luisa, she/her, 18, selfshiper,
Icon by @retrojem (i fricking love this sm like ahhehvdbdbd),
i do selfship,
just dni my stuff if you dont like what you see
(Im sorry for only talking abt them they are just my obssesion🛐💜)
ALRIGHT THIS IS MY FIRST TIME DOING THIS SO BARE W ME PLEASE!!!!
Reblog w one of your self-ships and based on vibes alone (or what you describe if you want to describe your ship), I will send you a fictional couple your remind me of.
I really badly have to vent scince im feeling so overwhelmed with my Feelings that my body is hurting
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So im feeling pretty depressed lately again everydad i have a new fight with my mom and its usally abt the same stuff it just takes a lot out of me
I try to love her i just cant i hate her And ik that sounds so strong but she keeps telling me that i am a bad and selfish person scince i dont want to be friends with my ex bullie i dont care if she changed (she didnt btw) i dont want anything to do with her And my mom keeps saying that she had it worse than me
Oh really?! Did she!? She wasnt the one being bullied for her weight and looks for more than 10 years no that was me being menatlly abused by my mom and even more but ofc i am the Bad person in every situation in her eyes i do everything to make her happy bit she just dosnt care
I wanna end it so badly i feel overwhelmed with EVERY Single thing my body and mind cant handle stress
I wanna cry out so badly but i cant
Tmrw im getting my report card and i am so scared
I messed up ik its my foult but i couldnt do better i did my best o have just such a hard time in school i feel so tired and Bad
Im sorry i really am!
And then there is this girl which i liked
For the first time i liked someone and she keept complimenting (?) Me abt my looks my style my personality she always found something
And she made me feel so loved and special i have never feelt so in love with someone befor and she did flirt with me a lot so i rrally thought i had a chance for once in my life i did but i guess im Not good enough
Now she is in a daiting Phase with her chrush
Seriously between me and her crush are worlds
If i am so pretty why wasnt i pretty enough for you!? Am i pretty enough ever!?
God i hate myself i just wanna starve myself never eat again maybe then she likes me if im skinny
Maybe my mom could love me more if im skinny she just keeps making coments abt my body
Lmao this is me i have never really drawn my f/o giving a confession actually my FC selfinserts and tyler never even say it (only once but He doesnt even say it back hes just like "okay cool")
I think I messed her clothes up a bit but I’m way to tired to fix it
I love her literally sm😭🛐
I was looking for her height and saw someone on reddid saying she was about 1,75 and I love this so I got this idea that she is taller than me when she is wearing her boots but smoler without them so I got this idea that ciri would tease my selfinsert when she is wearing her boots (I love taller women)
(I bought her in fortnite 😭 I’m only playing ma gurl from now on🖐)