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Had a memory yanked in the middle of a bad flashback, and it felt exactly like

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Hey systems with:

🍃 Multiple layers

🍂 A bunch of sidesystems

🍃 A bunch of subsystems

🍂 A large headspace filled with lots of headmates/npcs.

You are valid and wonderful! There is no limit on the amount of headmates a system can have! Have a beautiful day and make sure to take care of yourselves 🌿✨

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hi

you are all valid. literally fuck the haters, ok? FUCK ‘em

edited to add tags and say that this was  cora ok bye

#actually did #DID System #did alter #DID positivity #persecutor-protector #you are valid #Valid Systems #validity #endos are valid #endogenic systems are systems #we are all systems #unity

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<3

hey its nix here just a friendly PSA that each and every one of you that is reading this is AWESOME and ilu <3

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its jack (tw al**h*l mention)

so im jack, i like to drink, i have no idea how old i am. he/they please! im a protector/pain bearer and i love everyone! im really really small and i can fit into small spaces. i will bend over backwards to help you if i can! i really worry for those of you out there sharing your triggers. please be safe! <3

#D.I.D #d.i.d system #dissociative identity disorder #plural #actually multiple #actually did #actually plural #did protector #d.i.d pain bearer #alter intro #intro #intros #alter introductions #multiple system #i love you all #be safe

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Hey my name is Hannah!

I was instructed to do this but I don’t mind, it just never occurred to me. Here’s what Locke wrote: 

“Female, she/they pronouns, same age as body. Protects by handling pain along with Lena and by instinctively knowing what to say and what to not say, unlike some others in the system thanks to her diplomatic way of thinking. Also is missing trauma memories. Is articulate, friendly and good-natured and generally relaxed. Likes horror games/movies and is just about the only one who can handle them. Frequently suffers from heavy depersonalization, dissocciation and derealization but is also one of the few who handles it well. Is overall capable and strong.“

It’s accurate except I’m not that strong really. I’m just able to handle bullshit without outwardly falling apart. Inside I’m in pain and just waiting for it to end but there’s a smile on my face the whole time and no one has a clue. Also if anyone harms the littles or makes them upset Imma COME FOR THEM. I also have amnesia with a lot of childhood memories. I’m essentially the overall Pain-Bearer and Conflict Resolver. (edited for formatting errors)

#dissociative identity disorder #dissociative amnesia #actually dissociative #actually multiple #actually plural #actually did #alter intro #alter introduction #system intros #intros #d.i.d #d.i.d system #protector #gatekeeper #keep littles safe #come see me if you're in an argument

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“hey there”, “hey you” and sometimes “bud”.

if you have an inner voice what does it refer to you as?

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Oh also-

The reason I originally picked the word “neutral” to describe myself is because I was thinking of the “neutral territory” in fights and such.

This blog is neutral territory. If you don’t wanna be here, then don’t be. But it’s a safe space.

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wow

i just  picked up the body’s belly with my hands and got  very tired very fast

wow

-beta

#D.i.D system #dissociative identity disorder #this has nothing to do with d.i.d #our body is no fun #shitpost #sorry for shitposting

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convincing yourself things are fine until one inconvenience makes you go “pk;m new” 

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my favorite video game quest trope is "HELP US, THEY ARE STEALING OUR ANCIENT ARTIFACT. THANK YOU FOR HELPING US, AS A REWARD YOU MAY HAVE OUR ANCIENT ARTIFACT"

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please don’t startle me

hi i am beta here is what locke wrote about me     Beta uses they/them pronouns. Is bigender, asexual and aromantic. Is an age slider, ranging from age 8 to early thirties. Is sometimes a little and an emotional protector who uses silence to their advantage and keep everything safe for everyone and can be good in times of stress due to this. Has a tendecy to go completely non-verbal if a little or if under extreme stress or anxiety. Beta is scared of everything, is very easily startled, and is very forgetful. They come from somewhere unknown. Beta is very timid and shy, with a nervous disposition, and when they are verbal, they speak very slowly and with great difficulty. Because of this, they are nearly mute, but can type, and in fact prefers it as it feels more familiar and less overwhelming. Has a specific way of writing/typing. Beta loves music with a passion and their right eye does not work. Likes sky/ice blue.

#dissociative identity disorder #dissociative amnesia #actually dissociative #D.I.D #did alter #d.i.d system #traumagenic #traumagenic system #actually traumagenic #multiple system #plural system #actually multiple #actually plural #alter intro #alter introduction #headmate intro #headmate introduction #alter #alters #headmate #headmates #protector #age-slider #sometimes little #sometimes big #please dont scare me #i hate it

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Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that — I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much – so very much to learn.

Sylvia Plath, The Journals of Sylvia Plath (via thoughtkick)

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yeah man do it

All these ask games are lame. Anonymously tell me the meanest thing you’ve ever thought about me

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Absolutely.

in case it hasn’t been clear, this blog is firmly and unwaveringly pro-choice.

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the human body is an engineering marvel. I sneeze in bright light. if I dont get enough sunlight on my skin I get tired and sad and have to drink a lot of milk to fix it. standing too much hurts, but sitting too much also hurts. if I get a virus, my body will increase its temperature in an attempt to cook it, which also cooks my brain cells. toenails exist. I have to turn the radio down to see better when I drive. there are 17 genes dictating what my hair texture is, but it completely changes when the air is too humid. yawning is contagious. there are more species of bacteria living in my body than there are species of birds in the entire world. every few months I grievously injure my neck by "sleeping on it weird." it took seven million years of human evolution to form me, and now I'm afraid of phone calls.