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I got bored and remembered I can make cc so uh

There it is, I guess. The soup in all its glory.

I will say, though, I think it looks a lot better when I draw it. And I think I know why.

I'm sure a lot of it is just me being shitty at making cc (this is like the second thing I've successfully made) but I think the biggest factor is that there's no real environmental storytelling behind it.

I mean, look at Ripp. That isn't the face of someone who's going crazy and being taken over by forces he can't begin to comprehend. That's a silly little guy! A jovial young fellow who looks like he lost a fight with a bucket of paint. The fact that it completely eats his eyelashes is kinda freaky but there's nothing really... happening to him, I guess? It just looks like you could scrub it off in the shower and he'd be fine.

When I draw him getting pink souped, though, it's rough. He looks genuinely unwell. As it turns out, the creepiest part of pink soup isn't the pink itself (though it is a bit weird to see something so unnatural take over someone's body), it's everything outside of it.

His skin is pale, he looks dazed and scared and sick and, above all else, exhausted. This doesn't look like a shitty face paint job, it looks like something that's slowly killing him. The pink soup on its own isn't that hard to look at, but seeing him with dark, unfocused eyes and messy hair and distress visible on his face is fucked up. You can tell that something is draining him, something that doesn't seem easy to fight off, something that only seems to be getting worse. He's scared. His friends are scared. Nobody knows what's going on, and nobody knows how to fix it.

And the fact that he looks so sick almost makes the pink soup scarier on its own. There's this giant, inorganic thing completely taking over a good chunk of this kid's body, and he looks like he's about to collapse from it. If he was still happy and vibrant under all of that, it wouldn't be so bad, but... fuck, what is that stuff? What is it going to do to him?

That's what I have to keep in mind. The concept of pink soup being some kind of weird rash thing is kinda spooky in a fear-of-the-unknown Lovecraftian bullshit sense, but the scariest part of it isn't how it looks. It's what it's doing to the people underneath it.

#dear GOD this concept has me in a chokehold #straight up obsessed with it fbgrbhrhernrueby #I have work to do but instead let's talk about fictional video game diseases I made up wahoo #sims 2 #sims 2 premades #ripp grunt #pink soup

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silly hc i have is that ripp had a massive crush on jenny when he was younger. they didn't tell a soul about this until college when him and johnny were both zooted off their minds from the bubble blower and he just let that fact out lmfaoo

#this is so in character for ripp it's not even funny #jhdundjcbhd #sims 2 #sims 2 premades #ripp grunt #johnny smith

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anyone who ships tank x johnny or ripp x johnny I want your opinion on this song

#this is the first full song I learned to play on the guitar #i mean 'play' is subjective it's still a work in progress #but like !!! I love it #please I wanna see what y'all think #sims 2 #sims 2 premades #johnny smith #ripp grunt #tank grunt #question #Youtube

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rhrbgrhrbh save me teen pascal save me

(I know his hands are absolutely ginormous idk what happened)

and here's tank too

i drew other stuff today but it looked like ass so it stays in the sketchbook forever

#sims 2 #sims 2 premades #pascal curious #tank grunt

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being genderfluid is stupid I'll be dressed like the lamest nerd that ever lived and not even care and then the moon goes into gatorade or something and I'm filled with an agonizing urge to be the hottest guy in the room. but now it's too late I already left

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PARENTS REVEAL.

embrace punk-goth pascal curious x nervous subject........

#that makeup is genuinely so pretty on pascal what

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writing is awesome

#struggling

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fuck johnny and fuck his stupid ass octagon nightstand I've drawn it three times now and it never gets better. perspective nightmare. ugly ass furniture piece. hate it

#sims 2 #johnny smith #ugh

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got caught in another tag game lmao

thanks to @dawaytoamarillo for tagging me!

Make this picrew and show the last song you listened to!

tagging @evignonita

#tag game #non sims

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you know what who cares I'm posting it

A couple people mentioned that they liked the idea of pink soup being some kind of disease for Sims and honestly? I'm down for it

sorry to use Ripp as a punching bag for everything again but that's how it is sometimes

here's a doodle I made a couple weeks ago and forgot about (I know it looks weird don't talk about it)

Here's a more serious one that I just finished.

I'm about to get so carried away with this concept none of y'all are ready for it

#if I can be serious for a second #I felt so bad drawing this #i just kept going “oh he looks so sick :(( I'm sorry buddy” at the tablet screen while I colored everything #the satisfaction of a finished drawing only slightly tempered by the guilt of what I've drawn #idk #sims 2 #sims 2 premades #ripp grunt #johnny smith #ophelia nigmos #my art #pink soup

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Jenny has been dating Paul for a few weeks now and is absolutely in love with him. Lyla and Pascal have to sit and listen to her ask him out on dates while they hang out in her bedroom.

She met him at the local pool ,and volunteered to teach him how to be human and how to speak simlish fluently. In this story, his human disguise works, but it’s very uncanny.

( Honestly I wonder what her type is )

#SCREAMING AND WAILING AND THROWING UP #THEY'RE SO CUTE #this is so sweet my teeth are rotting #and good god the amount of detail 😭 #reblog

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I love when I'm drawing something angsty or sad but I still have to mark the brow line in the sketch because what the hell is this

bro I can't take him seriously 😭

#sims 2 #sims 2 premades #ripp grunt #wip #I think I goofed the perspective I might have to redraw this

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Ripp Grunt being a romance sim with absolutely 0 bitches to start with is so funny to me, as well as his only friends outside his family being the ONE teenage couple in all of Strangetown so he’s destined to be a third wheel, did Maxis do that on purpose 😭😭😭

#in my game he keeps rolling wants to go on dates #bro with who??? #you're a third wheel to the only kids in town your age 😭 #poor bastard

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You ever do that thing where you're just chilling and then out of nowhere your spinal cord feels like it's coiling up or something like right in your back where your spine connects to your ribs? And it feels all tingly in a way that's entirely different from any kind of sensation? Like it's entirely concentrated in your nerves and isn't touching anything else? And then out of reflex you gotta flick your head to the side and scrunch up so it stops? And if you don't it feels like trying to suppress a sneeze? And it doesn't really hurt it just feels funny and looks odd?

Like this

What are those and, uh, what does it mean if recently you've been doing it once every week or so, where before it was like once every few months? Am I going to die or is this just a weird thing my body does whenever it feels like it

#maybe it's some kind of tic? #i don't really know #nothing in particular seems to set it off #just gotta twitch sometimes for no reason #non sims

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mrmnrhrhrhrgh save me hatsune sceneku please

#non sims #my art #hatsune miku #but as a scene girl

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ophelia and ripp are the angel and devil on johnny's shoulders but instead of helping him make tough decisions they make it ten times harder and it ends badly for all of them every single time

#sims 2 #sims 2 premades #ophelia nigmos #ripp grunt #johnny smith

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Not to get all sappy or anything but I think my love language is just caring for my basic needs a little more than you have to. I'm not really the type to get romantic but good god I'd do anything to just lay my head in someone's lap and let them brush my hair. When I kick the blankets off the bed in my sleep, throw them back over me and kiss me goodnight. If I said I wasn't feeling well and someone made me go to bed, or I said I was stressed and they ran me a bath, I'd probably combust on the spot.

It's not that I can't take care of myself; I'm fully capable of meeting all my needs. Aside from the lack of attention span, there's nothing really stopping me from just doing my own thing forever. But someday, I just hope that I can unwind enough to relax with someone. To be cared for and savor the feeling only out of enjoyment, and not because it's a rare occurrence. To allow myself to care for someone the same way, right back. Not that people don't care for me right now but it's never like this. Please. I need enrichment in my enclosure I'm going crazy

#ramblings #ignore me it's late and I'm processing emotions #the feeling that I'm inherently disconnected from people vs the desire to be loved #let's see who wins lmfao #non sims