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#music #death can for cutie #dvs

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DEAN & CAS → THE MAN WHO WOULD BE KING (6x20)

(i remade this gifset)

#this still hurts a decade later #deancas #spn

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#deancas #spn

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It kind of makes you wonder. Of all the things we hunted, how many existed just ‘cause people believed in ‘em? ↳ SUPERNATURAL | 1.17 – “Hell House” (Mar. 30th, 2006)

#spn

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DEAN IN EVERY EPISODE

↳ BLOODY MARY (1x05)

#he is a baby here #dean winchester #spn

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so i’ve been writing a dean x tentacle monster fic for a couple months now that i can’t tie together or wrap up. it’s currently sitting just under 6500 words and i just want it to be over

#maybe screaming into the blue void will help #maddi for ts #hello again old haunts #i still need to finish spn before i really come back to tumblr #if i do at all. which i do want to #i think i stopped again at 14x12? idk #i also almost only work on this fic when i'm inebriated from something so....

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Okay it's like yes they are head over heels in love with each other, but they are also best friends. They went from eye fucking each other for extended periods of time in complete silence, to bickering like an old married couple. A 300 million year old warrior of God who's never experienced emotion or had an relationship with another being and a man who's never had a relationship with another person outside of his family, let alone an actual friend in his life, became best fucking friends. And they are each other's first best friend. Like they are family, Cas lives in their house, they have shared jokes and memories, they do dumb shit together, they watch movies together, they just hang out and do nothing sometimes, they know each other better than anyone, and they trust each other and they fucking love each other so fiercely. And it's like yes, Cas is the only thing in the universe that defied Chuck's narrative, because he loves Dean, but it's more than that, because like that's his fucking person. Dean is the person who understands Cas the most when nobody else does, the person he trusts, the person he talks to, the person he tells things he's never told another soul, and it's established that Cas is also that person for Dean.

They are each other's people. And they were both content to just stay best friends forever and never mention how they truly felt thinking their feelings were unrequited, because that's how important they are to each other.

#deancas #spn

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Fandom is such a weird place. Like I watched a tv show and thought “wow, these two nerds have a lot of chemistry and I’d like to dedicate a large chunk of my life to thinking about them” so I went in search of other people who also thought these two nerds had a lot of chemistry and then it turned out that a shit ton of people were talking about these two nerds having a lot of chemistry and now it’s 4 years later and we write each other porn on holidays.

#fandom

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so i keep reading deancas au fic but i also keep thinking about my boss? i don’t think i’m in love with her but we’re just so in synch that every fic where dean and cas act just oh so perfect with each other reminds me of me and her. is that weird?

#i just have the urge to say this and i don’t know where else to do this #i don’t have many people in my life but me and her are just so on each other’s level it’s insane #i don’t have that kind of connection with any of my other coworkers #we just work so well together because we know each other’s strengths and weaknesses #and the nature of our work lends itself to this kind of relationship very well #i would follow her anywhere i think and i do love her. just not in love with her #anyway. that’s not too weird is it? #maddi for ts #i’m not going to talk about it i just want it out there and for someone else to know who i don’t really know

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i popped onto tumblr for the first time in ages on a whim and the first posts i see are about a deancas marriage and s16?

#i’m lost #also i have recently gone back to watching spn... i had stopped mid s12 because school and also it was a bit too nonsense #as soon as i turned it back on it felt like a part of myself that had been missing was found #i never realized how much i missed spn and deancas and fandom until now #maybe i’ll actually return to tumblr soon. maybe #anybody here? #bye #maddi for ts

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Supernatural Characters ↳Claire Novak

NY Celebration winner 9/10 ⇢ @madimoo31

#claire novak #spn

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#dean winchester #spn #Q

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twilight except instead of CGI sparkles they glue rhinestones and glitter all over edward’s body

#twilight #Q

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@spnhiatuscreations | week fifteen: sam winchester

#sam winchester #spn #Q

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since disney won’t give me my elsamaren rights i’ll do it myself

#elsahoneymaren #frozen #frozen art #Q

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Frozen 2 (2019)

#frozen #elsa #Q

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Where are you going, don’t leave me alone, how do I follow you…into the unknown.

#frozen #elsa #Q