xanfairy

[xanfairy]

[xanfairy]

♡ I just want to be high with you ♡

"whats it feel like?"

"theres a chill....dont forget it passes.. and you'll see, I'll see you there ♡"

~Breaking Bad - Jesse And Jane (Episode 11)

[xanfairy]

✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮ ✮

[xanfairy]

everybody hates me but its ok cuz i can always run to my fav substances

[xanfairy]

xxxtentacion

[xanfairy]

Jiyai Li

[xanfairy]

#bpd vent #bpd #actually bpd #bpd feels #vent #tw #substance abuse #disorded #bpd mood #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #depressing shit #aesthetic

[xanfairy]

[xanfairy]

I s t h i s l o v e ?

i t f e e l s g o o d

i t f e e l s s p e c i a l

i t f e e l s l o v e l y

b u t

b u t i t h u r t s

i t h u r t s a l o t s o m e t i m e s

i t f e e l s c l a u s t r o p h o b i c

o h b u t i t f e e l s s o g o o d

s o s p e c i a l

s o l o v e l y . . .

i w a n t m o r e

i n e e d m o r e

p l e a s e d o n t s t o p

p l e a s e d o n t s t o p l o v i n g m e

p l e a s e d o n t l e a v e m e

i s t h i s l o v e ?

t h i s i s l o v e.

[xanfairy]

thinking you're being overdramatic and paranoid over nothing only to be proven completely right is such a sickening feeling.

[xanfairy]

When does this suffering end?

I'm so tired...I can't take much more.