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I dont understand the moments when I yearn for the person that broke me. However it's not all the time though. Only at times where theres a quite tranquility does he creep over my mind.

It confuses me. Maybe I still have to sort out things in my mind that I've been avoiding.

Maybe I wish and dream for the chance to see that he feels the same way I did. Completely and utterly hopeless.

Maybe its bc I dont understand why he did/said those things, and why if he was so in love did he betray that?

Maybe its bc he let me believe and make up a fantasy of a relationship. Something that seemed too good to be true before he turned against me.

Or maybe it's me. Maybe its bc I'm afraid I won't get moments like that ever again if it's not with the same person. Or that I feel I still need to prove myself in some way.

But if I was the one to create a beautiful beginning and he was to a disaster ending.

Then I'm going to take my beautiful memories and intents to make a world for myself. Maybe its complete illusion but at least then I'll be happy.

And one day when someone comes around to intertwine their beautiful illusion with mine, that's when I'll get to create the ending. An ending shared and to be loved with the illusion truth of being wanted.

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Bioluminescent plankton on the shores of Terschelling, Netherlands. (Source)

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Sweet Talk to me babe,

It's so hypnotizing

#nonbinary #tobi #random #love yourself #idk #lets go #be who you want to be #befree #nb #wow #goth #gothgoth #goth aesthetic #emo #trying something new #new look #dontbescared #love what you do #bungou stray dogs #dope #flesh #fetish #fun #fashion #follow #excitement #gore #happyvibes #hot #lust

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for all of you guys getting anxious about the environment and pollution

y’all deserve to hear the good news too, and yes i fact checked these.

7 miles of habitat for bees will be planted in london

the biggest coal plant in north america has been converted to solar panels

roads in edinburgh will close once a month to help pollution

maine has banned styrofoam

new york city and los angeles have both made “green new deals”

The london marathon replaced 200,000 single use water bottles with seaweed water pods

the bees in notre dame survived the fire, and the roof could possibly built in a more eco-friendly way.

the population of flightless kakapos (a cool bird) is rising

the carbon emissions in the uk are the lowest they’ve been since 1998

Another large bee habitat (.5 mil acres) has been created

there is a robot that delivers young coral to help repopulate the great barrier reef

portugal plans to stop using plastic on fruit, vegetables, and bread by 2020

106 new species of bees have been discovered in australia since 2010

a group of Sikhs plan to plant 1,000,000 trees as a gift to the earth

disney has made a mickey-shaped solar farm

Morgan freeman turned a 124 acre ranch in mississippi to a bee habitat

China plans on making a “forest city” to help clean up their air

An increasing amount of countries and states are beginning to ban single use plastics.

A couple replanted a whole forest in brazil (2.7 mil trees) in 20 years, and the animals have come back to live there

The hole in the ozone layer is repairing itself more each year

China plans on spending 360 billion dollars to improve renewable energy and has scrapped plans for coal powered plants that were going to be built.

A national park has been built in the amazon (3.3 mil acres in peru) to preserve the rainforest

Ireland and the uk have declared a climate emergency

The guy who played aquaman (jason momoa) has spent 31,000 dollars to help clean up plastic

South korea is now recycling 95% of food waste

There is a cleanup campaign being planned for mt. everest

Puerto rico wants to use all renewable energy by 2050 and is setting official goals for that

Some schools have special water bottle fill-up stations that encourage you to use refill and reuse plastic bottles rather than throwing them out after one use, these are becoming more common.

9 endangered species are thought to make a comeback this year

20 countries in africa are planning to make a “green wall” of trees and plants that will span the width of africa to stop desertification

recently, a lot of volunteers and organizations are planting a ton of trees.

Awareness about the environment and climate change is growing super fast right now among people and countries, which will only help us

Most pollution is caused by like 100 companies, but a few of those (like pepsi) are trying to cut down on that.

if this stuff keeps happening things will get even better, and the only thing stopping us really are those big companies who don’t want to pay the money to switch to more eco-friendly energy sources. i know the media tends to cause fear and stress about this stuff for a lot of people, but there really is hope.

easy things we can do: 

Recycle 

Plant gardens in your yard for bees if you can

Participate in community volunteer things that plant trees and gardens

Theres this search engine called ecosia that plants a tree for every 45 searches you make, it has almost 2 mil users. 

Pick up trash if you see it when you’re at the beach or in nature

If you have a fair amount of money, consider donating some to trustworthy environmental organizations

Start using a reusable water bottle (like those ones at target) rather than relying on single use plastic ones.

Cut the plastic rings on plastic milk bottles. You know, the little spiky plastic ring near the cap. Birds get those things stuck around their neck and die, so cut them so that they can’t get stuck on a neck.

If you can afford it, get some of those reusable grocery bags and sue those. most grocery stores have them, and it saves a lot of waste.

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The side by side~

Both were taken within a the same month of each other. And yes, both are me :)

#nonbinary #random #love yourself #tobi #lets go #idk #be who you want to be #nb #befree #wow #sidebyside #cool #cool look #nice #oof

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#nonbinary #random #tobi #love yourself #idk #lets go #be who you want to be #befree #nb #vape tricks #wow

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A frog opening its eyes. The net like structures is a nictitating membrane which is to moisturize the eye while still being able to let light pass. (Source)

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As much as I like the non-binary flag I’d prefer it if people could just remember that the white part of the trans flag represents non-binary people and stop treating people who don’t fit the gender binary as “less tans” than binary trans people

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The coolest part of living with an animal is that after you’ve spent enough time just existing around the individual, different pieces of physical communication and body language become as clear as specific sentences spoken aloud. Their expressions become as clear to you as human expressions. You notice as many tiny quirks of their behavior, whether fidgeting or the miniature rituals associated with sniffing or eating or sleeping, as you do anyone else you spend plenty of time with. It’s not even something you consciously notice - you just absorb. Pretty cool, imo.

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Peep'n means sleepin'

But sleepin' means I gotta wake up again and be tired for 2 hours before I realize the waking life isn't so bad.

But good night for now

#nonbinary #random #tobi #love yourself #idk #lets go #be who you want to be #befree #sleep #dream #pillow #kinda in love with my bed.. #thankyou #wow #blankets #happy dreams #podcast #nb

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So true..

Putting on your binder after a shower like

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I always get surprised when someone develops a crush on me. I always doubt it bc I know the person right next to me is 1000xs more attractive.

But that's when I realize

1: Stop comparing yourself

2: Theres no one else that can be you. You can Rock it or just ignore your own importance.

3: If you love for the heart then stop trying to turn away ppl bc you feel you aren't attractive enough. Bc they are loving you for your heart as well. That's where true beauty is.

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They say Always Listen to Love.

But it's hard when there's no love around you to listen to.

So I guess that just means I'll start the tune so other can listen and follow their heart. Then they will play their own tune that I can then follow too.

I hope one day the whole world can have multiple tunes to follow, that way they will never be alone or lost.

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if you identify as a boy, your body is a boy’s body, no matter what it looks like!

if you idenify as a girl, your body is a girl’s body, no matter what it looks like!

if you identify as nonbinary, your body is a nonbinary person’s body, no matter what it looks like!

there is no right or wrong body for your gender! however you identify is who you are, and the way your body looks or acts don’t change that!

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Do you ever just want to go after a babe bc they catch your interest. But then you look at other ppl and you're like "damn they are really fuxking pretty.. I should probably not go after anyone bc I don't want to burden them with my ugliness when they could be with someone beautiful.."

But what if that really pretty person is thinking that about you too. So they don't go for the babe either.

So the babe ends up dead and alone, bc 2 beautiful insecure ppl thought they were ugly.

#random #tobi #nonbinary #idk #be who you want to be #befree #love yourself #lets go #notwhatitseems #wow #let's be friends #beauty #best #its okay #try it out

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So I work at a high school:

My co worker just bonded with a student with getting finger printed. And the student goes, "Damn you too? What dumb shit did you do?"

My coworker explains, "Oh no I have to bc I'm a teacher and its required. What did you do?"

The student just says, "Nothing you have to worry about anymore... "