#whatever this is loong im goin to google shit

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its kinda funny

#like i know im never gonna be the right thing or what someoen needs #i can never do enough yknow no matter what i try its not right or not enough or wrong bc its me #i should stop trying cuz like it doesnt matter #im never gonna be like the one someone needs #cuz i cant do it right both too much n not enough #i should prolly k word myself honestly at this point cuz im tired of this being my life #half heartedly looks up how to cancel a flight that wont matter if i do it haha #doesnt matter if it costs money tho cuz.. lol idk #im just like fundamentally broken you know like the building blocks are broken #so i cant be better #like i cant be good enough for anything or anyone #not my fucking parents ever or anyone no matter how much i love them #cuz i cant even fucking tell people i love them i can never open my mouth i sit there like a fucking moron #which i am but #whatever this is loong im goin to google shit