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Creating a new account because this one is annoying me smh

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Working on vent art on my iPad. Kinda proud of it. a girl called me a freak in fifth grade and it broke me. Looking back tho ... I don't really care what she said. I was overreacting.

#vent art #fifth grade #Bullying #fear #wip

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That’s actually messed up

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True, R.I.P my positive interpretation of that one kid who was a fool

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when you give a guy the cold shoulder

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teacher: “What’s your name again?”

me: “Mayonnaise”

teacher: “no actually.”

me: ”give me an A+ and never call on me and I’ll tell you.”

😎

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I know this isn’t the time but “I’m not mad, I’m just disappointed.” btw, was pepper banned? I’m dumb.

to the person saying the designs were just color referenced: no. this is what pepper dmed me. notice how she uses the word stealing and not a more ambiguous word like referencing.

the designs were stolen. i appreciate immensely that pepper didn’t try to hide it, i respect her a lot for that, however, it doesn’t absolve her. if you do something bad, you need to face the repercussions, in this case it would be a ban.

pepper, if ur reading this, i hope ur doing well. i’m not mad at you, i just wish you had come to me beforehand if you wanted to make a design inspired by one of my own. it’s disappointing that someone in your position would think it alright to steal someone else’s work.

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my granola for FCS

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casually planning the date that will never happen

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My class had a lesson on puberty and our bodies. I have only seen one half of this presentation and will see the next tomorrow. teachers claimed our laughing was dumb and rude but I disagree. have you ever heard of nervous laughter? Our laughter was not immaturity but simply our insecurity and terror at sitting in the same room with all genders and learning about each others bodies, which we do not know well and view as gross. this laughing is clearly. A result of anxiety, embarrassment, And confusion. It’s a coping mechanism. When my mother grabs me by the chin I start laughing because I am in pain but also very nervous. Not to mention I have now stopped eating much food and resorted to drinking milk for protein, grape juice and apple juice in place of fruits and vegetables and.. water. I have also developed a temporary fear of going to the bathroom. I know our bodies are important but I could use less detail and I don’t want to know about the opposite gender. I will never look at a guy the same.

#School #puberty #coping mechanism #laughing #immaturity #Embarrassment #anxiety #unfair assumptions #Sex-Ed #Fear

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A thousand roses in full color

The girl from last summer

The one who made my heartbeat flutter

No one in the room but her

Her soft hands caress his picture

Now my hearts crazy like a richter

Your love struck eyes only made me sicker

And I’m positive that you’ve tricked her

Her heart is a sunbathed paradise

In which we both cannot live inside

And in her heart are your feral eyes

I’m slipping on transparent ice

#poetry #love #crushes #rejection #friendship #Roses