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#highkey wanna.. well.. yknow
#k word myself
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weeee
#havign needs means its all my fault and i knew this but i wish it wasnt this
#every time i try to say something hurts me but i dont blame yoh and want to fix it its my fault for making things worse
#every day i wanna relapse cuz ig i deserve it
#yknow
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shrugs
#like instead of talking it just feels like everything my fault
#blah blah flat circle its all the same
#seems like just whatever like its one thing then i blink but it something else
#also i cant say anything cuz everyone has rsd so i cant say when things make me uncomfortable cuz then im making issues despite my own rsd
#in fact i should understand cuz i have rsd so i just cant say anything at all
#or im like Bad yknow
#but oh well cuz im always Bad anyways
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every day
#every day i like.. infodump and then feel immensely guilty and also kinda idk lonely that no one knows what im talking about like..
#its.. i know they dont know the source material no one i talk to really does but idk i feel annoying and confusing and.. isolated?
#but i wanna talk about my ocs n stuff;;;
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yknow
#he could still be alive if i wasnt the way i was
#but im so fucked up i couldnt even
#i
#i just
#he could be alive we couldve been real friends if i wasnt so fucking stupid and fucked up
#and then i have the audacity to cry at the fucking wake
#its been so many fucking years and i
#we had a lot in common
#shoulda been me
#could still be me ig but like that wont change whats done already
#he shoulda been here yknow when you havd a gut feeling
#i shoulda fucking done better
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lmao
#i could do it like cancel that is
#haha
#i could just save them some trouble
#from having to fucking see whatever mess i try to call a person in person
#or if i lmao redacted yknow might as well cancel it bc what are they gonna come see if im not therr
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its kinda funny
#like i know im never gonna be the right thing or what someoen needs
#i can never do enough yknow no matter what i try its not right or not enough or wrong bc its me
#i should stop trying cuz like it doesnt matter
#im never gonna be like the one someone needs
#cuz i cant do it right both too much n not enough
#i should prolly k word myself honestly at this point cuz im tired of this being my life
#half heartedly looks up how to cancel a flight that wont matter if i do it haha
#doesnt matter if it costs money tho cuz.. lol idk
#im just like fundamentally broken you know like the building blocks are broken
#so i cant be better
#like i cant be good enough for anything or anyone
#not my fucking parents ever or anyone no matter how much i love them
#cuz i cant even fucking tell people i love them i can never open my mouth i sit there like a fucking moron
#which i am but
#whatever this is loong im goin to google shit
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hm
#recurring thought every time i open my mouth or exist to other ppl as a survivor of both c/sa and s.a:
#i think i deserve to get assau/lted and no one else deserves it so i should be instead
#bc im actually kinda the worst person alive :flushed: idk if anyone knew that
#but i think bad things should keep happening to me yknow
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eeeeee yikes!
#weve done it folks weve rel*apsed
#lots of blo*d <3 for legal reasons its really not That much but yeah
#more than intended
#dyou think i can start hyperventilating until i pass out again lmao
#i just have these fucking.. episodes and its horrible and just delusio/n and paranoi/a filled i cant stop them
#everything i say feels so real in them and all the stupid thoughts are so real
#i wish i was like not so fucking broken that i ruin everyones lives around me
#if i k word myself i wont have to do finals or pay my utilities bill lmao
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ngl
#i sohuld k word myself 😳
#lmaooo hehe
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#pov u watch me break down live
#except not cuz im not gonna type out all this shit
#just gonna rock in the corner a lil
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#always feel stupid after delusion episode stuff but also im so paranoid what if its true
#what if everyone i love wants me to d*e?
#what if all my friends want me to kms?
#what if they Do all want to actually k word me themselves
#every day im paranoid
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just..
#like..
#knowing no ones gonna know or check in and like wont find out for hours or days like
#gets to my sometimes
#like in theory
#no one would notice for a while
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#i wanna *** !! i wanna *** !! i wanna *** !!
#ig ill just relapse instead [jard] i need my nitro emojis because i cant convey feelings and need a specific expression
#relapse... is for me? [pleading]
#cant stay clean for like even 2 weeks at a time now i think thats my record
#quickest is like 5 minutes lol
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#it really hit out of nowhere and obviously im a burden as the kids say
#god im just
#i just crawled back in to bed and looked at the ceiling and thought
#just god i wanna ***
#just
#right now
#actually
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#yuck
#the way i wanna [redacted] myself so bad lol
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#stressed and helpless n feelin kinda worthless
#cant do anything righttttttt and i dont know what to dooooooooo i feel bad
#for like existin
#well....... tomorrow is a photo class day x']
#hehe hoo hoo i hate it here
#every day i linger at the b*****
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