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I just made the gut-wrenching connection between the "you don't want to know me, I will just let you down" in Castles Crumbling and the "You wouldn't take my word for it if you knew who was talking" in Dear Reader...

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dear reader, taylor swift

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dear reader - taylor swift

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I don’t know how to tell you I’m not okay,

I’m so beyond tired of having to be brave.

And they’re all so quick to tell me I’m fine,

But it feels like I can’t even trust my own mind.

#childhood trauma #poetry #love #friendship #nobody said growing up would be this exhausting #growing up #i wonder what i did to deserve this #growing up is chaotic #sad thoughts #taylor swift

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“But if you ever think you got it wrong, I'm right where you left me.”

- right where you left me, Taylor Swift

I’m not the person I was when you left but I could be her again if you decided to come back

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I’m not the person I was when you left but I could be her again if you decided to come back

#childhood trauma #love #friendship #nobody said growing up would be this exhausting #growing up #i wonder what i did to deserve this #poetry #growing up is chaotic #sad thoughts #taylor swift

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My heart still skips a beat when I feel your eyes on me. The same butterflies come to light when I see you smile. I’ve been practicing my smile in the mirror so you won’t notice how it’s changed. It doesn’t go away just because you know.

#childhood trauma #poetry #love #friendship #nobody said growing up would be this exhausting #growing up #i wonder what i did to deserve this #growing up is chaotic #sad thoughts #taylor swift

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Who let me be this corny actually.

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I was 8 when you hurt me the first time and I remember it like it hasn’t been a decade since. The closet became my hiding place when no one was home, the darkness was comforting, the monsters there were less evil. The world didn’t end then, but my childhood did.

#childhood trauma #poetry #love #friendship #nobody said growing up would be this exhausting #growing up #growing up is chaotic #i wonder what i did to deserve this #sad thoughts #taylor swift

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Foolish one…

#poetry #love #friendship #nobody said growing up would be this exhausting #growing up #i wonder what i did to deserve this #taylor swift

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I want to love you so much that you forget you hated yourself.

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You make me want to scream “I love you” in the pouring rain

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Foolish one, the day is going to come for your confessions of love, when all is said and done, he just wasn’t the one (I wanted it to be him so badly I let myself break my own rules)

I’m writing poems about a boy who’s not dreaming of me

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I’d rather love him from afar then not at all.

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I’d let myself drown to make him float 🥲💔

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»poetry« by david shrigley (+)

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dude. I just want to be wanted