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hwangphoria · 10 months

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I Miss My Ex… | Seo Changbin

CHANGBIN X FEM READER.

Genre: Angst. Sad. Communication issues.

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“I just feel like he’s lost interest in me, you know? And I don’t want to misjudge it because I know he’s just busy and probably worn out… but it hurts. Anytime we’re together he’s on his phone most of the time or sleeping.”

I let out a deep sigh as I laid back onto my bed, pulling the covers back up and over my body as I had been previously before, sitting on FaceTime with my best friend Yeonjun, ranting to him about all of my problems.

He’s such a good friend.

I’m ranting about my boyfriend Changbin, and I love him, and no I’m not cheating on him with Yeonjun. I get shivers just at the thought of me doing anything like that.

He’s just… he overworks himself and whenever he comes home, he greets me most times, but he’s always on his phone whenever he’s around me… and it feels like he’s losing interest in me.

I know he loves me, believe me. I think he’s just depressed, and no matter how much I try to get him to talk to me he just won’t open up.

It’s worrying me, Because usually he’s a mushy clingy baby whenever he’s around me.

“You know how it is, Y/N. He’s an idol, and he’s having a comeback soon, he’s probably worn out because he works for a douchebag, JYP is tough, I’m so glad I didn’t get in there.”

He sighed, explaining a possible answer to me, knowing that he was right, making my heart ache in worry and pain for Changbin.

JYP is seriously a Piece of Shit.

“Well, do you have any idea of what I could do to get him to pay the slightest bit of attention to me Mr. Choi Bighit idol duDe.”

I mocked him, causing him to roll his eyes sassily before a soft smile teased at both of our lips, shaking his head before he seriously began to think of something that could work.

“Well… you know after a long day you usually get on YouTube and watch random shit. And I saw this prank that might work,”

He spoke, causing me to immediately roll my eyes and shake my head in response to the idea. I already know what he was gonna say. One of those mean stupid ass couple pranks.

“No Jun. Those are mean and I’m trying to get him to pay attention to me and not leave me.”

“But they work! He won’t leave you. Come on, if you're THAT desperate then at least just listen to what I have to suggest.”

He rebutted, causing a deep exasperated sigh to escape my lips as I shifted in my spot and thought about it for a few moments.

This could work… I’ve also watched these videos on YouTube and most of the time they work.

“Alright whatever loser just tell me what it is, but that doesn’t mean I’m gonna do it for sure… I just wanna know.”

“SO. There was this one I saw where she waited until they both got in bed at night, and when he came back from the bathroom she was scrolling through her exes Instagram, sighing dramatically and falsely of course. And her boyfriend had already noticed this and was already pretty mad, but then she said I miss you out loud, and it was… this whole big thing. And eventually they made up by the end of the video.”

It was almost as if Choi Yeonjun was proud of himself for bringing up such a dumb ass idea, leaning back into his chair with his arms crossed, his face smug as I sat there, my eyebrows scrunched together as I was so highly unamused.

“How in the world do you find that entertaining, I mean… Why would you intentionally hurt your partner?” I questioned.

“Y/N, it’s not real. It’s completely fake. If you do it, it makes him realize maybe I’m not treating her well enough and I need to step up my game.”

Okay… even though it’s mean… I have to admit that the psychology does seem pretty convincing…

I sat there and thought for a few moments, subconsciously biting on the inside of my cheek as I debated my options, looking at Yeonjun’s face, a deep sigh escaping my lips as I shook my head.

I can’t believe I’m gonna do this.

“Fine. But if my relationship falls between the cracks I’m blaming you Choi Yeonjun. I will set fire to twt about you know WHAT.”

“I’m hanging up now you little shit.”

His eyes narrowed as he rolled them soon after, grabbing his phone as he uncrossed his arms, waving at the camera before hanging up the phone, leaving me to sit there in silence with my own thoughts.

Yeonjun should be the last person I take advice from…but I guess it wouldn’t hurt to try.

***TIME SKIP***

I’m going to quite literally explode into a million pieces.

It was currently 10:30 pm and there was no sign of Changbin anywhere. Not even a Text yet, and he always texts me when he’s on his way home so he can grab dinner beforehand and asks me what I want…

All of a sudden my tummy began to rumble at the mental cue, a sigh escaping from my lips as I looked out the living room window, down at the city in front of me.

This prank has been weighing on my mind all day, and I even went and bought a new shirt in the men’s department and had it on since so maybe he’d think it was someone else’s….

That sounded less cruel in my head but whatever.

Without even another thought, the sound of the keypad filled my ears, my eyes widening as I perked up and made my way over to the front door as he had walked inside, my heart beginning to race.

I missed him so much.

“Hi baby, how was workies?”

I asked softly, as he turned around to face me, a soft but tired smile taking over his lips as he ruffled my hair and walked past me and headed into the kitchen, bag of food in his hands.

Well at least we’ll get to eat together.

I thought to myself as I followed him into the kitchen as if I were a lost puppy, a slight pout on my face as he didn’t even notice my new shirt, sitting down at the bar, waiting for him to sit across from me…. But he never did.

Instead he set the bag down in front of me and turned around to head upstairs to the bedroom, causing me to take ahold of his hand, my heart practically broken into a million pieces at this point.

“Baby, sit down and eat with me! You had a long day, you must be hungry.” I pleaded.

“I’m not hungry Y/N. I ate with the boys. I’m just exhausted, okay? I just need to sleep. I’ll be upstairs. I'm gonna shower.”

He said, his tone so nonchalant it felt as if my heart was going to burst any second. Letting go of his hand, I nodded and let my eyes trail after him until he disappeared upstairs into the bedroom.

I guess it's prank time.

After putting the food in the fridge to be eaten later, I headed on back upstairs after him. Once I was in the bedroom I heard the shower running, sitting down at my vanity and beginning to unwind for the day.

After taking off my makeup and putting on my moisturizer and night cream, I quickly put on my pajamas and my glasses and crawl under the covers, my back facing the bathroom door.

Eventually he had finished his shower, and I was scrolling through my exes page, about to quite literally barf in my mouth because I cannot even stand the thought of this mother fucker.

Hearing the door click open, I act as if I don’t hear it, a sigh escaping my lips as per cue as I continued on, my heart breaking even more, not because of my ex, but because I felt stupid… having to do this to even get his attention.

Just notice me god damn it.

I then felt him lay next to me, the click of his phone charger and the sound of a sigh slipping past his lips as I felt the tears begin to prickle at the brinks of my eyes, the lump in my throat so big.

Hearing him settle in and finally stop moving is when I completely lost it….

I can’t do this stupid prank.

I started sobbing. Turning off my phone and practically throwing it on the nightstand, burying my face in the pillow as I felt my body practically melting as my heart had finally shattered.

How could he not even acknowledge me in the slightest? Am I really not important to him anymore?

I heard the light click on as I tried to steady my breaths as I cried into the pillow but I failed miserably. A few moments later I felt two arms wrap around me, and pull me to sit up straight…

I knew it was Changbin.

Not wanting to face him, I quickly took my hands and covered my eyes with them as I continued on with my cries… but it didn’t take him long to take hold of them and force me to look at him… I finally broke down.

“I tried to do Yeonjun’s stupid fucking prank to get your attention but I just couldn’t… I just…” I tried to catch my breath from crying so much and trying to talk…

“I just want you to love me again. I want to have even an ounce of your attention. Do you even love me…”

I finally managed to get out, feeling my breathing begin to calm down as the crying became less uncontrollable, his eyes looking in mine as they were filled with worry, his eyebrows scrunched together making him look all the more handsome.

I love him so much…

“Y/n what in the world are you talking about?”

He questioned, causing a huff to escape my lips, shaking my head and looking down at my lap.

“I just… don’t feel like you love me anymore. And I was trying to get your attention today… by wearing a stupid shirt I bought at the men’s section, and I was scrolling through my exes Instagram… to get your attention, per Yeonjun’s recommendation…. But I’ve consistently failed.”

I took a deep breath and wrapped my arms around him, and buried my head into his shoulder, my tear stained cheeks soaking his black shirt.

I heard him let out a sigh as he pulled me onto his lap, feeling his hand on the back of my head as he pet my hair softly, calming me down almost instantly.

He always knew how.

“Baby. I’ve just been busy. And I… seriously just haven’t had any energy lately… with the comeback coming soon they have been pushing us to our limits. But I guess I let it get the best of me. I didn’t know you felt like that.”

I looked up at him to see the pout on his lips and the tear run down his cheeks as I sniffled myself and kissed his cheek.

“I just miss you…”

“I know my sweet baby. But… I’ve been neglecting you, and I know that. You don’t deserve to be treated like that. Regardless of the schedule tomorrow… I’m going to take a break. I’ll take tomorrow off and spend it with you.”

I shook my head in response to his words, feeling his thumbs wipe my tears from my eyes.

“No, binnie, I don’t wanna be selfish. That’s your job and I shouldn’t get in-“

He cut me off by pushing his lips onto mine, humming softly before he pulled away and looked into my eyes, taking ahold of my hands and interlacing our fingers.

“I’m doing it because I want to. Because I love you.”

He whispered softly and I nodded in response, my heart nearly skipping a beat.

“Good girl.”

I practically turned into jelly at those words, thinking for a few moments before taking his shoulders into my hands and pushing his back to the bed, reaching back over and clicking off the lamp my heart nearly racing out of my chest.

“Y/N what are you…”

“Let me take care of you.”

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hwangphoria · 10 months

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PART 1: 💗

You know I had to edit them to the song I chose for them <3

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ꨄ︎ Wearing Your Ex Boyfriends Shirt ꨄ︎ : Hwang Hyunjin.

Genre: Jealous Boyfriend, Slight NSFW, fluff.

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“Do you have to go into the studio today? You’ve been the past 15 days… they’re overworking you my love.”

I poured as a soft sleepy whine escaped my lips, placing my hand on my boyfriend, Hyunjin’s cheek that was lying next to me. It was currently 6 am and he had to get ready for another long day in the studio, preparing for strAykids’ next comeback.

Ugh… I wish I could just keep him all day. This isn’t fair.

He let out a deep sigh, a chuckle escaping from his lips as he pulled me even closer to him, shoving my face into his bare chest, absolutely melting in his arms.

“As much as I would love to babydoll, I can’t, we finish soon though, I promise you that. It’s just busy right now because of the come back, But at the end of the day. I always come home to you, don’t I?”

I huffed and nodded in response to his question. Feeling his soft lips pressed to my forehead, a smile resting at my lips as I buried myself even deeper in his warmth.

A few seconds later, he tapped me on the back, signaling for me to let go. Letting a deep sigh escape from my lips, I let him go for the day, sitting up on the bed as I watched him walk over to the closet.

After getting quickly dressed into some comfortable clothes, he grabbed his phone from the bedside, eyes wandering over to me, a soft smile at his lips. He then made his way over yo me and pressed a soft kiss to my lips, kissing him in return.

“I’ll be back my love. Get some more rest for me please.”

He whispered against my lips, nodding in response before he pulled away. Eventually he had left the apartment, leaving me by myself before throwing myself back into the bed and drifting back off into a deep sleep.

Ugh… he’s so fucking perfect. What did I do yo deserve him?

**** TIME SKIPPIESSSS ****

Ugh… what time is it?

I tiredly opened up my eyes, only to shut them once again as the bright light from the sun barged in through the sheer curtains, taking the blanket and shoving it over my face.

Stupid fucking sun.

After a few minutes of letting myself wake up, I finally get the courage to open the doors my eyes, removing the covers from my face and reaching over and grabbing my phone, clicking it on to see the late morning time of 11:15.

Well… it’s not the latest I’ve slept in… but I was planning on deep cleaning the apartment and running a few errands today while Jinnie was gone…

I just won’t be able to clean as much as I wanted to.

After a few more minutes of laying under the nice warm covers, I was up and ready to go, which is a big shocker for me considering I can lay in bed for hours after I wake up.

I then walked over to mine and hyunjins shared closet and began to look around for my set of cleaning clothes, only to realize that I failed to wash them after the last use, causing a sigh to escape from my lips.

Well shit.

I began to dig around in my clothes until something in the top of the closet caught my eye, taking the black material into my hands and examining it.

The vans logo that appeared on the top of the shirt as I flipped it made my heart nearly drop to my feet…

How did this end up here? I could have swore I threw it away after the last time it caused a problem between me and hyun…

It was my exes shirt. We broke up three years ago and Hyunjin very much does NOT like him. I mean… it wasn’t A bad relationship, and I wasn’t hurt or anything. Hyunjin is just a Jealous boy. Which I love about him.

I mean. I can wear it to clean- what would it matter if I got please and dirt all over it anyways? I can just take it off and throw it away before Hyunjin gets back…

Without another thought, I changed out of my pajamas, throwing them into the hamper, changing into an old pair of shorts along with the black t-shirt, taking a deep breath and looking around at the messy apartment before me.

Well… let’s get started then.

****Another time skiPpiE I’m soRry.****

FINALLY DONE!!!

I glanced over at the clock on the microwave to see the time of 6:45 PM, a sigh of relief coming from my lips as I plopped back onto the couch out of tiredness, immediately closing my eyes to rest them.

Ugh, such a busy day.

I reached over and grabbed my phone off of the table next to me to check my notifications to see that I had a missed text from Hyunjin.

“Hi my love! Today was our last day unexpectedly- I’ll be there in about 30 minutes! Maybe we could go to the movies if you’d like? 💗”

Awww… my jinnie is so fucking sweet.

I then looked at the time the text was sent… it was 35 minutes ago.

Shit. He’s about to be here.

All of a sudden I heard the keypad click upwards and the beeping of the buttons being pushed, causing me to freeze in a panic as I suddenly remembered the shirt I was wearing. It had slipped my mind until just now.

Maybe… he won’t notice?

A few seconds later, a tired yet exciting looking Hyunjin came through the for, my heart filling up with so much joy as I saw his gorgeous face for what seemed to be the first time in forever.

I know I’m dramatic.

“Hi my love, I’m so so sorry I didn’t answer your text,. I just got done cleaning the house not too long ago and decided to rest for a second.”

I breathed out and he shook his head slightly, a smile on his lips as he tossed his stuff to the couch, wrapping his long slender arms around my waist, causing me to melt into him immediately.

Never fails. Every single time.

“Let’s go get ready baby. I need a night out with yo. It’s been such a long day and I….”

He paused mid sentence as he had pulled away from our embrace, his eyes automatically looking down at the shirt I was wearing, my heart immediately dropping to my feet.

Shit… shit shit shit shit.

“What’s wrong Jinnie? Let’s get ready.”

I tried to play it off, grabbing his hand gently, hoping it would distract him from the shirt… but I was very wrong.

“Why are you wearing that? Isn’t that… I thought we got rid of that the first time it was an issue Y/N.”

His soft eyes suddenly faded to black, causing my heart to stop straight in my chest, before racing immensely, taking s few seconds as I tried to find the words to say, stuttering horribly in the midst.

“W-well I mean I saw it thrown up in the top of our closet, and… I had to clean and use bleach todays and my cleaning clothes were dirty and I didn’t want to ruin any of our good clothes so I decided it wouldn’t hurt to clean in it because… it’s not important in… the first place…”

I trained off towards the end of my sentence as he pulled me even closer to him, his arms wrapped tightly around my waist as my heart began to skip many beats, feeling the atmosphere beginning to grow hot.

“I’m sorry. I wouldn’t have worn it under any other circumstances… I pinky promise.”

“I know you wouldn’t baby… I just… go take it off please. I’m going to get in the shower, okay? Get ready so we can go grab some food and then go to the movie yeah?”

He pressed a soft yet quick kiss to my lips after those words, sadness taking over his face, causing my heart to shatter into a million pieces as I felt him let go of me and disappear into the bathroom to shower.

I shouldn’t have ever worn it. Even if it was just to clean…

I’m such a bad partner.

I let out a huff of defeat and sadness, feeling my heart heart aching deeply in my chest as I made my way into our room and over to the closet, taking the shirt off not being able to bear it for another second.

After a few minutes of deciding, I finally decided on an outfit.

Before I could even put the items on, I felt familiar arms wrap around my bare waist, my breath hitching in my throat as I turned around to see a soaking wet, shirtless Hyunjin standing in front of me, causing my cheeks to turn a bright pink color.

“Hyunjin-“

I was cut off by him pulling me into his chest, his arms wrapping around me even tighter as he leaned down, burying his face in my neck and pressing a soft kiss to it, shivering in response.

“I’m sorry for getting upset and walking away, my love. As always… I got jealous. I tried to walk it off and not be as jealous and cool it… because I know you don’t like it when I get that way.”

I shook my head in response, a soft chuckle escaping from my lips as he pulled away from the hug in confusion, biting on his lower lip as he looked down at me.

“What do you mea-“ I cut him off.

“Hyunjin. If you didn’t get jealous, it would seriously make me so fucking mad. It’s not that I don’t like it when you get that way, it makes me upset when you get that way because you have nothing to be jealous about. Because you are the only one for me, and I could never do anything to hurt you.”

He had made a pouting face at me in return, causing my heart to swell due to happiness as I leaned down and kiss him softly, deciding to be a tease with my next words.

“Plus… I kinda lied. You’re pretty hot when you get jealous.”

I teased, a slight giggle coming from within as I pecked his cheers before sliding under his arm and over to the bed where I had put the clothes I was going to wear.

As I was about to put them on I was stopped by Hyunjin.

“Jin-“

I was cut off by the feeling of his warm plump lips pressed against mine, my back being pressed up against the door of the bedroom, feeling his hand grip my waist firmly, trying my hardest to pull away.

“Hyunjin what about the movie?”

I asked, my breath slightly accelerated as I was trying to escape, a smirk arising to his lips as he leaned in close to my ear, whispering slightly causing me to shiver.

“Fuck the movie. I have the perfect show right in front of me.”

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It’s time for a break. (Bangchan Oneshot)

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WARNING: this Oneshot contains She/Her Pronouns and has a high amount of angst and mentions of abuse. If you are not comfortable. Please do not proceed.

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Why in the world hasn’t he come home yet?

I checked my watch as I laid there watching the drama that I binged every night while chan was away at work… it was nearly 12 am.

He has been working late every single night and it’s absolute bullshit. The company fails to recognize that he is a human being. He deserves a break too, but he is constantly overworked to his limits.

The blood inside of me is almost boiling at the time I hear the beeping of the buttons from the keypad on the door, signaling Chan’s arrival as I got up from my spot on the couch and made my way over to the front door, my heart softening at the thought.

A smile had crept on my face as the joy had also crept in my heart after feeling so empty all day. As soon as I got there, Chan has already taken off his shoes, and locked the door behind him. His curly hair tousled from the long day of work, only making him look that much more attractive.

He soon turned to face you and the smile that had made its way on your face, soon faded as your heart dropped in your chest after you were met with his emotionless eyes.

Even after such a long day he was usually pretty happy to see me

“Baby what’s wrong…?”

I asked him softly, his eyes turning away from me, still as emotionless as before as he tan his hand through his hair and made his way past me into the living room. Without even saying a single word, my heart had shattered into a million pieces.

“I have dinner ready! I made your favorite Channie!”

I chimed as I followed him from a distance into our shared room, still not receiving a single word in return.

Why in the hell is he being like this? I mean I know work is hard sometimes but I can’t remember a single day in the past 3 years where it has ever been THIS bad. I’ve never seen him this way in my entire life.

“If you’re not hungry, that’s okay if you’d like I can run a bubbl-“

“Wont you just shut the fuck up, please? I’m tired and I want to sleep.”

He snapped, causing me to stop dead in my tracks as we had finally made it to our bedroom, before I could even process another thought my heart absolutely crumbles like a pile of dirt, a pain shooting through my chest already feeling the lump begin to form in my throat.

He paused as well, a few moments later turning around to face me, and the regret had already coated his face and filled his eyes, beginning to walk towards me to apologize, but I held my hand out for him to stop.

“Y/n-“

“No Chan. I’m… completely fine. I understand that you have had a long day… I just need a little bit of time for myself… and I think that you should too… I’m gonna go for a walk… and um…”

I paused in the middle of my sentence, trying to find the right words to say, but my mind struggled as I tried to focus on not breaking down and sobbing, a few moments later regaining my train of thought.

“I just need to think about things for a little bit okay? And… I’ll give you some time to unwind and give you time for yourself. Okay?”

I gave him a soft smile, which I had to admit was kind of forced, but I knew that he probably needed it. I let out a deep breath to contain my tears and turned around and headed back out of the room.

I need to hurry up and get out of here before I turn into the biggest crybaby the world has ever seen.

I quickly made my way to the front door, pulling my coat over my body to protect my air from Seoul’s brutal chilly wind, along with my slippers before heading out of the door, and eventually out of the building.

It’s going to be okay Y/N… you… just got to learn not be such a sensitive crybaby all of the time. He’s just tired…

Chan’s POV:

Oh my god…

Why in the hell did I just say that? Why didn’t I stop myself? I don’t even… mean that I’ve just been overly stressed and… my god.

I then turned around, coming face to face with the small, now fragile girl in front of me, my heart breaking in half as the regret automatically filled within me.

“Y/n-“

I began to walk towards her, but she held her hand out for me to stop, which I had obeyed, sitting there trying to find the right words to say.

As she spoke I could feel my heart eventually breaking into a million more pieces, wanting yo just run and hug her but I have to respect her wishes… and her personal space.

I watched them walk out of the room, walking into the door frame myself as I watched them leave the apartment from here, feeling my heavy heart sinking down into my chest.

I can’t believe I let my stress get the better of me… it took her so long to trust me this much, and I’m afraid I just ruined it all.

I know that may seem dramatic. But Y/N is a very fragile person who has had… so many people hurt them in the past, and I promise them I would never become one of those people.

But I think I just did.

Y/N’s POV:

I looked down at the time on my phone, thinking for a few minutes and finally deciding I’ve been out here long enough, taking a deep sigh and getting up, beginning to make my way back to the apartment.

It’s been about an hour… and I’ve thought about plenty of things…

Chan would never do anything to purposely hurt me, and I know that. I think he just needs a break from work, but I know the chances of his company letting him do that are low to none. Chan is also a workaholic, and I don’t want to be controlling and restrict him.

But for the sake of his mental health, I think it’s the right thing to recommend he ask for a short break.

As soon as I had seen the regret in his eyes, I knew that he hadn’t actually meant it. He’s a good guy, and he’s helped me through so much of the shit that other people have caused me from my past. I shouldn’t be asking for anything more.

I had then arrived at the apartment building, walking inside and making my way up and down the hall to our specific room, taking a deep breath within before clicking in the code and pushing the door open.

I slowly opened up the door, peeking around to see if Chan was anywhere near. After seeing that he wasn’t, I made my way inside, shutting the door quietly behind me, feeling to warms snake their way around my waist, causing me to jump just slightly.

There they are. The butterflies.

“Y/N.”

He buried his head into the crook of my neck, feeling his hot breath against my skin as he let out a shivering sigh. He had been crying.

He then loosened his arms and turned me around so that we were now face to face, my eyes automatically meeting the tears that filled his own, a frown subconsciously growing on my lips.

“Baby what’s wro-“

“The dinner that you made was so so so good. And I’m so sorry… you didn’t deserve any of that. Work… is just… I’m so fucking tired and I don’t know what to do. I need to be there but I really don’t feel like it…”

He was practically sobbing, shaking his head as he buried it back into my shoulder, the ache in my chest returning as I wrapped my arms around him, a deep sigh escaping my lips as all the tension left my body.

This boy just doesn’t know when he’s reached his limits… it happens to the best of us.

“Baby, please don’t cry. I’m okay. And I know that you didn’t mean it, but look at me please.”

He waited for a few moments, sniffling s bit begote he listed his head to look at me, a smile growing on my lips as his bloodshot eyes had met mine.

“You need to ask for a few days off. It won’t hurt them I promise. Your mental health is important. And they need to understand that. Okay honey?”

I spoke softly, cupping his cheek with my hands as I wiped his test stained cheeks with my thumbs, a nod coming from him in return, nodding back at him in response.

“So, you liked my food eh? I told you I had made your favorite.”

I side eyed him as a smirk grew on my lips, causing him to roll his eyes playfully and shake his head.

“Yes, it was very very yummy.”

He wiped his eyes from the rest of his tears, feeling another ache signal from my chest at the sight of him crying, taking ahold of his hand and leading him to the bedroom.

“Where are we going baby?”

He questioned, following close behind me as we did. When we reached the bedroom, I placed him in front of the bed, sending a little smirk as I looked up at him before pushing him back onto the bed gently, his eyes widening.

“Oh?”

He smirked, raising his brow as he leaned back even more as I walked over to the bedside table shaking my head in disbelief as I pulled out the remote to the tv from the drawer.

“No, you dirty dog. We’re watching Nemo, so get your horny ass up so we can cuddle.”

He let out a sigh, causing a giggle to escape from mine as he shifted himself up into a higher spot on the bed, opening up his arms wide for me to climb in.

And I did exactly that, feeling all the tension leave my body.

finally back in the arms I belong in.

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