clothes and get my room tidied before 1:40 so i can get to my hair appt at 2

#dance #girlblogging

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

estoy viendo familia moderna en disney+ sí lo no sé como se dice cada esa mierda sobre películas y televisión mi profesora de español (una mujer loca) me va a matar. odio mi profesora de español, la mujer loca. tiene una problema de actitud y ella se desquita conmigo pero no soy la problema, ella es.

(también si hablas español, por favor me correctas con cualquier errores. mi profesora de español nueva es una perra loca y no va a pasar mi GCSE de español con su culo loco)

#fuck school #crazy bitch #rant post

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

eepy, concerning, and the ??? one bc ur posts hardly show up bc tumblr sucks

haha i dont use tumblr often and when i do i sometimes just forget about it but yeah thanks haaha

#moots #asks

[iwanttoscreamaaaaahhhhh]

i swear to you im actually done with school

#fuck school #fuck my life #school is a bitch