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kgyeomiex · 1 year

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Lean On Me

“There just something about you I’m scared to lose, because I know I won’t find it in anyone else.”

The one day you got your heart broken was the same day you met someone who was your soulmate. Everything turned out the way it did for a reason. However, no one said that being in love was ever easy… In the beginning, everything seems to be okay… But the moment you said yes to be his… It was nothing but another roller coaster ride…

Is there really such thing as a happy ever after?

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Wait you did hear that correctly, right? Youngjae did mention sleeping on his bed right...

“Wait did you say in your bed?” You asked confused and Youngjae automatically laughed. Ah probably knew exactly what you were thinking.

“Yes, but I won’t be sleeping in it so don’t worry. I’ll sleep on the couch, and you can sleep on my bed.” Youngjae says and at that moment you felt bad. How could you let someone who was letting you stay at their apartment make them sleep on the couch?

“No, I’m fine sleeping on the couch,” you said setting down your cup at the living room table and Youngjae shook his head.

“No, I don’t mind sleeping in the living room.” Why do you have a feeling that this conversation was going to go longer than it should?

“Look, the least thing you did was let me into your home. The fact that I am in a warm house is more than enough,” you said trying your hardest to convince Youngjae you were okay however he still wasn’t convinced... Not even one bit, this boy was going to be the death of you.

“I’ll lead you to my room right now,” Youngjae says getting up from the couch. You sat there staring at Youngjae in complete silence.

“Are you coming?” Youngjae asks looking at you and you didn’t say a thing or even react.

Youngjae walks over to you and then gently waves his hand on your face. You smiled.

“I’m not moving from this couch, I will stay here even if you try to remove me,” you said crossing your arms and challenging him and he just sighs.

“Guess I’ll be right next to you all night long,” he says walking back to the couch and before you know it, he sits right next to you smiling.

What was wrong with you wanting to sleep on the couch? It was more than enough to sleep at a stranger's house when it was pouring out... You felt like if you were to sleep in Youngjae’s bed you’re just taking advantage and you didn’t want that.

“Youngjae... Come on, this is your apartment. You should sleep in your bed. I honestly don’t mind sleeping on the couch.” You said trying to convince Youngjae however he didn’t look convince not one bit.

“Look, I understand that you don’t want to interfere with anything, however, I’m the one offering to let you sleep on my bed,” Youngjae says looking right at you, but you still didn’t budge.

No matter what Youngjae says, you weren’t going to sleep on his bed. If you were to cave into what he is saying you would still feel like you're invading his home and, to be honest, you would feel so uncomfortable.

“So, my room?” Youngjae asks and you shook your head.

“No. I’m sleeping here.” You grabbed a pillow nearby and placed it under your head. You then closed your eyes and hoped that maybe if you acted like you were sleeping Youngjae will accept your decision however that wasn’t the case.

You peeked a bit and noticed Youngjae still right there sitting next to you. However, you could see that he was even starting to close his eyes. Was this boy about to fall asleep next to you? You were about to close your eyes again, but you felt bad... You noticed two blankets there and as you got up you gently placed a blanket over Youngjae and got a blanket for yourself.

Well, if Youngjae isn’t going to sleep in his bed... And you weren’t going to sleep on his bed, that bed was going to be completely alone.

Whatever. You sat back down on the couch and with the blanket you grabbed, you gently placed it on you, and before you know it... You fell asleep.

It was one long day...

*Bzzz* *Bzzz*

You heard something buzz to your left however you were so tired you didn’t even feel like checking who was calling or whose phone was it. You tried to go back to sleep hoping that the buzz was going to stop however it continued to buzz over and over.

You opened your eyes and stared at the ceiling blankly. Wait...

You aren’t back in your home... At that moment it hits you when you suddenly forgot that everything that happened yesterday wasn’t some type of nightmare... It was what happened, and you were stuck in this tragedy of reality.

Last night after a long day at work you did walk with your boyfriend cheating with someone you called your best friend... You left everything at home besides your damn phone and you’re now considered homeless... And to top it all you’re staying at a stranger's house...

Wow, what your life has come to? Sad yet true.

You pulled out your phone from your pocket and noticed it was a call from your ex... Why the hell is he even calling?

The call however eventually ended. As you looked at your phone, you saw so many calls so many texts from your ex that you didn’t understand the purpose of that because the last time you checked you remembered telling him he was completely dead to you.

You didn’t even bother looking at the texts he even sent you, all you did was delete his texts and even blocked his number. You didn’t want to hear a thing about him... He broke your trust and worst of all he broke your heart.

You put your phone to the side and sighed...

“Good morning,” you lifted your head and there you met eyes with the Youngjae.

“Morning,” you said forcing a smile and he walks back to the couch and looks at you.

“You alright? You look a bit upset,” Youngjae points out, and although you wanted to say you were okay that clearly wasn’t the truth and you were already bad at lying so you just sighed and looked down.

“I don’t know,” you were hurt but you just wanted to avoid this whole topic for the day... You already spent the day yesterday bawling your eyes out and you didn’t want to start your day like that... AT all...

“Y/N... You des-” you didn’t mean to interrupt Youngjae but right now you just didn’t want to mention your ex or even think about him.

“Youngjae... I’m okay...” Youngjae just nodded his head and instead of saying anything he just quietly nodded his head and respected that you didn’t want anything to do with your ex, especially after what happened.

You were about to say something but suddenly you noticed that Youngjae’s phone began to ring out of the blue. He pulled out his phone from his pocket and took one look at it and then back to you.

“Sorry, I should take this.” You just nodded your head and from that point, you saw Youngjae get up from the couch and walk off.

Well, it was good that something stopped the conversation about your ex, but it was going to be brought up again eventually...

You looked at your phone and continued to feel that sharp pain you felt yesterday after seeing someone you thought you were supposed to spend the rest of your life with basically cheating on you.

There was this feeling where you wanted suddenly wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt and let him give you an explanation but what for? There is no good reason why a guy should break your heart like that... You did everything you could to make him happy but clearly, that wasn’t enough and it’s annoying and heartbreaking.

What was something he was missing out on you? Honestly, what was it?

Again, you were lost in your thoughts until Youngjae came back into the living room and sighed.

“Sounds like I have to head to work.” You couldn’t relate... You were on vacation and was supposed to have the time of your life...

Instead, you are stuck in a stranger's house completely homeless...

“Oh,” was all you could say and at that moment you knew you had to get dressed up and find a way to get your belongings you left back the house and sleep at a hotel till you find a new damn apartment to live in.

You got up from the couch and smiled.

“Well, I’ll just get dressed up and I will be out of your way in no time,” you said bowing and just as you were planning to go walk off Youngjae stops you by lightly grabbing a hold of your wrist.

“Who says you were in my way in the first place?” Youngjae suddenly says completely confused and you looked around and then at him.

“Right...” You had no idea what to say in this situation just because you knew Youngjae was probably going to argue that this was his idea of letting you stay at his house.

“Anyways while I attend work you can still stay here.” What? You weren’t expecting that...

“You’re going let someone you don’t know stay in your house?” Youngjae clearly had way more trust in you than you do with him.

Well now that you see that Youngjae has been nothing but a nice guy letting you sleep over and stay for the meantime you can trust him a little more... Not fully of course just because you only met him yesterday.

“Why not? If you wanted to rob me so bad, you wouldn’t have come to my house with a problem. Also, you would have done it when I was asleep instead, I woke up this morning with you by my side,” Youngjae says looking right at you and you just nodded.

Maybe Youngjae does pay attention to people more than you thought. He wasn’t obvious but you could tell he pays attention to the smallest things.

“Good point,” you smiled and for a second you forgot why you were planning to leave but you suddenly began to remember that you felt bad sleeping over at another person's house... He's already done enough letting you crash and that was more than enough.

“Look, I understand you’re doing all of this because you want to but honestly you don’t have to worry about me,” you said hoping that it sounded convincing, but Youngjae wasn’t convinced.

“So where are you planning to go? I’m sure you don’t want to return over there... Do you?” When he said over there you knew he was referring to your ex, but he probably didn’t want to say anything just because he probably didn't want you to feel some type of way.

But anyway, the moment you leave Youngjae’s apartment you had nowhere to go... Well, you could go back to the apartment to collect your things and try to sleep at a hotel, but you had no idea if “he” was going to be there... If he was going to be there you weren’t ready to face him...

“I’ll figure it out,” you said and Youngjae shook his head.

“Look... I’m not going to stop you if you want to leave but if you’re planning to leave because you think I’m rushing you out or because you feel bad that I’m letting you stay don’t worry. I invited you here because I wanted you here and you can stay as long as you like. I’m barely home anyways... I mean I work half the time... But the choice is yours,” Youngjae says looking right at you, and at this point

You didn’t know where you were so supposed to go... And although you feel like leaving is the right thing to do... You felt like being selfish for once and stay... Stay until you have a roof over your head.

“Youngjae.” You randomly blurted out and he continued to look at you.

“I...” Why is it so hard to ask him if you can stay for a week? It’s like your pride was stopping you from saying anything and it was getting you completely frustrated with yourself.

“Yea?” Youngjae asks waiting for you to say more. You can do this...

“Um... Do... Y-you think I can stay here for maybe a week... I know I may be in the way, but I can co-” before you can go on and on blabbing about complete bullshit, Youngjae cuts you off.

“Of course, you can, you don’t even need to ask. You can stay if you like,” Youngjae says looking at you and you smiled.

You’re hoping to get your belongings soon and hopefully find an apartment on your own in a week.

However, you had to go when you’re ready to face your ex who broke your heart into millions of pieces... You knew you couldn’t stay at Youngjae’s place for a long time, so it had to be soon...

“Thanks...” In the beginning, you were so determined to get out of here but now that you think about it... Although you don’t like when others do favors for you, you realized you needed Youngjae...

While you stay here you weren’t going to take anything for granted if anything you were planning to help him out. If he needs you to cook, clean, or anything you were honestly up for it.

“Hey, before I head out... How about you go buy an outfit,” Youngjae says suddenly pulling out his wallet and your eyes widen.

“Oh no you do-” he cuts you off and you were there completely speechless. You were shocked to meet a guy like Youngjae... Someone who was incredibly sweet and someone who did good deeds...

“I won’t take no for an answer,” Youngjae placed the money on the table, and you took a glance at it and your eyes widen. You didn’t need all that money for an outfit... You felt so guilty however you promised that whatever Youngjae is lending you... You were going to pay him back every penny and show him how thankful you were.

“T-thank you,” you didn’t want to accept the money, but Youngjae did just say that he wasn’t going to accept no as an answer.

Trying to find the cheapest outfit was probably the hardest thing you ever had to do... You spent more than you originally intended to, however, you were determined to write yourself a bill for what you borrowed from Youngjae and pay him back the moment you have a chance.

With the outfit you recently bought, you made sure you were changed and began to walk around the neighborhood.

It was a casual walk until suddenly you ended up near your old home the memories of that night suddenly popped into your mind, and you felt a sharp pain in your chest.

At that moment all the memories you had in that apartment suddenly began to play in your head. All the good yet the bad... It was all coming at once, so you had no idea how to feel... You missed all the memories, yet you didn’t want to just because all those memories meant nothing to the one you thought you loved...

Trying your hardest you shook your head. It wasn’t long until you snapped back into reality and suddenly noticed your ex leaving the house. You quickly hid behind a tree and noticed him walking over to his car. He didn’t look hurt at all... He looked okay...

As if nothing happened to him... As if this relationship between the two of you had meant nothing to him.

The moment he got in, you continued to stare at him and waited till the car finally drive off...

At last, when the coast was clear, you ran to the front door and looked for the extra key the both of you hid in case of an emergency.

No matter what you had to get in there and get your things.

When you finally got in the house every memory you had in that house was suddenly replaying in your head. Why does your stupid ex have to mean the world to you? Why did he have to hurt you the way he did? If you mean anything to him, he could have just broken up with you and called it a day...

However, he kept a relationship with you and on top of that was seeing someone who you thought was your best friend.

Trying your hardest to contain your tears you walked further into the house and walked straight to your bedroom... Or should you say your ex’s bedroom?

You walked into the room was a complete mess. You had no idea what your ex was possibly thinking or how he was, but you can be careless... If he didn’t get a shit about you, why should you suddenly care about him?

You opened the closet door pulled out your suitcase and grabbed as many hangers as you could and threw each clothing piece into your suitcase. Right now, you don’t have the time to organize anything, you’ll do that later. All you wanted to do was pack and move somewhere far from this apartment as possible.

Everything was going by smoothly till... You heard the front door open.

Your heart skipped a beat and you suddenly forgot how to breathe.

He’s here...

You can just stand there but if you wanted to leave you knew you had no time to waste. At this point, you didn’t care about the noise you were making. One by one you continued to pack your belongings and although you were slightly enjoying being alone it wasn’t long until your ex comes into the room.

“Y/N....”

OH no here it goes again.

You had to face this damn fool sooner or later.

To Be Continued

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oraclekleo · 1 year

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Choi Young Jae (GOT7 / Solo) Kinky Tarot Reading

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Reading Info:

Rating: 18+

Reading Type: Single - Couple

Requested: Yes - No

Requester:

Deck: Edgar Allan Poe Tarot

Spread: Kinky Reading

Questions:

Position

Libido

Turn On

Kink

Dirty Secret

Celebrity Info:

Full Name: Choi Young Jae

Stage Name: Younjae

Group: GOT7 / Solo

DOB: 17.09.1996

Blood Type: B

MBTI: ISFJ

Sun Sign: Virgo

Chinese Sign: Fire Rat

Life Path Number: 6

Masterpost: Got7

Ko-fi - Voluntary Tip for Readings

Choi Young Jae

Youngjae (GOT7 / Solo)

DOB: 17.09.1996 Blood Type: B MBTI: ISFJ Sun Sign: Virgo Chinese Sign: Fire Rat Life Path Number: 6

Spread / Question: Kinky Reading

Deck(s): Edgar Allan Poe Tarot

Position - 5 of Cups

Youngjae is more on the submissive side of the spectrum and he might have melancholic tendencies. His lover might notice him not being particularly active, unless they tell him to do something and navigate him. They better give him a grocery shopping list with pictures on it because otherwise Youngjae will come back with only half of the items he was sent to buy.

Libido - 9 of Pentacles

Youngjae’s libido is pretty strong and solid and he has his type for sure. He can become rather passionate but not without a certain push from his lover. It’s unlikely for Youngjae to initiate intimate moments on his own despite lusting for his lover at the time. He will wait for his partner to notice and make the first step. Youngjae needs encouragement in love and in life. He needs to be absolutely sure that he’s on the same page with his lover and there’s no space for misunderstanding.

Turn On - I The Magician

It’s no surprise, Youngjae feels attracted to powerful personas and prefers a lover who will have the relationship under their control, who will guide him and tell him what the next step should be. Youngjae himself might become clueless if his lover doesn’t know the direction and doesn’t have a vision for their future.

Kink - IV The Emperor

The same theme repeats in Youngjae’s reading. He really needs rules and order to be asserted on him. He especially likes it when he knows what’s going to happen next, and feels rather excited and horny for a lover who knows what they are doing, what’s their goal in the end and work towards it while navigating Youngjae.

Dirty Secret - XII The Hanged Man

Youngjae might occasionally become such a masochist. Obviously only when he has complete trust in his lover. If that’s the case, Youngjae will be thrilled to undergo any torment his lover will come up with for him. He derives pleasure from being in their hands. However, Youngjae isn’t the hardest of man so his lover needs to always treat him with a certain level of gentleness and make sure they have a safe word.