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Oh Yamcha, how much I loved you...

#bola de drac #dragon ball #90s #anime #gay crush #yamcha

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And of course, por alusiones

#bjork #hyperballad #music #post #90s #Youtube

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The car parts bottles and cutlery:

#bjork #hyperballad #music #90s #post

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This woman is a saint She's so nice to me I don't deserve her Today I was meeting with Kayla and friends at Mellow Mushroom for trivia night and after I was biking back home from there (which would have been about an hour and something) So when everyone had left, I get on the bike and realize I got a flat tire They had offered to give me a ride to the Marta station and I politely declined But now I had no other option, so I called and they came to get me Well, in the commotion of trying to figure out how to get my bike in their car and have 4 people ride in it, I put my phone down and I forgot about it. I didn't realize until they had dropped me at the Marta station and I was already inside waiting for the train I couldn't go back to mellow mushroom it was way too far and I couldn't call anybody for help so I just thought I'd go home and email her, just in case I left it in her car instead so she actually drove back to mellow mushroom, found my phone and drove an extra half hour to bring it to my house she didn't have to go so much out of her way to help me but she did and she fucking saved my life, cause I depend so much of that phone (I hate that) I really don't deserve such a great friend I'm happy she's in my life though

#kayla #friends #tallulah falls #photo #me #phone #idiot

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Trying to Shazam an unshazamable song in Sort of, took me to this song.

#music #shazam #sort of #obscure #eletronica #fabio fuso

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Dreams

Last night I dreamt that we were in a Camino de Santiago type of situation. We were in a city that looked like Badalona in a way, but it wasn't. I was with Michael, and I really think we were doing some sort of walking pilgrimage. So we were about to go to sleep in a bench on the street (cause that's what everybody did apparently) just covered by a couple of towels, and these two women cops tells us we couldn't do that, and they called us something, like they had some sort of slur for the people doing the pilgrimage, it was like schmidies or something. So they point at a bunch of flattened cardboard boxes that they had staked next to them, as in, you cannot use the towels, you have to use the cardboard boxes. So we go grab them and when we come back to our bench, there's a guy there. So we loose our spot. Then this guy that was nearby under a bridge, starts calling me faggot, so I confront him and he's like 6'3" and skinny, but tight, he actually looks like a skinhead (in a way, like the one that attacked me years ago). He gets right in my face and starts pushing me, so I push him back and then I lift his shirt and start touching his abs and pecs, very fit, as I said. And I think I'm telling him something like if he likes that or if he's ever sucked a dick or fucked a guy and then I grab his dick over his sweatpants and he's half way hard and start rubbing him. And he says he's never fucked a guy, but he's loving it. Then I get his dick out and I suck it a little, but then I tell him that my husband is here and I cannot do anything. So he's like, I understand, and leaves me alone. I just wonder if I should have done that with my bullies in high school? Cause at least two or three of them, analyzing it now, had to be repressed homosexuals.

#dreams #sex #skinhead

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I remembered again the cat power anon I hope you are still out there Alive and well

#cat power #you are free #evolution #pearl jam #eddie vedder #Youtube

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Am I T.R. Witomski reincarnated?

#vintage gay #gay vintage #mens armpits #gay #armpits #pits #musk

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Tell me you love Maus without telling me you love Maus

#maus #duolingo #french #art spiegelman #comic books

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...which takes me to... COINCKIDINKS

A couple of days later I was asked to tape for a witchy show filming in Atlanta where I was playing a dad that got kidnapped and killed by the main bad witch. And on e of the things that she did was biting my fingers off. Did I manifest it? Are my dreams premonitions?

#me #dreams #auditions #coinckidinks #acting

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Dreams

About a week or so I woke up screaming (well, it was more like wailing increasingly louder and louder) I had had a nightmare, which happens so not frequently I was very excited for one, because of their scarcity But I was also terrified, that shit was scary Though I know it won't be scary when I talk about it

I've forgotten a lot, but I remember the final act, which is what woke me up I was in bed sleeping next to Michael, Cody was sleeping between us at the bottom of the bed We were in our house but not There were two stories, but the bedroom looked more like my parents bedroom And I know a bunch of stuff happened before and I had seen the monster earlier but I guess I woke up, I was aware of Michael and Cody sleeping next to me and all of a sudden I hear Michael's voice downstairs asking "edu, where are you?" at that moment the body that was next to me which I thought was Michael extends its arm and, drawing a semi circle in a very fast and alien like way, puts its hand on my chest and holds me in place I try to move, but it's impossible, the pressure it's putting on my chest is enormous Then it crawls (again very insect/alien like) contorting its body and without moving its hand from my chest, until it is lying on top of me, its head on my chest It is hard to describe, but it was a woman with he face painted like an harlequin or like a member of insane clown posse, her head was shaped like a pinhead from freakshow It had two pigtails though I could see her legs, which ended pointy instead of having feet Then it proceeded to grab my hand and put it in her mouth and started eating my fingers Then I started freaking out and wailing and that's how I woke up

#me #dreams #freakshow #pinhead #scary #nightmare

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Someone reminded me of it

Getting into it

#TV girl #lovers rock #music

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She's so elegant

ruth negga via instagram

#ruth negga #preacher

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Back to our regular broadcast Starting to work on some sales at half past midnight After taping a couple of auditions I have two more, but I feel like I asked too much of Michael already

Sunday we went to brunch with Dana, Mike and Maya I misread google maps and ended riding my bike for 45 minutes when I could ha made it in 15, but it was nice out

I may be meeting with Barry tomorrow to help him out with a boy

#capricorn #music #vampire weekend #Youtube

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if we loose this feature tomorrow let me just say it was a pleasure booping with all of you.

#boop

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long live the boop

#blessed boop day to all who celebrate

#the good place #boop

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He turned around, we are doing something else

I think I'm having oral sex via boop

#boop #gay #sex #anal