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Last night my boyfriend started playing with my hipbones!???

He has never done that before.

I’m freaking out.

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My friends are constantly telling me that:

- I look so good now.

- I’m so great for losing that much weight.

- I’m so lucky.

- They wish they could lose as much as I did.

- They are proud of my progress.

They have no fucking idea what’s been like for me.

The funny thing is that I wouldn’t be able to see the difference in my body if it wasn’t for photos and old clothing that doesn’t fit anymore.

In the inside I’m still as fat as I was 10 kg ago.

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Leg check | October 21st

56.4 kg

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Sunday, October 13th, 2019

Reached a GW!!! I’m so happy but somehow I feel that my body looks the same as when I started even though I’m nearly 10 kg away

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Thursday, October 10th, 2019

People started realizing how much weight i’ve lost. I love the comments but at the same time I’m afraid they’ll know.

I feel so fucking lonely, I can’t talk about what I’m going through to anyone I know.

Anyone feeling the same way?

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Thanks for 100 followers

Update:

Just finished a 24 hour fast 🙌🏼

Feeling so freaking good about it!

Bye food, I’m never eating YOU again.

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Tommorrow is a new week. I’ll be perfect this week. No binging, lots of cardio and intermittent fasting.

Let’s do it ⭐️

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Friday, September 27th 2019.

I’m back with my diary after mysteriously skipping a day 😊

Breakfast:

- Tall starbucks almond latte. (80 cal)

Lunch:

- Sushi with bf (530 cal aprox)

Dinner?:

- 3/4 cup of cereal (105 cal)

- 1 cup of unsweetened almond milk (35 cal)

- 1 medium banana (105 cal)

- 100 gr of jello (1 cal)

- 2 rice cakes (48 cal)

Steps: 23 cal

Total calories: 881 calories. ⭐️

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I have this really important test tomorrow. I’m really stressed but I can’t seem to concentrate in studying. 

I’ve been eating more than I usually do because I thought that the lack of energy might be what’s wrong with me. But instead I’ve only got fatter and more stupid. 

Going to fail this test and gain like 5 kg :)

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Wednesday, September 25th 2019.

I didn’t count today. Ate so much but at a normal person a level.

Not a binge just what’s expected from me. At least I did a 16 hr fast until 2 pm.

Have so many responsibilities this week and I’m really tired. Would love to sleep all day. To not think about food or university in a whole day.

I wish that was possible. I really do. ⭐️

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Wrist check. (24/09/19)

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Why the fuck is tumblr flagging my body check as adult content?? I’m literally just showing my abdomen and legs. I’m wearing a freaking skirt!!!

And I can’t appeal cause I’m to damn scared that they’ll delete my blog.

Anyone has had this issue too???

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Tuesday, September 24th 2019.

Today I went over my 800 calorie limit. I had full meals at lunch and dinner because I felt I was restricting way too much and was scared of a possible binge.

For snacks I only had one green apple and that’s it. So it isn’t that bad.

Tommorrow I pretend to weight myself again and I hope I’ve lost at least 0.1 kg to keep me motivated.

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Here’s a fall fashion thinspo video🧡

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=799k19V6j80  

If I looked like her I would dress like that every. single. day. 

(despite the fact that I live in the southern hemisphere I fucking love fall).

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Just weighed myself, turns out I’m only two pounds until my GW! Feeling so relieved.

57.9 kg 🔜 57 kg ⭐️

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Monday, Sepetember 23rd 2019.

Okay so I was too afraid to weight myself today. I’ll do it tommorrow morning, and I’ll upload a body check too.

I went to a spin class and burned arouns 400 cals which made surviving this day a little bit easier.

I told my friends I was trying to lose weight again so they wouldn’t bother me or ask about food. They all acepted it because I used my sister’s wedding as an excuse. That way I don’t have to worry about them when I go to school.

Today I had a total intake of 786, that’s quite good for an early day (those are the most difficult for me). Started a fast like an hour ago I hope to keep as long as possible but it’ll be tricky because I have a long day at school tommorrow.

786 - 400 - 30 = 356 cal.

Hope tommorrow the number in the scale won’t make me want to cut my skin off more than usual 😊

This is going to be a good week. No binging days = 1 ⭐️

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