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yourmanz-sodapop · 4 months
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Welcome back! How are you :)
Hello, glad to be back. I'm good, sorry I was gone for so long, I got busy with college and the holidays. Hope you're doing well.
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yourmanz-sodapop · 4 months
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BTS reaction to being jealous/insecure of your ex
Jin:
Him and your ex meeting was a complete accident.
You never wanted them to meet, your ex was something.
When they met you were dining in a nice restaurant to celebrate their latest mv.
Your ex just suddenly popped up out of nowhere grabbing your shoulder in the process.
This didn’t go unnoticed by Jin.
Your ex just suddenly got to talking with Jin. He brought up a tattoo you had that Jin loved. It was a small tattoo behind your ear. Three stars, your ex mentioned how he was the one to convince you to get it.
“Oh, did you?” was Jin’s response.
This could not have gotten any worse.
You were so very wrong.
Then  your ex suddenly brought up your engagement, to him of course, not Jin. Something Jin didn’t even know about. All he knew was that your ex had cheated on you with your cousin and lied about it.
The entire ordeal was uncomfortable, and he didn’t remove his hand from your shoulder.
When it was obvious he wasn’t going to leave, Jin stood up and grabbed your hand, quickly heading to the front to pay.
Your ex followed, it seemed he had taken quite a liking to bothering Jin. He even followed you both to your car.
“You know I never stopped loving y/n.”
“If that’s so true you wouldn’t have cheated in the first place, but I have to thank you because I am never letting him go. Have a good night. ” Jin said with the fakest smile you’ve ever seen on his face..
Jin wasn’t by any means a mean person but there were lines that no one should cross and your ex crossed them. 
Yoongi:
Yoongi knew that your ex and you didn’t break up on bad terms. Rather unfortunate terms. 
You were only starting to build your business, he wanted a lot of time and you just couldn’t give that to him.
His family were still friends with your family so when he learned that he would be at your sister's wedding as well, he lost a bit of excitement.
He knew you still talked, not often but he knew every once in a while you would talk on the phone.
In all honesty he was dreading the next day. Where he would have to not only meet your family for the first time, your whole family, but also worry about your ex just coming and snatching you up.
He was scared, he had to admit he had Jimin stalk your ex on instagram a bit, he still had pictures of you from your time in university, when you guys were dating.
There was one particular one that bothered Yoongi.
It was a picture of you sleeping, it was obvious to Yoongi that you both just got done doing the deed.
It’s one of those things you really only know about your partner if you've been dating them for a while. Just little details that you notice over time.
To the world it might just look like you're sleeping, but Yoongi knows you. You NEVER sleep on your stomach. You think it’s the most uncomfortable position.
The only times you sleep on your stomach are when you're too tired to move.
And no he’s not overreacting. 
He of course didn’t bring it up, he knew you would get a kick out of it and tease him over being jealous.
But logically he knows he has nothing to worry about, what happened between you and your ex, was a long time ago. you’ve moved on even if he hasn’t.
Hoseok:
Hoseok was such a happy person. So he tried his best to be happy when you ran into your ex at the park. In the hidden area he was sure no one knew about.
The same park coincidentally that was his favorite, and that you both went to all the time.
Was he being paranoid? Probably but he had every right to.
We’re talking about the man who was your first. Not your first boyfriend or kiss but your first first. 
As in your first time, he ‘turned’ you into a man, or whatever it is that people say about first times. Or did that only apply to hetero relationships? He doesn’t care
It didn’t help that once your ex saw you, he wouldn’t stop hugging you.
Or that he started to yap about the old times when you were still together.
Like ok he didn’t need to know that one time you ate a worm because of a dare.
Or that your love language was gift giving.
First of all, it wasn’t, if he knew you as well as he claimed to, he would know that you love physical touch.
Most of your days off are spent lying around, Your head on his chest whilst he plays with your hair. Your light snoring making him smile.
Just being there and hugging him was enough for you.
It was one of his favorite things.
He knows that there have been plenty of firsts for you both as well.
It was safe to say he wasn’t exactly the fondest of your ex. He was a little jealous and insecure.
But it’s ok because when you got home you made sure to get rid of any and all insecurities he may have had.
Namjoon:
Despises your ex, No questions asked. 
Your ex was an absolute piece of trash.
Namjoon knew your family had money, and so did your ex.
But you were so ‘in love’ with your ex that you never noticed his love for your money.
You were the kindest person Namjoon ever met
Like even Namjoon lost his patience every once in a while for whatever reason
But you, God, you really never got angry, you never attracted problems or drama and stayed away from it
You were a big influence on your younger siblings, you always told them to not be pushovers but also to never start problems or fights
Namjoon was just so in love with you, you were kind, outgoing, talkative, but you also liked reading and painting, and you took workshop in your junior years which means you were very handy at a lot of things.
Like how can a person be all that
And then there was your ex, who used you, abused you and cheated on you multiple times
I mean how badly ‘in love’ do you have to be to let someone give you a scar and still take them back (don’t answer that)
But eventually after the 15th time you caught him cheating you just moved on
Yea Namjoon was in on ALL the tea.
Thankfully you met Namjoon not long after, but now here you were in a museum in Italy, and just his luck, your ex just happened to work there.
“Y/n?” that pesky voice, Namjoon immediately intertwined his fingers with yours and leaned against you
“Oh my God, Y/n, I haven’t seen you in years.”
Yeah, he was totally going to make a scene if he got too close.
Namjoon deliberately pulled you away from him, enough for him to know you were avoiding him, making sure your ex watched as he kissed you. 
Jimin:
Jimin loathed your ex. 
Why did he have to be so damn bubbly, and more importantly why did he have to make it so hard to dislike him.
He was just all smiles and laughter like Hobi. 
Which marks the question, why the hell did you break up with him?
You mentioned once that it was because you lost feelings for him, but you guys were high school and college sweethearts.
All and I do mean all of your friends and family had mentioned how they were so sure you would marry him. 
It kind of irritated him… no, it for sure irritated him.
He told you that he was uncomfortable that you all slept under the same roof during reunions. (Your family’s loaded.)
You had told him that just because his family and friends thought those things a few years back doesn’t mean it was going to come true, nor did it mean your feelings for him would magically reappear.
He wanted to get along with him, he really did.
But it was just so hard for him when he knew that this man had you the same way he has you.
That he’s seen you, all of you. Experienced everything before him.
He can’t help it. It’s pure jealousy. Jimin is a very jealous and possessive person. 
But he would never put you in a tough situation, he understood that you and him were just friends.
Taehyung:
Your ex was a straight up psycho.
He had DM'd him on instagram harassing him to no end.
Spouting nonsense, but I mean you did technically leave him for Tae but still all nonsense.
I mean he had you cut off from your family, you being the fool in love, you believed everything he said to you.
Then you met Taehyung on a business trip.
Your ex believes Taehyung turned you against him.
I mean you can’t say he’s not crazy, your ex threatened to fly out all the way to Korea to ‘get you back.’
Taehyung, although he would never voice this outloud did fear that you would leave him for your ex.
Your ex was an excellent manipulator.
He was also handsome and very feminine looking.
He found a picture of you on his instagram where you're holding hands and he could only note how small his hands were in yours, or how he was significantly shorter than you both and you would lean down to kiss his cheek.
Basically everything Tae wasn’t.
His hands were big, and when it came down to it he was only two inches shorter than you.
You and your ex were the perfect instagram couple, but he was batshit crazy.
And well you know what they say, don’t believe everything you see on the online.
Jungkook:
Jungkook was completely insecure about your ex.
First of all, you were a bisexual male. So that alone meant he had more competition than if you were just gay.
And second you were married before him, with kids!!
You left your wife a long time ago before your kids were born, because you both just could never have peace.
You fought all the time and she would walk out on you several times to ‘scare you.’
You were both very toxic in that relationship, you decided for the sake of happiness and safety of your kids you would separate and have shared custody over them.
It’s better than the kids growing up in a bad home environment and watching their parents fight all the time.
Therapy hadn’t worked so what else could you do.
They would spend the school year with her and stay with Jungkook and yourself over the summer.
So far things were going great, now that the kids were starting to understand things they didn’t seem to have a problem with anything. They were happy.
There had never been a problem… with the kids.
It’s been very clear to him that your ex wife still had some kind of attachment to you and vice versa. 
She was the mother of your children, you would always have a special love for her.
That’s where the insecurity comes in.
Legally there are no ties between you and him. Hell you don’t even live together yet and you’ve been together for 6 years now. Your twins were eight.
(You met Jungkook two years after your twin's birth, yes you are older than him.)
So there was nothing stopping you from getting back with her and cutting him loose.
It was kind of a given that Jungkook worried that one day he’d wake up only for you to tell him that you were going to give your marriage another try. 
That was his biggest insecurity, that you would go back to your ex.
His other insecurity is that your ex would give you an ultimatum, him or the twins. He already knows where you stand.
You’d choose your twins over anyone and everyone.
He tolerates your ex but isn’t the biggest fan, especially at reunions. 
That’s where he’s the most jealous, you look like the picture perfect family. 
But at the end of the day he knows that you love him and the twins love him, and even though your ex can’t stand being in the same room as him, he has nothing to worry about. 
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yourmanz-sodapop · 8 months
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Settled in together
P 3/3
warnings: mentions of sex, very bad depiction of Korean law (I know nothing about it)
1 ½ Years later
“OK, so I was thinking, we should go to Bora Bora, or the Maldives.” Namjoon uttered. 
He was currently sitting atop the kitchen counter stuffing his face with the french toast you just made. Wearing your oversized hoodie with nothing but boxers and socks on. If you weren’t so focused on cooking you would have taken him back to bed, but alas there are more important tasks at hand. For example, getting breakfast done, if Namjoon would only stop eating everything you're making.
“Bora Bora, and the Maldives… for what dear?”
“C’mon our vacation, we’ve been talking about this for a couple of months now. Don’t tell me you forgot.. Again.”
“Hmm, sorry baby, I just have a lot on my mind at the moment.”
“That much is obvious but, why?”
“Just work, I have to let someone go. They’re causing too many problems.”
“Oh, I know that's stressful but if they aren’t doing things right or they’re causing way too many problems then that’s normal. But make sure to let them know what the problem was and why you're firing them.”
“Yeah, but anyway, why don’t you pick where you want to go. Whichever one is fine.”
“Ok then Maldives it is. When should we go?”
“When do you want to go?”
“In two weeks?”
“Ok, I’ll let my secretary know not to schedule anything. Are we hiring someone to come look after the house or do you want one of the guys to come house-sit?”
“Hobi-hyung could do it, I’ll call him.”
And that's how it went. Your first official vacation since moving in together. Just as you were buying the tickets and making reservations, a text from Hobi came in. 
Hobi- So… 
Hobi- Vacation to the Maldives huh???😏
You- Yes?
Hobi- ‘Link sent’
You- Hobi, I’m not proposing.
Hobi- Why not?!
You- I don’t have an answer for you, truthfully.
Hobi- You know he told me, he wished you would consider it.  I mean there’s no reason stopping you from getting married
You- Korean law prevents it that's why.
Hobi- Well yes but you’re from California, it’s not illegal there
You- Hmm 
You- Does he really want me to propose?
Hobi-Duh, he’s not expecting it. He thinks he knows how you feel about marriage, which is why if you propose to him in the Maldives then it’ll be even more special, you can even fly his family out there a day or two before.
Hobi- The guys and I will be there too.
You- You’ve really thought this through haven’t you?
Hobi- No offense but more than you obviously😜
You- Ok, I’ll take a look but not promises. 
Hobi- 👍🏻
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“Babe!... BABE!... BAABEE!” Namjoon yells
“What?!”
“We're going to be late!”
“Alright I’m going, I’m going.”
Quickly stuffing the small velvet box into your carry on, you pick up the last of your luggage and head towards the front door. Namjoon was there, looking at his watch. Before looking up and smiling.
“Finally. Maldives, here I come.”
“You mean here we come?”
“Yea sure.” You both laughed.
Going through safety inspections, you nervously fidget while getting on the plane. Once you get on there’s no going back. It’s not that you don’t want to propose, it’s just you feel as if things are going to change. They shouldn't. It's just a feeling, also the feeling that Namjoon will reject the proposal and everything you’ve built will come crashing down. Which is ridiculous, because according to Hobi, everyone but you knew that he wishes you would propose. 
I mean come on, have you been that oblivious. Now the engagement ring pamphlets on the kitchen counter make sense, and the ads on the computer for ‘Here’s the top 5 honeymoon spots you need to consider’. Damn you really are an idiot. 
It’s a good thing that Hobi had everything thought out. The boys will fly out in two weeks with Namjoon's family. The plan is to send Namjoon on a little treasure hunt through the resort, which will eventually lead Namjoon to a heart made of rose petals on the beach, with you in the center of it, on one knee, with the ring box in your hand.
The plane ride went over well, Namjoon slept the majority of the flight. When you got to the resort the only thing you wanted to do was sleep but unfortunately for you it was still day, and Namjoon was ready to hit the beach.
“Babe, c’mon, let's eat first maybe get a few drinks, and you’ll be happy in no time.” he laughed
“Three drinks no more. I’m not getting drunk again.”
“Why not?”
“Last time I got drunk, I got in a fight with some rando, and we ended up getting kicked out of a parking lot by a bunch of moms because we were fucking in the car.”
“ok , ok, point taken. Fun experience though.”
“For you maybe, I was sore the next morning.”
“Yea, well he did throw a chair at you.”
“Possibly the most embarrassing day of my life.”
“Possibly? I’d say that's automatically a top 5.”
“Well yea, but it’s definitely not the worst.”
“What was the worst?”
“I’ll tell you that another day. Now let go, I'm starving.”
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Everything went fine, your two weeks of vacation time were almost up, so that means it was time for the proposal. One day late at night, after you made sure Namjoon was asleep, you went to the hotel where your family and friends were staying. Greeting them, you gave them all their room keys and told them you’d sneak away from Namjoon in the morning or something to get everything ready.
In the morning you did manage to sneak away, Namjoon staying in the pool area, sunbathing. You told him you had a surprise and needed to go check reservations. Luckily he was tired and didn’t question anything. So as you set up everything with the boys and the resort staff, you made sure to find a hiding spot near where you would propose for everyone. Jin offered to record, Jimin, Jungkook and Taehyung were holding confetti cannons. And his parents bought Namjoon flowers. 
“Ok babe, I’m ready. Babe?” Namjoon walks out of the bathroom dressed casually, looking around for you.
Finding a note on the bed with a white bouquet of Clematis he read the first clue and the hunt began. As he went around the resort finding clues and little gifts stashed away, he got to his final clue.  
‘Where am I?
I am a world traveler,
Noodle unraveller,
I am fire and music and water and ice.
I am a place for a pence,
Or a seat for a grand, I am a sprinkle of salt and a shake of the pan.
I am your final clue,
So all you must do,
Is walk to my door, and out the back door.’
Just as he exited the restaurant he saw candles lined up leading to an enormous heart.
In the center of the heart was you, kneeling on one knee with a hand held out, waiting for him to take it.
He couldn’t help it, the tears just showed up out of nowhere. Wiping the tears off his eyes he approached you and asked.
“What is all this?”
“Namjoon With your IQ of 148 I think you know exactly what this is.”
“Please tell me this isn’t a prank.”
“No my love, this is not a prank. Namjoon these last six, going on seven years has been the best time of my life. I can honestly say with my whole heart that I cannot imagine my life with anyone else. Everything we’ve been through, all the fights and arguments, the long night video calls while you were on tour, the late nights where we stayed up because you wouldn’t stop working, and the vacations to beautiful destinations and road trips we’ve taken together has brought us both right here to this moment. All the fun we’ve had, and we only ever needed each other to make us happy. No one else. Just you, and me. And that’s how I want it to stay, I want nothing else but for you to let me love you for the rest of our lives. So without further delay, would you do me the incredible honor of marrying me, and making me the happiest man in the world.” by the end of your speech you were both were crying.
“Even with my ugly cry and snotty nose right now?”
“Yes, you're a package deal, and I want everything that comes with you.” you laughed.
“Yes. Yes, Yes, Yes.” He held out his left hand as you placed the engagement ring on his finger.
Crying you lifted him up and spun him around.
“SURPRISE!!!!” Confetti and yelling were everywhere. 
“You’re all late” You laughed.
“We were crying ok, that was a very sentimental speech.” Jin said.
“By the way I was live streaming the whole thing. Hope you don’t mind.” Hobi says. His nose, equally as snotty as Namjoon’s. 
“You need a tissue?” Namjoon asked.
“That would be great thanks.”
His parents came over and congratulated you both.
“Pictures we need pictures!” His sister said.
You walked up to the staff and asked them kindly to take pictures of you all.
“Everyone say cheese!”
“CHEESE!”
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You walked through the front door of your house to find Namjoon smiling at the picture you have from two months ago. Namjoon and you were in the middle, everyone around you was waving confetti cannons or making silly faces. You and Namjoon were kissing while Namjoon held out his left hand showcasing his new engagement ring. 
Coming up from behind him you wrap your arms around his waist and peck his cheek.
Yea, life was great. It was about to get even better.
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Yo, whatup broskis, so sorry about the wait, college started again and I have been BUSY. I'll try to update as much as possible but to be completely honest, I am not very creative so, it takes me time to come up with concepts and then write them out.
Thanks for understanding, constructive criticism is ALWAYS welcome.
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yourmanz-sodapop · 10 months
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Schedule
Hello everyone, Just decided to post this to let you all know I will try to update once a week every Saturday. It gives me enough time to write and proofread and edit everything, this is also so you guys are not wondering when I'm going to post next or if I'm going to post at all.
Constructive criticism is welcome, lord know I need it, lol. Requests I'm not too sure about yet for now I will try to just write what my mind decides so If anyone requests anything please do not take it personal if I don't write it.
-Damian 💜
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yourmanz-sodapop · 10 months
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Settling in together
Namjoon x Top! Male reader
Warnings: N/A Part 2/3
“Ok, This couch is perfect” Namjoon must’ve said that about four couches already. “Didn’t you say that about the previous couch?” you asked. “Well yes, but this one feels different than all the other ones. I’m telling you baby this is the one.” he pouts. “You’re sure this is the one baby?” “Yes, this one, let’s buy it.” he says, clapping his hands. He was excited, how could he not be? You gave him complete freedom to decorate your home. So far he had chosen the dresser and nightstand set as well as the curtains for all the rooms of the house and now the couch. 
“Ok, couch set check, next up is… kitchen table.” you see him from the corner of your eye walking off towards the kitchen area, as you're talking to an employee about what you want and how fast you can get it shipped to your house. 
Walking towards the area you last saw Namjoon, you find him sitting at the head of a kitchen table, his eyes narrowing on every empty seat. “What are you doing?” “shhhhh, I’m trying to see if this would match the look I’m going for.” “What look are you going for?” “Right now I’m leaning towards a minimalist vintage look. I think it suits us both, you're an old soul” letting out an amused chuckle you lay your head on top of his, “Anything will be fine, now hurry so we can go look at the paintings you want to hang up.” Say no more Namjoon was up and looking around trying to decide. You knew it would get him to hurry up. 
You need the house finished by next week but it seemed he forgot every other second. You’d made plans to have his parents over to actually see your new home, and to show them with proof that you are serious about their son, before it was just your words and small things you did. They loved you, they loved you just for the fact that you loved their son, that was enough for them but still you wanted to show them that Namjoon would always have a home with you, and that you could provide for him regardless of the fact that he made a shit ton of money from being an idol. I mean you also made a lot of money, you owned a finance company, one that you just branched over to Europe and hopefully soon you’ll add another branch in Korea near where you lived. As you were walking around looking at the different pieces of art, one specific one caught your eye. It was the same one you had in your office back home in America. It brought back a lot of memories.
“When are you coming back to visit?” You couldn’t stand seeing the tears on his face through the screen. “I don’t know, there was a problem with the construction crew, I need to go to Europe to see why they put a hold on it. I’m going to be gone longer than I thought I was, I’m sorry my love.” you explained. You’d already been gone for three months, signing contracts, getting permits overseeing construction for the new branch. “You promised you’d be back before I left on tour. I leave in two weeks.” he sobbed. You know how much it hurt, you haven’t seen each other in three months and now you have to break your promise about sending him off on his tour. You didn't say anything, what could you say to make him feel better? “I have to go” he whispers, “Namjoon, wait-” he hung up.  It was one of the lesser bad moments in your relationship. But it was quickly fixed, you flew out that same night and postponed your meetings to spend the remaining two weeks with Namjoon. 
“Babe!” Turning your head Namjoon was looking at you worriedly. “I called your name five times, are you ok?” He was carrying 6 pieces. “I’m fine baby, is that what you’re getting?” you asked. “Yes these, did you talk to the sales clerk about buying the couches?” “Mhm” “Ok then let's go, we still need to buy kitchen utensils and groceries. I’m not ordering take-out again.” “I’ll cook.”
Getting everything you needed for your new home took longer than you expected it to. Namjoon couldn’t make up his mind on a few things like rugs so you did have to go to a few other places the next day. Thankfully Namjoon found all the things he wanted and was satisfied with the end result of your house, now all you needed to do was wait for the weekend to come.
 You were both enjoying yourselves with this new dynamic of reality, a reality where you both didn’t have to fight your schedules to see each other, nor hide the fact that you were in love. His fanbase took it better than you expected it to, of course there was some negative backlash. Mostly  girls being upset that they wouldn’t have a chance to woo him, rather than the fact that he was with a man. It was a bit of a shock at first  but you got used to seeing your face more on social media.  The boys of course were over all the time now that the place was completely furnished with everything working as it’s supposed to. Now Namjoon understands why you got a three bedroom house.
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yourmanz-sodapop · 10 months
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Moving in together
Namjoon x Top! Male reader
Warnings: N/A Part 1/3
Moving in together was something both Namjoon and yourself had been looking forward to. Even way back when you both were just starting out in your relationship, he knew you would be together for a long time. Low and behold he was right, even when the other members questioned him on how he would make it work with the long training hours and the tours, he always answered with the same phrase, “We’ll make  it work. “
Now here they were helping Namjoon pack all his things. The smile on Namjoons face tells them that this is going to be a good thing for him. 
They’ve been there for everything. Every argument, every time he would cry because he missed you, every bit of news he had about the both of you, he talked so much about you they might as well all be dating you at this point. So when he came to them two months ago saying that you had surprised him with keys to your new house they couldn’t help but be happy for him, he really did deserve it.
“Ok that’s the last of it, so the movers will be here soon Jin-hyung, Yoongi-hyung you guys got that covered right?” he questioned. They smile at his nervousness. “Mhm, go, we can all smell the desperation on you.” Yoongi answers.
“Ok thank you, bye see you later” He rushes out. The uber downstairs had been waiting for almost ten minutes. 
As he’s pulling up he can see you and your brothers unloading your moving van. Are you shirtless? Yes, yes you are, which explains the group of giggling girls across the street. You’re currently helping unload the box with your new bed frame and your brothers unloading the mattress.  Namjoon understands why those girls are fawning over you, you’re hot that’s why. Your muscles contract everytime you move the heavy box, the beads of sweat that slide down your tan skin. He didn’t even notice you walking up to him. That beautiful smile greeting him as you lean down to kiss him. “How are you doing baby?” You can feel his smile as he mumbles and ‘okay’ against your lips. Finally both your dreams were coming true. Since you couldn’t get married this is the closest to marriage you’d get. You stay like that for a minute or two until you hear your brother's voice from behind you, “Okay you two love birds we’re not done yet.” “Coming, coming. Wait inside baby.” Obediently he heads inside and looks around. It’s very beautiful. And to think this is his now too. It's a very spacious house just like what he talked about, and it has a very beautiful ceiling, tall enough to hang a nice chandelier or some hanging lights.  Now that he thinks about it, the kitchen has those soapstone countertops he really liked in that magazine, and the fireplace is just like the one on his pinterest board. He knew you were making renovations to this house, but he didn’t know you renovated the place with his wants and likes in mind. 
“You like it?” he turns around and sees you leaning against the wall. “Like it, I love it, it’s everything I wanted,... literally. How did you get the fireplace right though?” he was confused, you’d only seen it once and it was over his shoulder. “Taehyung and Jungkook shared your pinterest board.” Of course it was those two. It’s a three bedroom house with two full bathrooms and a living room, with a smaller bonus on the other side of the kitchen, the backyard has a pool and a hot tub. A two car garage  even though you only have one. Namjoon has no idea why you bought a house with three rooms but oh well. 
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After all the members arrived, you and your brothers started unloading the second moving truck while the guys started to unpack a few boxes. Taehyung and Jungkook were in charge of clothes going in the closet, probably a bad move, Taehyung might throw out anything he doesn’t like. Jin was in charge of the kitchen, Yoongi and Jimin were setting up the tv’s and Namjoon was unpacking bathroom necessities. All the while you and your brother set up the bed and finished unloading the trucks.
Once everything was done, and everyone had gone home, the two of you settled into bed, Namjoons head on your chest, your arms around his waist. Soaking everything up as if it could end at any moment. He loved this, he loved knowing that this was his home with you, now he didn’t have to be sad about getting to the dorms late  and not having been able to see you all day because you’ll be here when he gets home. Home, nothing all week has been able to wipe the smile of his face whenever someone says home. This day couldn’t have come fast enough, he’s been waiting for two months while you finished renovations. 
He's happy, that's all you ever wanted.
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yourmanz-sodapop · 10 months
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BTS reaction to BF smoking after quitting
Top! Dom! Male reader
Warnings: Mentions of drugs and smoking
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Jin:
Jin and you have been dating for six months. Six months he worked hard to get you to drop that nasty habit of smoking all the time.
Here you are both at a party. He’s been eyeing you like a hawk ever since your friend showed up. It wasn’t a secret that he was the one that enabled you to begin with. From across the room Jin watches as you and your small group walk out to the terrace. 
He trusted you, of course he did but he didn’t trust your friend. When he stepped out to check on you, it really shouldn’t have come as a big surprise that he found you laughing with a lit cigarette in your hand. The laughter quickly died down when your group noticed his serious face.
“Seriously m/n?”
You couldn’t help but feel guilty, you had promised him you’d stop. Quickly putting out the cigarette you followed him back inside and out the front door. The car ride was silent with him looking out the window the whole time.
“I only had one”
“That doesn’t make it better”
“I know, I’m so sorry baby, I know I said I’d stop but everyone was teasing me and,... I couldn’t help myself”
You could see the disappointment in his eyes, but also the understanding in them. He listened to you, he knew it was a habit to break.
“Just promise me you’ll try”
“I will, you know I will”
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Yoongi:
As laid back and chill Yoongi was, he absolutely hated it when you smoked. When he met you all those years ago you were a lot worse, it took years for you to be able to even resist the need to smoke at least once a day but you got there. 
So when he sees the video your friend posted of you smoking he was frustrated to say the least. When you got home late at night after said friend's birthday party, he was there, very much awake, with a frown sitting on the couch looking at you. You couldn’t tell if he was sad or mad.
“What's wrong, love?”
He pulls out his phone and shows you the video. All you can do is look up at the ceiling, not being able to stop the sigh passing your lips.
“Anything to say?”
“I’m sorry. Really I am”
“You should be. Please take better care of yourself.”
“I will, I promise I will”
As you lean in for a kiss he places his hand on your mouth and walks around you heading towards your shared bedroom. 
“Go shower and throw those clothes away. You're sleeping on the couch.”
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Hoseok:
As soon as he walked into your home he could smell the smoke. He knew even after quitting you had a bad habit of smoking one when you had a bad day. He tried to be supportive he really did but he couldn’t help but feel as if every time you took a step forward into getting healthier something always got in the way.
He walks into your office to see you looking out the window huffing out a puff of smoke. 
As soon as he closed the door you turned around with an apologetic look on your face.
“Are you going to put it out or not?”
“Yea”
He wraps his around you from behind, head pressed against your back, his heart breaking from knowing that you’re not able to resist this habit. He just wants you to be healthy. He wants a future with you where cigarettes aren’t a constant in your life. 
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Namjoon:
When Namjoon and you met everyone warned him about you. You smoked, you drank, pretty safe bet to say his friends and family weren’t exactly pleased when he continued to hang out with you. 
Then when you two started to date he made you quit smoking and you were doing so great, two years without smoking. Which is why he was completely devastated when at a family reunion he caught you smoking with your brothers. 
Just one look at your face and he knew you felt bad about it. Guilty that you broke your promise. He nodded his head towards the door and walked away whilst you put out your cigar.
“I know what you’re going to say, and all I can say is I’m sorry. I just couldn’t help it not tonight.”
“As long as you know there’s a problem.”
He knew why you smoked, he knew who was at fault for it. You were just looking for an escape and being back at your old house that he knew inspired nothing but bad memories for you he understood why you had done it. It did nothing to stop the disappointment he felt but he understood where you were coming from. 
He loves you, he adores you. It’s why he fought so much to get you to stop smoking. It’s why he stayed even when you lost your patience with him and walked out. He knew you loved him just as much, why else did you go back to him each and every time apologizing to him. He knows you’ll make a bigger effort to prove to him and yourself you can truly quit. And he knows he’ll be there every step of the way.
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Jimin:
Jimin has tried everything, he has taken you to therapy, he has bought you patches, he’s done everything you can think of to try to break your habit, and he did, for a year going on two, you were both at a club with the other and your ex just happened to be there. 
Your ex who was the worst influence on you, he knew she did hard core drugs, she didn’t exactly try to hide it. He also knew that she has some type of obsession with you and hated him.
He took his eyes off you to use the bathroom and all of a sudden your missing, and surprise surprise so is your ex. He truly dislikes her. He knew where you were, outside probably with a cigarette in your mouth thanks to her.
No surprise there, when he walked into the smoking room and saw you in a booth breathing in the cigarette. He never understood how it is that you liked it. It smells horrible and he can only imagine it tastes horrible as well.
The smile on your face is wiped clean off as soon as you see him standing by the door, immediately putting the cigarette out and walking over to him. No words need to be said. He just grabs your hand and walks out letting the others know that you guys are leaving for the night. And yes you do sleep on the couch that night, after brushing and washing your mouth over and over again.
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Taehyung:
He can just feel his heart break when Jungkook tells him he saw you smoking outside a convenience store. The night before you said you had to work late. Now he knows not only did you lie about working, but you also broke your clean record of one year.
He knows Jungkook wouldn’t lie to him about it, especially since the first thing you did when you got back was rinse your mouth out with mouthwash, and how you took an hour long shower. 
He knows it’s hard, but he really had hoped you would remain on that clean record. It’s ok it was only one time, right?
When he got home that night you were in your shared bedroom watching a movie. Your pants on the floor, he could see the box of cigarettes sticking out from the pocket. When he stands from picking it up he sees two cigarettes left. By then you had paused the movie and sat up on the bed to look at him.
“You were doing so good baby, what happened?”
He couldn’t stop the tears escaping his eyes, it just hurt so much to see you like this, he could see the disappointment in your eyes. The disappointment of letting yourself down. Having broken one of your goals after having reached it not so long ago. It’s ok though you’ll get there again. He knows you will, you don’t give up easily. 
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Jungkook:
Jungkook was cleaning out the closet, getting rid of boxes neither of you needed, donating some things, burning others, as he was cleaning he knocked over an old shoe box of yours and out come stumbling two entire packs of cigars. Almost new one was missing, and you were in your office.  If there's one thing Jungkook hates, it’s secrets between the two of you. He would’ve wanted you to tell him and he would’ve helped you with the urges, but no you had to hide it. 
He didn’t knock, he just slammed the door open and walked straight to you.
“What is this? And don’t say they’re old, the receipt was in the shoebox.”
Yes, he was mad. You made a promise to him and to yourself that you would stop. It’s more than just the cigars and you smoking. It’s about the trust he put in you, to be honest and the fact that you didn’t trust him enough to tell him about your struggles.
He does feel frustrated and he knows you do too, but he wants you to put in the effort to actually get better. You were clean for four years, so what changed?
All he knows is that he hates losing at anything, this has been a challenge since you both started dating and he was not about to lose, he was going to get you to stop smoking permanently.
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yourmanz-sodapop · 10 months
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