godsfavdarling

[godsfavdarling]

At night, when I lie in bed, More often than not, All I can think about is love.

I imagine how it would feel, What would it be like To hold someone else's hand, To feel them squeezing mine, And to squeeze theirs in return.

Often, these thoughts bring tears, For there's nothing I desire more. More often than not, it's all I want, All I've ever wanted.

I often ponder what it's like, And it often breaks my heart, A little more each time. It feels like it will break once and for all soon, With no turning back. Often, I picture my hand in another's, Imagining them looking at me, At my face, At my tears. In my imagination, More often than not, They don't like it, They don't really like me.

More often than not, they leave, For why would they stay? And more often than not, I am once again alone, Grieving what I lost, Grieving what wasn't real. But for a moment, Someone held my hand, Someone squeezed my hand, And I squeezed theirs.

#poetry #poem #poets on tumblr #original poem #poem tumblr #poem on tumblr #poem of the night #poems and poetry #poems on tumblr #poemsbyme #vera's poems

[godsfavdarling]

this is the most taylor swift album idk

[godsfavdarling]

mgg hand appreciation post <3

i̶ n̶e̶e̶d̶ t̶h̶e̶m̶ a̶l̶l̶ o̶v̶e̶r̶ m̶e̶

[godsfavdarling]

[godsfavdarling]

This might be the greatest song in the world

(right after cardigan maybe)

#ttpd era #ts ttpd #ttpd #the tortured poets department #how did it end? #taylor swift #Spotify

[godsfavdarling]

the prophecy is for the archer, this is me trying and mirrorball girlies, those who feel like they have a curse that keeps people away from them so they keep changing small bits of themselves trying to get someone to stay with them

#too real actually

[godsfavdarling]

may god bless the dinosaur that died to make the fossil fuel that was treated to become petrol in the car that took his mom to the hospital to give birth to aaron dessner

[godsfavdarling]

I must say something.

Listening to ttpd I have this feeling, and idk if it's because she's on the album, but I have this feeling that taylor was in her florence era while writing. The album gives me a little florence and the machine vibes! Especially who's afraid of little old me.

And I love how florida!!! sounds like it could be florence's song but also fits perfectly on the album!!!

#ttpd era #ts ttpd #ttpd #the tortured poets department #florence and the machine #florence welch

[godsfavdarling]

I don’t give a single FUCK about negative reviews. Taylor loves making music and I love listening to it! God bless.

[godsfavdarling]

Ugh! I can't stop thinking about the content and lyrics of TTPD! This is actually insane. She's never been this vulnerable and raw. The way she talks about the way people talk about her life - not only media but FANS. She straight up said "fuck y'all". Good for her. I love her.

#ttpd era #ts ttpd #ttpd #the tortured poets department #taylor swif

[godsfavdarling]

"what do you do in spare time" i yearn and i dream about a life where im loved and nothings ever wrong and it takes up all of my evenings and weekends doing that

[godsfavdarling]

THIS COULD BE US BUT YOU AIN'T LEAVIN' COMMENTS

[godsfavdarling]

Why did lyrics on spotify disappear???????

#ttpd era #ts ttpd #ttpd #the tortured poets department #taylor swift

[godsfavdarling]

I know I'm starting to sound like a broken record but the past couple of months posting fics has been getting more and more frustrating for me.

I barely get any comments and basically no asks. I keep encouraging people to leave comments and message me but barely anyone ever does.

I spend so much time to plan and write my stories and it's so discouraging to basically not get any interaction besides a simple like. Which is nice but comments (and even better: reblogs with comments) are what keeps me motivated to write more stories.

Just so you know what I mean: the fic I posted last night has over 250 likes but only 2 comments.

It doesn't even have to be lengthy or eloquent, a simple "I really enjoyed this!" is all I need.

I honestly don't know what to do at this point because it really sucks out all the joy of posting fics.

So if you want to read more of my stories, please take the time to reblog my fics and leave a comment! It really means so much to me!

[godsfavdarling]

ummm i think we might be the same person cuz why is this my ranking?????

and i'm not afraid to say it

#rankings #taylor swift #ts ttpd #ttpd #ttpd era #the tortured poets department

[godsfavdarling]

wdym ttpd debuted with over 300 million streams, i thought it was just me and the tumblrinas listening to it

[godsfavdarling]

Idk how to say it but honestly I really enjoyed the album release this time around—it was so much fun and peaceful compared to before. I think it's because I'm not on Twitter anymore. When Midnights dropped, being on Twitter was miserable. I feel like the fans on Tumblr just... understand it better. The conversation feels more respectful. Most of us just want to enjoy the music and appreciate Taylor, understanding she's a stranger and a celebrity but also a human being. Also a sister! Like that's my sister for real!!!

#ttpd era #ts ttpd #ttpd #the tortured poets department #taylor swift #twitter swiftie