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it's been a while but we're in a really tough spot financially. please help us out; we're a trans-nonbinary disabled DID system that has been denied disability 3 times now, we don't have a job and barely have any support.

our water bill is due today (05/18/23) before 5pm or it will be shut off, AND will go up (since we're behind a month). PLEASE share this with anyone and everyone you can.

pp: beesanonymous

c/a: nonbinarybxby

$0/$205

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Hi! Can you explain why wicca is racist? Plz

I sense a bot 🤔

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People who don't let their cats sleep on their beds might never experience the feeling of your cat headbutting their way into being the little spoon and then proceeding to purr so loudly, you have to raise the volume of the video you've been watching on your phone.

I've been chosen. Favored by the Gods. Happiness is stored in the little ball of fur doing his best impression of an old lawnmower in my arms.

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Idk if this is anything important, but the way the coven leaders placed their badge things was in a similar formation to the Collecters thing

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Puppet on Strings

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If you have body image issues I genuinely advise you to get a fursona it will help so much

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my blasphemous hair secret is that if you’re using semipermanent dye, that’s pure pigment, no chemical processes. so you can leave it on your hair as long as you want. So i try to keep it on for at least 3 hours to get as much pigment in there as i possibly can for suuper vibrant color that will last forever (not actually forever but you get it)

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please please tell me people realize that you can be straight and still be queer. trans and nonbinary people [who are straight], ace/aro/aroace folks [who are straight], there's literally so many ways someone can be queer. it's not "impossible" or any other shit. we are living, breathing queer people that deserve to be included in things like anyone else.

straight is not the antithesis of queer.

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"What does daphne even do?" She literally looks for clues. Go fuck yourself

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Hi, I'm really curious what Armand headcanons you have rotating in your head? Thank you!

im so glad you’re curious i could go in forever

- always just. attached to daniel. hanging on his arm or curled around him in bed or with a vice grip around his waist laying on his lap on the couch. that is his guy and he is velcro-d to him

- i reference this one a lot but he’d loooove björk like it’s so serious. staring at the wall listening to björk make noises into his giant ipad baby headphones for hours

- autism (idek if this is a headcanon i’m simply observing behaviours 💭)

- i’ve talked about this one but during the beanie babies craze of the 90’s he becomes an obsessive collector. apartments full. it’s bad. this one is his favorite though (keeps him in his pocket)

- armand doesn’t laugh a whole lot, but when he does it’s really big and loud and infectious. it’s mostly like creepy weird shit he thinks is funny, but daniel can make him laugh pretty hard too

- he likes and will try most video games but his favourites are mom-targeted ones. candy crush

- gets super into nfts at some point. mostly into the scamming idiots aspect of it. also crypto

- armand loves re-animator (and the bride of) when it comes out. something about a short tiny violent freak with autism and his tall annoyed husband named dan captivates him but not sure what

- he starts off kind of just imitating what daniel wears when they first get together, but ends up finding his own little posh gay style :J he does still like to steal a lot of daniels clothes but that’s for boyfriend reasons

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okay so, there's a lot and we're happy to help!! first, I want to say thank you for loving the blog, it means a lot! now, let me show you some info on DID.

so! a good place to start is understanding and knowing the difference between DID/OSDD, plurality, systemhood, and everything in between. having DID/OSDD doesn't automatically mean you're a system or plural, which I know can sound confusing. let me explain, being a system means having multiple people in one body, that all work together to achieve a common goal (living together and working as a team to face whatever life brings is a common goal!) this is also true of plurality, because plurality is an overarching term. so, this mean plurality also means a million different things, as it's personal to everyone that uses it just like the way queer is used, actually!! some folks with DID/OSDD don't want to live in this manner and effectively live as what seems to be a singlet, but is actually filled with many personalities, people, facets, sides, emotions, fragments, etc etc. it's a personal experience and while a good amount of those experiences intersect, some of them don't whatsoever.

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🚨 URGENT 🚨

hi friends, we've talked previously about being disabled and unable to work. our most recent post got some traction but altogether didn't break $40 raised. we really need help with our electric bill specifically, since we're unfortunately behind.

if you can help at all, please please do. even just a dollar helps. sharing is extremely helpful too! thank you all so much

this bill is $452.48, and we're at $0.

pp: @beesanonymous ca: $queerdisability v: @audhdibility

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🚨 URGENT 🚨

hi friends, we've talked previously about being disabled and unable to work. our most recent post got some traction but altogether didn't break $40 raised. we really need help with our electric bill specifically, since we're unfortunately behind.

if you can help at all, please please do. even just a dollar helps. sharing is extremely helpful too! thank you all so much

this bill is $452.48, and we're at $0.

pp: @beesanonymous ca: $queerdisability v: @audhdibility

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🚨 URGENT 🚨

hi friends, we've talked previously about being disabled and unable to work. our most recent post got some traction but altogether didn't break $40 raised. we really need help with our electric bill specifically, since we're unfortunately behind.

if you can help at all, please please do. even just a dollar helps. sharing is extremely helpful too! thank you all so much

this bill is $452.48, and we're at $0.

pp: @beesanonymous ca: $queerdisability v: @audhdibility

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