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xbadmuse · 5 months
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whats your favorite color
my favorite color is green 💚
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you write like poetry i really love that here
thank you 🤍
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Jealousy
This is Part I of the Jealous Simon Riley Story i wanted to post.
this is a nsfw story, like everything else on my blog.
this is about Simon “Ghost” Riley x Reader
i did not proof read, please excuse any mistakes.
You were sipping on your drink as the cool breeze of the cold winter weather hit your face whenever the door to the pub opened. You could see from the window how the snow was slowly falling in thin watery flakes but as the time passes, the snowflakes turned into bigger flakes. Your drink was somewhat empty already as you looked back around, watching the team getting tipsier as time passes, if not completely drunk already. Your legs were cold, cursing yourself for only wearing thin thighs to your skirt and knee high boots.
It was now past midnight, the pub getting louder and louder and fuller as the door was being opened every few seconds. You just wanted to go home at this point. You really loved spending time with the team but right now.. you wish you could stuff your cold legs into a heater and wait for them to warm up again.
You looked over to Simon, who was sitting right next to you. If a person didn't know Simon personally, they would think that he was just a relaxed person, sitting in the booth, staying quite and absorbing the people around him as well as the location with his stoic attitude but right now, he was definitely very far from being relaxed.
The anger bubbling inside his body was radiating a very unnerving aura, cutting a knife through your calm vibe until it is drained out of blood. This is also one of the reasons you just want to leave this place, immediately.
You kept an eye on him, every once in a while looking up while pretending to look somewhere else. He was sitting very close to you, making sure that his frame covered half of you in the booth. Simon was gripping his drink, side eying you quickly and taking a sip, placing the glass back down on the table a little more aggressive then expected. He was fuming, deeply but Simon knew better and how to hide the fact that he could set this pub on fire, burning it out of aggressiveness just about now.
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30 Minutes before.
"no, thank you", you clutched your bag to your chest, taking in the man that was standing tall right in front of you. he was wearing a smug grin, his white teeth brighter than the lights in the pub hallway and his weird looking beard which he was probably forcefully trying to grow but only reached from the left side until the right side of his upper lip as well as his chin, taking in your form with his eyes.
"look, I am really not trying to be a creep but I feel like we could fit. I think you are gorgeous and I am not bad myself, so?", his hand was grazing your arm and you instantly took a few steps back, looking at him confused.
"I have a boyfriend, please just leave", the man started to laugh, taking a few closer steps towards you and placing a hand on your shoulder. His hand then travelled down your arm again as he stared into your eyes intensly.
"stop lying and give me a chance love", he leaned in, his lips almost on your ears and with that you grabbed his arm and pushed him off of you with full force. he tumbled a few steps back as you stepped further into his direction, pushing him once again with all your strength as he stumbled and hitting his back against the wall behind him.
"you bitch", he hissed, instantly standing straight again. He stared at you and was about to walk towards you as you took just one step towards him. He mustered you, confusingly taking a step back and then walking away out of embarrassment.
The moment he turned around his body full on crashed into Simon, turning the corner and taking his stance in the middle of the hallway. Simon was wearing his balaclava as always and the way he stared down at the man in front of him would have even you running away in fear.
"s'cuse me", the man said as he hushed away from Simon instantly and disappeared into the crowded Pub. You were eying this small interaction, clutching you handbag to your body again and standing just inches away from the bathroom door. You hoped that Simon has not seen one glimpse of what happened just moments ago because if he did, that man would be fighting for his life right now and he would lose bitterly. That is why you kept your mouth shut.
Simon walked towards you, stomping his boots on the tiles on the ground as you were about to turn around and walk into the bathroom.
„who was that?”, he said after he instantly grabbed your wrist with his hand and held you before you could make another move and enter the bathroom. You turned around and faced him with a confused look, his eyes bored into yours as you rolled your eyes.
“who?..”, you tried to free yourself from his grip but he tightened it again. He was controlling himself to not get overwhelmed with the anger and frustration that was building inside him as he stared down at you. He knew something happened and he wanted to hear it..from you. You just stared up at him, heart beating faster.
“Simon, I don’t know..I just wanted to go pee and he followed me and told me my outfit looks good”, you still stared into his eyes. His grip loosened on your wrist and you knew he cocked one eyebrow even under his mask, an asking look on his face. He did not speak or was about to and you knew that he was getting frustrated by the minute.
“I told him to leave me alone and then he left”, you looked up at him, your eyes pleading him to let go of your wrist and to not ask any more questions and with that, Simon let go off your wrist.
“Go to toilet, I’ll wait here”, he said. From the way he said this you already knew that Simon was definitely not in the mood to have any more conversation with you. 'Well, that was the end of a fun night', you thought to yourself.
“Simon, you don’t nee-“, pleading eyes as you looked up. Simon was not looking at you anymore, staring up into the hallway.
“I said go, I will wait here”, his eyes instantly shot your way and with that you clutched your bag again and took a few steps away from him to leave into the ladies bathroom.
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"Next round friends?", Gaz exclaimed loudly for you all to hear. The Pub was getting fuller and fuller the later it got. It was loud, almost unbearable. You looked over at Simon who was finishing up his drink.
He placed the glass back down on the table as the rest nodded and agreed. Even though you were now keen to stay a little longer to not be with Simon alone and enjoy the night you stopped thinking that way the moment Simon placed his hand on your thigh since you were about to ask for another drink.
"We are leaving", he spoke up in his monotone voice. The table exclaimed disappointed with his statement and Soap eyed him from the side. "Why? We just started", he said loudly over the table as he looked over to you as well.
Simon stood up and grabbed your jacket from the seat next to you as he looked down at you. His eyes were demanding rather then asking and normally this is not something that you would tolerate but giving the circumstances you did not want to upset Simon further. You stood up from your seat and smiled at Soap.
"I need to get up early tomorrow to pick up my mother from the airport." you lied, smiling convincingly as Simon helped you into your jacket. Soap nodded understandingly and so was everyone else as you all bid your goodbyes.
Simon opened the door to the pub for you as you waved to the table behind you. The cold night air hit your hot face and you sipped your jacket up. Simon walked past you, just two steps ahead of you as he stomped through the snow to his car which was parked just a two minute walk from the pub. He opened the door for you as you got inside, he did not say a single word to you as he started his car and drove off to your apartment.
You and Simon were not sharing an apartment but whenever Simon was back in the city he stayed in yours. His apartment was a fifteen minute drive from yours but he still liked spending as much time as possible with you or near you.
But right now you were not really sure if that is the case..
"Whats wrong?", you asked and turning on the seat heater for both you and Simon. He glanced at your hand and immediately turned the heater off again, but only for himself and kept yours on. Simon looked straight forward, not giving you one second of attention.
"Hello? I am talking to you", you turned to him, annoyed that he is not talking to you and ignoring you. He turns to you and then back to the road. It was very dark outside but you still knew your whereabouts. It was only a few more minutes until both of you were at your apartment.
"Who was that guy?", he said after a few silent minutes. You still could not believe he was still thinking about that and you rolled your eyes at that. Looking over to him, he was still staring ahead as he drove into a parking spot right before your apartment.
"Are you being serious right now?", you exclaimed as Simon parked the car and turned the engine off. His eyes shot back to yours, looking at your face and squinting his eyes a bit. He raised his eyebrows and watched you. You opened the door to the car and stepped out, walking over to your apartment.
He did the same, slamming his car door and walking behind you. You opened the front door, walked to the elevator as it immediately opened for both of you to walk inside.
"Are you seriously mad at me because of that guy?", the elevator door shut and you turned to him. He was leaning against the elevator wall as he looked down at you.
"Tell me who that man was and we can stop this discussion", he said calmly as the elevator door opened. You walked out and to your apartment, opening the door and the second you walked inside you slipped your shoes off with a loud huff.
"I don't know Simon.. I have already told you so", you could not tell him. You knew this will end in a blood bath and that is something you dearly try to avoid, even though that man deserved it a little.
"Are we lying to each other now?", you turned around and saw him standing at the door, his jacket was still on as he mustered you. Your eyebrows furrowed feeling ashamed of lying to him.
"Simon pleas-", Simon stepped closer to you, his hand grabbing your cheeks but not too harshly as he made you look up at him.
"Who. was. this. man. (Y/N)?", your heart was beating wildly as he stared down at you. You could see him being calm and breathing steadily as if you had a normal conversation with him while you were about to melt like pudding. You stayed quite.
"Are you going to tell me who this man was? I will kill him regardless. Just tell me who he was and why he was touching you and we can end this discussion (Y/N)", he stared into your eyes, glancing from eye to the other as he waited for your responds. But you just shook your head.
He grinned. "Why did he touch you?", he asked sternly again.
"He didn't", a light sigh escaped your mouth the moment Simons hand was placed on your hips.
"Stop lying, I saw it", he squeezed your hip and pushed you towards him closer.
'Shit', you thought. He titled his head to the side and stared down at you. A few seconds past and he dig his fingers further into your hips as they traveled up your body, slowly gliding his fingers to your back. You sighed and closed your eyes.
“Come on baby, tell me what he did”, his hand was sliding from your hip further to the hem of your leggings. His fingers solely gliding alongside your thigh as a sigh escaped you.
“He was trying to flirt with me and tried to get closer but I told him to get away from me and then he came back. He started touching my shoulder and coming closer until I pushed him away and kicked him.” You told him, staring up into his eyes. His grip on your hip loosened as his eyes never left yours.
“So he touched you?”, he mustered annoyed, still looking at your face as his hand left your face. His fingers came back up to your hips as you stared up at him, just nodding.
You could feel the range that was building inside him, the fire in his eyes almost burning you to the ground with his eye contact. You would be lying if you said you didn’t like the attitude he was giving you, the fact that he was dangerously fuming because a stranger touched you.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”, he raised his eyebrow and questioning you. Simon was still standing tall in front of you as he stared down. He never stopped the eye contact and continuing staring. Looking down at him you placed your hand on his chest, your thumb softly rubbed the thin fabric of his sweater.
“Look at me, I asked you a question (Y/N)”, his finger was under you chin lifting it up so you face him again. His eyes boring into yours.
“I didn’t want you to get mad.. i knew what you would have done”, you said calmly and blinked up at him. He hesitated but never stopped the eye contact. He was still fuming, you knew by the way his pupils were blown and his breathing started to get heavier.
“I’m still going to rip out his organs one by one”, a light shiver run down your spine by his words. His dangerous statement made you stop in your tracks and just watching his eyes.
“Why don’t you forget him and start taking care of me Simon?”, you were desperately trying to distract him. Your hand slowly gliding down his chest to his belt. You felt yourself feeling warmer the second his eyes fell to your lips. This handsome man in front of you would kill every human being for you.
He would do whatever you please and the thought of this alone made you feel dizzy. Simons pupils grew bigger and you could see a very small glint of a smile.
“Fucking hell.. do I turn you on baby?”
Part II
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xbadmuse · 5 months
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when will u post again? i miss u
sorry for being away again.. i am still writing and i hope i will post this week
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this will be posted soon.. it is still in the making!
i have something new in mind.. is someone interested in a jealous simon riley story?
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i have something new in mind.. is someone interested in a jealous simon riley story?
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"This is a nsfw story, LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE ON MY BLOG" -------> i love you for this ya know
need to inform everyone :)
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Girls Dinner Part III
this is the third part of the story i talked about. read the first part here as well as the second part here
this is a nsfw story, like everything else on my blog.
this is about Simon “Ghost” Riley x Reader x Task Force 141
i did not proof read, please excuse any mistakes.
tags: @thychuvaluswife
it was as if his eyes turned a shade darker. looking down at you he cupped your left cheek, grinning with his stupid pinkish lips, his thumb caressing the skin. he was slightly bent down, his fingers still inside your pussy, slowly and painfully pumping in and out as he watched you.
"you are driving me crazy baby..", he whispered, glancing down at your lips and back to your eyes. he stopped his movements with his fingers and slipped them out. he lifted his hand up and wrapped his lips around his fingers, sucking off your arousal.
"mmmh..", he closed his eyes for a few seconds and opened them again. his pupils delated as he stared into yours, slipping his fingers out of his mouth. "too good baby".
and with one swift motion, he grabbed both of your thighs with his hands and lifted you up. his lips instantly found your neck, sucking harshly on a spot and licking it afterwards. a small whimper escaped your mouth, grabbing the back of his neck for support as you leaned your head back. he gently placed you down on the counter top, the cool counter on your skin gave you a light shiver.
"I wanna hear those moans, love...", he whispers. Simons face comes in for a kiss, and he begins to kiss your neck again, gently as he supports himself leaning both of his hands on either side of your body.
You were gently leaning your head back for Simon to have more access to your neck. a louder moan escaped your lips as Simons hand wandered under your shirt. his hands caressing your breasts, staying at one and playing with your nipple. he kissed down your neck, feeling your hot skin beneath his lips as he stopped right before your neckline. you started to fumble with your shirt, pulling it over your head and throwing it to the side, the cool air hitting your naked breasts as your nipples hardened.
Simon watches you taking off your shirt and as soon as it came off, his lips instantly wrapped around one nipple, sucking and biting on it as his thumb played with your other nipple. you closed your eyes shut as your breathing started to quicken.
"fuckk yes…“, you whispered, out of breath. Simon switches to your other nipple, sucking harshly and biting on it. this made you grab the back of his neck with your right hand and digging your nails into his skin. this action alone could bring you to your highest point, if he could just continue a little longer.
he lifted his face back up again away from your breasts, flicking his eyes to your lips and back to your eyes. his hand caressing your thighs as both you and Simon pushed your foreheads together.
"up“, he commanded. his fingers digging into your hips as you lifted them. he pushed your shorts and panties off in one swift motion, letting them dangle on your feet and eventually fall off. his fingers still tightly pressed against your hips, moving you a little to the edge of the counter and leaning down. Simon got on one knee again, pushing your legs open and staring up at you.
"you don’t know how much i have missed your pussy“, he kisses the inside of your thigh, not leaving your eye contact kissing further and further to your wet cunt. his hands were roaming your thighs, your ass was almost hanging over the edge of the counter as he slapped the side of your thigh.
„good girl, so wet for me still“, he breathed against your pussy and with that his tongue licked a long stripe and gathering all your wetness off your dripping cunt. a loud moan escaped your mouth, breathing heavily as his lips wrapped around your clit, sucking. you grabbed ahold on the back of his head, his balaclava covering his hair as you pushed his face further into your pussy. a low growl escaped his throat, sending waves of pleasure and shivers down your spine.
„fuckk..“, you breathed heavily. so close to your release, you grabbed with your other hand the counter top, digging your nails into the wood and grinding your hips against his tongue. he dipped his tongue inside your aching hole, trying to go as deep as possible while the tip of his nose flicked against your clit. he sucked and licked, wet noises were the only thing that’s echoing through the walls of your bathroom. he wrapped his lips once again on your clit, licking faster.
"oh god.. i’m close“, shutting your eyes you felt the waves of your orgasm coming closer and closer. you were almost seeing stars, lights shooting in front of your closed eyes as you breathed heavily with your lips parted. loud mewls and moans echoed through the walls.
Simon flicked his tongue over your clit, biting and with that your senses crashed you in all the right places. your body shook violently, gripping the back of his neck you started to push his face deeper into your pussy as you started to grind with a fast pace, your legs shaking, your back arching back and your moaning louder. Simon held your hips for you to not fall off the counter as he rode you through your heavy orgasm, letting you ride it off on his face as he started to slow down. still heavily breathing, your hold on Simons head was getting lose and you tried to calm your shaking.
Simon stood up from the ground, standing on his feet as he grinned, "you missed me too i see“, your hand falls loosely to your side as he looked down at your body. your eyes were closed, the back of your head against the mirror as your hand lifted to his chest, grabbing his shirt for support as if this movement would slow down your breathing. Simon chuckled deeply at the sight of you, his smug grin still wide and leaning into you, kissing your lips with a quick peck.
his hands were on your hips and Simon was standing right between your legs. your hands were now on his chest, sliding down his torso until your fingers meet the hem of his joggers. you opened your eyes, staring into his, grabbing the hem and pushing him closer to you. Simon instantly leaned in and pushed his lips on yours, kissing you deeply, feeling every pore in his body awaken. your hand gliding down to his crotch, sliding your fingers over the outline of his hard cock. a soft moan escaped his mouth, breathing onto your lips softly and digging his fingers further into your hips.
lifting your hand to your face, you licked the palm of your hand and slid your hand into his joggers, into his boxers and grabbing his cock, slowly pumping up and down his length.
Simons head fell back, closing his eyes shut and feeling your hand on his further hardening cock. your thumb was stroking the tip and earning a low growl from him, digging his fingers deeper into your hips.
"stop", he demanded but you, of course, did not listen. you continued, quickening your pace and slowing down again. watching him, edging him, squeezing your hand and pumping faster. his breathing quickens, he wanted you to stop but the feeling was too much and too good for him to stop you. he grabbed your wrist, stopped your torturing movement and made you slide your hand out of his boxer.
"I told you to stop, didn't I?", he held your wrist in his hand still, holding it in front of your face and staring at you. he let go of your wrist, lifting his shirt over his head and crashing his lips on your lips again and kissing you. letting his tongue enter between your lips, he slid his pants down his legs. spreading your legs and breaking the kiss. Simon pushed your hips further to his, letting you sit at the edge of the counter top and lining his cock against your entrance. and with one swift motion he enters you. Simon sighed loudly as you grabbed onto his shoulder, digging your fingers into his skin.
"fuckk...simon". your head fell against the mirror behind you again as you felt him stretch you. Simon started to slide in and out of your wet cunt, holding onto your hips and sliding down your thighs. you leaned back, your hands steadying yourself on the counter as Simon lifted your legs up and placed both of your legs on either of his shoulders.
"faster", you breathed out, your legs were high up as he held onto both your thighs. loud moans escaping your mouth. looking up at your boyfriend his eyes were closed, deep inside of you he felt overwhelmed by how tight you were. leaning on your elbows, both of your hands now grabbing and cupped your breast as Simon thrusts harder into you.
“you feel so good baby”, he opened his eyes, watching your hands on your breasts and reaching his hand cupping one of your breasts as well. you can see his eyebrows furrowing even under his balaclava as his pace quickened. you cried out, rolling your eyes to the back of your head as he hit the spot that made your mind go mushy.
Simon stopped the movements of his hips, pulling out of you. the empty feeling inside of you made you sigh in disappointment. he lifted his hand from your thigh and holding your mouth shut.
"shh.. don't be so loud", he lined his cock at you entrance and pushed inside you with full force. you cried out once again at the overstimulation as you squeezed around him, the noise muffled through his hand. Simon did not stop rubbing you, making yourself push your hips off him from that sweet pain you’re feeling.
“you can take it baby.. you can take it” he assured you as his pace quickened, the only sound was his hips against yours. muffling your screams into his hand again he grinned down at you, watching your blissful face. his hips thrusted faster into you, the countertop squeaking and hitting the wall.
„fuck, you’re so tight” he breathed out. his hand left your mouth as his fingers were digging into your flesh again. a slight sheen of sweat was covering his torso. his hips moved in and out of your clenching pussy, little noises escaping your lips. your palms were pressed on his chest as your legs were still on his shoulders. the feeling of his length giving you a burning sensation.
one hand of his slid up to your breasts, cupping one and playing with your nipple. his breathing coming out in huffs as he quickened the pace. he was filling you in every way possible, taking him in and feeling every little bit of him. your skin was burning hot with his touches. still playing with your nipple, his hand slowly gliding up to your throat, his fingers hot on your skin.
„fuck baby“ your walls tightening around him as he squeezed his hand on your throat, choking you lightly but not too harsh. feeling an overwhelming sensation he thrusts his hips into you harder and ramming his cock into your pussy.
your body feeling numb as another wave of orgasm hit you. it didn’t take you long enough until your whole body shook, your release hitting you in waves. your back arching against the mirror once again as you orgasmed, squeezing around Simons cock that’s been filling you in all ways.
Simon breathed heavily into the air as he felt you squeeze around him. his hands flew down to your hips again, holding you in place. he started ramming his length inside you as he rode out your orgasm and craving his own release, holding yourself in place his head fell back and with a last stroke Simon released his high with a loud huff, coming inside you and filling your pussy.
“fucking hell..” his eyes shut tight. your hands were still pushed against his sweat covered chest. breathing heavily, you tried to calm your breathing. both of you out of breath, you looked up at him and started to giggle.
“Simon, i think you just killed me”, your eyes closed as Simon pulled his cock out of you, slowly, painfully.. earning a low mewl from you as he huffed out air, grinning.
“I'm not even done with you baby”
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xbadmuse · 5 months
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omggggggg will u post girls dinner 3??
yes, I will upload Girls Dinner Part III in a few hours
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xbadmuse · 5 months
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do you also write for other characters?
it depends on the character but I will, of course, try my best
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Simon falling in love with reader.
like the fire that warmth your hands, deep down lavishing are your soft senses. the calm after the storm, graciously wrapping him around your loving gaze.
as cold as the winter, he walks with the sun still trying to shine out of him. mind of his own as quite as the sound of the snow falling, minds howling like the wind against your doors.
both of you, blinding lights but not bright enough to show your way. minds crossing fingers over love. what a wonderful sight, be hold.
what kind hearts inside these beautiful minds. warm touches beneath rough hands. so intensely, you could feel every emotion in them. every little thought of them belonged to you both. every little sadness was shared between you.
he comes to you when he feels sad. when he is tired of life.. of love. you comes to him when you feel better. when encouragement hits your body.
it’s his holding thoughts, clinging for his lifetime ‘when i feel good, thanks to you my love.’
that is ‚when the moon fell in love with the sun and all was golden in the sky, it was golden when the day met the night‘
completed each of the last, when both of you feel good, thanks to your love.
i really missed writing..
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xbadmuse · 5 months
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how is youre day/night?
my day has been good so far. what about yours?
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xbadmuse · 5 months
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fyi: my ask box is working again :)
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xbadmuse · 5 months
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hi, do you have any requests or would you like a third part to girls dinner?
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xbadmuse · 5 months
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Girls Dinner - Part II
this is the second part of the story i talked about. read the first part here
this is a nsfw story, like everything else on my blog.
this is about Simon "Ghost" Riley x Reader x Task Force 141
i did not proof read, please excuse the mistakes.
tags: @thychuvaluswife
"baby..." Simon whispers quietly, as he walks over to you. desperately trying to ignore his presence since you knew that he would follow you, you continued watching your videos on TikTok, pausing the video to read something that was showing on your screen. you feel the couch dip next to you as you were laying with your arm propped up to hold your head. Simon took a seat where your feet were laying, and you were still ignoring his presence as good as possible. As Simon sits down on the couch, he takes a moment to observe you, your form, the way you were was holding yourself up, the way your feet were resting on the top of the couch. his skin was on fire and the desire to take you, right there on the couch was rising faster inside him. He leans over slightly and whispers quietly in your ear, "look at me, love...".
You looked up from your phone, staring into his eyes as you locked your phone and placed it on your lap. you raise your eyebrows and waited for him to talk. he looks back at you, smiling softly, as he leans in closer, whispering, "can I have a kiss, love...?".
You just stared at his eyes, he was still wearing his balaclava as he felt more comfortable with it on. slowly you started to lean into him, kneeling on the couch and sitting right next to your boyfriend you looked at him again. you lifted your hands, placing them on his balaclava and pulled the ends over his mouth. His lips were plump and pink, a slight cut on the left side of his upper lip which had a skin pink colour, you stared at them and leaned closer.
you licked your lips and leaned into his face, giving him a quick peck on his lips. then you gave him another quick peck, leaning back slightly still staring at his lips. you leaned in again and kissed him a third time, this time a little longer but pulled away just a few seconds later, returning to your first position on the couch again.
Simon watched your every move as you leaned in and pulled away from him. He was purposely not touching you, not crossing any boundaries and his desire was growing to the point where he knew he couldn't control himself. he then gently grabbed your jaw and turned your face to look at him. Switching his eyes between your lips and your eyes, his balaclava only half-way up on his face.
"let me taste you properly, love. let me kiss you properly." he whispers as he leans in closer to you. he grabbed your chin and leaned in closer to you as your eyebrows furrowed. you pushed your face to the side, again leaning away from Simon.
at this point, you were starting your little cat and mouse game. you were still angry at him, but you wanted to see how far Simon would go, how much patience he had. Simon grins at you, as he gently grabs your chin again, forcing your face towards him. his lips lightly but still not completely touching yours and his hand pressing against you hip, holding you in place.
"don't be a tease, love", he whispers. he pushed his lips on your lips, biting your lower lip and gently pulling on it. softly at first, he starts kissing you deeper but stopped again. Simon grinned at how you pouted, licking your lower lip, and tasting him. your eyebrows were still furrowed as you stared into his eyes. Simon was still holding your chin to look up at him.
‘Fuck… I could eat her up alive. This beautiful face’, he thought to himself while looking at you, intensely as his eyes followed every small detail on your face.
You were staring back, looking at his plump lips and trying to resist them. the tension grew even for you, who was trying so hard to stay as cold and unbothered as possible, it was impossible to resist this man. Simon just knew what button he had to press to get to you. but you knew you had that little spark of self control in you and you knew, if you do not stop now, he wins. And with that with a swift motion, you pushed yourself away from him, glaring again at his face again.
“you are so mean”, you said in a soft and gentle tone while glaring at him. Simons grin widened as his eyes flicker over to your lips again. he sits up and fixes his balaclava into place, pushing it over his face, hiding his lips and leaning his back against the couch.
"you love it when I'm mean to you and the fact you're getting mad at me is making me want you even more.", he whispers.
“that’s not true” you pouted again, crossing your arms over your chest.
"not true? love, you let me kiss you three times. you're mad, cause you want me to keep going with your little game and you see I am wining… and you know it" he says, staring at you in anticipation. he sits up on the couch again, leaning into and gently nudging you to come closer to him as he whispers softly right into your ear, "tell me you want me to keep going. tell me to kiss you… right… here” he places his balaclava covered lips on your neck, stroking softly and nudging his nose on the spot behind your ear as he continues, “and I'll show you how mean I can be". turning to face him, his face inches from him as you shook your head, staring into his eyes intensely.
“a little gentle love and a little more affection would show me that you actually want me…” you knew that Simon loved you, that’s out of question and you knew that everything he does, he is doing it for you but sometimes he seems to only show his love over sexual desires instead of really making you feel loved, really making you feel like you are his girlfriend and not just some girl he likes to fuck.
"I am too selfish to give you anything gentle, love", he whispers. he moves one hand and holds your cheek and he slides down his other hand as he wraps it around your hip.
"is this not enough? Maybe I should just show you how much I crave you", he whispers into your ear as his other hand moves up and gently tugs at your shirt. Simon pulled you to his lap to face him. Both of your thighs were on either side of his legs. You could feel the bulge between his legs, inching just a little closer as your clothed crotch grazes his. A little moan escaped his lips, your face was a little above his, looking down at him as he looked up at you, smiling sweetly.
“hmm.. well then”, you leaned in and kissed the tip of his nose, “I guess, I am selfish too then”. Pushing your crotch into his, Simons head fell back and his eyes closed shut. He growled at your touch, his breathing hitched in his throat as you pushed once again against him. Seeing him melt in your hand and loving the sight in front of you, a light peck was placed on his nose again and with that you freed yourself from his lap, grabbed your phone from the couch and walked away towards the bathroom.
Simon instantly stands up as well, following you into the bathroom. entering through the door, you fixed your shirt and your pants. Looking at yourself in the mirror you lean over the sink, wetting your face a little and washing your hands. At this point you would do anything to distract yourself and to not give him what he wants right away.
“You're not running away from me, love", he says quietly, his voice sounding more menacing through the balaclava. You looked into the mirror, seeing him standing tall at the doorway and watching you. he was tall and his shoulders wide, leaning against the doorframe and watching you through the reflection of your mirror.
you turned around to face him, “oh, I am not running away from you. I am being selfish, just like you are”. you smile sweetly at him, loving yourself for staying strong and still playing your game of being very hard to get and make this tough big guy walk around the house after you like a lost puppy.
"you love seeing me like this, don't you? you love seeing me chasing after you", Simon pauses for a moment, he leans against the door frame a bit more, and continues his menacing whisper. “do you understand the effect you have on me baby?". your arms were crossed over your chest again as you watched him talk. eyebrows raising.
“the effect I have on you?”, you repeated his words slowly and smiled. this looks and sounds like victory for you. you turned your annoyance into a game which you fell in love with, you almost have him exactly how you wanted him, begging for you. you just needed one more push, one thing for him to completely and utterly give into you just how you want him to be.
“well then… come closer and get on your knees right here in front of me Simon”, you pointed to a spot right in front of you. Simons eyes widened a bit and his eyes flicker over as he stares down at you, with your arms crossed. his mouth curves into a grin and with a very light and quite chuckle, he walks over to you. standing a few inches from you, he slowly got on his knees right where you pointed him to be as he stares up at you. your eyes seem to be peering into his soul and he can feel his desire growing ten-fold.
you watch him, smiling. you expected him to resist a little, asking you why you would demand such thing from him, but he immediately did what you asked him to do. he was kneeling right in front of you, his face looking up at you as you bent down a little.
Your fingers gripped his balaclava gently pulling it over his lips again, these soft plump lips. leaning in, you kissed him fully. Deepening your kiss, you leaned down further to him, his lips were so soft and inviting, your tongue caresses his bottom lip as he feels you, his arm moves up as his hand lightly grips your hip. he started to deepen the kiss further, more passionately as his desire is at an all time high as Simons hands explore your body.
You started to giggle at how desperately Simon turns out to be for you. you stopped kissing him and just looked down at him, taking him in smiling innocently. “you really just want to have sex with me, that’s all you have”, you rise your finger and point against his forehead very gently, “in that mind of yours, huh?”
Simon continues to stare at you looking into your eyes as his left hand slides to your thigh. "I am just showing you how gentle I can be, love", Simon whispers, as his left hand lightly strokes higher up your thigh.
"If I just wanted to have sex with you, you would already be over in that bed spread out, and I wouldn't be on my knees for you right now".
“oh? really?”, you smiled again at him, your fingers caressing further down his face as your thumb softly and slowly gliding over his plump lips “how would you want me then if you weren’t that gentle now?”, you whispered, looking into his eyes and switching back to his lips. Simon sighs softly, as he feels your thumb sliding over his lips. a light shiver runs down his spine. your touch is so soft and your voice so sultry, a light flick of his tongue against your thumb as he grins.
"if I could have you, this exact moment, I would love to see that pretty pussy of yours dripping for me, your pretty legs in the air and I would love to hear you saying my name...over and over and... over again”. you watched his lips parting, flicking out his tongue again and licking your thumb gently. he looked so good on his knees. you raised your eyebrow at his voice, your wet thumb now sliding gently over his plump lips again. his hand was gripping your thigh, slowly going higher and higher, slipping his hand into the hem of your shorts.
“is that what you really desire from me?”, you whispered again, bowing down a little to lean closer to his face. Simon shivers again at your wet thumb gliding over his lips. he closes his eyes for a few moments as his free hand still moving up and caressing your thigh. his fingers rubbing the inside gently.
"you ask me if that's really what I desire from you but you already know the answer, love." Simon whispers, his eyes flickering open again to look into your eyes. “you know exactly what I want from you", he whispers. his fingers gently squeezing the inside of your thigh harder.
“mhmm”, you hum “but i want to hear you say it… properly”, your voice, sultry as your lips were just inches away from Simons lips. he watches you, with your faces just inches from one another, so close so he closes the distance, moving his face forward and placing his lips softly against your already swollen lips. the kiss quickly turns it to a deeper kiss, feeling his tongue on your lips he pushes inside. with a sly smile you wrap your lips around the tip of his tongue and suck gently on it, giving him a quick peck on his lips and moving away just an inch from him.
"I want to feel you baby, taste you, I want to have you, love. I want to make you mine", he whispers. his voice soft but loud enough for you to hear. his fingers squeezing your thigh harder, moving up inch by inch until his fingers started to caress right between your thighs. a soft moan escapes his mouth as he feels your hot and already wet panties sticking to your skin.
“hmm..”, you feel his fingers between your thighs, closing your eyes at his soft touch while your hand was still caressing his cheek.
“then do so”, you said in a sly whisper over his lips “have me as you like then, Simon”.
he pauses for a moment, his breath quickens as his fingers slid inside your panties. Dipping his fingers between your folds a sly mewl escaped your lips. his fingers caressed the inside of your pussy gently, trying to control himself and his desire to fuck you right there on the bathroom ground grew heavier. he closes his eyes, listening to your breathing and sighing, his finger circling around your clit, your pussy dripping wet.
"Simon..”, your face flushed. “please… have me like I am your girlfriend Simon”, you whispered “not like a quick fuck”. your thumb, once again, gliding over his lips. softly with pleading eyes you whispered again, “please..”.
if Simon gave up on trying to control himself, your eyes would have already driven him to the edge. Simons finger inserted your warm soft walls, feeling you clenching immediately. his breathing hollow as he watched your face turn into a flushed one, your eyes slowly fluttering shut as you felt him entering a second finger. “look at baby, don’t close your eyes”, he whispers against your lips, slowly sliding them in and out.
you open your eyes, staring into his as his pace quickens. eyebrows furrowing at the sudden sensation in your lower tummy as a loud moan escapes your lips. seeing Simon still kneeling on the ground, his fingers inside your dripping cunt while you stand in front of him, slightly bending down to his face, makes your mind go crazy and heart pumping quicker.
Simon lifted his other hand, sliding it underneath your shirt. he can feel your skin burning, so soft and warm. You feel his fingers gliding over your breasts, flicking your nipple softly. another mewls escaped your lips as he caressed your skin further. “Simon..”, you breathed out and with that Simon lifted himself up.
His tall figure now standing right in front of you. Simons balaclava was still just above his lips, his fingers still inside your aching pussy as he looked down into your flushed face.
“you are driving me crazy baby”, he grinned.
Part III
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Girls Dinner - Part I
this is the first part of the story i talked about. let me know if you are interested in the continuation of this.
this is a nsfw story, like everything else on my blog.
this is about Simon "Ghost" Riley x Reader x Task Force 141
i did not proof read, please excuse the mistakes.
it was almost night time when you decided to make yourself your dinner. the car lights from outside shining through your window, illuminating on your face and disappearing into the darkness once again. turning your stove on, your mind wandered into places you did not want to explore.
you missed your boyfriend, deeply, but you tried everything to not think too much about him. he was away and you know that he will come back. you did not want these thoughts to creep up on you since you knew that this will only make your situation a lot worse and make you sadder than you already are. while cutting your veggies, your tried to hum a song, not letting all these thoughts get to you as your mind drifted off to the simple things in your life right now, for example your work which you will have to go tomorrow or all the things you still have to do, all the things to keep your mind at bay.
You huffed some air out of your lungs, turning the stove off and adding your seasonings while humming a song, you suddenly heard keys and the door opening to your apartment in one swift motion. You turn around, your face brightening the second you see your boyfriend who has been on a mission for over 4 weeks. Simon walks through the door, throwing his backpack to the side and seeing you standing in the kitchen. His eyes were fixed on you, standing there as he looked at your bare shoulders. You have been wearing little to nothing on your body, with a shoulder less tight crop top and your underwear, thinking you are home alone and ready to spend this night alone as well.
Your smile started to fade the moment you hear muffled voices, and three men entering your apartment as well. The men walking into sight, knowing that you were home, Price, Johnny and Gaz smiled at the sight of you. Eyes widening from all parties as you definitely were not expecting visitors, you were shocked to see all men storming into your apartment but of course you were still happy that they were all alive at least.
You notice Simon standing in the doorway, glancing over at you and then turning to look at Gaz, who has a smirk plastered on his face while he leans against the doorway as well. With the cooking pan in your hand, you looked down at yourself and back up again, watching the men intensely. You cleared your throat at the slight awkward tension in the room. “uhm... good to see you all”, glaring at Simon.
“well…please excuse me for a second”, you tried to smile as friendly as possible, deep down already choking Simon to death for this embarrassing moment. You placed the cooking pan on the stove hurriedly as it started to turn in circles and almost fell off the stove, but you grabbed it in time and saved it before it fell to the ground. Smiling awkwardly, you clumsily hushed past the men, running to your room to change.
Simon turns, following you with his eyes and turning back around, staring at the men, before clearing his throat to get their attention. All three men stopped looking after you and shift their attention over to Simon again.
“yall look like animals” he says loudly and sighs, before walking off in the opposite direction towards your bedroom. You were rushing around in your bedroom, grabbing your joggers out of the closet, and pushing your legs inside as Simon opened the bedroom door and walked inside. You were really happy to see your boyfriend again but so damn furious at him at the same time as you noticed him getting inside and closing the door behind him.
“did I not tell you to text me before you come and take all of your men with you?” you hissed, throwing your shirt over your head annoyed at his stupid grin which you can still see even with his balaclava on. he watched you getting changed but he doesn't say anything, instead, he just leans against a wall, observing you quietly a small smirk forms on his face as you grumble while fixing your hair after pulling your shirt over your head. once you are done Simon continued staring at you, his eyes slowly falling to your chest. You rolled your eyes at him, shaking your head and crossing your arms over your chest “unbelievable Simon...”
Simon sighs calmly, as if trying to avoid an argument but eventually, he takes a step forward and walks over to you his voice is as calming and monotone as ever, looking at you, still grinning, "can you take off that shirt again love?"
you scoff, looking at him confused as you raise your eyebrow, a big question mark on your face. This man is unbelievable, “definitely not Simon” and with that you took off, walking past him and out the bedroom. You were definitely not having his games after standing half naked in front of his comrades even though you always ask him a thousand times to let you know beforehand if he is not coming home alone. You do not have anything against them visiting and needing a place to crash and using your apartment for that but you want to know everything before things like this happen and with Simon having your key to your apartment you are expecting this kind of rule to be understood. You were beyond annoyed at him, he did not even try to apologize and just turned this into his dirty ass game.
Walking back to the kitchen, now fully clothed you started finishing cooking your meal. You added more since you won’t be eating alone anymore. Gaz, Price as well as Johnny sat at the kitchen aisle, talking to you while you cooked, having a normal conversation, and ignoring the awkward tension just moments ago.
As Simon watches you walk away from him, he takes a moment before walking out of the bedroom and into the kitchen. He sees them sitting together and talking while you were cooking. he walks over to where you were standing and slowly leans against the counter by your side not saying anything for now.
he leaned against the kitchen counter next to you as you finished preparing the plate for the men. “hey babe”, he said, quietly as you looked up at him. You were still angry, furious even but still deep down you were so excited after hearing his voice again after so long. Simons eyes smiled softly at you, he knows that what he did was wrong, and he knew that he should apologize but he couldn't help it. he loved seeing you like this, angry, a little annoyed at him and yet you were still so beautiful to him.
as you prepared the plates on the kitchen isle where the three men were sitting and started to enjoy their meals, talking,and babbling away, Simons eyes drifted to your body. he slowly leans forward gently placing his hands on your hips whispering, "babe come here...”. looking over to him, he leaned in closer the moment you started to pout playfully. with one swift motion he pushed you to his body as you closed your eyes and felt his embrace.
you wrapped your arms around his body, your head leaning against his chest softly. Simon smiles as he hugs you tightly. one hand firmly gripping your waist, as the other gently rests on the back of your head as you lay it against his chest. Simons eyes flicker over to Price and Soap, who are still busy eating and chatting as well as Gaz who was staring quickly at the two of you smiling.
"You smell delicious, love." Simon whispers. a muffled sound escapes your mouth as a thank you. you nuzzled your face deeper into his chest and inhaled his scent. Cigarettes, after shave and the smell of outside rain, this combination of scents you missed when he was not near you. after a while you pushed yourself off him, realizing that you are not alone. Looking up and into his eyes you smiled.
“do you want to eat?”, you asked him innocently already grabbing a plate for him. Simon smiles and nods softly, in response to your question. Your innocence and sweetness always seem to be able to catch him unaware as he takes the plate from you.
It has been a few hours since the whole task force stormed your apartment, and everyone was ready to crash into bed. Gaz & Price were sharing one of your rooms which had no beds inside but only one couch and a single mattress. Simon you and Johnny were sharing your bedroom. Soap was getting a mattress on the ground and you and Simon were sharing your single bed together. Laying down, your back pressed against his chest, the only sound in the room now was Simons breathing in your neck and Johnnys already sly snoring, knowing that he has already fell asleep pretty fast.
Simon's eyes are closed, as he lays in bed with you, his arms wrapped tightly around you and every movement you make causes you to feel his touch. Your soft breathing and warm body made it hard for Simon to fall asleep. It is not the first time that you are sharing a bed, but it is the first time to share a bed while someone else was in the room with you.
After a while, you eventually stirred waking yourself up a bit as you feel Simon’s arms around you. you sigh softly, "...Simon?". You whisper, “simon please tell me that’s your phone pressing against me” you whispered tiredly again to him. Simons eyes flutter open, he feels you pressing against his body, a sly mewl escapes his lips  as he becomes very aware of your question. he sighs softly out of his nose, feeling the warms on your neck. You turned your head to face him as he looks down at you, "that's not my phone, baby".
Simon was still wearing his balaclava and you felt him lifting it up slowly just over his lips to peek out. he started kissing your neck, sucking gently, holding you tightly against his body. Simon starts breathing heavily, as he continues, one of his hands is on your hair as he pushes it away from your neck, the other holding you close to himself. You feel his plump lips on your neck, as well as his heart beating quickly. his breaths are coming in quick bursts, and you can feel his body moving against yours, his lips go from your neck to your ear, "you smell so good, love...". you feel his nose against your neck as he inhales softly and with that you tried to push away from him, sliding away a little to not be in full contact with him, turning away from him.
Simon sighs slightly, looking down at you, "love what's wrong...?"
“nothing” you muster quietly still not facing him. Simon breaths out of his nose as he scoots closer to you. he gently takes your chin, turning your head towards him, "if there's nothing wrong, then why move away from me?"
“i know what you want to do and i don’t want to do it now.” you whispered, “we’re not alone in this room and I am still annoyed about what happened earlier when you all stormed into the apartment without letting me know beforehand as i asked you to a thousand times”, your eyebrows furrowed looking into Simons eyes, he started nodding, as he lets go of your chin. he turned around, looking looks over to Johnny’s bed. he can't help but laugh quietly, “i think Soap can sleep through a hurricane. don't worry, love. he ain't gonna hear or see anything".
you stared up at him. “you really do not care about what I am thinking and how I am feeling huh?” with that you grabbed the blanket and tossed it away, getting out of the bed. Simon stares at you, as he lets his head rest against his hand watching you get out of bed. he takes a moment, before speaking softly, the balaclava still covering his face, "I do understand, love but you also need to understand that I want you”
“is there any way, ANY way you could just for ONCE think with your brain instead of your dick when you’re around me?” you whispered loudly, still quite enough for Johnny not to hear as you shake your head and walk out of your bedroom and into the living room. you closed the door behind yourself softly and walked to the couch, sitting down and grabbing your phone to distract yourself.
you cannot explain what has gotten into you but you felt like you weren’t ready for what Simon wanted. you loved it when he was with you, you missed him whenever he wasn’t with you but sometimes you wished that he for once doesn’t see you as a woman who he just wants to visit and fuck quickly. of course, intimacy was important to you too but you wished for him to be just a little understanding instead him trying to solve all of your problems with sex. but maybe you were just exaggerating. shrugging your shoulders you continued scrolled through TikTok.
Simon sighs, leaning against the headboard as he takes a deep breath in and overthinking your words. he tried to distract himself by closing his eyes and falling asleep but it was too hard, the urge to take you right here and now was growing more and more. he hates himself sometimes for not being a little gentler and loving with you but just looking at you made him feel crazy. he can't think straight when he sees you like this, the feeling he has closing around his stomach makes him lose his mind. the moment he came home and saw you with only your panties on, he was about to push you against the kitchen counter and just take you while everyone was watching. he was obsessed, too obsessed to understand anything at this point.
Simon stands up and walks over to the door opening it and peering out. seeing you on the couch, he slowly closes the door to your bedroom, walking towards you.
Part II
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