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deq22rawf · 1 year
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' Why are you like this? '
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featured characters — zhongli, childe.
character x yandere!reader
warnings : yandere behavior, toxic relationship, manipulation, minor character death, cursing. (i do not condone yandere behavior irl)
notes : I AM SO SORRY EVERYONE, I WAS SO CAUGHT UP IN NY STUDIES I FORGIT TO WRITE
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ZHONGLI —
This man is smart, but you managed to outsmart that he was still with you in 6 years
When he figured out that he was being manipulated by you, he was saddened by it.
Do you even love him? Are all the years he's been with you, fake?
He confronted you about it,
and you were not happy
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"Y/N." He set down the teacup, looking directly in your eyes sternly. You suddenly stopped talking, the air felt tense and think as you kept drinking.
"I think it's time." Time? What does he mean time? Time for what? Time to go out? What does he mean?
"Time for?.."
"It's time for us to part ways." He said with a stone cold face, you were in disbelief, he was going to leave you? Everything you've done for him was for nothing? Every single dead body you've killed him was in vain?
No, you are not letting him go. You're not letting him go after all the trouble you had to go through just to protect him from these "monsters".
"You're joking right?" You say happily, his face remained the same. "You're joking, right?.." You asked again, his face remained still.
"I'm not joking Y/N, this— no, our matter is serious. Our contract ends here." He stood up, but you grabbed him by his wrist before he walked away.
"No. You're not leaving. You're not leaving after all I've done just to protect you." Your face was tainted with anger, he wasn't going to leave that easily. No, he was going to stay with you, forever and ever.
"Let me g—"
"NO! YOU'RE GOING TO FUCKING STAY HERE WITH ME! DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?! YOU'RE MINE! MINE, MINE, MINE!" He somehow releases himself from your grasp, backing into a corner. You slowly walked towards him, stroking his face gently as his eyes were filled with fear.
"I promise 'Li, You'll love me so much you'll never try to leave me again." You chuckle as you started to dig your nails into his face, making it bleed a little.
"And that's a promise I will keep forever."
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CHILDE —
Childe was the perfect man, he has the brains, he has the looks and he has the wealth!
He was perfect, and nobody would want him to leave right?
They were an idiot, a brainless motherfucker if they left Childe.
But what if he tried to leave you?
Oh, he wouldn't leave you, silly!
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"Ajax~
You said, playing with a knife on your hands as the house was completely dark, Childe was hiding as he tried not to make any sound.
"Why would you try to leave? I thought you loved me? But oh well, you can't hide forever."
You said, giggling as Childe calmed hinself down as he saw an exit, an open window, but he knew better not to enter that window or else, he'll stay with you forever.
He recounted of what happened minutes ago.
"Y/N.. I— We need to talk, about our relationship."
Childe said, you turned to look at him, putting the bookmark in your book as you set down your reading glasses.
"What exactly is wrong about our relationship, Ajax?"
You said, putting a leg on your other one as you smirked.
"I feel like you're being manipulative and toxic towards me, you keep pointing the blame at me and—"
"Oh? I'm the problem? You're the one who's makimg these false accusations at me, you keep lying to people about me being manipulative." You said. "You're fucking with another person, am I right? You're trying to replace me?"
"What? I've never even—" You cut him off. "No, no, no, you don't have the right to talk, Ajax. You don't have the right to fucking talk back to me. You fucked another person behind my back, and I let you? How stupid of me." You said, standing up to pick up a knife.
"And I'm afraid your little sex toy, is dead."
You said, using your foot to open the lower cupboard as a body fell out, he didn't know who it was but you've got it all wrong.
"Listen, Y/N. I— I never cheated on you." He said, his heart racing as you closed the lights, giggling. "Let's play a game, called.. hide and seek." You said.
"Goodluck!"
You chuckled.
As he recounted, your hot breath hit his neck as you enveloped his torso with your hands.
"Found you."
You chuckled, he tried to push you away but you just ended up chaining him to the basement, laughing maniacally as you did so.
"You'll stay here forever!!"
You said, giggling as you shut the door, leaving him there.
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authors note — this was a draft i didn't finish since 2022 LMAO, also leave me request on which character i should do next (even though i have upcoming fics, 💔
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deq22rawf · 1 year
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~ Masterlist ~
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hello everyone, i hope your day was nice, and if not, I hope it gets better! Anyways, the official masterlist for this account is here!
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upcoming fics —
— Strangle the fear of decidin'
— Was that correct?
— Apologies [P3]
multiple characters —
— Apologies [P2]
— Apologies [P1]
— in my heart, there's only betrayal
— Jealousy, Jealousy
— Why are you like this?
diluc —
— The Dark Side Of Dawn
— Me or Her? [Older Fanfic]
childe —
— Death is Life [P1]
— Death is Life [P2]
ayato —
— Busy, as always [OLD FIC]
zhongli —
— Hold me tight, never let me go [SHORT FIC]
dottore —
nothing yet!
other fandoms —
monsters inc. — Tylor Tuskmon HC's
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deq22rawf · 1 year
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Apologies — P2
in which they thought you were leaving him.————————————————
an — hello lovelies, yall asked for a part two, so here it IS!!!(im gonna suffer spacing this out.)
characters — zhongli, itto
warnings — crying, thoughts of leaving (from them), not a lot of apologies, cursing.
link to part one — part one of "Apologies"
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Zhongli —
Zhongli may seem calm and collected on the outside, but inside, his heart was aching and longing for you, it hurts thinking about the fight you've had with him.
"You always keep doing this, Zhongli! You don't care about my feelings, you always– agh, you always push me away!"
"Y/N, stop acting like a kid—"
"See?! You don't care about what I say, are you even listening?!"
"Y/N, that's not what I meant."
"I don't want to hear another word Zhongli, I'm going out for some fresh air, you're so— I hate this, I hate your shitty behavior, I wish I could just fucking leave right now!"
You said, storming out of the house as you slammed the door, Zhongli stood there.
He reminisced the time where you wanted him to give you comfort, to give your feelings validation, but all he did was push you away, not caring if he hurt you.
You didn't come back for two hours, he was worried something happened to you but a part of him thought you left. So he stood up, feeling so much regret and guilt as he grabbed a picture of both of you.
His hand longing for you to come back, but he knew you wouldn't, not after what had happened, what he had done to you.Suddenly, the front door opened as he turned around, tears streaming down his eyes as he saw you, standing there with a somber look in your eyes.
"I thought you left me."
Zhongli said, his voice cracking with emotion as he went over to you, embracing you as he sobbed in your neck.
"I wouldn't Zhongli, I wouldn't."
You said, tracing circles om his back with your finger as you hugged him back, letting him cry on your shoulder. He muttered apology after apology.
"We're going to be okay."
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Itto —
Itto was standing outside, fumbling with his fingers as he waited for you to come back, his heart racing as tears pricked his eyes, fear and regret taking over his whole body as he sat down on the wooden flooring.
Where did it all go wrong?
"Y/N, w–we could talk about this!"
"Itto, there nothing to talk about, I saw you look at them."
"I don't like them, promise!—"
"Itto, when will you shut the fuck up? Give me some space, you never give me space."
"You never give me space to think about, you— you're just so fucking childish and annoying sometimes! Why can't you treat this situation like adults?!"
"I—"
"No, Itto. Give me space first, don't follow me. Don't you fucking dare follow me, I don't want you barging into my life right now."
You closed the door as you left Itto in the house all by himself, the tension still lingering in the air.
"Where did it all go wrong?" He asked, his brain trying to comprehend what had just happened. But then, a thought popped up in his mind.
"What if they left me? What if— what if they never came back?" He said, his voice cracking as he sobbed in his hands, whimpers and apologies were spilling out of his mouth.
He didn't want you to go, but you didn't want him to follow.
Maybe this was the space you needed? You needed to break up with him? You were tired of him, weren't you?
Thoughts ran across his mind as a pair of arms enveloped him, he looked up to see you, you had came back for him? Why?
"Why did you—?"
"I wouldn't leave my one and only oni here, would I? It would break my heart to see you cry, waiting for me to come back."
"I would never leave you, Itto."
You said softly, pressing a kiss on his cheek as he sobbed quietly.
"I'm so sorry.."
"I know you are, Itto. I forgive you, but we'll have to talk about this, alright?"
"I would never leave your side, even if we had the most biggest fight in our lives, Itto."
"But why?.."
"Because, I love you."
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an — wow! I finally made a part two to something! wow!!! also im making another fanfic that's set for a date!
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deq22rawf · 1 year
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in my heart there's only betrayal
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featuring : diluc, kaeya & childe
warnings : mlm, male reader, cheating (from reader's side), betrayal, whole lot of crying.
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Diluc —
Diluc was slowly becoming suspicious of you, how you were slowly getting closer to Kaeya, how you wouldn't even bat an eye at him, and how the love for him slowly disappeared.
He'd been keeping an eye out for a while, how you and Kaeya became closer together, they looked too much of a couple to not be mistaken as one. It made his blood boil, jealousy pumping through his veins, but something stopped him. What if you were just catching up with Kaeya? Or just wanted to have new friends?
But that doesn't explain why you were so cold towards him now?
The kisses you gave him felt fake, like they were forced, like they were a chore.
He decided to investigate further, his suspicions arising as you and Kaeya were practically doing everything together. Did you think he was that dumb?
He found out one day.
He was doing his shift at Angel's Share. Charles was sick, so he was the one running the tavern. He was looking around, your presence was absent, along with Kaeya, while he usually came to the tavern at this time.
Luckily, Jean was there, along with Amber and the other knights. Diluc asked her to occasionally check the counter if any drunkards or Venti tried to jump over it. He exited the tavern, walking around the city as he was searching for you, looking for you at your favorite spot in the city, even though he was looking at scarce places.
Until he found you, with Kaeya. His eyes widened at the sight as he caught you making-out with Kaeya. He was left speechless, both of you luckily didn't notice his presence. He walked away, his stone-cold demeanor plastered on his face as he walked back to the tavern.
He continued to do his shift like nothing happened, even though inside he felt anger and betrayal. He clutched the wine glass in his hand, the pressure made it break into pieces, blood flowing out of his hands.
You fell out of love, you fell out of his life like the people he loved most. Was he cursed with this, was he destined to lose everyone around him?
While he closed the tavern, tears spilled down his face as the usually composed red-head had completely broken down on the floor. Covering his hands to prevent any pathetic noises coming out of his mouth. He decided he would divorce you.He couldn't bear the pain of seeing you.
Besides, you would be so happy without him.
You don't need him anymore.
Right?
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Kaeya —
He had noticed, he had noticed that you were slowly slipping away from his grasp, he saw you less and less everyday, the light in your eyes fading away as everyday passed. Whenever he saw you, you would either turn back around or just keep ignoring him.
What had happened to you? Did he do something to upset you or had done something wrong?
He had to find out during dinner.
"Y/N, can we talk for a moment?"He said softly, not using any endearment to show his seriousness.
You didn't respond, you kept biting into your food, ignoring him as he kept repeating your name, over and over until you finally snapped.
"Y/—""Kaeya, I'm tired."
You said, he was confused to say the least, were you physically exhausted from your work, were you mentally drained and maybe that's why you were ignoring him?
"Then you can rest, Y/N."
"No, that's not it, Kaeya."
"Stop being vague already, Y/N. I want to know why you were ignoring me these past few da–"
Suddenly you cut him off, the next words shocked him to the core.
"I'm tired of this relationship, Kaeya. I'm tired of your bullshit. "
That's why you were ignoring him? Because of him, you were tired because of him? What can he do to help you, what can he do to help you stay? He needed you more than ever, you were the only person to stay in his life.
"The sparks died down, Kaeya. The same excitement you've gave me back then disappeared. Not until I met Diluc."
You.. You had been messing around with his brother? You've been seeing Diluc. Why? He gave you everything, he sacrificed everything for you, you meant everything for him.
"I'm sorry.. This will be the last time we'll see eachother."
You were ready to let go from him.
But he wasn't ready to let go from you.
Childe —
Childe came back to an empty home, your items stripped away as every single picture of you has been ripped out. What had happened when he was away? Were you kidnapped?
He needed to find you, and fast. He couldn't live without you, you were like the light of his world, he needed you to survive.
He tried asking your friends, he tried asking your family but all of them said they didn't know, or they didn't contact or they never knew you've left him.
But one rainy day, he finally found you! He was so excited to see you again, he tried running towards you but suddenly, a man had wrapped around your form, hugging and kissing you. He stood still, anger and betrayal pumping through his veins as you laugh with him, kissing him, loving him like he loved you before. His eyes widened as he realized who the man was, it was Zhongli.
He just walked away from the scene, tears spilling down his face as sobs escape his mouth, the one person who loved him was gone, he didn't want to believe it, he thought it was just a bad dream.
But this is reality.
A week passed and whenever he saw you, he would turn back, not even looking back as his head was low, facing towards the ground.
He loved you dearly.
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an — this took me four days to make
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deq22rawf · 1 year
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i love this smmmm <33
no love left | diluc ragnvindr
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pairing: diluc ragnvindr/gn. reader
genre: angst
wc: 3.2k
cw: mild cussing, brief mentions of violence, probably lore breaking too lol. 
summary: falling out of love is painful but maybe it’s what you needed.
note: please read the authors note after the story ESPECIALLY if you’re confused because i’ve implemented a few odd aspects into this story. i was just typing out whatever so essentially it’s more word vomit (again lol) but uhh yeah. most of the important stuff is at the bottom so like i said before, read that authors note at the end!!
lightly proofread, please don’t mind any errors
fic below the cut.
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deq22rawf · 1 year
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Tylor Tuskmon HC'S
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an : yes im going insane over a monster from monsters incorporated.
warnings : nsfw and sfw moments, idk how to write nsfw 👍
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SFW —
- He would be so gentle and nice with you, like he would be like giving you little kisses every now and then.
- He's very clumsy which ends up to you worrying about him too much.
- Whenever you fight, he's usually the one that apologizes first. But whenever you don't even want to talk to him, he's going to give you space.
- He's clingy so expect him to not leave your side for the day.
- Whenever you're stressed out, he tells you to take a break and to have a snack with him, even if it's midnight.
- He's scary when he's mad but he eventually calms down whenever you comfort him and give him hugs!
- 10/10 boyfriend
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NSFW —
- He would be more submissive than being dominant, but if you want he could always be on top! <3
- If he was the being dominant, he would be so gentle with you, like you were about to break if he went too rough with you.
- If he was being submissive, heh, just prepare yourself. His moans are heavenly, he looked so cute while you were just there, bouncing on his cock.
- "Haah~ Y-Y/N~ Nnghh~"
- You usually teased him before you let him cum, sucking his dick, edging him etc.
- When he cums, his scream is so fucking slutty, like he moaned like a cheap whore.
- During aftercare, he's the one that takes care of you surprisingly. You sunk into his chest as he brushes your hair with water.
- He's such a sweet monster and would definitely cuddle with you afterwards, whispering sweet nothings into your ears.
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an : please just hear me out.
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deq22rawf · 1 year
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' Apologies '
in which they thought you were leaving him.
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authors note : whew, school's hectic this past month, 15 assignments lmao, im gonna write on every monday from now on, if i don't, im probably dead <3 I'm kidding.
characters : childe & gorou
warnings : crying, thoughts of leaving (from them), lots and lots of apologies, cursing, suicidal thoughts.
part two — here
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CHILDE
Both of you went to sleep in seperate rooms that night, you took the southern room while he took the northern room.
You were fighting about him coming home late and always having wounds on his chest, legs, arms, everywhere! And he was not in the mood so he immediately snapped and screamed at you causing the fight to escalate.
"Ajax! I'm just trying to look out for you, you know?"
"Just shut the fuck up Y/N, I'm not in the mood right now!"
"Oh I'm shutting the fuck up?! I'm just trying to look out for you! Is that a crime now?!"
More profanities were screamed out, until he used your abandonment against you.
"You know?! Maybe I should've left you on that road that night?! I'm sick and tired Y/N!"
The more he reminisces about the fight, the more the guilt is setting in his mind. He shouldn't have said that, you were just trying to look out for him.
His train of thoughts stopped as he heard the front door close harshly.
His tears finally spilled out as sobs could be heard outside his room aswell.
You left him didn't you?
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm fucking sorry, I didn't mean for-for any of th-this to happen. I'm f-fucking sorry."
He held onto his pillow tight as his spilled out more apologies. More of his tears were staining the pillow as dark thoughts clouded his mind.
He was so lost in thought that he didn't realize that his door crept open and you peeked inside.
Your eyes were wide as he started to sob out suicidal words.
"I'm going to kill myself, I hate myself, I should jump off a cliff, I should hang myself."
Until you immediately rushed to his side and held him tight, his muffled cries were in your neck.
"Hey, hey, I'm here, Jax' I'm here, I'm here alright?"
He held on you tightly like you were about to turn into dust, his breath shaking as he looked into your eyes and you looked into his.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Y/N. I didn't mean what I sa-said.. I was just i-in a bad mood and I-I d-didn't realize I s-said-
"Shhh.. I know you didn't alright? Don't hurt yourself, 'Jax."
You wiped his tears off his face, his eyes finally glistened under the moonlight as you hugged him tightly.
"I'm not going to leave, just make sure to take care of yourself alright?"
You gave him a pick on the cheek.
"Okay."
"Now let's go to sleep, We'll talk this out in the morning alright?"
He held you tighter than ever before, he was afraid that he was just dreaming and you truly left him. But you didn't. He loved you with every fiber with his being, he doesn't know what to do without you.
He loves you so much and he would never let you go until death.
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GOROU
Gorou's ears went down and his tail flopped as he thought more and more about your fight.
"Gorou, you're not spending any time with me like you did back then?! I'm sick and tired of this, please can you just spend time with me?!"
"I'm sorry but the Divine Priestess needs me on the front l-"
"You know what? I'm just going to go somewhere, don't even bother following me."
"W-Wait Y/-"
You slammed the door on him as he was left with guilt and regret in his body.
He laid against a tree as the bird's sung and sang songs, he sobbed quietly as he curled himself up in a ball.
He didn't realize he was too focused on work that he forgot about you. His hands were shaking and small whimpers could be heard around the area.
But he didn't care, you left him, the person who gave him the courage to keep going on, but you're now gone.
Probably you've already left him, far away from him because you couldn't take it anymore, you couldn't take it anymore to be neglected anymore.
He deserved what he felt, he deserved the pain he felt, what was even there to fight for anymore? Without you, it felt like a part of him was lost, gone even.
He continued to cry and cry and didn't even notice someone calling out from him.
"Gorou?! Oh archons, are you okay?"
Your tone was soft, like someone humming a tone, or the little birds singing their songs.
You lifted up his chin to see his eyes were filled with sadness, lost, and filled with despair. He embraced you tightly as he whispered apologies immediately.
"I'm so-sorry for neglecting you Y/N, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please don't leave me alone, I don't want to be alone Y/N."
"I'm not leaving Gorou, I'm not leaving you but I just want to spend time with you, I'm tired of being alone. I just want to be with you."
His form was shaking, his ears were drooped down as you kissed him, releasing his worries out.
He hugged you tightly, so tightly as you kissed him again, slowly bringing him up, making him stand.
"Let's go home, Gorou."
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authors note : WOOHOO THE FANFIC IS DONE <333 ILY YALL
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deq22rawf · 1 year
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OH MY LORD, IM SO SORRY I WAS LIKE WRITING FOR A WHOLE MONTH, SCHOOL WAS BOMBARDING ME WITH 500 ASSIGNMENTS AND 6000 PROJECTS THAT OUR DUE BY NEXT WEEK 😭😭 ILL TRY TO WRITE FOR YALL <3
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deq22rawf · 1 year
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' Jealousy, Jealousy '
in which you accidentally make them jealous.
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includes : diluc & kaeya
authors note : school got in the way, again ✌️
warnings : idk jealous slightly possessive diluc and maybe ooc (because i can't write them properly)
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Diluc
So like, Diluc was doing his shift at Angel's Share.
He was just cleaning some glasses until you walk in with Kaeya.
He didn't think nothing of it, he was like:
"probably they both got in the same time."
So you like greet Diluc and you Kaeya finds a seat.
And then suddenly you sit next to him??
Okay this man was not showing it but he was a little possessive to you, but he wanted to give you the freedom you need.
But this was not one of them.
He didn't confront you about it though, he just let you next to him and maybe it's just work related stuff.
Around 1 hour passes by you were talking to Kaeya like you were laughing, giggling and like having fun.
And this man was a little insecure since like.
"Do they like Kaeya more than me? Did the time we spent was just nothing to them? Was this relationship just a play?"
And he was like hiding his sadness behind his jealousy that was clearly displayed infront of everyone.
So as his shift ended, you said your goodbyes to everyone there and started walking to Diluc.
You greeted him again and he wouldn't look at you.
So you greeted him again, this time louder.
And he said.
"What do you want Y/N, I'm not in the mood right now. Go to Kaeya and have fun with him alright?"
And you were borderline shocked, was, was he jealous because he saw you talking to Kaeya.
So that's how deep Diluc's hatred is for him.
"Diluc.. We were just talking about how our past week has gone.."
"hmph."
You gave him a kiss and inside you were dying from how cute when he was jealous.
"You're really cute when you're jealous you know??"
His face turned into a lightish pink and he turned away from you, god he was still cute.
"Let's just.. Go home."
You kept teasing him about it for the past few weeks.
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Kaeya
Now this man was easily jealous whenever you talked to your guy friends, or Diluc.
Like he would be watching from the sidelines giving them death stares, but they usually don't notice.
He wasn't possesive of you unlike Diluc, he was just jealous and probably would let them talk to you as long as they don't hit some moves on you.
And you knew about his jealousy, so one day you decided to pull a nasty prank on him.
Get him jealous.
So you asked one of your friends if they can help you pull off the prank and they surprisingly agreed.
So one summer day, Kaeya were strolling around Monstadt, his usual thing when he had free time.
And then he spots you with.. Diluc?
He was shocked like, he gasped silently when he saw you with him.
And you on the other hand, was like eating with Diluc at Good Hunters and you were laughing with him about something.
Kaeya just looked at you both but instead of jealousy, it was sadness. Like Diluc, he started thinking that :
"Is this the end of it? Is that it? Diluc is going to steal them from me? Am I not lovable enough?"
He was a little self-indulgent that day, so when you came back to your shared house, you were surprised that Kaeya was packing his stuff.
"Kaeya? Where are you going?"
"Why do you even care, y/n? Look if you wanted to be with Diluc, you could've just said so."
Instead of being shocked, you approached him and cupped his cheeks.
"I'm really sorry, Kaeya okay? It was just a prank, i didn't mean to take it that far."
You kissed him on his forehead as you reassured him you weren't cheating on him, he believed you as he started unpacking his stuff.
"That was a mean joke, Y/N."
"You were cute though!"
Did. Did you see him pouting his lips??
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phew, sorry this is a little short but it's all i could do haha, school was really busy.
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OH MY GOD 30 FOLLOWERS???? 200 NOTES???? ILY GUYS SO MUCH OMG, YALL ARE SO INSANEEEEEEE
A NEW STORY IS GONNA DROP TMRW ILY YOU ALL <3
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Flowers for the Moon
Diluc ⎯ The Dark Side of Dawn
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synopsis ⎯ after weeks of waiting for him to come back after a mission, you finally grow impatient as you try to find him, not knowing that he cheated on you for someone else.
warnings : cheating, reader catching him cheat (even though he wouldn't), crying???, sobbing and slight cursing. also not proofread.
authors note : woohoo! i finally had the motivation of writing (also this was a fucking re-write of the previous diluc story hehe. also how to word count)
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It was a stormy evening at Dawn Winery, the rain was pouring as little taps by the window were cause by the rain. It was cold, so cold. You wished you had Diluc with to cuddle with you during this stormy night, actually when was he going to come back? You can't wait to suprise him when he came back!
Your lights was still on, writing a poem you would read out loud once he came back, I'm sure he'll love this poem! You said to yourself, you were such a naive person back then, falling in love so easily which caught the attention of your now husband, Diluc.
Your mind was starting to wander as you suddenly snap back to reality, what time was it? 10pm? 11pm? 12am? You didn't know, your eyelids were feeling heavier than ever as you dropped the pain, ready to go to sleep.
You plopped yourself down onto the bedsheets, clutching tightly at the pillows imagining it was Diluc. You soon fell asleep as you dreamt of Diluc finally hugging you after weeks.
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The sunlight brushing your face ever so slightly as you were still clutching the pillow. You woke to the sound of the doors of the mansion opening, was Diluc finally home?! Were you finally going to have dinner with him again? Breakfast and lunch?! You stood up with excitement, running down to the stairs like a kid excited to open their presents.
Your reality was crushed to see that it was just Kaeya, smiling and waving back at you as your messy hair was covering your face. You let out a slight smile as you walked up the stairs once more, ready to get dressed for work.
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"Are you alright Y/N? You seemed to be a little... Lonely hm? Do you need my company?"
"Ahaha, no Kaeya, I'm just fine on my own, I'm not THAT lonely you know!"
You gave him a playful push as you grin at him, he was right you know, you were a little lonely since Diluc still wasn't back yet, I mean he did tell you he was going to be gone for a couple of weeks.
Your train of thought was immediately cut off as you hit a pole, making your fall on your butt.
"Fuck! That hurt!"
Kaeya chuckled. "You do have a tendency to be clumsy, make sure to be aware next time, okay? I don't want to see you have a bruise on your forehead."
You rolled your eyes. "Yeah yeah, I know, I'm not a little kid Kaeya."
"I'm just saying." Kaeya pulled you up.
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The town was quieter than usual, the people were whispering and looking at you and Kaeya, they didn't really think you were cheating on him.. Right?
"Don't listen to them Y/N." His eyes peeled on the road, keeping his smug face.
"But, how can I not? They're whispering about us."
"I'm sure it's not us, maybe someone else? Like my brother?" He gave a slight hum as he kept walkong with you.
Finally, you reached the doors of the 'Knights of Favonius' where your husband keep saying that they're always so inefficient. You quite missed him berating them infront of you.
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"There. Is. So. Much. Paperwork."
You muttered to yourself, your hair disheveled as you kept writing down report on who is the infamous Abyss Order's 'prince.' Luckily there was Jean on your side who kept you sane through the whole day, usually giving you coffee or snacks.
Finally, the day has ended as you waved your goodbyes to Jean, Lisa and Klee. Walking down the cobblestone road with Kaeya as he hummed.
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"Hey Kaeya."
He stopped humming as he gave you a questioning gaze.
"What is it, Y/N?"
"When will Diluc finally come home?"
He pretends to think about it for a moment, his hands brushing over his chin.
"In three days or so, it's just a guess."
"I hope so."
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The cold night of Monstadt always gave you comfort, the moonlight illuminating the city as a gust of wind headed both your way. Slight crickets could be heard amongst the trees as you were picking flowers.
The cool breeze was running through you hair as Kaeya was quiet while walking towards the large mansion.
"I guess this is my stop, Kaeya. I'll see you tomorrow, I guess."
"I bid you farewell, Y/N. Goodnight." His form was walking away from the mansion, the slight jingle of his boots were slowly fading away.
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You opened the mansion doors as all the maids were asleep, was it already 10 o' clock? Nevermind, it's time for you to sleep. You changed into your pajamas as you went in and hopped into your bed, falling asleep immediately after a long day of working.
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It was Saturday, a day where you could do anything. Sadly nothing interesting happened, just Jean strolling around Monstadt with Klee as she almost blowed up Katheryn's booth, Kaeya sitting on a bench reading something. Lisa was nowhere to be found surprisingly and Diluc was still on that mission.
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Sunday.
It was Sunday.
You were growing fucking impatient, just where was he you thought to yourself, its been 3 weeks since you last saw him. So finally, you decided to put matters in your own hands as you checked all of the most common spots where you could find him, you asked Katheryn where he was and she didn't know either.
Just where the hell was he?!
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Every day, you were growing impatient more and more and more. You missed him so much, you missed the way he smiled, you missed the ways he cuddled with you, gave you kisses, whisper sweet nothings into your ears, massaging your back. You had missed Diluc, every day was tearing you apart more and more until you finally asked a person that could had gave you a lead.
He was last seen in Springvale, talking to a person and he immediately ran off.
So you promised yourself, you promised yourself to go to Springvale tommorow.
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Thursday, 12:44 PM.
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You were strolling around Monstadt once more with Kaeya as you suddenly asked him a question.
"Hey um, Kaeya."
"Hm? Is there anything you need Y/N?"
"Is it possible you could accompany me to.. Springvale today?" You looked at him.
"Hmm.. Let me think... Of course, I'm free today anyway."
Your eyes lit up with excitement. "Really?! Come on let's go!"
"Alright, alright. Let's go." He chuckled.
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As you were walking to Springvale, you suddenly got an uneasy feeling from your gut, like there was something bad that was going to happen, you ignored the feeling and kept walking.
Finally, you arrived to Springvale, you never been hear for a long while. The wind brushing through your hair as the people were chatting away happily, some kids playing and some people strolling around.
Suddenly you noticed a familiar red haired person walking towards an alleyway with a person, it looked like another.. Woman.
"Hey.. Kaeya, can you stay here for a moment."
"Of course, I'll wait for you. It's not like I'm going to disappear like my brother." He laughed.
"You're such a tease, Kaeya." You rolled your eyes playfully.
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Your heart was racing faster than ever as you approached the alleyway, not knowing about what's going to happen. When suddenly, a shocking reality hit you.
"She'll never know, Donna."
"Hmm~ Are you sure, Master Diluc? I feel like she's just here, staring at us." She said, kissing his cheek lovingly.
He kissed her back. "She'll never know, alright?" His hands were by her waist as they were both having a full make-out session. You couldn't believe your eyes as hot tears spilled down your face.
You couldn't look back as you ran away from the scene, back to Kaeya.
You hugged him tightly and cried into his chest, his confused deamenor looking down at you.
"Are you... Alright Y/N?"
"N-No! I'm not fucking okay Kaeya! H-He's fucking cheating on me with someone else!" Your tears was staining his clothes, he was starting to hug you tightly, wrapping his arms around your back.
"I w-want.. To.. Leave Kaeya.. I don't want to come back.."
"Let's go.. Then... We'll talk in the morning, alright? You can stay by my house if you want to." He kissed your forehead as he played with your hair, hugging you tightly.
"Please let's just go!" You begged and pleaded with him, your tears couldn't stop, his hands were wrapped around your fingers delicately.
"Whatever you say, Y/N." As he held your hand while walking, not noticing Diluc was staring right at you with regret, shame and digust. How could he be so.. Obvious? Shameless? How could he cheat on someone that only wanted to love him back. He knows he can't repair this relationship, soon enough your heart will belong to someone else.
Someone else that isn't him.
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authors note 2 ⎯ I AM SO SORRY IF THIS IS SHIT LMAO, THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING THIS MUCH (also my hands hurt)
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sorry yall for not writing hehe, school got infront of my writing capabilities. But don't worry, a short fic will be written soon!! <3
-Love, Creator
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Link To Part One
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[not proofread, fanon childe yk.]
He didn't care about you anymore, he didn't care about you anymore.
So why? Why would he find your lifeless body and cried over it? He loved someone else, he had someone else.
"T-This has to b-be a prank Y/N! Come on! Wake up! WAKE UP PLEASE!"
His tears staining your clothes, your cold lifeless body being pressed up against him as he cried in the crook of your neck. Your vision was shattered in his hand, your hair was disheveled.
"Please wake up, please wake up, this is a sick prank right? Please just give me a sign that you're alive, give me a sign, anything! Anything!... anything..."
But you didn't wake up, this wasn't a fairytale where he could just give you a kiss and you would wake up. This was real, so, so, so real.
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A few years later.
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Childe was busy as usual, so much paperwork had to be done because of that damn Doctor bossing him around, maybe if you were here y-
Oh. Yeah right. You were gone.
His hands started to tremble as memories of you flowed into his brain, the way you smiled, the way you laughed, the way you complained at him. He missed everything about you.
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That evening, he picked up your favorite flowers and laid them down neatly by your grave, his smile didn't reach his face as he let his tears fall down his face.
"Hey comrade, missed me? Probably not." He chuckled as more tears fell down his face.
"I got you your favorite flowers, and oh! Here's a trinket I got from Fontaine! A-And also I got you some.." He stopped saying anything as quiet sobs came out, he let all of his tears come crashing down his face as he apologized endlessy.
"I'm sorry for everything I've done Y/N.. I do.. I do love you.. I do find everything you do for me annoying but.. I still loved you.. I wished you were still here. I wished I could've died instead of you."
He gave you one last gift, a photo of him and you happily strolling around Liyue Harbor.
If he could reverse time, he would do everything he did wrong to you right.
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Authors note : i wrote this with one hand
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[Not proofread, fanon childe, fanon childe being an asshole.]
"Everything is your fault Y/N! You fucking keep messing up my work! Everything is your fault Y/N. You know?! I shouldn't have met you at all!"
What does he love about you? Your smile, your warmth your.. love for him, you were so inlove with him that it was making him fucking sick.
So he disappeared, he disappeared from your life as you were left there to cry alone on the floor. Your tears staining the red carpet.
Why? Why must he do this to me? You asked yourself, god you wished you could've just... Disappeared aswell..
A few weeks later he found someone else, someone else that wasn't you. Someone else that's better, someone who's stronger, someone who wouldn't ruin everything in his life.
A fatui agent had found you while picking up some flowers in Bishui Plain, their corpse was found a few hours later while your weak body was in a cave, you only had a few minutes to live now.
Oh well, it's what he wanted right? He wanted to never see you again.
You closed your eyes, letting your tears fall down, your body ached in pain.
Finally, everything was still and silent, like a calm ocean.
This is what he wanted.
He never wanted to see you ever again
He got his wish.
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[not proofread, idk if ayato is ooc, shitty writing.]
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"I'm sorry, but I'm quite busy today. Let's go on a picnic tommorow hm?"
"I'm sorry I couldn't make it today, Y/N, I am quite busy once more, please bear with me."
And then the letters stopped, where had your boyfriend gone? Oh, nobody knows. Let's just ask Ayaka and see if she knows!
"I'm so sorry Y/N, I haven't seen my brother all day. But please, contact me if you do find him."
One second.
One minute.
One hour.
Two hours.
Just where the hell was he!?
Well.. The sun was starting to set, I guess you couldn't find him. You hoped he wasn't missing or even... Dead? All of these thoughts flowed into your head like a leak when suddenly..
"Will you accept me as your..."
And then the trail goes off as you ran away from the scene, tears welling up in your eyes as you buried your face in your hands.
So this is what he was up to?
Was he... bored of you?
Did he fall out of love?..
You wrote down a note, saying that you were going on a commission for a while and he wouldn't see you.
It was actually a lie.
As soon as he entered your shared home, any warmth was devoid of life, just a sticky note plastered onto a plate.
It was the last time he'll be able to see you again.
Your funeral was held days later as your body was discovered next to a lake, your body had been pierced by a polearm. Nobody saw you, nobody heard you.
Ayato regretted everyone that had happened in the recent weeks, the way he cheated on you, the way he ignored you, neglected you for some.. girl.
Ayato grabbed one of the photos on the table, it was the time when you and Ayato were happily married.
His tears hitting the glass as he dropped your wedding photo.
All he could mutter was.
"I'm sorry."
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"So what's going to be Diluc? Me or her?"
Your tears well up in your eyes, your cries of agony inside was screaming and begging to be released from his grasp. You wanted to be free, go far away from Monstadt and never return.
His face, unmoving, like the still Cider Lake just behind both of you. The water reflecting the moon from above as a single tear falls down from his face.
He didn't respond.
He didn't RESPOND.
"Then... I'll leave now Diluc. I'll leave and never come back."
All of your tears finally cascaded down your face, the clouds covering the moon as you walked away from Diluc, his body not moving, his eyes gazed at you walking away from him.
You dreamt of the day Diluc and You would be walking down the isle, as his words of love flowed smoothly up his mouth as you wept tears of joy.
But that would be reserved for another person.
Another person that isn't you.
"It was you, Y/N. It was supposed to be you."
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im fucking salty right now, literally im going to grab them by the head and beat their head into concrete 🥰
Catching the Harbingers cheating on you...
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TW : Cheating, cursing, heavy angst, and angst with no comfort.
Sypnosis : You catch your harbinger s/o cheating on you..but how would they react?
Characters : Columbina, Pierro, Pantalone, Capitano, Childe, Arlecchino, Scaramouche, and Dottore x Reader.
Author’s Note : I’m really in my cheating angst era 😭
PART 2 IN PROGRESS!
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Columbina 
You and Columbina had been dating for quite a while. You hadn’t seen her in a while so you decided to visit her office and maybe spend some time together.
You loved hearing her sing, you loved hearing her soft voice.
You went into her quarters of Zapolyarny Palace and when you entered her office door you saw Columbina cuddling with someone else.
Imagine to your surprise when you found out she was cuddling with not just some ordinary person.
But another Harbinger.
It was Arlecchino.
The both of them were way too close to not look like a couple. 
Arlecchino stared at you with her cold gaze which nearly made you shiver.
Columbina found the whole thing amusing. You catching her cheating with one of her fellow Harbingers.
You didn’t even say a word and you fet your heart shattering. You turned your heel walking towards the door when suddenly Columbina called out your name.
“Y/N why don’t you join us hmm?” Columbina asked with her soft voice and her lips curling into a smile.
“You’re shameless.” You spat.
“It seems like someone’s mad” Arlecchino said and the both of them started laughing at you.
You felt humilated. You didn’t want to give them the satisfaction of knowing that their words were getting to you.
But unlike many things in life that you couldn’t control, you couldn’t control the tears that came down your cheeks.
You ran out of there and never looked back. You never wanted to see them ever again. 
Pierro
You and Pierro had been married for a while. The both of you loved each other a lot but you started to doubt his feelings towards you. He started coming home late all the time. But he was always late…so why did it start feeling like he wasn’t out doing missions for the fatui all the time?
Then again he is the 1st harbinger and the leader. So it made sense but you couldn’t ignore the gut feeling in your chest.
But one day you recieved a letter in the mail from an anonymous person.
“I have proof that your husband is cheating on you. Head to Zapolarny Palace at 5 pm into his office and you will see.”
You had thought the letter was strange but you couldn’t ignore the same gut feeling in your chest. You headed to Pierro’s office at 5pm.
You opened the door and you walked in on Pierro with another women. They were cuddling on his chair and they looked in love.
The anonymous person was right. He was with another person.
“Pierro? What’s going on? Who’s she?” You asked.
“I fell out of love.” His deep voice made you shudder. “But this wonderful women right here kept me company and we’re in love.”
“But I thought you loved me?..” 
“No and get out.” Pierro said with a glare at you.
“W-what?-” You couldn’t finish your sentence as who you recognized to be Childe grabbed you out of his office.
“It’s better not to piss him off.” Childe said in a worried tone. “Are you okay?”
“You were the anonymous letter?” You said with tears in your eyes.
“I felt as if I had to tell you. I didn’t want you to see you getting hurt and wasting your time.” Childe said as he hugged you tightly.
You cried in his chest and Childe comforted you.
Pantalone
You were walking towards the Northland Bank where you wanted to visit your boyfriend. You knew he was really busy all of the time but you really wanted to see him.
You entered the Northland Bank and walked up the stairs to Pantalone’s office. Your hand was on the door knob and you were about to open it when you heard strange noises coming from inside.
You opened the door with a smile as you were excited to see him.
Pantalone looked up from his paper work that he was signing and gave you a smile.
“Oh Y/N” He said “What do I owe you the pleasure today?”
“Oh nothing” You said while walking towards him. “I was wondering if we could do something today?”
“Hmm yes” Pantalone hummed as he got up from his desk and started walking with you towards the door.
The both of you were about to exit his office when suddenly you heard a strange noise.
You looked behind yourself with a confused expression as you went into his office.
“Dear it’s nothing.” He said while trying to grab your arm. “I was thinking we could take a walk around the harbor”
You almost would have believed him. With the way he was so calm, his smile, and because he was your boyfriend.
But you’re no fool. 
You looked behind his desk when you saw a girl who was under his desk. Your eyes widened and you pulled her from up from the desk. You were absolutely livid.
“So this is who you’ve been with while you claimed you were busy with work?” You said with tears threatening to spill out of your eyes.
“I wasn’t lying when I said I was busy with work dear.” He said as his smile dropped. “She has been…keeping me company.”
“Your such a fucking bastard.” You screamed as you dropped the girl and walked up to him and slapped him in the face. 
You ran out of the Northland Bank with tears in your ears. You were full on crying as you ran towards the nearest alleyway. You sobbed violently as you lost your balance and fell towards the ground.
Meanwhile back at the Northland Bank Childe had seen the entire thing unfold. He saw the way you were so upset. He was standing there feeling pity for you as he watched Pantalone just roll his eyes and walk back into his office.
“I could treat her so much better.” Childe thought.
Capitano
You and Capitano were a rather odd couple. For one, people would point out obvious differences between the both of you. Capitano was known as ruthless, cold, and unforgiving. But you? You were really kind, caring, and your smile was really bright.
People would often question “how did the two of you end up together?” but they were too scared because of Capitano.
You knew that your boyfriend would often train the fatui soldiers and you noticed that him and a certain female agent were getting pretty…close?
You noticed that they would often spar together a lot. You just brushed it off thinking that Capitano loved you a lot and wouldn’t ever cheat on you. Or even break your heart.
You expressed your concerns to him but he would often respond with
“You don’t have anything to worry about.”
“We just like sparring together.”
One day you got fed up when you saw Capitano and that female fatui agent was smiling and brushing. You confronted Capitano about it and the two of you got into a huge argument about it.
Capitano ended up storming out and you were left by yourself to gather your thoughts together. 
Maybe you were overthinking things? Maybe they don’t actually have feelings for each other?
You baked deserts and added them to a basket and figured you would share it with him as a way to apologize for overthinking things. You loved him a lot and you didn’t want to throw everything away just for that.
You were walking towards the training grounds when you spotted Capitano and the same female fatui agent with each other. 
You were frozen at the next thing that happened.
He had lifted his helmet and kissed her on the lips.
You were heartbroken. You were shocked.
You walked up to them and took one of the deserts and threw it at Capitano.
You ran away after that with tears in your eyes. You couldn’t believe it.
Childe
You were babysitting his younger brother Teucer and the both of you hung out around Snezhnaya. You took Teucer outside and the both of you were building a snowman in the cold winter.
“Y/N look at my snowman!” Teucer said with a big smile.
“It looks great! Good Job Teucer!” You patted Teucer on the head.
The both of you decided to make some hot chocolate but in order to do that the two of you needed to go into town and buy some supplies.
You walked with Teucer into town when you had noticed Childe inside a tavern. 
“That’s weird” You thought. “Maybe Childe finished his harbinger duties early?”
You walked closer but you saw Childe making out with another girl. You couldn’t believe it. 
“Y/N is that my big brother?” Teucer asked “I want to go inside!”
You didn’t stop him. You just continued staring at Childe through the window of the tavern.
Teucer walked inside the tavern and shouted “hey big brother!”
Childe jumped when he heard his younger brother’s voice.
“Oh hey Teucer. Aren’t you supposed to be with Y/N? Where is she?” Childe said with a puzzled expression.
“She’s right there!” Teucer pointed at your teary face. “Wait why is she crying?”
Childe looked behind himself and knew he was fucked. He had gotten caught. His gaze met your teary face. 
You ran off back to your shared home and for the next few hours crying. While you were babysitting his younger brother, he was off cheating on you with another girl.
Arlecchino
You noticed Arlecchino was becoming rather distant? She would always come home late, and she basically stopped acknowledging your presence. You wanted to make things work out so badly. You loved her a lot.
You didn’t even bother knocking on her office door as Arlecchino said that you were always welcomed. But she wasn’t even inside. You just decided to head back home and wait for her there.
You were walking through the long halls of Zapolarny Palace you noticed how some fatui agents would point and laugh at you. You were confused. Whhy were they laughing at you?
Some fatui agent walked up to you while giggling and asked “hey where’s your girlfriend”
“I don’t know, maybe she’s busy?”
“Yeah really busy alright” The fatui agent started laughing “you are so oblivious.”
“What?” You asked confused “where is she?”
Suddenly Arlecchino showed up and everybody immediately went silent. You turned around and saw some other person holding her arm and giving her a kiss.
You recognized that person to be Columbina.
“Why are you with her?” 
“She’s my new girlfriend” Arlecchino gave her a kiss on the forehead. “I told you we broke up”
“Broke up? You haven’t even said a word to me all week and the next time I see you you’re with another girl? You didn’t even tell me you wanted to break up” You said angrily. “Fuck you.”
You ran out of Zapolarny Palace after that while people sent you pitiful looks. You didn’t need their pity though. 
Scaramouche
Your relationship with Scaramouche was rather odd. Sometimes he would brush you off or say rude things but you always knew that he didn’t mean it. You would tell yourself that he loved you just as much as you did.
You were informed by Pulcinella that your boyfriend Scaramouche had ran off during a mission in Inazuma and that he hasn’t returned to the fatui ever since. You were initially questioned because the Harbingers thought you knew where he was, but they soon realized that you didn’t know where he ran off too either. You were quite upset because you haven’t seen him in a long time. Thoughts were swirling in your head such as 
“Where did he go?” 
“Why did he run off?”
But more importantly, you wondered if you would ever see him again. You really missed him. 
You decided to take a stroll around Inazuma to clear your mind for a bit. You taken the path to Chinju Forest when you saw two people behind a tree. Your heart had stopped. You realized it was Scaramouche.
“Kuni? Is that you?” You asked but you immediately regretted it when you saw Scaramouche with another girl and they were full on making out.
“Huh Y/N?” He said pulling away. “Oh what are you doing here?”
“What am I doing here?” You said pissed off. “The fatui are looking for you and why are you with her? I thought you loved me?”
“Hmph that’s none of your business” He rolled his eyes.
“So this is it? You’re leaving me for her?” You said with tears in your eyes.
You didn’t even wait for a response. You were heartbroken.
Dottore
You knew Dottore was always immersed in his research. Sometimes he would even tell you about what he was working on. One day he hired somebody as his assistant to help him with his research.
It didn’t bother you that much. In fact you were happy for him because the both of them shared the same interests. But it all started when he started cancelling dates or when he would come home really late and skip dinner. he would tell you that he had already eaten in the lab.
The topic of your conversations quickly were only about him talking about how awesome his new assistant was. How nice they were.
He would hang out with his assistant more than you and the both of you slowly drifted apart.
You were jealous and you felt insecure. You didn’t know anything about things concering his research or anything like that. You felt lonely so naturally you decided to pay him a visit.
But when you entered his lab you found him and his assistant.
They were making out.
“You’re really cheating on me with her?” You said while wiping your tears away. “Fine then. Goodbye Dottore.”
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