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[irldiancie]

my classic piece for @kagehinabigbang in collaboration with @confuzzledsani, @morgendaemmerung89, and @/ermdelconcrete on twitter!

you can read the fic by confuzzledsani here

and more art by morgendaemmerung89 here!

#AWWWWWW #haikyuu #so cute #i love

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THIS IS SUCH A TRUEEEE STATEMENT HIS ANXIETY IS SO OVERLOOKED OMG IVE BEEN SAYING THIS FOR SO LONG he literally has such like anxious energy the entire show and no one talks about it and it's so obvious he has his own insecurities as well but since 2020 haikyuu decided to make him such an optimistic sunshine character they forget he also has his own struggles i dont understand how his problems could be so ignored as it's so prominent in season one like ummmmmmmm a lot of the fandom doesnt even focus on hinata as a whole which makes them forget that he has more to it then just being an entergetic volleyball player with no worries

It's kind of shocking how Hinata is so commonly characterized as someone who is perfect at making friends and is a 100% extrovert-- which yes, he is, but I think people are forgetting how much anxiety he has and how much of a people pleaser he is. I'm rewatching Haikyuu rn and I'm on S1 E5, and the way Daichi came up to Hinata and his immediate response was "I'll block, I'll set, I'll do whatever you need me to!!" And the way he makes promises he can't keep because he wants people to like him is kind of sad. I doubt he had many friends growing up other than Izumi and Kouji, and was probably bullied for being loud, obnoxious, and a weirdo for playing volleyball with the girls or being so into volleyball. So now he makes promises he can't keep and tries to go above and beyond for the team because he doesn't want them to get rid of him or not take him seriously. Yes, he's good at making friends, but I doubt he knows how or why. He's clearly worried that people are only friends with him out of convenience and his jumping skills; that since they play together, they /have/ to be friends. He just wants to finally be of use to someone; for someone to take him seriously; someone who won't ignore him around other people bc they don't want to be seen with him (silly funny little hc of mine 🥰🥰) . But that's also why Karasuno is so great, because they really are a family. They love Hinata and are friends with him, and they like him because he's a good person, not because they have to be since they play together, or just because he's skilled and they want to take that from him. And maybe at first, Hinata didn't realize that, since after being ignored and bullied and mocked, he thought the only way someone would possibly want him around was because he could help them win. And since he's so short, of course, taller, older, buffer players would intimidate him because they could easily take advantage of the height difference, so all of his bathroom encounters are NOT helping his anxiety 😭😭😭 and the puking??? When hinata threw up on Tanaka?? Everybody is always so focused on Yamaguchi's anxiety that they don't look at or even realize Hinata's anxiety. LITERALLY, THE ENTIRETY OF EP5 IS ABOUT HINATA'S ANXIETY AND PEOPLE PLEASING BEHAVIOR,,, WHY DOES NOBODY TALK ABOUT IT???? THE KEY SCENE LIKE 20 MINUTES IN??? (For ref, Daichi, Suga, and Kageyama are talking about Hinatas behavior, and Daichi imagines a scene: He hands Hinata the club room keys, Hinata says he'll take it, Daichi says, "I never told you where to keep it, so I brought it", and Hinata bows repeatedly saying he's sorry (about 6 times)) THAT IS NOT NORMAL!!! And then he's so worried about not doing well because he feels like he needs to make up for everything (his height, his lack of skill, his lack of experience on a team, the incident with Kageyama, etc), AHH HE LITERALLY SAYS, "This isn't like junior high...because I can be replaced! I don't want that. I don't want to be replaced. " BUT NOBODY CARES?? NOT ONE PERSON IN THIS FANDOM (THAT I HAVE SEEN) TALKS ABOUT ANY OF THIS!!! All I ever see is how Hinata has tons of friends and is so popular and is a people magnet, but does anybody ever think that he's probably anxious because those friends might get bored of him and find new friends?? That since Kenma has known Kuroo a lot longer and already doesn't really like people, he might just decide to stop talking to him?? Or that Kageyama might get bored of Hinata and stop hanging out with him outside of volleyball?? Or that Daichi and/or Coach Ukai will one day realize that he isn't really that special, and anyone can jump or run fast, so he gets replaced??? Literally I bet his WORST FEAR is being replaced and forgotten.

#haikyuu #haikyuu!! #hinata shouyou #hq #fact. #i agree #trueeeee

[irldiancie]

“Happy birthday to me 🧚‍♀️ 🦷 This is the last year of my 20's and I plan to make it count.

Currently creating a beautiful show that encapsulates the last ten years of hard work and dedication to my creative vision. I am not the same person I was when I first started this story and thank the goddess for that growth. As a Taurean I've mastered the art of pivoting when needed to still get an idea across without compromising my artistic integrity, l've learned how to let things roll off my shoulders in a way that nourishes my peaceful spirit and l've become super in tune with my body & souls needs & desires. Grateful to continue creating art that reflects the world and for all the love / support you've shown me”

This has been posted on Melanie’s Instagram 💗

[irldiancie]

2nd batch of random bachelors!! i've decided on their designs >:DDD

(part 2 of this >:))

#CUTEEEE #stardew valley

[irldiancie]

OMG SOMEONE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT THIS the hunk-ification of male characters must be stopped cause idk why most male characters are either turned into a hyper-feminine man or a buff jock type (this applies to a lot of fandoms

People drawing Harvey as big strong guy with sharp jawline are Incorrect. He is not a stereotypical hot doctor. His jaw is round and the only confidence he has is when he's building a model plane or diagnosing someone. #StopMakingHarveyAHunk

More annoyed rambles under cut

He is for sure autistic, I see my behaviors so much in him. I don't get how people look at this guy and think "oh hot doctor so buff teehee" I blame tiktok lmao. Bro sits around all day either doing paperwork or building planes, only going outside to grocery shop, stop by the saloon, or just stand around looking at the sky. He is not a hunk. He's not even a twink. He's just some 25-30 year old guy who makes his own working radio system to contact planes flying overhead. He got a hot air balloon ride to impress his partner (the farmer) even though he was scared of heights and ends up, y'know, being scared. After you give him the bouquet, he tells you he's never felt like this for anyone. Bro is just a silly little guy, NOT a sexy doctor who likes his coffee black, whiskey hard or whatever the tiktok thing is.

I am correct and there is no arguing (joke)

#i agree #sdv harvey #stardew valley

[irldiancie]

i think rice with things on it & also some sort of sauce is like basically the best food genre tbh

#story of my life #i love rice #rice is my favorite food

[irldiancie]

Dear professor this assignment did not nourish my fundamentally curious soul so i did not do it No penalty full 100 points please Goodbye!

#me doing math

[irldiancie]

this is one of my favorite kagehina moments ever, i think it shows A LOT of character development as kageyama is the one who takes the initiative and lifts his hand to a fist bump. meanwhile hinata is with stars in his eyes thinking about them playing together the next day, and he simply smiles at kags words when he says: "we're going to win tomorrow." 🧡

they just understand each other so so SO MUCH 🥹

#trueeee #i loveeee #haikyuu #kagehina

[irldiancie]

some outdoor hinatas (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ☀️

#me with my hinata plush #cute #hinata shoyo

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tuiiconic.art on ig

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I'm sorry I've been inactive recently. Haikyuu has taken control of my brain and body. Send help I can't move

#me

[irldiancie]

#kenhina makes my heart swell I love their relationship so much

#same

[irldiancie]

loved sam n elliot in the baseball caps >:D (can we get sebby too? 👉👈🥺)

yeah i got you 😎 check back around this time tomorrow

#stardew valley

[irldiancie]

haikyuu movie releasing on may 30 in my country !!!!!!! hell yeah *starts spinning very fast*

#haikyuu

[irldiancie]

shoyo and kenma

SWEET!!!! ❤️‍🩹

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#love #hinata shoyo #kozume kenma #haikyuu #yes

[irldiancie]

my favorite hinata siblings moment is uhhhhhh

natsu failing at the lonely pass and hinata just ffxcking luaghs at her because that's some older brother behavior if i ever did see it

#haikyuu

[irldiancie]

You guys! Look! I finished the river, ocean and lake fish pattern and already startet with the next one. Finished 39 of 73 fishies from stardew valley!! <3

#YESSSS #stardew valley