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So I’m severely deficient in vitamin D (aren’t we all in the UK) and folate deficient so need some supplements. Awaiting more results but will probably go onto new medications too as an escalation in treatment 🙃

I took a week off work after I started flaring with my Crohn’s symptoms (started with sleeping 24 hours straight after a shift and spiralled from there). I was starting to feel like it was manageable for work so I decided to go back today. I had an in person study day for my masters literally 7 hours long and it’s knocked me off, the symptoms have spiralled again and I’m meant to be working 2 12 hour shifts the next 2 days. I feel like I can’t call in sick when I literally go on holiday on Friday (not that I’m gonna enjoy it if I’m still flaring) so trying to grin and bear it. But clearly work is exacerbating things atm. Once I do these shifts I need to do some bloods and stuff for my IBD team to figure out if I need new treatment etc. 2 days to get through, wish me luck.

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SEASON 7 IS COMING TO DISNEY + ON WEDNESDAY MY UK PEEPS!!!! currently on 5x01 of my rewatch so I’m right on track 🧑🏼‍🚒🚒

#9 1 1 #911 abc #911 season 7 #911 coming to uk #Disney plus #I can’t wait!!!

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I finally handed in my essay for my masters!!! I have a portfolio to hand in, in 2 weeks time and then I’m done!!! And will actually get chance to watch season 7!

#hannah talks shit #hannah rambles #I finished my essay #I’m almost done with my masters!! #I did it bitches #I can’t wait to catch up with season 7 #and discover bi!buck

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Me, reading my scraps of fics in my notes app: oh, that’s good, I really like that. Someone should finish that.

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To the person reading this, I hope tonight treats you gently, and that tomorrow looks brighter. 

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think mr firefighter is ghosting me 🙃 RIP

a guy super liked me on tinder and he’s a firefighter. I’m trying very hard not to say that I love firefighter shows 🙃

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okay we have the same preferences when it comes to life and sex and he wants to put his hand around my throat 🙃 I’m weak at the knees. if this doesn’t pan out I will quite literally be depressed, need my own firehose firefighter pls🧑🏼‍🚒

a guy super liked me on tinder and he’s a firefighter. I’m trying very hard not to say that I love firefighter shows 🙃

#hannah talks shit #911 #911 abc #chicago fire #tinder

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a guy super liked me on tinder and he’s a firefighter. I’m trying very hard not to say that I love firefighter shows 🙃

#Hannah talks shit #chicago fire #9 1 1 #fire fighters #tinder

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I took a week off work after I started flaring with my Crohn’s symptoms (started with sleeping 24 hours straight after a shift and spiralled from there). I was starting to feel like it was manageable for work so I decided to go back today. I had an in person study day for my masters literally 7 hours long and it’s knocked me off, the symptoms have spiralled again and I’m meant to be working 2 12 hour shifts the next 2 days. I feel like I can’t call in sick when I literally go on holiday on Friday (not that I’m gonna enjoy it if I’m still flaring) so trying to grin and bear it. But clearly work is exacerbating things atm. Once I do these shifts I need to do some bloods and stuff for my IBD team to figure out if I need new treatment etc. 2 days to get through, wish me luck.

#hannah rants #chronic illness #crohns disease #Crohn’s flare up #flare up #basically I have the shits #and I keep sleeping for 24 hours straight #and work is making it worse

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Now I’m crying about the little boy giving his mum CPR in 3:10. I’m never usually this emotional wtf is going on.

Is it just me that tears up at the end of Athena Begins as soon as Rise Up begins playing? I’m full on bawling every single time I rewatch from the first note.

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"Buck and Eddie are endgame," I say into the mic.

The crowd boos. I begin to walk off in shame, when a voice speaks and commands silence from the room.

"She's right," they say. I look for the owner of the voice: Ryan Guzman and Oliver Stark themselves, clutching their AO3 fic recs.

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Is it just me that tears up at the end of Athena Begins as soon as Rise Up begins playing? I’m full on bawling every single time I rewatch from the first note.

#it breaks my heart every single time #Athena’s breakdown is the worst thing #when Bobby has to literally catch her #Angela Bassett is an amazing actress #angela bassett #Athena grant #Athena carter #Bobby mash #bathena #Athena begins #911 #911 rewatch #911 abc

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Okay I’m emotional but I didn’t realise how much of a sucker punch the end of season 2 and start of season 3 was for Eddie until now.

First you think your wife is pregnant but she’s just late, and then she asks for a divorce right when you think you have your family back. And then she dies, right infront of you. And then to top it all off your best friend gets crushed by a ladder truck and almost dies.

And at the start of season 3 said best friend starts vomiting blood when you think everything is better. Then you let him take your son for the day and he and your son get lost in a tsunami that you don’t even know about until your friend is staring you in the face telling you he’d lost your kid. Only he didn’t because Chris found his way back to them both.

And then your best friend is cut off by a lawsuit and you get into an illegal fight ring

And that’s just over 6 episodes. God they put him through the wringer.

#911 abc #911 rewatch #I feel for Eddie I do #but I love the whump and angst #we also don’t talk about the lawsuit #unless it’s in fics so things can get sorted a better way #also crying at Josh showing Maddie the callers she helped #so will be a mess when I rewatch the truck bombing episode #which is right now #Eddie Diaz #hurt!eddie Diaz #Evan Buckley #Eddie Diaz whump #Christopher Diaz #Buddie

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So doing my rewatch of 9-1-1 before I actually start watching season 7 (although feel like I’ve seen most of it through here and twitter) and in Chim Begins, Chim saves Tommy from dying from a methane leak. So in conclusion we have Chimney to thank for BuckTommy and bi!Buck revelation

#let’s all say thank you to Chim #and Tommy for that matter #bi!buck #evan buckley #chimney han #bucktommy #buck x tommy #9 1 1 #911 abc #911 spoilers

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Sending gentle hugs to you!

Not on here but on ao3. Brother by my side! Will Halstead and Jay halstead. This is one of my comfort fics!

Thank you! I will check that out 💕

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I’m currently flaring from my IBD, for the first time in a long time and I’m in a lot of pain. Send me some comfort fics please, I need some distraction! fandoms I’m reading currently (9-1-1, Chicago fire, Chicago med, Chicago PD, marvel - specifically stucky, Natasha, Wanda and Tony, vampire diaries, the originals, bridgerton) or anything you think I might enjoy! Open to poly, m x reader, f x reader or character fics with no reader. Anything that will distract me from my Crohn’s hell

#in need of comfort fics #comfort #fic recs #fic recommendation #send me fics #fic recommedations wanted #9 1 1 #911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #matt casey #kelly severide #will halstead #connor rhodes #jay halstead #adam ruzek #kevin atwater #stucky #steve rogers #bucky barnes #natasha romanoff #wanda maximoff #tony stark #the vampire diaries #the originals #bridgerton #elijah mikaelson #klaus mikaelson #stefan salvatore