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I don’t know how some of you could watch blu eyed samurai and still debate Mizu’s gender like hello ??? media literacy dead ??? Mizu is a woman, that’s the whole fucking point !!!! That’s her biggest crime !!!

Eiji couldn’t care less about her heritage but he literally cut her off when she tried to confess her gender !!!!

Mikio was fine with her being half white but the moment she dared to show him that -as a woman- she was a greater fighter it was over. His ego was irreparably hurt because a woman defeated him !!!!

And he calls her a monster !!!! He calls her a monster because she’s a woman and she’s strong she’s capable she can fight she isn’t submissive and that’s the point !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Have you ever wondered if fuckboys were misunderstood and actually just aromantic

#aromantic #aro #lgbtq #LGBTQ+ #fuckboys #thoughts that keep me up at night #aromanticism #is that a word?

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Y'all sometimes i rant about a story in one of my main blogs and this time the author reblogged it, and i got so excited i told my friend.

The problem?

She asked me for my account to support me and wow i am my most honest self on the internet and just do not know if we're at the level of friendship where i feel safe to share Lord farquaad fanart with

#friendship #how i present myself in rl and how i present myself through the internet are VASTLY different #iva always made an effort to separate the two #i dont mnow how to tell her no without hurting her feelings #and i do want to become closer to her but im scared of taking the first step #and sharing my social media accounts is big for a first step #for me anyways

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As someone with a 13 year old younger brother who i ironically enough call replacement (his name literally translates to that lmao), can confirm

Some of you who criticise Damian have clearly never interacted with a 13 yo. "Damian is evil" no, 13 year olds are just like that.

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You guys haven't felt true betrayal until someone in your family farts and they blame it on you.

One of you little shits decided you could abscond from guilt and pin the blame on me.

One of you little shits clearly know i know who you are.

And one of you little shits better be sleeping with your fucking eye open cause rn I'm too mad to think of a suitable retaliation, but it shall happen

#im open to suggestions #family drama #but of the #funny #variety #replacement #shit stain #dumbass #im so gonna get him

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Do older siblings sometimes feel like you're the test subject?

Like, you're your parents first try at parenting so you turn out...however you turn out, meanwhile with your younger siblings your parents already know the ins and outs and so they get relatively better attention and help?

Or is that just me and I'm being a bitter bitch?

#parents #again #still live them #but also equally still salty #teenage agst #teen angst

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Sometimes i think my mom is like a shitty psychologist.

You know, those who look unnecessarily deep into things and relate absolute nonsense to everything??

I told her I'm not good at geography, and how the teacher told me she wishes to help me cause she thinks i deserve better grades and so to focus on the practical part of the exam more than the theoretical since I'm bad at expressive myself (all my teachers say this- even my parents) but my mother just got angry at me instead and started saying that i should just study more.

Miss ma'am

I've been studying this last month since school started nearly every day. My teachers have noticed and congratulated me for it.

I know I'll have to study even more- I'm aware, and I am doing it, but I've been trying really hard and you acting as if all my effort was worth nothing isn't helping.

I'm sad, but i don't say anything cause she doesn't care.

But then she whips out the "it's become you comment so much on YouTube"

Wtf???

So apparently she gets a notification Everytime I post a comment on YouTube or something??

That doesn't even make sense though.

Wait.

Is she...is she confusing notifications in general with me posting comments???

And even if i do post a comment, it's not like i spend most of my time there??

I study around four hours a day. After that when I get home from the library i don't touch a book till the next day.

Is she upset i spend the rest of my free time relaxing??

Or is she upset about me taking breaks???

Is me posting a YouTube comment or two what she thinks is distracting me or stopping me from getting better grades?

Not the fact that my memory is horrible, that I've never been good at concentrating(that every time I've told her she'd just brush off because "her sister had it worse" (and i never say anything but i always think "and where did that end her??"))Or the fact that my brothers have also complained about this teacher in particular, and how even though I respect her as a person, i don't as a teacher?? And how when I used to take economy classes with her i always got bad grades, but now that another teacher(the principal, super scary guy) is giving them I'm one of the best in my class? Or the fact that this is the first time i have this subject? Or that this is the first exam with this subject?

It's just...i know it sounds like an excuse, and that I'm in a really important and deciding year of my life that can change it forever, but with her i feel like she's denying my hard work l and blaming it on....fucking YouTube comments? Of all things?

It's like she doesn't know me at all and is just grasping on straws and so "you've comments" was the most sensible reason she could find.

(not to mention "fucking YouTube comments" is one of the things that have helped me decide what I want with my life, how to get things done since my parents wouldn't teach me "since i should already know"(they never taught me though??? It's like they expect me to grow up by myself and just...randomly aquire the information magically) and just... generally having more genuine interactions with literal stranger than with my parents)

Like i love them but they have offered me absolutely zero emotional support ever.

And i guess i shouldn't really be angry at them since their parents weren't all that emotionally in touch but it's hard not to be a little resentful.

This is why I don't want children of my own. I don't want to perpetuate the cycle. Or do the exact opposite and fuck them up another way.

I hate how the phone is immediately connected to superficial/superfluous/unnecessary thoughts like people will see others chatting on the phone and roll their eyes or they'll see others constantly on it and think they are stupid and stuff and say things like "leave the phone alone and pick up a book or something" like...my phone IS my book tho??

I have everything on there and you acting like I'm just wasting my time when I'm using it for informational purposes that help me out even more than a physical book would pisses me off

Anyways so yeah this post is brought on by me going to the library nearly every day, however now i feel like my privacy is violated cause it has huge ass windows and my parents sometimes pass by and see me on the phone, and how am I supposed to explain to them that I'm studying with it cause i find YouTube videos and PDFs that explain it better than my book does?

The worst part is that i DO tell them but i hate the fact that i have to, and i especially hate the fact that they don't even believe me. They just say "yeah ok" to placate me and it's. Fucking infuriating.

I AM doing what I'm supposed to!!! So why do you treat me as if i wasn't????

#ignore this #this is just me ranting to destress #i love my parents #but theyre not that good at parenting

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This one, too

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This asshole

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I see why you got that url

I hate joe biden and the democrats so much. why are you so bad at doing basic shit. why are you so bad at governing. you literally have all three houses of government. DO SOMETHING.

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And the worst part?

The more i try to prove my innocence, the more guilty i look to everyone else.

I hate how the phone is immediately connected to superficial/superfluous/unnecessary thoughts like people will see others chatting on the phone and roll their eyes or they'll see others constantly on it and think they are stupid and stuff and say things like "leave the phone alone and pick up a book or something" like...my phone IS my book tho??

I have everything on there and you acting like I'm just wasting my time when I'm using it for informational purposes that help me out even more than a physical book would pisses me off

Anyways so yeah this post is brought on by me going to the library nearly every day, however now i feel like my privacy is violated cause it has huge ass windows and my parents sometimes pass by and see me on the phone, and how am I supposed to explain to them that I'm studying with it cause i find YouTube videos and PDFs that explain it better than my book does?

The worst part is that i DO tell them but i hate the fact that i have to, and i especially hate the fact that they don't even believe me. They just say "yeah ok" to placate me and it's. Fucking infuriating.

I AM doing what I'm supposed to!!! So why do you treat me as if i wasn't????

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I hate how the phone is immediately connected to superficial/superfluous/unnecessary thoughts like people will see others chatting on the phone and roll their eyes or they'll see others constantly on it and think they are stupid and stuff and say things like "leave the phone alone and pick up a book or something" like...my phone IS my book tho??

I have everything on there and you acting like I'm just wasting my time when I'm using it for informational purposes that help me out even more than a physical book would pisses me off

Anyways so yeah this post is brought on by me going to the library nearly every day, however now i feel like my privacy is violated cause it has huge ass windows and my parents sometimes pass by and see me on the phone, and how am I supposed to explain to them that I'm studying with it cause i find YouTube videos and PDFs that explain it better than my book does?

The worst part is that i DO tell them but i hate the fact that i have to, and i especially hate the fact that they don't even believe me. They just say "yeah ok" to placate me and it's. Fucking infuriating.

I AM doing what I'm supposed to!!! So why do you treat me as if i wasn't????

#studying #teen angst #ugh #reading #study #exams #library #phone #teenage agst

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I want to slurp that like a noodle

Creating a marble sculpture Joey Marcella Link to full vid in comments

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Why is this so funny

Bit off more than he can chew

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My brain can't brain right now

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Tim with coffee will never be out, but i can appreciate two things

Tim with coffee is out, where is the Tim with bubblegum content?

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Wait why.

What's wrong with marvel?

I'm not the biggest MCU fan, but some movies were nice and I've seen a lot of people enjoy them.

Did i miss something...?

Cinema is healing