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As I slowly rot away waiting for him to text me back I think to myself these thoughts I’d rather not have. If he loves me the same way I do or if he also misses me even after we’ve said good night? I’m sure he does. He’s so perfect like a dream, his skin and his hair all the most beautiful things I’ve ever laid my eyes on. I want to touch him all the time but not in a weird way. I want to hold him to caress his skin and hold his heart in mine. I want all of him, just to get a glimpse to understand he is really real and not just a figment of my imagination. If he has a bad day I’ll comfort him, if he’s mad ill help him talk about it, if he’s sad I’ll hold him in my arms. I wish I could capture the moment we met into a picture and hold it in my heart like a locket, that way I never ever forget.

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︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵ they will be mine!!!! ︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

Can someone explain to me why being a anti social yapper is the most painful thing to ever exist >^< like if I ever meet anyone is I think is slightly cool I wanna talk to them non stop but my brain keeps telling me they think I’m weird also like not even that but just being a yapper in a whole friend group of people that don’t care is the worst. Or being super sensitive in a world where everyone is nonchalant now. I have the biggest emotions in the world and sometimes I feel like people are super mean without even realizing it. It’s whatever though. At least my boyfriend is nice to me all the time :)

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