almostviv

[almostviv]

mha characters as things i’ve said

a.n: because i’m bored

present mic: if you think about it…technically i know harry styles by association

bakugou: guys i just figured out that maybe i am happy when i’m with other people and not alone

bakugou again: filmbros liking movies is so…gay…like wolf of wall street? what do you want jordan belfort’s dick up your ass?

deku: i need to stop viewing my counselor as a father figure or else i’m going to be completely heartbroken if i find out he likes someone more than me

jirou: i’m in my fiona apple era right now

mina: if i had a dick i would be too nervous to get it up

momo: men will never know what it’s like to be liquid smooth

denki: about to make my teacher read an essay about death note because i’m using it as evidence

dabi: realizing i’ve been given the perfect opportunity to exact life ruining revenge

shouto: instead of dealing with this problem i’m going to emotionally numb myself again

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when u feel like deactivating for some reason 😀

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I feel so called out

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12/05 — happy birthday to akaashi keiji, fukuroudani’s resident overthinker!

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disappearing off the internet for hours at a time is my new definition of self care

#this but make it days <3 #was coloring manga and dealing with school sigh

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hey thank you for 106 followers

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just a thought

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I have a question. What do you call these three things? They have different names depending on where you live, and I’m curious.

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reblog and put in the tags something that will instantly make you close a fanfic

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hey quick poll like/or comment ig if u were intimidated by me when we first met reblog if u weren’t pls im tryna see something….

#you kept making me laugh when i saw you on other people's blogs 💀 #when i started talking to you i saw how sweet you were

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go to the unsent project archive and reblog this with your favourite message under your name (or someone else's) in the tags

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[almostviv]

✧ — alive

feat. keiji akaashi cw. comfort/vent — language, insecurities, lil cringey but thats just how it feels when you’re screaming in public, gender neutral reader unless i messed up and put a pronoun, second time posting this cause the first one got borked cries

the cold wind bites at his skin, causing his nose to run. your seated next to him, your oversized puffy white coat makes you look like a marshmallow, and the large puffy earmuffs on your head only add to it. leaning against the guard rail, the view of the city at night is bright but not overwhelming. his hands clench and unclench inside his coat pocket, and he realizes that if he doesn’t keep his arms tight against him, a gust of air flows right up from the bottom and up through his shirt. a mild inconvenience, but he can overlook his mistake in coat choice this one time. he lowers his head into his scarf in an attempt to keep his face warm, though its not much help.

the two of you have been like this for a while. he's not sure why you've brought him here, but he knows that you needed him. you've been dealing with a lot over the last month and while you haven't let on much, your actions spoke louder than your words. you've chopped your hair, dyed it, and have been retweeting relatable but sad tweets.

you haven't been like this since high school, which gives him the sneaking suspicion that something in your daily life is digging up all the unresolved feelings you've been burying since graduation—feelings you've only ever been able to confide in him with. you weren't the most sociable person then, and neither was he, so when your two kindred spirits finally collided in an english class, you've been linked ever since.

"i come up here to get away from everything." you begin suddenly, drawing his attention to his left. your parted lips release a warm breath of air that turns into a translucent cloud in the winter weather. "i figured out no one really comes around after nine oclock. maybe a jogger, or someone walking their dog, but they leave me alone so that's nice."

he eyes you, trying to figure out if he needs to pick apart what you're saying or if you're speaking honestly. "you've told me about this spot before, right?"

you nod. "you're the only person i trust these days, keiji." you give him a tiny smile before returning your gaze to some fixed point in the far distance. "you've always listened to what i have to say, always treated me like a permanent figure instead of some... ghost in the room or something, i dont know." you circle your hands as you try to think of a phrase to use, but ultimately drop it into your lap when you give up. "you make me feel like i'm worth something, like i'm meant to be here and i'm not just some fuck up in the grand scheme of the universe."

"is something going on? you sound like—"

"like i did in high school, yeah." you laugh shallowly. "turns out burying your insecurities is not healthy."

"did you just figure that out?" he asks, a light joking tone accompanying his stagnant facial expression.

you stand up suddenly, throwing your arms up into the air. you drop them to your sides, inhale deeply, and then you scream.

he's startled, jumping slightly from the sheer volume and emotion packed into it. he can hear how tired you are, how frustrated with yourself and the way things are going, how much pain you've been holding in for who knows how long.

"I HATE MYSELF!" your voice cuts through the night air cleanly, and he stands from his spot hand reaching out for you.

"wait, maybe dont yell this late—"

"you do it." you turn to him, eyes wide and mouth parted. you look manic.

"what? i'm not going to—"

"no, there's gotta be something you're holding back. just fucking AHHH like that!" when you scream as an example, his shoulders rise tensely, his underlying fear of consequence scratching at the base of his spine.

"that's not respectful."

you scoff. "keiji." you grab his biceps tightly. "fuck being respectful. you know how many times i come up here to scream into the void? a lot. anyone down below probably knows me as the screamer by now."

you turn away towards the skyline again, inhale, and yell something new. "I HATE BEING TREATED LIKE I'M AN IDIOT!" glancing at him again, you go again.

i hate my job, i hate being lonely, i hate being ignored—you just kept rattling them off until your voice began to crack. he watches you, conflicted. he knows better than to disturb people, he knows this is wrong, he knows someone's probably called the police and they're probably on their way to pick you up for public disturbance or something, yet, somehow, a feeling washes up from his gut up to his throat. he turns towards the skyline, sets his jaw, inhales, and screams just like you.

its loud, its raw, its embarrassing, but he feels relief flush through his veins when he recovers. he wonders if he's ever felt like this before, like all his energy is floating on the surface of his skin ready to be released, but he's not sure. when he hears you cheer from beside him, he looks to see you smiling happily.

he feels empowered in this moment, and going against his better judgement, he throws precaution to the window and yells into the night.

"I HATE MY HANDS!" he yells, eyes closing as he forces the air from his lungs. "I HATE BEING ANXIOUS. I HATE OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING."

you cheer loudly, clapping when he's finished, hunched over for air like he'd sprinted a mile.

"you did amazing! how do you feel?" your voice cracks. he stands up straight and exhales through his nose, eyes glancing up towards the stars.

"alive."

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[almostviv]

DODGING THEIR KISSES.

featuring: izuku, katsuki, shoto, & denki

izuku leans over to press a kiss to your cheek before saying his usual goodnight, but you quickly move your head away when his lips approach. he immediately notices, and asks you about it. “y/n? everything okay?” “mhm.” when you dodge his next attempt at a kiss, he just says goodnight and turns over, knowing you’ll be asking for a kiss in the next few minutes.

katsuki is about to press a light kiss to your lips and tell you he loves you when you suddenly swerve your head away from him. of course, he is immediately offended by this, and glares at you. “excuse me? what the fuck are you doing?” “nothing, what’re you doing?” your question pisses him off further, so he lightly grabs your chin and presses a hard kiss to your lips.

you’re cuddling when shoto attempts to kiss you on the lips; you immediately move your face away from him when he tries to get close, and he gets confused and moves too, resulting in his skull colliding with yours. he gives you the most confused face when you laugh. “you don’t want my kisses?” he teases, a little smile spreading across his face when you say you do.

the first time you dodge one of denki’s kisses, he brushes it off and tries to kiss you again. you move away again, and this time he notices. “what’s wrong with my kisses?” “nothing, baby.” you dodge his third attempt at a kiss and he stops trying altogether. he won’t give you anymore kisses until you give him one (he’ll probably dodge your kisses too, just to be annoying).

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[almostviv]

@ the mutuals I don’t interact with a lot I love u and hope ur doing well

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Attention hits different when it’s from who you want.

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#viv reblogs #i was mispronouncing it for months 😀

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@minejiro

Guys I don’t know if I can keep defending Atsumu 😭 Every day I am tested BSJXKXCK

CREDS TO @ emotsumu on TikTok for this! This was rlly funny!

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