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im gonna try to recover. Im being impatient abt the fact i havent been to the gym and im losing my gains, plus finding out i have an inverted triangle body type. i was looking at my socials and seeing how all the ppl with my body type look so much better bc theyre skinny, but right now im watching this girls fitness journey video on yt and she has a similar body to mine, but instead shes a lot thicker . i wanna have that, downside is my face might still be fatter, and i might still have manly shoulders. jesus christ i just wanna be perfect.

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you already know what it taste like so why taste it again and again and again and again

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Nvm I’m relapsing hey y’all

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literally just want to have pretty privilege

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Fuck it I’ll recover

She makes me wanna recover

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She makes me wanna recover

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How can I recover if I can’t go to the gym yet this is bullshit mane

I wanna recover but I don’t wanna look like a blob

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I wanna recover but I don’t wanna look like a blob

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I now regret my decision

This is sad. ANYWAYS TIME TO BINGE

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This is sad. ANYWAYS TIME TO BINGE

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parties in 2 days, birthday in 3

i will be skinny for my birthday 🕯️🕯️🕯️

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I hate being a blob

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May this be us in summer🩷

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Coming back to relapse YALL 🤪

I’m gonna eat at a calorie deficit again, but I still wanna keep my ass so I’ll still be exercising my muscles for strength as well. I’ll try to take multi vitamins again too so I don’t lose hair n go bald again. But I’m gonna fast this weekend till the party, I’ll have to eat before the party so I don’t get blacked out but enough to where I don’t look so fucking disgusting. I’m gonna go exercise soon. It’s 3 AM. I just wanna be beautiful I wanna be perfect.

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Getting closer to my birthday which means getting closer to the first birthday party I planned and I feel so fucking ugly. Nothing looks good bc I’m too average now. I’m not thick n I’m not skinny skinny I’m just in the middle and I feel so fucking ugly. I’m fat and skinny all at the same time and it’s fucking disgusting. I keep telling myself wait till my body is fully recovered but Jesus Christ this hurts so bad.

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I think not going to the gym & not getting my proper protein in is starting to make me wanna relapse bc I’m worried I’m going back to my average body

[angelic-high]

Wanna relapse but I don’t wanna start losing hair again n have bald spots. Wanna relapse but I dont wanna lose my tits or ass or hips or thighs. Wanna relapse but I don’t wanna be weak. Wanna relapse but I don’t wanna have a breakdown over pasta.

Wanna keep recovering but I don’t want my face to look fatter. Wanna recover but I don’t want my belly getting bigger. Wanna relapse but I don’t want fat fucking hands. Wanna recover but I don’t want manly shoulders. Wanna recover but I don’t wanna look bad in photos. Wanna recover but I don’t wanna wear a faja under my clothes. Wanna recover but I don’t wanna stress over going to the gym n if I don’t I should relapse.