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Each time I'm trying to get an English reference for my thesis I'm confronted by a pay wall, how you get anything done with that 😭

#let me iiiinnnn #i can't do this anymore #university #thesis #I'm just trying to bring more diverse information #but its nearly impossible #why everything costs money

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My birthday was last week and I'm 22 now and it's such a weird, scary and beautiful age, I accomplished so much during those years and for the first time in my life I didn't cry on my birthday. I spended that day among friends and have so much fun and most importantly I felt so loved 🥺

#birthday #i thought it will be like #nothing new #by taylor swift #but it felt more like #22 by taylor swift #i hope for a good and productive year #and for finally finishing my university

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my thoughts about Geto sensei au:

Gojo and Geto are both sensei, Geto teaches children martial arts.

Geto doesn't work full time. He only goes on the most difficult missions. This was suggested by Gojo when he saw that Geto was having a hard time after eating curses. He suggested that he not eat all the curses, but only the most necessary ones. This way, Geto has more time to have a "normal" life. Working as a teacher and looking after the kids.

They're married. That's out of the question.

Megumi likes Geto, but doesn't respect him for being married to Gojo.

They both helped each other, they both talked to each other and tried to work things out. Let's not forget that Gojo got hurt too, he was just a teenager too.

bonus :D

#satosugu #jjk #I'm dying of cuteness #geto as a teacher would be in opposition to gojo #i think he'll be a demanding one #but his approval would be the highest form of compliment

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saw a funny tweet and i HAD to draw it

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more teacher au

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he's so clingy

(comm info/ kofi support)

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I need new friends to talk about gojo satoru and geto suguru and their tragic story, because my anime lover friends don't ship them 🥺😭

#jjk #geto suguru #gojo satoru #satosugu #jujutsu gojo #jujutsu kaisen #friends #anime

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Why Get Free by Lana Del Rey Suits Eren So Well: With Lines From the Song.

139 spoilers

every time i listen to the song i remember eren. “get free” is what he always wanted. and so many lines in the song make me think about him

1. “Finally...

I'm crossing the threshold

From the ordinary world

To the reveal of my heart”

the “finally” is just so suiting for the end. eren finally gets away from all the shit he did in the world, and he can finally reveal what he intended with it. he doesn’t have to keep it from his friends anymore, he doesn’t have to lie to them.

2. “Undoubtedly...

That will for certain

Take the dead out of the sea

And the darkness from the arts”

what he did saved so many people from the dead. he brought back the ones who turned into titans. there is no more darkness, and so he brought peace

3. “This is my commitment

My modern manifesto

I'm doing it for all of us”

he really did do it for all of them. he did it all for his friends. the entire plan, manifesto, was for them. what he committed was all for his friends :’)

4. “For... and for...

And all my birds of paradise

Who never got to fly at night

'Cause they were caught up in the dance”

this really just speaks for itself. his birds of paradise, his friends. they were caught up in the dance of killing others and each-other. they never got to fly, and be free

5. “Sometimes it feels like I've got a war in my mind

I want to get off, but I keep riding the ride

I never really noticed that I had to decide

To play someone's game, or live my own life”

eren was in a war with himself. he knew everything before anyone else, he knew who he was going to kill and he knew he couldn’t do anything about it. then he had to play along with zeke and yelena’s game for the sake of others safety

7. “And you, as we found out

Were not in your right mind”

this describes how people would blame him and hate him. until they found out he just wasn’t doing okay. he was overwhelmed. and in the end, everything he did was for them

To the boy who sought freedom...

you can rest now

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TOUCH | Geto Suguru x Gojo Satoru

hurt/comfort

The weather outside was cold and windy, making Suguru almost run into his apartment. Closing the door to block the chilly air entering into his house, he notice Satoru's jacket. It only meant that he come back faster than anticipated from a rather dangerous mission and it can mean two things. It was a wonderful success or a total failure.

"SATORU?" The flat was silent and suguru just takes of his shoes quickly.

"SATORU, ARE YOU HOME?" Suguru tried to ignore the anxious feeling in his chest "I SWEAR TO ANYTHING SAINT, IF YOU EATING MY SNACKS I'M KILLING YOU"

Perhaps he's sleeping? The thought shattered when Suguru saw Satoru sitting cross-legged on the floor, his back facing him. He was silent, but everything screams something wrong.

"Satoru" this time it was a gentle calling, as if he wanted to return him back on earth.

Walking closer, Suguru rises his hand to make him pay attention, but instead of a warm feeling of his skin, he touched nothing. More exactly what he touched was Satoru's infinity.

"I don't deserve your touch right now" Satoru's voice was meek, so unlike him.

Gojo Satoru doesn't weep when he's sad. He usually complains loud about something irrelevant to escape the anxiety's tension in his chest.

Then he makes a few dark humor jokes and then he solves problems on his own. If he fails to do it, it'll be only him who'll suffer.

Satoru Gojo never shows weakness, perhaps only when it's midnight and he tells Suguru about his childhood and how lonely it was. That despite having people around him, no emotional connection was made. About how their friendship was something he cherish more than the life itself.

So Gojo Satoru showing weakness on the broad daylight is something scary.

"What do you mean?" Suguru isn't a person to pray on others emotions, but Satoru wants to be saved, otherwise he wouldn't come to his apartment.

"I messed up, how can I have those godlike powers and still have people die on me?"

Oh, Suguru thinks, Gojo Satoru as an Atlant carries the burden of the world on his shoulder.

"Let me touch you" Suguru mirrors his friend's position, trying to catch his eyes, moving even more forward to do so.

"No, I don't deserve your kindness or your affection"

"I'll be the judge of that"

Finally Satoru looks at Suguru with big red eyes. His cerulean blue where so shiny from tears, despite the distress appearance Satoru Gojo was still as breathtaking as always. His white hair messy, but still framing beautiful his face, his face was red and puffy, but the vulnerability was alluring.

The barrier dissappear, letting out a slight warmth from Satoru's skin. Without wasting any time Suguru takes his body in his arms, cradling him closer to his chest. He pats Satoru's back and whispers sweet nothings, promises to keep it a secret if he'll cry.

Gojo Satoru doesn't cry, not in front of people, not even in front of Suguru Geto, but today is an exception. It was a long week and Suguru is so real, so warm, so sweet. Satoru hides his face into his friend's neck, letting it all out, he cries for the young girl who had bright green eyes and for the old man who shield unsuccessful her little body. Gojo Satoru cries for the shoked mother who lost her father and daughter all because of him. Gojo Satoru doesn't cry for himself, he doesn't deserves it.

He tries to sink deeper into Suguru's skin, to try and become one with him. Unsuccessfully.

Everything in Satoru screams that he doesn't deserve to feel that good, but the influence that Suguru Geto has on his nerve system is a secret he'll take to the grave. Perhaps that's why he always seeks him in his darkest moments, and always look at him first when he laughs.

#jjk #geto suguru #gojo satoru #anime #satosugu #someone tweeted about Satoru using infinite to not let suguru touch him and this was born #bad english #angst #jjk angst #gojo satoru x suguru geto

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Spencer Reid:

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life so rough that I might start writing x reader stuff (I still didn't start writing my thesis)

#send help #and money for coffee 🥲 #x reader #reader insert #literally started watching anime to avoid anything related to my uni

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Sukuna and Uraume meeting like "BESTIE, IS THAT YOU?!"

Episode 40? All I gotta say is... DAMN!

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We don't talk about friendship breakups enough. The ones who just vanished from your life, without a say and any reason. The ones who got envious of you achieving your goals instead of cheering you on. The ones who got into a relationship and now you're no longer part of their life. The ones who stopped reading your messages and asking how you're doing. The ones you realized who never said I love you back, that they’ve missed you too.

k.b. // friendship breakups are just as painful

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Fictional men who have the "it's ok to murder but it's never ok to disrespect your wife" energy >>>>

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the way coral said "I killed them all for nothing" just before whe was bitten by a snake hit so hard. because for the whole games you saw her as a villian, as a bad person. But, just like everyone in that arena, she wanted to see her family and friends again, she was just a kid that wanted to live. And her last thought was about the innocent souls she had to kill for that.

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and if god is real, he splashed his loneliness into his creations

#from drafts #i feel its loneliness in every fibre of my soul #that boredom is skin deep #god #light academia #dark academia #loneliness