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the commodification of friendship is the most annoying thing to come out of the internet in ages. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. or stay up with them when they're sad even if you're gonna lose sleep. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. that's how you know that you care. they will drive you to the airport and then you will make them soup when they're sick. you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. and there's actually gonna be rough patches for both of you where the balance will be uneven and you will still be friends and it will not be unhealthy and they will not be abusive. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. jesus.

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My daughter's clever, but also very fucking stupid, dog managed to get six gummies out of a closed childproof container that was on a 4' tall rolling laptop table. So now I'm sitting up all night trip-sitting a 50 pound hound who has -- so far -- startled himself seven times with the presence of his own foot. He keeps going to lick his junk, forgetting halfway there what he was about to do, and then being startled at this foot just hanging there over his face.

(The emergency vet said with what he ingested and his weight, he'll be fine, just stoned for like 2 days. Please take this as a reminder to make sure that no matter how secure you think your weed is, dogs are clever, and please doublecheck where your stuff is left. Cap and Rumba were literally left alone in the living room long enough for Evie to walk one of the other dogs, and we still have no idea how the fuck he got them down. Locked boxes, y'all. For real.)

So, like, this boy is just sitting here, confused by his own feet & ripping absolutely apocalyptic farts. Yeah, buddy, that's what you get when you eat 60 mg of THC in one go, I guess.

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january is one of those months where you experience every feeling on the human spectrum and you just have to go about your day like that isn't happening

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i was addicted to this person like it was heroine. and now i'm scared that i relapse as soon as he gives me the opportunity

#text

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i hate this vicious cycle when i had a bad day and need to stay up late to at least do something fun, but then the next day, my mood is doomed to be even worse because i also lack sleep

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*me watching my older sibling getting in trouble for the things i did*

#meme #black crows #funny

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A moment of light during the siege

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my brain can't decide if i'm friends with my ex, if i'm annoyed by him or if i still love and care way too much for him

#breakup diaries day 5 #lol

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this is how I sit to use the computer, yes it causes spinal damage

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I just wish I could learn every language and all the histories and about everyone’s food and folklore and… 😔 but i only have one brain and it is small and malfunctioning

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rock bottom is when you want to sleep but you can't because you start crying again and again

#text

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i just want some time to reflect an organize my life right now but school is a lot, it's always a lot, i'll do my a levels next year and now i also got a job. and i share a horse that i ride two times a week? my education and future, money, literally my only hobby? i will definitely not quit anything but sometimes it's just too much. especially because my boyfriend broke up with me. well at least i've got my driver's license

i wish i could pause life and lay in bed for 3 months and just catch my fucking breath

#vent #text #feelings

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to the five porn bots who just followed me: i warmly welcome you on this account and wish you a pleasant stay.

#text

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I miss the comfort in being sad.

Nirvana

i think being happy makes me anxious because it could be over at any moment. it's like flying. i prefer lying on the ground and watching the sky. you can watch it like you remember happy moments. but when you are flying, you are always watching the ground and worrying about falling

#grunge #music #quotes #rock #quote #nirvana #kurt cobain

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there’s been a really bizarre trend in the past couple years of TERFS/radfems getting pissed off about biology posts. posts about the bilateral gyandromorph cardinal (one half male, one half female), posts about older hens beginning to crow and act like roosters, posts about animals being animals. and it’s hilarious because they interpret these posts as some kind of agenda. no! these are animals not choosing any gender identity or sexuality but being born into bodies they have no control over. weird how that happens in nature huh

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finding peace in nature.

#aesthetic #nature #forest #forestcore #peaceful #420weed #sea #ocean aesthetic #oceanside