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[tojisun]

Phil needs to get a grip

LMFAO

how he must’ve felt sending that email before we even started our sem break 😭

#anon #ask #u get it <33 #its crazy too bc tomorrow (sat - apr 27) id the last day for finals n this guy said fuck that heres me btw if u even care #yea ik this way its easier for us to plan out our sem but damn mf 😭 at least give us that one week before the next sem starts #but hes excited ☺️ praying thats a good sign and that hes a good prof

[tojisun]

sir i just finished my spring sem yesterday what 😭

#sun rambles

[tojisun]

toji stink man

#STINKY :(( HES SO STINKY #(god i love him sm btw sick art op but holy fuck look at him hes so bulky and big and just #knowing this is LITERALLY how big he is in canon n then thinking about he got this bulky bc of his job #and then thinking about how good he is w weapons and its like im gushing all of a sudden bc this man !!!! knows how to use his hands mhmmhm #and so im here drooling right and its like i?? have to act normal???? knowing this man is beautiful and scrumptious?????? booooooo i want #him more than ever. im like frothing and everything. foaming at the mouth !!! shaking inside my cage !!!! biting a rock !!!!! god hes so) #STINKY >:( #toji fushiguro #q

[tojisun]

i’ve been daydreaming about this idea and istg i can never word it well so heres a ramble but thinking about soap and reader who sleep together not out of desire for each other but because they’re both so madly in love—to the point of ragged obsession—with ghost.

how you seek out each other every night, pawing hands mapping scarred bodies, trying to imagine a bulkier frame, a deeper voice; a face never seen before. you leave marks on each other’s skin, pleas dripping from your maws—“more,” he begs; “please,” you whisper and you both know the two of you are thinking about ghost.

how you fall beside each other, staring at the barrack’s ceiling, quiet, before the anecdotes drip.

soap tells you about him today. the jabs, the teasing, the way big hands clasped his wrists to help him find a better position in the firing range. he tells you about the incident in the locker room, how the two of them stepped into each other’s space, unconsciously gravitating toward each other, unaware of how close they’ve become until soap felt the drag of ghost’s denim on his thigh. he was the one who sprang away, guilt heavy on his tongue.

i thought of you, johnny said. i couldn’t do that to you.

you whimper, tucking your face on the crook of his neck, feeling his arm curl around you and pull you close.

voice wavering, you tell him about ghost’s silence. his coldness. how he met your eyes today before deliberately walking past you like you weren’t worth much, not his time nor his presence. you tell him about the way ghost was always there in your peripheral, somehow—a stalking shadow, a beast prowling, but always dismissive, always detached. you tell soap of the misery.

you never really did know why ghost hated you.

(oh but you do.

you tell yourself you don’t know as if ghost’s ire didn’t start that day when he caught you and soap slipping out of the closet. remember what he did then? he tugged soap out of your reach and flicked his eyes down on you with a warning before marching out with johnny’s wrist still clasped in his hand.

remember what the darkness was that danced in ghost’s eyes?

jealousy.

possessiveness.

ghost didn’t care about you. he never had.)

#:D #johnny soap mctavish x reader #soap x reader #soap x ghost #simon ghost riley x reader #suns #edited

[tojisun]

price patting his lap with a soft smile and quietly rumbling, “c’mere love. won’t you give me a kiss?”

or him doing that thing where he adjusts himself on the couch so he tugs you closer to him—chest to chest—so you don’t fall.

or how he maps his hands along your back, digging just enough to give gentle massages, while you nuzzle your face on the column of his neck.

or just how you feel him talking so it’s lulling you to sleep and john notices so he talks quieter, softer, until he’s got you dozing off and just before you fully slip into your slumber, you feel his lips brush against your temple.

#i fucking need him #yea yea this screams daddy issues whatever but god i need him #john price x reader #sun rambles

[tojisun]

nightwing being hurt in the field, and over comms he can’t get out what was wrong, nearly in shock, and jason puts on his best batman™️ voice and says “robin, report.”

and it snaps dick out of it enough to say concussion, possible broken ribs, and a gash in his side.

no one talks about it, and then a year later, damian does the same thing to tim

#WHY #dick grayson #jason todd

[tojisun]

HAHA OMG IM SORRY I DONT KNOW ANY ANIME i’ve only read one manga (blue period) and i had to stop bc the mangaka was a freak mb legend continue as usual ♥️ (—yelena anon)

DW AB IT!! thank u for clarifying, actually <33

#anon #ask #sorry for replying just now omg i passed out 💀 #i went to sit down n then next thing i know i was waking up

[tojisun]

hey, im not trying to be rude, but if you’re talking about yelena from the marvel comics, she’s canonically aroace and sex repulsed ashdkenks

i was talking about aot yelena!

this one with the bowl haircut

#anon #ask #thank u sm for this! i hope no one saw that n thought of yelena belova 😖 #this is re: prev nsfw reblog

[tojisun]

Pillow princesses do nothing in bed except take my strap, look pathetic, and moan like a bitch what is there not not to like about that? They're like a cute fleshlight!

#valeria saying this …..im found dead xd #me and yelena (aot) ???????

[tojisun]

genuine euphoria! unspeakable joy! unimaginable comfort! i feel like i've ascended and then blue screened into nonexistence. i feel like ive turned into a butter chilling inside the fridge, lowkey forgotten but thats perfect bc i wont be consumed. i feel like if you've finally shut off the tap that's been dribbling sporadically!!! AAHHH thank you so much <33

IM DONE MY FINALS

#mwah mwah #sun rambles

[tojisun]

Thoughts on baby trapping 🙈

(fictional) baby trapping has me running around the block yelling !!

placebo pills instead of birth control and morning-after; how price changed them when you asked him to pick up your prescription from the pharmacy. he also helps you keep track of your cycle and safe days, but sometimes he drives you to the peak of your desperation that you fold and let him fuck you raw. he kisses your shoulder and promises to pull out, that he won't slip up, and he keeps it. of course he keeps his promises. but the next round, you're more distracted. more sensitive. more needy. so he fucks you good, he fucks you deeply, and muffles his groans on your skin when he cums in you. he says he's sorry, says that he'll pull out the next round he swears, but he doesn't. god, he's sorry he just can't help it. you jus' feel so good 'round him—

he gives you a morning-after, still so apologetic even when you laugh and tell him it's fine. that you get it. that he really shouldn't blame himself because you like it raw too. price smiles, so honest, and kisses you after you swallowed down the pill.

or how simon deliberately makes tears on the condom with his nails, and hides it from you by fisting himself or fucking you on your knees, your head pressed to the mattress, blind to his intentions. he says it might have ripped when he was fucking you hard—remember? i fucked you so deep you said you can feel me 'ere in y'r stomach?—and says he'll be more careful next time. that maybe he needs to pump you with more lube so it won't rip. he pulls a new one from the pack and asks if you can go one more round. you give him a shy nod, arching back into position and watching as he slips the condom on his cock. you last a few thrusts before simon's slapping the fat of your ass, pulling out just to adjust positions, before he's plugging you again with the thick girth of his length. you don't even know he's tugged the condom off him and had plunged his cock in your cunt, raw.

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sorry my godd this is just some messy rambling bc im honestly kinda super sleep deprived but this made me yell and i had Thoughts™ about this for a while now and!!! yea :D sorry about the mess

#anon #simon ghost riley x reader #john price x reader #cod x reader smut #cw baby trapping #cw dark #afab reader #ask #suns

[tojisun]

IM DONE MY FINALS

#sun rambles #this is me btw #I FEEL SO HAPPY LEMME TAKE A WALK OUTSIDE N STUFF

[tojisun]

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#thinking about biblical stories outside of sanctified scripture again #god had asked that abraham sacrifice his son #do you think he knew that one day he was going to have to sacrifice his own son too #that he had his first most faithful follower show him what it must be for humans to grieve and to obey - because was it truly inevitable? #this thing that fathers must do for the 'people'? #or maybe he didn't know - that his powers actually cannot grant him the ability to foresee #do you think about how as he sat there on his throne while his son was brought onto the cross he felt abraham turn to him in silence #''do you feel the ache?'' abraham doesn't ask but he doesn't need to #sun rambles

[tojisun]

Yeah I was wondering why I count tap on your links it’s very confusing…

no literally like 😭 there was this video i was tryna watch bc op embedded the link in one of their sentences and istg i thought my phone screen was broken so i was fighting with it so bad

#anon #ask #i didnt even think about MY links what #i cant even click on my masterlist help meeeee

[tojisun]

are yalls links not working too :(

#sun rambles

[tojisun]

Noot noot

#I OPENED PINTEREST TO DOWNLOAD A CUTE PINGU FOR U INSTEAD I FOUND THIS AHSJDHEJR #anon #ask #noot noot checkpoint!

[tojisun]

you know that audio on tiktok of a girl harmonizing with her kitchen fan? it sounds a whole lot like growing up in the province and my grandma would put me to bed and she’d turn on the electric fan because it’s hot—it was always hot—before humming to me old songs that her mother used to sing to her. and i don’t remember many things in my childhood but i remember those nights sounding just like that—a kind voice and a machine, both lulling me to my most comfortable

#i miss her everyday #sun rambles