2amrainbow

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#love live #muse #snow halation #christmas #scribblux

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Must be the Season of the Witch...

#halloween art #witchy art #witch #oc art #original character art #original character artist #kohaku kita

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2020 - 2021 - 2022 - 2023

Happy Halloween!!

#scribblux #goro akechi #persona 5 #vflower #v4 flower #hatsune miku #original character #sasha ivanov - oc #kohaku kita - oc #halloween #halloween art #witchy art #art improvement

[2amrainbow]

BIG DAY FOR ANNOYING PEOPLE (ME) 💚💛❤

#life smp #secret life smp #life smp season 5 #life smp series #grian #mcyter fanart #mcyt grian #scribblux

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refreshing an oc design

#katsumi sonozaki #oc art #original character art #scribblux

[2amrainbow]

Hi everyone.

As many of you may have noticed, it's been really hard for me to post for the past couple months.

Unfortunately I'm dealing with a bunch of health issues, mainly revolving around me sleeping. I am pursuing a diagnosis for narcolepsy.

I sleep way too much, sometimes up to 15 hours a day. I have trouble focusing, staying awake, or even just standing for long periods of times. It's really frustrating and it honestly makes me so angry at myself. It feels like my body is deteriorating, like I'm on a time limit to get things I want done.

My sleep isn't restful, and then I feel like I have to cram two days worth of productivity in the few hours I'm awake and alert. It's not even part of the "your worth is your productivity" grind of capitalist society; I can't even get done things that I want to do. It's a physical effort to just get out of bed in the morning.

It's not like when I dealt with my depression. With my depression I could think my way out. With my chronic exhaustion, I can't think my way out to a different body.

My dream is to be an artist and to be able to communicate through my art. I want to tell stories and connect with others through my art. But I can't make art right now, and that's the part that makes me frustrated to tears.

#not art #lux talks #chronic fatigue #excessive daytime sleepiness #narcolepsy #sleep disorder #spoonie #disabled artist #vent #vent post #i've done full blood panels and an at home sleep study #everything is normal but i'm still Like This #i have a referral to a sleep doctor next and really i just want to have a body that works properly

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Ok I have decided that I don't have the stamina for an october drawing challenge I am going to start #REPOSTOBER where I just repost old art that I like every day 💁‍♀️ JOIN ME IF YOUR DARE 🎃

[2amrainbow]

working on a third life thing. have some grians. 💚💛❤️

#grian #grian fanart #life smp #traffic life smp #third life #third life smp #been working with more physical materials recently #idk why but it feels less stressful #and more stressful #idk #scribblux

[2amrainbow]

09/20/2023

i shine only with the light you gave me

#scribblux #the crane wives #the moon will sing #daily doodle #digital artist #vent art #? kinda

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📌🎨

pinned under construction

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#not art

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9/02/23

#scribblux

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7/31/2023

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long time no see!! my energy levels have been up and down recently but i'll try to be more consistent. i'm doing traditional sketching again too! i like to do my coloring with crayons because there's less pressure on it being perfect.

my goal this week is to post on all my main socials everyday. i often have trouble posting because i doubt anyone wants to hear what i have to say or wants to see my art. but i can't gain confidence if i don't keep posting. it's the same as learning a new language, it's a skill you have to practice.

reading: grandmaster of demonic cultivation volume 5

watching: strawberry shortcake (2003)

listening: 88ミ☆ - wonderlands x showtime

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お久しぶり！先週、あたしのエネルギーは上がったり下がったりでした。ポストを堅実にしようとする。えんぴつと紙を絵を書くの返った。クレヨンも使うので完璧にしての圧力下った。

今週の目的は「毎日にｓｍｓへポストをする」。

。。。ああ。。。後で終わる。眠たい。

読んだ：茂田尾寿司5本

見た：ストローブレショートケーキ(2003)

聞きた：88ミ☆ - ワンダーランドウォーズｘショータイム

#daily doodle

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P-chan: You really can't draw…unless someone appreciates your art? raincandy enanan: more than the sweet release of death, i crave the sweet sweet follower count increase…

#ena shinonome #needy streamer overload #needy girl overdose #ame chan #ame nso #nso ame #25ji #25ji nightcord de #niigo #niigo ena #project sekai #omgkawaiiangel #me: (sees a character who relies on internet numbers for validation) #me: omg they're just like me #i'd love to like #write a fanfic for this au #but im lazy :P #if you're wondering who p-chan is in this au #i've been tossing around each member of niigo into that role #mafuyu is probably my favorite 'p-chan' #kanade would be the most healthy 'p-chan' #oh everyone would be aged 20+ in this au #scribblux

[2amrainbow]

07/25/2023

daily doodle・今日のrkgk

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今日、働こうとするでも、３も時が眠た。あたしの眠るのに関して医者が電話をするの待っている。眠る試験が予定をしなくてはいきない。

日本語を読むのもっと色々勉強品が見つけたい。n5/n4の読書の大半は新聞の記事。つまらない。流行とアニメとなどを読みたい。

また、n4の練習問題がした。15の中に７は正しかった。読むは聞くともっと練習をしなくてはいきない。

読んだ：魔道祖师5本（蓝忘机のような彼氏はどこ？！ピエンピエン）

見た：ZOM100

聞いた：Dancing Ghost's Ball-Jointed Darling ー Mili

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Today, I tried my best to be productive but I still ended up taking 3 or so naps. I'm still waiting for my sleep doctor to call me back to schedule my sleep study.

I'm looking for more material for japanese reading practice. Most "N5/N4" dedicated collections are news articles which I find boring. I'd like to read about fashion and anime and trends and such.

Also, I did the N4 practice questions today. I got 7 out of 15 right. I really need to work on my reading and listening comprehension.

Reading: Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation Vol. 5 (WHERE CAN I FIND SOMEONE LIKE LAN WANGJI??? i am crying on the floor)

Watching: ZOM100

Listening: Dancing Ghost's Ball-Jointed Darling by Mili

#daily doodle #japanese learner #langblr #jpn langblr

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Daily Doodle・今日のrkgk

7/24/2023

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大会の回復の日！眠て過ぎた。でも、またに日本語が勉強をするの来た。明日、あたしはまた絵が書いての始まる。明日に椋原一威さんのｍｖ「cat」が封切りをするのそうして、午前6時に起きるつもり。

見て：ZOM100

読んで：よつばと！

聞けて：「オーダーメイド」－leo/need

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Con recovery day! I slept way too much. But, I'm still continuing to studying Japanese. I'll start drawing again tomorrow. Kazui's MV premieres tomorrow so I'm waking up at 6am.

Watching: ZOM100

Reading: Yotsuba&!

Listening: Order Made - Leo/Need

#daily journal #daily doodle #convention season #going to start putting my journals under the cut so you can see the art right away!! #also new journal format #i cosplayed ena btw #ena <3

[2amrainbow]

07/21/2023

Listening: Speak Now (Taylor's Version)

Playing: Persona 3 Portable

Watching: Artist Alley Booths with heart eyes <3

#daily journal #daily doodle #artist alley #I WANNA DO A BOOTH ONE DAY #i know it's a lot of work but AAAAAAAAA #lux talks