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hope my relapse hits me hard so i can starve myself easier

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I am so used to always overeating i literally feel uncomfortable if i only eat enough to be full and not like i’ll throw up if i eat anymore.

Pig behavior much??

#ana advice #ana memez #ed relapse #ed for beginners #bu1imia #3dtumblr #rexy #rexy girl #pro rexy #ana motivation #ana0rex1a #an0rex1c #pr0 an4

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Hey tumblr, long time no see :)

I’m going through some tough times atm, so i decided to come back to my weightloss journey cause that always used to comfort me back in the days.

So if ur an active ED blog in April 2024 please feel free to follow or repost so i can find some new mutuals <3

#ana advice #ana memez #ed relapse #ed for beginners #bu1imia #3dtumblr #rexy #rexy girl #pro rexy #ed tingz #tw ed thoughts #ed thinking #an0rex1c #ana motivation

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eating disorders are so weird cause how come that one second i’m in my room having a panic attack over a slice of bread but then the big ass icecream 5min later is totally fine??🤨

#4na #an0rex1c #ana advice #ana meal #ana memez #ana tricks #anareksya #eating problems #low cal ed #only pr0 for myself #pr0 4n4 #anarecix #anorecca #pro annnnna #pr0 an4 #anorekic #ana motivation

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me: *constantly complaining about my weak immune system and getting sick all the time*

also me: *literally fucks up whole body on purpose for some skinny*

#4na #an0rex1c #ana advice #ana meal #ana memez #ana tricks #anareksya #eating problems #low cal ed #only pr0 for myself #pr0 4n4 #anarecix #anorecca #pro annnnna #pr0 an4 #anorekic #ana motivation

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me and being sick have such a love-hate relationship cause whilst yes i am suffering and in pain i’m also unable to keep food down (if i even manage to eat it in the first place that is.)

lost 2kg (4,5lbs) in 5 days 🤭

#4na #an0rex1c #ana advice #ana meal #ana memez #ana tricks #anareksya #eating problems #low cal ed #only pr0 for myself #pr0 4n4 #anarecix #anorecca #pro annnnna #pr0 an4 #anorekic #ana motivation

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i’ve just put on a skirt that’s been rotting away in my closet for over 3yrs because it’s an extra small and it actually fit me. the amount of joy i felt. unmatched.

this is why we’re doing this. because skinny feels so fucking good.

#4na #an0rex1c #ana advice #ana meal #ana memez #ana tricks #anareksya #eating problems #only pr0 for myself #low cal ed #anarecix #pr0 4n4 #anorecca #pro annnnna #ana motivation #pr0 an4 #anorekic

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omg this is such a problem in my life atm it’s ridiculous

me: *isolates myself so i cant hurt or upset anyone*

people: *get hurt and upset bc they never see me anymore*

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literally me and my bf🫶🏻

wow, your mental health is just fucked up as mine. we should be a couple

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there’s this one friend i have (we’ve been bestfriends from ages 4-12) that used to be much skinnier and athletic than me throughout our whole childhood. Whilst i developed an eating disorder and grew to have a nice body (that i’m still unhappy with but that’s not the point) she stopped doing workouts and gained weight. quite a lot of weight. You can call me a bitch for this but it felt so so good seeing her like that. noticing old friends look at her and whisper. Listening to my mom talking about how fat she’s gotten. People stopped being attracted to her, didn’t even bother trying to be her friend. Obviously I never said that to her, i’ve always been all for body positivity, but i had envied her for so long, the feeling of our rolls being reversed was indescribable because now I was the pretty one. I was the one people looked at. I don’t know if this is motivational to anyone else but, if u ever feel like giving up think about how good u will look next to ur friends, how u will get all the attention.

She’s Jealous of me, i’m very aware of that.

I’m the one dating the guy she likes.

I’m the one with the pretty face and the body others would kill for.

We both have an eating disorder but I will be the one people worry for.

After all this time it’s finally me🕊

#4na #an0rex1c #ana advice #ana meal #ana memez #ana tricks #anareksya #eating problems #low cal ed #only pr0 for myself #pr0 4n4 #anarecix #anorecca #pro annnnna #pr0 an4 #anorekic #ana motivation

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getting back from vacation tomorrow and i’ve decided to go full ed mode once i get home.

I did it once i’ll do it again till people beg me to tell them my secret. god i want people to look at me in concern and beg me to stop.

…that being said

PLEASE IF YOU ARE AN ACTIVE ED BLOG IN AUGUST/SEPTEMBER 2022 PLEASE BE MY MUTUAL 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

#4na #ana advice #an0rex1c #ana memez #ana meal #anareksya #eating problems #low cal ed #ana tricks #only pr0 for myself #anarecix #anorecca #pr0 4n4 #pr0 an4 #anorekic #pro annnnna #ana motivation

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not the bitmoji story calling all of us out💀💀

#4na #an0rex1c #ana advice #ana meal #ana memez #ana tricks #anareksya #eating problems #low cal ed #only pr0 for myself #pr0 4n4 #anarecix #anorecca #pro annnnna #pr0 an4 #anorekic #ana motivation

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ah yes ✨summer✨ aka the time of the year ed bitches eat a shit ton of melon so they can pass up on actual food without being suspicious because,

“i had so much melon my belly is way to full to eat anything rn🥺🥺”

#4na #an0rex1c #ana advice #ana meal #ana memez #ana tricks #anareksya #eating problems #low cal ed #only pr0 for myself #pr0 4n4 #anarecix #anorecca #pro annnnna #pr0 an4 #anorekic #ana motivation

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i haven’t been counting cals nor have i been actively restricting for the past three weeks and i didn’t gain any weight. GO FUCK YOURSELF STUPID YOYO EFFECT YOU GOT NOTHING ON ME HA

#4na #ana advice #an0rex1c #ana memez #ana meal #anareksya #ana tricks #eating problems #low cal ed #only pr0 for myself #pr0 4n4 #anorecca #pro annnnna #pr0 an4 #anorekic #ana motivation #anarecix

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Body Check 12|02|2022

The sun light makes my skin look pretty but i hate the way my stomach looks. can’t wait for it to crave inward 🦋

#an0rex1c #4na #ana meal #ana memez #ana advice #ana tricks #anareksya #eating problems #low cal ed #only pr0 for myself #anarecix #anorecca #pro annnnna #pr0 4n4 #anorekic #pr0 an4 #ana motivation

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i can actually see results for the first time in forever again and i’ve never felt better omg