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wonnoy · 3 years

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life long besties (?)

i have returned master kageyama

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warnings: i guess insults for people who (i dont know. )

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Oh god how you hated him. It didn't even matter what you hated about him, it was just everything.

Kageyama Tobio was the most insufferable person on the planet to you and the feeling was mutual. It wasn't instant hatred mind you, it was more like one action triggered the entirety of the downfall. And it all started with Hinata.

Last year of high school, your last year to make memorable memories. Stuff that would make you look back and hopefully not regret or be embarrassed by anything. Much harder said than done really, being outgoing wasn't the strongest suit you could wear.

You looked around the classroom, it was just buzzing with activity and you were the only one left out of it. A little bit of an outcast, you had spent the better of your time studying. The only semi friend you really had was Tsukishima - and even he was too busy with volleyball to actually spend any time with.

Any time you did spend with him was when the two of you were studying at each other's houses. He preferred it that way, there were less distractions there than at school.

Tsukishima was currently sitting by himself too, but you didn't think he'd be by himself for long. Yamaguchi, if you remember correctly, was always dragging him away from the classroom.

You scoffed and slunk your body further down into your seat, was it worth the hassle to go and try to talk to him? At least once without it being about a certain topic or anything? You sighed internally to yourself, probably.

Scooting your chair back, you started to walk over to him. He had his headphones in and a book in his hands, the usual set-up. You gave him a tat on the shoulder and he took his headphones off.

"Isn't Yamaguchi coming soon?" you leaned up against the desk.

Tsukishima scoffed at that, "I'd rather bite my fingers off," and he looked back down at his book. You would have normally took that as a sign to shut-up and go away but-

"So that does mean he's coming by soon right?" you smiled down at him and Tsukishima only sighed muttering 'any second now'.

The doors to your classroom bust open and in came Yamaguchi, smiling wide and eyes already landing on his friend.

"Come on Tsukishima, we gotta go," and Tsukishima only groaned before sinking into his chair, hastily pulling his headphones back on. But Yamaguchi was having none of it, already keen on moving him out of the chair.

You were still leaned against his desk and tilted your head, go somewhere? It was barely lunch time and you knew for a fact that volleyball practice doesn't start until after school.

Curiosity bit at you while Yamaguchi tried dragging his friend out of the chair.

"I can help," you got off the desk and could feel the burning stare of hatred Tsukishima was sending your way.

"Ah thank you y/n," he sounded relieved and began tugging while you started pushing. With great effort, and a couple minutes later, Tsukishima was finally standing but as an upset toddler.

"Where are you taking this big lug?" you leaned against the desk once more. You needed it a bit more for support this time rather than comfort because of the slight exertion you just did. Tsukishima grumbled at you and rolled his eyes. You ignored him.

"We're off to hang out with some other third years at the gym," he explained and stopped thinking for a second, "you're welcome to come with."

You looked behind you to gaze at your desk and the ones surrounding it, they were all empty. It would have been better than staying here alone, you didn't even bring your headphones today. You turned back to Yamaguchi, you were just complaining about being alone and not having enough memories.

Yet when given the opportunity you want to run away from it? Like hell.

"Sure, lead the way,"

Yamaguchi talks a lot, but you kind of already knew that. The fact that Tsukishima and him are close friends is insane, polar opposites those two were. The terrible friend and then the mediocre-ly kind friend, a wild dynamic.

"Someone called me Spongebob yesterday because of my freckles," Yamaguchi said. He went and dotted the freckles under his eyes for emphasis and Tsukishima snorted.

"Does that make me Squidward then," he pushed his glasses up, "the one that makes your life hell?"

Yamaguchi paled and nervously laughed. Tsukishima didn't stop his insult there, he then looked at you, "and I guess that makes you Patrick," and you immediately began to beat on him with your hands.

"I'll show you Patrick, you damn squid," you spat. Tsukishima and you lagged behind whilst Yamaguchi kept strolling ahead to the gym doors.

There was already a racket going on inside and it didn't surprise him much. He looked behind him, you were still pulling furiously at Tsukishima's ears as he continued verbally assaulting you.

Yamaguchi opened the doors, "hey guys, I brought a friend!"

There were only two boys inside yelling at one another, Hinata and Kageyama. Ukai was in the corner reading a magazine, he offered to be the 'parental guidance' last night when the third years asked if he could watch over them.

Doesn't seem like he was paying much attention though, which may or may not have been a good thing.

Hinata was bragging about his jumping when Yamaguchi announced his arrival, immediately turning away from Kageyama. Kageyama was fuming in front of him and Hinata turning away only made it worse.

"Ah, Yamaguchi!" Hinata jogged up to him, "took you long enough," he smiled and slapped his hand on the back of Yamaguchi. Sputtering forward, he grumbled from the stinging on his back from the slap that Hinata gave him.

Yamaguchi pointed behind him, "it's because I had these two in tow," pan-zoom in to you now tugging Tsukishima to ground and claiming that 'he was now Plankton in your eyes'.

You stilled when looking over at the doors of the gym - first impressions were already going down the drain and you quickly climbed off of Tsukishima whilst brushing your skirt down to manageable levels.

You waved, "hi," and the orange man smiled really wide at you. You think you remember him, you believe you actually watched one of the volleyball games after Tsukishima mentioned it at the end of a study session.

Hinata Shoyo, and the one fuming behind him was Kageyama Tobio. They were the star duo when it came to 'quick attacks' if you could remember the term correctly.

"I think this is the first time I've seen you outside of the hallways," Hinata laughed. He was already striding towards you and gripping your wrist, dragging you to the gym with him. Protests were choked back as you slowly skid to the doors and into the gymnasium. You haven't really spent a lot of time in here, normally you were in and then you were out.

It felt uncustomary to be standing here.

You looked over at the last third year of the room, Kageyama. His hair reminded you of a weirdly shaped q-tip and his face seemed to always be holding a permanent look of anger on it.

"Dumbass!" Kageyama bellowed out and you immediately puffed your chest at him like some weird peacock. Did he just - did he just call you a dumbass?

Hinata behind you was about to say something back but you beat him to it, it could have saved you this entire mess of hatred. But no, your fat mouth just had to open.

"I'm not the dumbass, dumbass," you shot back. Your brows were furrowed and fingers were clenching. Hinata still was holding on your wrist and he let you go, setting you free to swing your arms right back down to your sides comfortably.

Kageyama looked taken a back a little bit because it was you who replied and not Hinata. But it definitely didn't grind his gears right when you called him that, if his stiffed posture didn't indicate anything other than that.

"Alright let's just-" Yamaguchi began but Kageyama cut him off.

"But you're clearly the dumbass," Kageyama snuffed at you. By now, he had taken a couple steps closer to you so he could do some sort of intimidation stance to show off his height compared to yours.

You grabbed your forearm and began pushing up the already short sleeved shirt, "call me Sandy Cheeks because I'm about to karate chop your ass," you could hear Yamaguchi stifle a laugh to the side but no further fuss than that.

Kageyama couldn't have looked more disgruntled after you said that phrase. But instead he only mimicked your movements. You clearly took this as a threat.

So because of a tiny misunderstanding in communication, the ten year long feud between you and Kageyama raged without fail.

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this is going to be one of my longer fics - as you can see it's got 3 parts

this is part 1, i wont be posting part 2 for a bit because im doing my first collab.

see you soon, im writing for futakuchi.

#kageyamaxreader #kageyama tobio #kageyama x reader #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu tobio #fluff

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fatrainbowmermaidunicorn · 6 years

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Nothing Like Us (Park Jimin x You ONESHOT)

Thankyou for the request anon! Hope you like it!

MASTERLIST

Lately I’ve been thinking, thinking about what we had

“Why do you want to come here so suddenly? You have been avoiding this place since…” Taehyung stop himself before he could finished his sentence, but Jimin knew what he’s about to say. Jimin stirred his steaming cup of coffee slowly, a soft sad smile appearing on his face.

“Did you know today marks the 5th year since that day?” Taehyung sighed and looks at his best friend.

“Chim… maybe we should just go,” Jimin shakes his head and looks outside the window towards the passerby struggling to fight against the cold winter air.

“Its okay Tae. I like thinking about my memories with her. Its what keeps me alive,”

And I know it was hard, it was all that we knew

“Is this really happening right now?” Jimin looks down at the ridiculous amount of vomit now staining his expensive Gucci shoes and raised his head to see the source of the vomit who is giggling. Giggling! The girl is giggling when she just vomitted the whole content of her stomach onto his shoes.

“Opps-sie!” was all she managed to say before she burst into a chorus of giggles again.

“Oh man. That stinks Chim!” Taehyung place a hand across his mouth and nose, to stifled the smell and to muffled the laugher he is holding towards his friend’s misfortune. Jimin groaned. He knew coming to the club is not a good idea. He had told the other members that he just wanted to go home, take a long nice bath and sleep, but no, they have to insist that he joins them to this busy, noisy club, filled to the brim and is surrounded by drunk teenagers who cant hold their own liquor. Like the one exactly standing in front of him. Jimin glared at the girl who seemed oblivious to how annoyed and pissed off he is right now.

“I dont think there’s any use to talk to her right now Chim. She’s drunk out of her mind,” Taehyung points to the girl, still laughing. Jimin turned to glare at his laughing friend.

“You are enjoying this arent you Tae?”

“A little bit. Yeah,” he flashed his friend his infamous smile.

“Oh fuck Y/N, what did you do this time?!” Another girl in panic appeared from behind the giggling girl and grabbed her arms. She eyed Jimin’s angry face and Taehyung’s laughing ones before turning her gaze down to Jimin’s shoes, making her eyes widen in horror.

“Shit Y/N. Why are you always such a horrible drunk!” Jimin crossed his arms across his chest and looked at the friend with less than a friendly smile. “I’m sorry. My friend cant really drink and she usually doesnt, but she had a really bad day today, so we decided to let her drink. Sooo… that is why this," she moved her finger, trying to show the misfortunate situation, "happened,”

“And how is that my problem?” Jimin glared at the rambling girl who finally is brave enough to really look towards the two of them properly and her eyes widen in shocked when she finally take their features in.

“Oh shit. You are Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung from BTS!”

“Yes, yes we are. But that doesnt matter right now. What matters is that your friend here just vomitted on my very expensive shoes!” Jimin growled, making the girl cowered in fear. Taehyung decides Jimin is making the situation worse than it should be and stepped in to help calm him down, placing a hand on Jimin’s chest, trying to stop him from cornering the two girls.

“Okay, okay calm down. She’s obviously very drunk right now,” Taehyung turned from Jimin to the friend, “and my friend here is apparently not being very nice towards a pretty girl who obviously needs to loosen up tonight,” Taehyung shot Jimin a look, which he returned by rolling his eyes. “So why dont you just give us her number so Jimin here can send her the dry cleaning bill and you can take her out from here before she ruin anymore shoes?” Taehyung suggested with a grin. The friend quickly scribbled a number on a napkin and passed it to Taehying before hastily bowing, ready to dash out from there.

“Thankyou so much. And you guys are amazing by the way. Keep up the good work!” She flee out from the scene immediately, dragging the still intoxicated Y/N behind her.

“What are you doing Tae? How can you just let them go like that?” Jimin huffed. “Now I have to either go back home barefooted or stuck in a very smelly shoes,” Taehyung chuckled and slipped the number inside Jimin’s pocket.

“You are going to thank me for this one day Chim,”

‘Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you Nothing can make me feel like you do

Taehyung was right.

After waking up in a much better mood the next morning, Jimin found the number in his pocket and decided to give it a call, smirking after he get an idea on how to make Y/N pay for ruining his night. On their first meeting, Y/N was scared to death when Jimin appeared with a death glare plastered on his handsome face. Jimin on the other hand passed her a shoe box filled with his disgustingly smelled and ruined shoes from the night before and asks her to clean it thoroughly before returning it back to him. Y/N huffed at his ridiculous request but did it anyway, grumbling on and on about how can some money making superstar asks a mere student like her to clean his shoes? Dont they just throw them and buy new ones everyday?

On their second meeting, Y/N threw the now clean shoes, complete with the box, which she spent a lot of money on to get it clean, hitting Jimin right in the face, asking him to take his stupidly expensive shoes with him and burn with it together in hell, making Jimin chuckled, fascinated by how feisty this girl is when she is not drunk and being herself.

On their third meeting, which happened because Jimin waited for her in front of her university, which he somehow found out from Taehyung’s stalking skills, hiding behind a tree, all covered up in black hoodie and mask and insisted that she should at least treat him to dinner after hurting his 'beautiful’ face after throwing the shoe at him. Y/N rolled her eyes and tried to get away, calling him delusional but ended up agreeing when Jimin only promise to leave her alone if she accepted the offer. The night ended with Jimin asking to see her again and this time she voluntarily said yes.

On their fourth meeting, both Jimin and Y/N had fun walking through the town’s carnival, discovering new things they actually had in common with each other.

On their fifth meeting, Jimin, with sweaty palms and racing heart, nervously told her he thinks he is falling in love with her.

On their sixth meeting, Y/N told Jimin that she thinks she is falling in love with him too.

On their seventh meeting, Jimin is already practically living in Y/N’s rented apartment, only going back to the dorms when he absolutely have to.

“Hey sleepyhead, wake up or you are going to be late. Namjoon and Jin oppa is going to kill you if you are late for practice again,” Y/N softly wakes Jimin up by straddling him and giving him butterfly kisses all over his face. Jimin fluttered his sleepy eyes open to see the most beautiful face smiling back at him. He immediately reached up to swiped her hair that is hanging loose around her face.

“I dont think I will ever get used to waking up and seeing your face Y/N. Its the most beautiful thing I can ever wake up to,” he smiled, showing her so much love it makes her heart soared. “I love you so much,”

“I love you too Park Jimin,” Y/N whispered back, stating straight into his eyes. “Forever and always,”

“Promise?”

“Promise,”

“Good. Because I dont know what I’ll do if I ever lose you Y/N. Nothing could ever replace you in my heart. Nothing could ever make me feel the way that you do with just one smile,” he pulled her closer and kisses her with everything he had. Jimin doesnt know a lot of things, but what he do know is, nothing is ever going to come close to the love he felt for Y/N.

Have you been drinking, to take all the pain away? I wish that I could give you what you deserve

“How are you feeling today baby?” Jimin smile softly at Y/N who is bundled up in her blanket on the couch as he removed the empty wine bottle by her side. Jimin frowned, by the looks of it, it must already have been her second bottle.

It has been more than a year since they were together and the world had not been kind to them. His fans, the company, even his family is against their relationship. The only support they ever had is from his members who understands how in love Jimin and Y/N really are. Y/N had tried her best in staying strong for the first few months of the hatred thrown towards their relationship. Always plastering a smile and repeating I’m-okays for him, hiding the hurt she felt, not wanting to make Jimin worry. But she can only take so much when it seems the whole world is trying to break them apart. The company is forcing Jimin to have a fake girlfriend, another newly rising star, where their overboard relationship is shown to Y/N everywhere from TV to newspapers to gossips site. It kills her to see her boyfriend hugging and kissing another girl everyday.

Jimin’s public relationship leads to fans calling her names and hating on her when they accidentally saw her with Jimin on multiple occasion, eating in a restaurant or just walking to the nearby ice cream store. Y/N tried to show Jimin that all that doesnt bother her at all, until Jimin finds out that she has been cutting classes when the bullying got too far, to the extend of destroying her things and hurting her.

Jimin’s heart ache whenever he came back only to find Y/N crying alone in her dark room, all bundled up in her blankets. Sometimes even with wounds all over her body from the attacks she has been receiving. She will try her best to hide it from him, quickly wiping the tears and pulling the sleeve of her sweatshirt to cover her bruised arms, flashing him a smile, pretending everything is all right, but Jimin always knows better.

Jimin hated himself for not being able to do anything for her. Y/N deserve the world. She deserve people who loves her and care for her. She deserves happy and beautiful things and Jimin wishes more than anything that he can give everything that he knows she deserve in the palms of her hand.

You know there’s no one, I can relate to I know we won’t find a love that’s so true

“What are you thinking about?” Jimin asks Y/N who is blankly staring outside the window of her apartment at the pouring rain.

“Have you ever wonder what it would be like if I didnt get drunk that night?” she tilted her head at him.

“Well, then the most magical night of my life wouldnt have happened. I wouldnt have met you, my one true love,” he smiled softly at her.

“Sometimes I just wished that night never happened,” she turned back to the window.

“Why are you saying all this?” Jimin tilted her head to face him again. She pushed Jimin’s hand away from her face and lowered her gaze.

“Sometimes I think about how your life would be better off if you didnt met me that night. you will probably met somebody else who is better suited for you sooner or later. Someone who your fans, your family, even the world will approve on,” Y/N whispered her words, trying to hold back the tears she’s feeling in the back of her eyes. Jimin grabbed her shoulders and turned her fully to face him.

“Hey, listen to me Y/N. I love you. I dont care what anybody else is saying. There is no one else in this world who gets me like you do, who makes me happy like you do. There is no one else in this world who is better matched for me than you Y/N. I will never find another love that is as true as ours if I didnt find you,” Y/N didnt dare to say anything and lowered her gaze to her lap before he pulled her closer in his embraced, hugging her tightly, wishing the world wouldnt be so cruel towards her, towards them anymore.

I gave you everything babe Well, everything I had to give

“Marry me Y/N. Marry me and be with me forever,”

Jimin kneeled down on one knee in front of Y/N who is looking at him in shocked. Its their two year anniversary today, and Jimin had never felt more in love than he felt at that very moment. Their situation didnt get better, in fact it only had gotten worse. The hate thrown towards their relationship which increased after Jimin breaks up with his pretend girlfriend and announced their real relationship to the world has only driven Y/N driven into a state of depression. Fans accusing Y/N as a homewrecker for the perfect couple. Jimin finally decides enough is enough. Y/N has given him everything she has, and its time he gives her every part of him.

“Say yes Y/N and we will get through this together. I love you so much, I dont think I will be able to make it without you,” he held both of her hands, smiling softly at her.

Girl, why would you push me away?

Tears are streaming down Y/N’s face as she looks back into Jimin’s eyes. Every fiber in her body is telling her to say yes, and she blinked back the tears.

“This is everything I thought I only could dream about Jimin. I love you so much, but this world is not ready for our love. We are not destined to be together. Maybe in some other moment in time, you will be mine again,” she kissed both of his hands that is holding hers. “I’m sorry, but I cant marry you,”

But that is the past now, we didn’t last now I guess that this is meant to be

“Hey earth to Park Jimin!” Taehyung’s voice snapped him back to reality. Jimin just flashed a tired smile at his best friend.

“You are thinking about her again arent you?” Jimin just looked down at his untouched cup of coffee, now no longer steaming, but as cold as the feelings that is surrounding his heart.

Lost in confusion, like an illusion You know I’m used to making your day

“Yeah…” Jimin took a sipped of the cold coffee. “Sometimes everything just felt so surreal. Like it was all a dream. Like I will finally wake up one day to her voice trying to wake me up again, telling me I’ll be late for practice or how much she loves me, laughing besides me. I’m just so used to having her by my side Tae,”

“Its been five years since she left Jimin. And she’s finally truly happy and getting married again. That’s what you have always wanted for her right? To be in a relationship that wont hurt her?” Jimin kept his silence. “Maybe… maybe its time for you to finally move on too Chim,” Taehyung softly said to his friend, giving his hand across the table a pat to show his support.

“Yeah… maybe Tae. But I know no matter how hard I try to find it, nothing can ever come close to being like what we had again,”

There’s nothing like us There’s nothing like you and me, together

A/N: Feel free to suggest or request story ideas, especially those based on a song. i love writing those :)

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